i tried a new writing method n suddenly i had 4.2k words im sorry that its such a long chapter oops-

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Jungkook's eyes went wide once they entered Taehyung's huge dining hall. Walls held in red, black curtains pulled close in front of huge windows.
"Dude what the hell-"

"What?", Taehyung turned his head, drawing his attention to the younger boy who was still gasping at everything he was seeing. Which wasn't much though. A huge chandelier dangling down the ceiling in the middle of the room, right above the huge dining table.
Two chairs and the table and that was about it, there wasn't much more furniture in here.

Still it was huge.

"Your dining room is the size of my parents' whole apartment." Jungkook crossed his arms, lifting his eyebrows in disbelief. A guy only three years older than him could never be earning so much money to afford all of that, could he?
"As I said, I earn quite an amount of money", Taehyung hummed, a bit more quiet than before. He usually didn't invite people over to avoid exactly that kind of reaction. Of course it was too much money for someone who was still a kid in his mind.
He worked hard for all of this though, 12 hour shifts 7 days a week with restless nights and a tiring schedule. Constantly rushing from place to place, smiling for a new photoshoot everyday while having to keep a clean image of himself to the public.

That basically meant no relationships, no open sharing his opinions and most importantly-, as a model he could never have a bad day. He had to look neat and perfect every single day.

If you ask Jungkook, Taehyung was effortlessly beautiful anyway so that wasn't much of a task for the older.

"But you literally only have a table and two chairs in here, why don't you decorate it more-", the boy asked, thinking back to his parents' house which was full of flowers and colors. Pictures everywhere and another theme for every room. His mother loved decorating and so did Jungkook, a house like Taehyung's-, it felt empty and strange to the younger.

"I have no time for decoration and what would it change except for more stuff that doesn't mean shit to me?"

"I like it when houses are prettily decorated and have nice stuff everywhere. It makes it feel like home, y'know?"
"It never really felt like home anyway", the older shrugged, looking through his room for a while quite expressionless. He had no idea what emotions he connected to his house. Sure, it was a nice house and he was lucky to own it at his age, yet he couldn't get that feeling of home when he walked in here.
It nearly always felt as if something was missing.

"Even more a reason to get this house a little bit comfier!", Kook squeaked in excitement, already planning which color he'd paint this room and how nice it'll look with some flowers and a bit more stuff in here.
"Maybe someday~, are you hungry?", the older switched the topic quickly.

"Not much, I'd prefer asking you some questions before we eat or anything."
"Alright, let's sit down." Taehyung offered and then lead the younger over to the table, pulling out a chair for him like the gentleman he was. Jungkook's cheeks flushed a little red as he sat down and couldn't help but get flustered at that small gesture. No one ever did something simple as that for him before. Maybe because he never dated anyone and when it's girls he usually had to do those things but it felt so much better if he got his own gentleman without having to be one himself.

"So what's on your mind, sweetie?"
"Don't call me that."
"Don't you like nicknames?"
"No"
"Okay sorry." Taehyung chuckled softly, biting his lips which made Jungkook immediately look away to avoid another unwanted accident between his legs. He was sensitive as fuck when it comes to this young man. Taehyung just had something about him that made Jungkook want to lay down and spread his legs all day every day.

"So, how does the payment work? When and how much money do I get and for what especially? Do I get paid for just staying here or what-, and what if you fire me?", Jungkook asked slowly, unsure about the whole thing still. It felt weird to get paid for being in someone's life. If Jungkook had met Taehyung in a bar or something like that and he'd ask him out, Kook had probably said yes as well without being paid at all. But oh well.

"I'll pay you two thousand per month if that's alright but you can just save it up in your bank account, while you're here I'll take care of all the costs, if you want something just tell me and I'll get it for you. I want you to save up the money I pay you for a time when you wanna move out and have your own house or when you'll find your future partner to have a family with, y'know? You shouldn't waste money while you're with me, I have too much anyway."
Taehyung explained, ready to shower the younger with all his money. Sometimes he even considered being a sugardaddy but then again, that whole concept seemed too odd to him. He wanted to treat someone like his significant other while showering him with money as well as love and affection. Having a sugarbaby sounded a little bit too much like treating someone like his child. Taehyung wasn't into that shit. That's why he looked for a paid boyfriend which wasn't that much different but at least Taehyung felt more confident with it.

