this is where the drama begins :))

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tonight everything was peaceful. it was a starry night, no clouds covering the sparkling stars above the horizon. moon shining bright and clear, almost a full moon that got taehyung feeling a little gloomy, dreamy as he walked home from work this evening. jungkook had left after his little visit during lunch time, leaving taehyung room to himself and to his work.

the boy couldn't get his mind of everything going on. his team gave him two more weeks to get rid off jungkook and if he could not make it he had to find another staff team, which would be hard. a gay actor wasn't exactly what most business people would want to manage. his little team was literally put together out of old friends and people who owed something to him or the other way round. almost none of them was there because they actually wanted to manage him.

taehyung knew that, and he'd always been fine with that.
until he met jungkook and for the first time in forever felt like someone was actually interested in him, not just his money. and now, they wanted to take exactly that small piece of happiness away before taehyung could even fully enjoy it.

it sucked and he had no clue what to do.
your career or the possibility of your first healthy relationship?
it's like a head versus heart decision and taehyung had never been good at things like this. back then, he had always put his career first, going through hell while pushing himself to his best even when he felt like breaking on the inside.

he had promised himself he would prioritize himself a little more from now on but he never actually did. well, now there he was; walking slowly through the darkest of the night with no one left on the streets, just him and his thoughts.

while taehyung was struggling between losing jungkook and losing his job-, the younger sat in front of the window in taehyung's bedroom. eyes focused on the street, staring at taehyung as he walked along the street, getting closer to home.
jungkook had been in the older's room for hours. after meeting jackson today, he just felt like finding out more about taehyung and his past. he successfully distracted taehyung from even questioning why jungkook nor jackson where up there, so he ran off the second taehyung's dick was satisfied.
the boy had sat down on tae's bed, flipping through his diaries which were literally right next to his bed, in the first drawer of his nightstand.

"stupid enough not to hide them", kook had told himself so he would not feel bad. the boy had read things from two years ago, always searching for that one name.

jennie.

and her name appeared quite often, even during nowadays, taehyung still had her on his mind.
there were chapters when taehyung would wake up from nightmares of her getting herself into the car crash, paragraphs that were all blurred out because he seemed to have cried while writing them.
but what shocked jungkook the most was another name that got mentioned quite a lot.
lalisa.
that name rang a bell in jungkook's head.
and it didn't take him long until he grabbed his phone and googled their names. things started to make sense.

they all belonged together.
the maid taehyung had hired that was literally jungkook's age, rosie.
that stupid bitch working at his company but never leaving the company, jisoo.
the girl his sister brought to the bar who suddenly rushed off to the toilet as soon as jungkook mentioned taehyung's name, lisa.

and jennie.

of course, they were a group before.
and they all broke up with jennie's accident.

jungkook sat there, mouth wide open as he realised that taehyung kept jennie's best friends around but left one out.
and that one was the one mentioned quite a lot with harmful words all over his diary, calling her a bitch, a slut and the reason he lost it all.

"what the hell", jungkook mumbled to himself.
he put the diaries away, closed the tabs on his phone and then sat down in front of the window where he was sitting right now as taehyung entered the house.
the older seemed to be exhausted from work when he walked into the bedroom and smiled weakly at jungkook. the boy was dressed in nothing but one of taehyung's large hoodies, he had such broad shoulders, kook felt so comfortable wearing his sweaters.

there was something that made his heart drop though.
had jennie gotten the same smiles back then?
"how was your day?", kook tilted his head softly, trying to seem interested even though the faces of the girls he just found out about were still running through his head.

fuck, jungkook could have known so much earlier.
he knew jennie's face and he knew lisa's, from tv. why did he never think of any of that? not even when he met lisa in that club.
god, sometimes he really questioned his braincells and if they were even working.

but after seeing a picture of jennie in his diary, it all made sense. her face was something no one would be able to forget, she had been everywhere back then. every advertisement for make up, every fashion week-, jennie was everywhere. jungkook knew that girl all along, he just had no clue that this was taehyung's jennie he talked about all the time.

