pragya's pov

I went back to my room. they suggested me to live at Abhi's place as I am staying alone. but I politely decline it. I don't feel like its n good and after all in this situation, it ill only harm Abhi.

I went to the balcony and sit upon in the chair and stared outside. even at night, the road is full of vehicles. the horn and the sounds ... I observed it. I am now used to these sounds ......

later I heard my phone ringing, I went inside and took my phone, its Disha.

firstly I am really angry at her for not calling me still, then for giving my number to mom.

I attended the phone but stood silent.

"I am sorry pragya ..." I heard the other side.

but I didn't reply I keep my silence.

" God ! you went to your silent mood. pragya... talk to me. you know about Radha mam right, then what? she knows that I know about your details and.. you can expect what may happen "

" But you didn't have given her my number "

" she is your mother Pragya," Disha said calmly.

" but she is not behaving like that ...... leave that aside, I don't want to talk about that matter. first, tell me why you didn't contact me ...you forget your friend right "

" Yesterday was really a hectic one and i came home so late. I thought you would have slept ."

" video call me " saying so I cut the call and soon I received her call. she was in her formal office dress and looks tired. she is really my best friend.

" you look tired, we can talk tomorrow," I said.

she gives her best smile and said " love you and miss you "

" love you too " I replied later ended the call.

if Disha was not there, I can't think what must have happened with me. when I reach London I joined their to complete my studies. there I get Disha. I was so sad at the beginning . not only because i am alone and i am new there. but also because of bulbul. I missed her a lot. our naughtiness. our fight. eating food in the class period. singing song. cutting class in the name of going to the office. frequently visit in store for buying something to eat in the next class period. eating pickles.

a lone tear escaped from her eyes. that was so beautiful.

suddenly I got a call, I looked at the id. it's again an international call. a small fear hit my heart. I prayed to god , it is not that. I cut the call. I don't have the courage to answer it.

again the phone ring. I cut it. it rings again. I began to sweat .my heartbeat raise .realising what will happen if I didn't attend the call I attended it and with shivering hand, I placed my phone on my ear.

" so madam knows to attend calls " I heard the other side but remain quite "

" what the bloody hell are you doing there and with whom you asked permission to go there? what do you think, I will never get to know about you...? your stunts ?"

' you can't control me " I said while finger crossing to control my anger.

" Who said I can't control you. don't forget who am I and what I can do. so when you talk with me remind that " 

I kept silent. I don't want to spoil my mood because of this man. I wish everything was right at first place if... only if I don't need to hear him. but fate I cursed it for this situation.

"I called you to remind you that I know everything about you. I am watching you every step so doesn't try to escape from me " he said and cut the call.

I throw the phone on my beg angrily and fall on the ground crying. I want to escape from this world. I want to vanish in thin air. BUT... I am trapped mercilessly. within months I won't get this freedom too so before that time I have to complete my job, finding bulbul.

I cried, now I know to cry silently because I have experience.

again I heard a ring sound. I am not in the mood to pick one so ignored it. again it got ring .i got anger. without seeing the caller id I went my anger upon the person who called me.

" if a person is not attending why the hell is you disturbing," I asked.

" are you ok ..Pragya ?" I heard the other side. I closed my eyes. it is Abhi. I cursed myself for not checking the caller id 

" Abhishek....." I said in a whisper.

" Are you fine ? do I have to come there ?" he asked me with concern.

"no, it's ok. I was in a bad mood " 

" oh ! don't worry pragya, we can find bulbul soon," he said.

"I smiled lightly and nodded and make a small sound like agreeing to him. 

" do you have your dinner," he asked 

" yes" I lied.

"ok, then go to sleep. goodnight " he said and hung the call.

how badly I wish if everything was right then ....... he would have be with me.

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so sorry for the late . I have told you early, I lost every medium through I can update my story . recently only I got one. so you can expect my other stories updates too that too soon. 

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27-10-19