"So I have to pay for nothing but I still get money?", Jungkook asked confused. Interesting job.
"Yes, I'd like to make sure you'll have a nice future once I'm not around anymore."

"So this is going to end someday?" Now this was confusing. Jungkook hadn't imagined marrying the older yet since they only met today but he wasn't thinking of the end already while Taehyung seemed to have it all planned out.
"Well I doubt you'd want to stay with me forever. You'll get older and eventually wanna have a family on your own."

"True", Jungkook nodded, "But what if in the end I wanna marry you. Will you stop paying me if we fall in love?"
"I doubt you'll catch feelings for me, I'm quite unlovable."
For a moment silence set in between the two boys, both caught up in their own thoughts. Little did Taehyung know that he just spoke out what Jungkook thought about himself since he was a child. He grew up basically thinking he would never be able to be truly loved by someone. And here this gorgeous man called Kim Taehyung was, feeling exactly the same even though Jungkook could already think of a billion things that could make him fall in love with this man.
Not that he planned to though, he still didn't even know this guy.
But there were lovable things about him and Jungkook was sure about that and noticing that, it gave him himself a little hope. Maybe he was going to be loved by someone someday as well.

"I can't predict the future, Taehyung. But what if?"
"Then we'll talk about it. Once it happens." The older tried to brush the topic off, letting out a small sigh.

"What if you fall in love with me?", Jungkook kept asking, now curious about all of this. It wouldn't be too surprising if there would be feelings involved at some point, right? Maybe that was the goal of all of this, to fall in love with the person they chose to be with.
"Then sucks to be me, I guess." But Taehyung shattered Jungkook's hopes in one second, avoiding to dive deeper into the eventuality of that happening.
"No, I want mutuality. If any of us catches feelings I want us to talk about it. It's not fair if I stay if it's one-sided, y'know? No matter who of us is the one falling." Yep, Jungkook kept trying to argue over it.

Not with Taehyung though.
"Let's just focus on the main reason we're having this relationship, okay?", he said strictly.
"Sex."
"No, Jungkook.. It's to be a little less lonely in a world full of meaningless people."
"Deep." Jungkook nodded slightly, biting his lip as he tried to think for a second about how lonely the older had to be to look for someone he could pay to make him feel less lonely. Didn't he have any friends?

"I'm serious."
"Okay but do I get extra money if you get to stick your dick up my ass? Because if so, I'll gladly let you fuck me", Kook was still not taking it fully seriously and that started to piss the older off so his voice got deeper and his tone a bit rougher, "That's part of the contract, Kookie-"

"I didn't sign the contract, Tae~"
"Still."
"So it doesn't matter if I'm nice or not, as long as you get to fuck me I'll be fine and not get fired?"
"I guess so-", a huge sigh left Taehyung's mouth.

"Nice. That were all my questions."
"Already?"
"Yes, so what's the rest of the plan for the night?", Kook smiled innocently which got Taehyung's mood back up immediately. That shy smile with the big doey eyes, it made Taehyung think of all kind of dirty things he wanted to do to this boy.
"I'll tell my maid to cook us something and after dinner I'd like to have my dessert."

"What's with my dessert??!?!?", Jungkook blurted out, highkey offended by Taehyung not even offering him dessert.

"Jungkook-, I meant dessert as in that I'll eat you out or something-"

"OH WHAT-"
"Yeah, you don't want sex yet but it's not sex if I eat you out and pleasure you, right?"

"I mean—"
"Or do you not want me to touch you at all??"

Jungkook's breath hitched as he felt the taste of blood on his lips, he had accidentally bit it until it started bleeding because he got so caught up in Taehyung's direct answers that didn't leave much room for discussion. And it'd be a lie if Jungkook would say he wasn't getting all excited already. Being eaten out, it sounded like heaven to the horny boy's ears.

Especially by god himself.
.. Taehyung. He corrected his own thoughts. He really should stop comparing the boy to god, it would become an unhealthy thing if he wouldn't stop now.