"it was okay", taehyung said and sat down on the mattress. "yours?"
"boring", jungkook replied, "i did nothing."

"don't you wanna come over here?", taehyung asked tiredly, "let's cuddle and just go to bed, shall we?"
kook hesitated a bit, looking at taehyung sternly. he didn't feel like going to bed with the older tonight. all he had in mind was his ex-girlfriend and how much he hated her best friend. "sure", kook said, got up and walked over. he pushed his shirt down a little and sat down besides taehyung. the older was a little taken back because kook didn't automatically got onto his lap like he always did.

"did you miss me?", tae smirked a little, his finger slowly brushing up and down kook's naked thigh. the younger nodded, "i always do", he replied calmly, watching the older touch him.
taehyung couldn't help but get even more confused. the boy was behaving oddly, he was calm and quiet, not bratty or annoying as usually.
jungkook leaned back on the bed. "i'm tired, let's sleep."

taehyung let go of jungkook's thigh and then got under the blanket, carefully putting it above jungkook's body as well. "you seem a little off today", he whispered after he turned the lights off.

"i'm just tired", jungkook sighed, eyes glued to the ceiling.
"oh okay", taehyung replied, "i'm sorry i left you alone all day."

kook let out a sigh.
he rolled his eyes, glad that taehyung couldn't see that through the dark. then rolled over and wrapped his arms around taehyung. the older hugged jungkook tightly, kook put his head on taehyung's chest and thought to himself while both of them went silent.

taehyung drifted off to sleep quite fast today.
while jungkook laid in bed hour after hour, thinking and thinking.

he had to meet up with lisa. he needed answers.
tomorrow, if possible.

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well, as always-, things don't go as planned.
or maybe they did? kook didn't really like the way it turned out to be, but in the end his plan would work out, so.
taehyung was up early, he even brought him breakfast to bed. kook woke up by the sunlight that fell through the window after tae pushed the curtains apart. "good morning sunshine", tae said happily, kissed jungkook's forehead and then sat down next to him.
"you look pretty when you sleep~"

"what's wrong with you", jungkook asked confused, eyebrows lifted. taehyung never behaved like this. "i'm taking you with me today", taehyung said, "today we'll meet the whole cast of the new movie and shoot some teaser pictures. i think you'll love it there, there's a huge buffet, jimin is also there. would you like to come?"
"nah", kook quickly said, remembering that he wanted to talk to lisa today to find out what exactly happened with jennie and taehyung before she died.

"too bad, you're coming anyway", taehyung giggled and then grabbed some grapes from the plate he had put on jungkook's nightstand. he held them in front of jungkook's lips, softly making him eat them while kook tried to hold back his anger. "thought i'm a distraction for you", he grumbled after he had gulped down the grape down. he hated grapes.

"that's what my team says, not me", taehyung shrugged, "but i decided to care for myself more this time. and i want you to be around. you just can't kiss me or anything, you'll have to play my assistant again."
kook rolled his eyes, "i'm not in the mood."

"you always complain about staying alone here, saying it's boring and you want to come with me. why are you being like this right now?", taehyung sighed a little disappointed. he had planned this day out so amazingly in his mind.
first, he'd take the boy to work and make him enjoy all the good food there, he could meet new people and hang out with jimin for a bit. then he'd take him out for dinner, on his way back home he had seen a cute little restaurant just around the corner. and afterwards he'd shower jungkook with kisses and love, all night.

taehyung just felt like doing all of this.
kook's smile was becoming his main source of happiness, something he had never felt before. never he had seen someone else's happiness essential for his own.
with meeting jeon jungkook, everything had changed.

meanwhile jungkook couldn't even look at taehyung, his mind kept dazing off to what he might have done with his ex. if all those words where just said for the second time, after the first time didn't work out.
jesus, jungkook thought he could do better than this but jealousy was getting the best of him. he wanted to be taehyung's first, he wanted to be the one he shed so many tears over on his diary.

why couldn't jungkook be her?
the boy put the food aside and sat up, "i'll go shower", he brushed taehyung off and then got up, hurrying to get into the shower. taehyung left behind, confused all over again.

the younger hopped into the shower and turned the water as cold as possible, freezing as it hit his hot skin. it made him shiver and his head hurt, but at least it made those thoughts go away. god, he needed to get taehyung off his mind for now. or at least that stupid ex.
the best would be to pretend all of this was simply work related, a relationship formed by a sex contract, nothing else. kook nodded to himself as his head fell back and the cold water made his body fully wake up.
distance-, that'd be the best thing for both of them.

taehyung obviously wasn't over his ex.
and jungkook didn't need to feel things for his boss. that's all taehyung was for now, his boss. until he got bored of him and got a new fuckbuddy, just like jackson implied yesterday.

kook was replaceable, he had to get that into his mind.
"i'm nothing special to him", he whispered to himself and didn't even feel tears running down his cheeks. he hated feeling weak-, and that's all taehyung did ever since he met him. making him feel so, so fucking weak.

"jungkook baby", taehyung's voice was heard from outside the door, "i could use a shower as well, won't you let me come in?"
kook gulped dryly. he didn't want taehyung to join him, not at all.
"sure, the door's open", the younger replied quickly, turning the water to a normal temperature as he waited for taehyung to come in.

the older undressed quickly, making jungkook gasp as usually when he saw the older's massive dick. "jesus", jungkook hummed to himself. taehyung smirked a little and then got into the shower, "thank god", he murmured, pressing a kiss to jungkook's neck. "i thought something's wrong. i'm glad it's not."

so that was it? simply giving him his body would make taehyung think that everything was alright? jungkook sighed quietly-, of course. this was nothing more than sex, how stupid of him to even get jealous.

after all, he'd never be jennie.
the girl he got into a relationship with because of love-, not just because he needed someone to fuck senseless.
kook felt a little disgusted as taehyung started kissing his lips, yet he kept kissing back softly. mouth opening a bit as taehyung pressed his tongue in, exploring all of jungkook's mouth.

taehyung let out small moans in happiness while kook gasped for air, forcing his eyes shut.
fuck, why couldn't it be him.
why could taehyung not be in love with him, not her?

that's when it hit him, he caught feelings.
kook pushed taehyung off and shook his head rapidly to get rid off his thoughts.
"suck me off", he suddenly demanded, pointing to his dick. "your baby wants to be sucked off."

this way he didn't had to feel his tummy explode with butterflies while his heart was aching, instead he'd just moan until he got off.
a good morning- blowjob-, maybe that's just what he needed.

taehyung was a little surprised but then got down on his knees immediately, softly caressing jungkook's tip. "is my baby needy?", he asked and kook's heart dropped at the word 'baby'.

"stop calling me baby", jungkook gulped, "it's jungkook for you. sounds hotter."

taehyung furrowed his brows for a moment but then decided not to question that for now. "just so you know", he pressed a kiss to kook's cock. "don't you dare talk in such a demanding way to me ever again, jungkook. i'm the one in charge here."

"just because you top doesn't mean you get to decide over everything", jungkook snapped back and then grabbed taehyung by his hair, "you might be in charge when it comes to dick up ass, but i think we both know that i'm the one in charge when it comes to everything else."
taehyung bit his lips, there he was again; the jungkook he met just in the beginning. a demanding, rude brat that didn't care for anything but his own pleasure.

as if the cute jungkook was completely gone-, the old one was back.
tae sighed and thenl put his lips around jungkook's dick, let it slide in and then sucked him off. just like jungkook wanted him to.
but how could taehyung even deny him anything?

at this point, taehyung knew one thing;
he had caught feelings for the younger.

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can u pls tell me ur honest opinion if u like this book cuz im getting kinda insecure of it. idk if i put enough action in :( or if it already gets boring idk