"NO, let's get it, oh my god—", he squeaked out, getting all nervous on his seat.
"After dinner, baby. Don't rush it~", Taehyung answered calmly, a sly smirk playing around the corners of his lips.

"So you have a maid—", Kook tried to switch the topic so he would not completely lose it right here at the table. That already happened earlier at the coffee shop, he should not make it a habit to get horny at the table.
"I do, she lives here as well."
"Ah, really?"
"Indeed, her name is Rosie and she's amazing.", Taehyung smiled softly, thinking of the blonde girl he called his maid. She had been doing that job for three years now and became Taehyung's closest friend. Maybe even his only friend.
Another paid one, though.

"Mhm, where's your mother and father?" The younger asked, meaning no harm. Of course he noticed that there were no adults around here, not even pictures of them and Taehyung had not mentioned his parents once. So obviously Jungkook felt like asking about it.

"Jungkook." He wouldn't get an answer though, Taehyung's tone was sharp and the way he spoke Jungkook's name made Kook shiver a little.
"What?!"
"I'd appreciate it if you won't ask about my private life."

"Dude, I am your private life now-", Kook felt quite offended again. Being his boyfriend basically meant being his main source in his private life, right?
"Please..", now Taehyung sounded weak, maybe even begging. He really didn't want to be asked about his parents yet.

Jungkook sighed and then changed the topic again so Taehyung would get comfortable with him again, "Okay, sorry. So is Rosie like a mother to you then?"

"She's more like a sister-, she's your age and she cleans and cooks for me but most of the time she listens to my thoughts and cheers me up when I feel down." Taehyung explained slowly, his smile coming back to life.

"Okay but now I am here so she won't have to do that anymore, right?" Kook's voice was a little more high-pitched now and Taehyung noticed that immediately.
"Depends whether I want to talk to you about things or not", he replied calmly.

"I'm your boyfriend, of course you can." Again, the small offended Kookie who wanted to be Taehyung's number one already without doing much for that position yet.
"Let's take our time to get to know each other before we jump into anything, okay? I'm not too comfortable with opening up to people, y'know.."

"Same, actually." Jungkook hummed, eyes darting away from the older.
"Let's have dinner and get into the not-talking part of this relationship?", Taehyung offered now which was something Jungkook would gladly jump in with. All the talking with this guy intimidated Jungkook somehow but made him feel happy at the same time. He never had a boyfriend and he never had someone who actually talked more than two minutes to him. You could call Jungkook a loner indeed, especially at school.

"Sounds good to me", Jungkook smiled shyly which got Taehyung turned on all over again.
"Yeah, I really fucking feel like making out with you since the minute I've seen your pretty face", he blurted out in all honesty to explain the non-talking part. And that made Jungkook's tummy turn upside down and his dick bulge his pants out not much later.
"Same."

Taehyung pointed onto his lap, wanting Jungkook to get up from his chair and take a seat onto Taehyung's lap which the younger gladly did. He rushed over to him, almost jumping onto Taehyung's lap. The older smiled a little, butterflies fluttering all over his tummy when he felt Jungkook's light weight on top of him. Kook got all shy suddenly, not sure where to put his arms now or what do do with his lips. But somehow his arms found their way wrapped around Taehyung's neck while the older held Jungkook by his waist, eyes locking with each other.

Their first kiss was mesmerizing, it was a mix of passion and lust, completing each other in a way that neither of them had felt before. If Taehyung would only know that this right here was Jungkook's very first kiss and it felt like heaven to the younger.
To be kissed by a rich and famous dude with the most handsome face on earth, what more could Jungkook ask for?

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Later that evening Jungkook ran through the bathroom he had to himself, stressed out to the max. The boy had no clue if he had to be shaved down there or if not and he didn't know if Taehyung wanted him to be naked or dressed up in his room. All he told him was that he wanted him in his room in thirty minutes after dinner.
Now here he was, a razor in his left hand and his dick in his other hand, trying his best to shave everything off. Not that he had much to shave anyway since his body was always neat and pretty anyway.

He felt his legs shaking a little as he stood in front of the mirror a little later, applying a bit of foundation to his cheeks to hide the constant blush that he felt warming up his face.
Should he put some make up on?
But Taehyung would probably want the lights off, right?

Oh jesus, Jungkook felt tears rushing down his cheeks caused by stress.
He had no idea how to do it right. All he wanted was Taehyung to gasp when he saw Jungkook entering the room later.

So, once Jungkook finally got ready, a whole hour later instead of the wanted thirty minutes, he was wearing nothing but a huge shirt he found in Taehyung's wardrobe. He decided against underwear, Taehyung would probably like it better if he saw Jungkook's dick already, right?

The younger's heart skipped beats as he opened Taehyung's bedroom door a little later. The older gasped indeed when he saw the younger, eyes going wide at the sight of Jungkook's pretty little cock.

It wasn't that small, but incredibly cute.
"You look—", Taehyung whispered, voice not much more than a silent moan.

"H-hot??", Kookie squeaked, unsure if he did the right thing.

"Absolutely beautiful, holy shit-", Taehyung whined, opening up his arms already because he wanted to touch the younger so bad.
He made the perfect choice with hiring this tiny boy. He knew that now.
"Come closer, baby. You're not wearing much clothes, how naughty~"
"I-I thought because w-we w-we-", Kook stuttered, voice breaking the more he tried to end his sentence.

"We don't need you to wear clothes, exactly. Get on here, princess~", Taehyung pointed onto his lap, smirking a little.
"I-I'm a boy..", Jungkook hummed, not sure if Taehyung called him princess by accident or on purpose.
"I know but you're pretty like a princess~", the older explained and made Jungkook feel pretty in a pretty odd way.
Maybe he wanted to be called princess from now on, it made him feel special.

"O-oh."
"Come here, baby.", the older begged.

"What do I do? Do I-", Kook said confused, walking closer while he watched Taehyung buttoning down his shirt to undress himself a bit. Jungkook looked away immediately, knowing that his cock was exposed so if he would get hard, Taehyung would see it immediately.
"Sssh. You don't need to do anything." , the older hummed, putting his finger onto Jungkook's lips to shut him up softly.

"L-like this?", Jungkook asked after sitting down on Taehyung's lap, legs wrapping around his waist as if he was trying to clinge on the older. Taehyung could feel Jungkook's dick pressed against his tummy, hardening himself under Jungkook's prettily shaped ass.

"Perfect, oh honey your legs look perfect around my waist~", Taehyung moaned out, trying his hardest to keep it together.
"I like it too—", the younger hummed. Was Taehyung really turned on by him? How did this happen—In comparison to the older, Jungkook felt so.. so average.

Meanwhile to Taehyung, Jungkook appeared to be the prettiest star up on the bright night sky. Metaphorically speaking of course.

Jungkook's heart speeded up when he felt himself getting pushed down onto the mattress slowly, his back hitting the soft bed sheet as his eyes fell shut and his chest started moving heavier. Taehyung kneeled in front of him, going down on him more and more while he held Jungkook by his inner thighs, softly spreading his legs so he could reach his butt.

Taehyung started placing kisses everywhere on Jungkook's skin, kissing him along the length of his dick which was hard by now. He was about to keep going until he heard Jungkook whimper from above and when he checked up on him, there was a single tear running down the younger's cheek.

"Are you alright?", Taehyung asked worried, immediately going back up to him to wipe the tear away. Taehyung grabbed the blanket and covered Jungkook's body while watching him break into tears as if he did something seriously wrong.
"I-I don't know-", Jungkook whimpered, pressing his legs together while pouting his lips and looking at Taehyung with such bright eyes that it made Taehyung's heart ache. He didn't want to hurt the younger or do something he wasn't ready to do.

"Do you want me to stop?", the older asked really lovingly, placing a kiss to the younger's forehead.
"Can we kiss—first?", Jungkook asked instead, not answering Taehyung's question.
"Sure~ I didn't know you'd want me to kiss you.", he hummed confused, placing his hands on Jungkook's cheeks as he pressed their lips together once, melting into a small kiss that calmed Jungkook down soon after.

"I want you to do all kind of things to me", Jungkook let out in a small voice as their lips parted again.
"You look so afraid-", Taehyung's voice was softer and lower than Jungkook had ever heard it before, it got him all warm in his chest when he felt Taehyung's eyes still laying on him, still having that look in them that made Jungkook feel so pretty.

"It's because..", he almost said it.
"Yeah?"
"Nevermind.", he brushed it off.
"Jungkook, you can talk to me if you're uncomfortable." Taehyung sat up, crossing arms as if he was waiting for Jungkook to open up to him.

And there they were again, those fucking tears that made Jungkook feel like a fool.

"Baby what-", Taehyung caressed Jungkook's cheeks, kissing his lips again to make him stop crying.
"I'm a virgin!" , Jungkook blurted out, voice squeaky as hell while he covered his face in embarrassment.

"Oh- OH-"

"Don't fire me!", he yelled out, still hiding his blushing cheeks that now weren't even covered by make up anymore since he cried it all away.
"I wouldn't-", Taehyung let out but got cut off by the younger immediately, "But I think you wanted someone with experience.."

"I do but it doesn't matter, we can get some experience together, baby. I'm just worried-"
"About what?"
"You should have your first time with someone you love, not just someone who pays you for it."

"It's okay, I don't care. I'll stay single forever anyway.", Jungkook tried to assure Taehyung that he was fine with the situation as it was.
"Why?", Taehyung tilted his head.

"I don't like being close to people, it makes me uncomfortable if someone gets too close to my heart."
"Oh, yeah I know that feeling."

"Maybe we can just do things like kissing and handjobs and stuff but not real sex?", Jungkook offered slowly, unsure if he was enough for the older after all. He looked for someone to have sex with, someone who knew how to please him and could be good boyfriend.
Jungkook had never done anything like that before and he surely didn't know how to be a good partner. He never experienced another relationship than his parents and even though they seemed to have a good and working relationship, it didn't feel as if there was a lot of spark or lust between them.

Or maybe Jungkook never actually wanted to see lust between his parents because that would be gross as fuck.

"Yeah, of course", Taehyung agreed softly, kissing Jungkook's cheek after he pulled his hands off there and intertwined their fingers with each other.
"I'm sorry, I- I didn't know how to tell you. And I didn't think this whole thing would be so much sex.", Jungkook admitted shyly, flustered all over again by them holding hands like this.

"It doesn't have to be. We can be quite vanilla if that's what you prefer." Taehyung smirked as if he just said something dirty but Jungkook didn't get it, again.
"I like chocolate more..", he hummed quietly. How could someone like vanilla more-, that was gross.
"I meant it differently-", Taehyung laughed out, kissing Jungkook again. He couldn't help it, Jungkook looked so adorable with that confused look all over his face while his dick was still hard and made a huge bulge underneath the blanket.

"Is it another gay thing? Like the bottom things??", Jungkook asked in a small voice, innocence written all over his face.
"It is, baby."
"You have to teach me a lot, hihi." He giggled and then pushed the blanket off and spread his legs again.

"I'll gladly do so~", Taehyung gulped at the sight and felt his own dick dripping a little after seeing Jungkook all exposed.
"Can you still eat me out though?", the younger asked straightforward, pointing down on him.

"Oh, dang you really out here going all in at your first night-", Taehyung hummed, placing kisses along his neck, down his chest until he reached the younger's waist and looked up amused, pausing his actions.
"You could say, I'm quite a man, right?", Jungkook smirked, confidence overtaking the younger now that he admitted the truth.

"The manliest man~", Taehyung mumbled, shutting his eyes as he kissed Jungkook's length, pausing when he had his mouth around his tip, licking it. Kook's legs were shaking, bucking his hip a little as he looked at the older.
"Good, now eat me out!", he said all impatient. The sight of Taehyung having his dick inside his mouth made Jungkook lose his mind. He felt like he was thinking thoughts but he couldn't say what thoughts they were because he felt like he didn't even know what he was thinking. Everything went blurry as he shut his eyes and his head fell back onto the pillow, dick dripping from precum after Taehyung let go of it and finally went all the way down on him, kissing his butt cheeks before pressing a kiss to his hole.

"Okay sir~", Taehyung grinned.
"Good boy." Jungkook moaned out, confidence clearly being a bit too obvious.
"Shut it." The older grumbled, pressed ins tongue in and shut the younger up with that in less than a second.

Jungkook gasped and then got sent straight to heaven by the older.

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