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Continues with swara and Arjun's conversation when he gives her sanskars recorder with his recordings.

Arjun: Sanskar has already recorded everything still i will reply... The baby you thought dead was alive and breathing but being a premie was kept under observation in NICU for a month before...

Swara : Before

Arjun : We lost it because of my mistake.

Swara: Why was i not informed? why?

She was choking her voice was trying to find its space.

Arjun: Swara, sanskar wanted to tell you but your doctor refrained.

Swara: Who took her?

Arjun: Please listen to the recording.

Arjun leave me alone..

Arjun: Swara, we were just concerned for you.

Swara: Leave me alone.

Swara again got back to the recording.

Recording,:
Sanskar: She is like you isn't it?

Swara: Liareshwari, She is like you every bit of you, every ounce of us..

Sanskar: You were very angry on me as I wasn't able to save her. The incidence with kavita had taken toll on your health. When you went unconscious on the surgery table knowing you had a still baby. I felt my world crumbled but that ray of hope was there she moved, Swara the baby cried as I hugged it closer to my chest. I swear upon you swara it was the most auspicious day of my life. She was very delicate baby pink iny miny finger, closed but beautiful eyes, rosy lips still I can see that figure whenever I close my eyes. Being a premie we had to incubate her. She was kept in NICU but her condition was not stable. I sat holding her close to me giving her my warmth.

As you were mentally disturb you woke up after complete 24 hours. Seeing me in the room your anger broke the hell upon me. You were cursing me for having illegitimate relationship with Kavita. For breaking your trust, for risking our baby.

I wanted to hug and tell you about our baby being alive but Dr. Liza asked me not to do so. As mishti was weak and her survival chances were on border. You were weak too we were afraid if we tell you and something happens to mishti then you might not be able to gather yourself.

We decided once mishti is fine we will tell you. She was completely on your milk for 4 weeks you remember you use to donate milk to breast milk bank.It was our idea to feed the baby.

I also made you see her but you mistook it for Kavita's baby i could see the love but also the hurt of being betrayed. I spent my days and night in hospital even after your discharge and you thought me to be with Kavita.

In this week after lot of persuance from Saahil, Laksh, Riya, Khushi you heard the truth that Kavita was surrogate to Adarsh and Pari bhabhi. She was artificially inseminated I never had any relationship with her. Still somewhere the pain persisted and truth far from what was seen or heard. You felt cheated as i didn't tell you this but swara you had complicated pregnancy. The phase was tough for me i was afraid that you may not be able to take the truth due to your mood swings and complications. I was scared of loosing you our baby.

Arjun was all along whenever I was not at hospital he was. At one such day when I wasn't at hospital mishti was kidnapped. Just a day after she was taken out from incubator and kept in special ward. I was all happy about to tell you and get our baby home.

This would give breath to our dying relationship. You decided to join back to work and spoke to me about it. Before I could say anything Arjun informed me mishti is kidnapped. Mark my words swara, person who kidnapped mishti was not an outsider he was a manipulative known insider. A person who knew about everything from our securities to hospital map. Videos were tampered so were mishti's tags everything was done with lot of planning.

I felt like a failure once again. Though Arjun blames it to his negligence but it was a mistake not negligence. They made him unconscious before taking mishti. He also said it was a lady in saree he saw a blur image of her back so he can't be sure as he was given strong dose.

I took all the actions to find baby from police to intelligence to Interpol but we were unable to even trace her whereabouts. I am sorry but i kept you away just to keep you stress free so you recover fast.

When adarsh bhaiya and Pari bhabhi announced they were blessed with a baby girl. On enquiring badi mom said Kavita was regretting a lot and she gave the baby. I trusted Maa the Interpol investigation also lead me to India with a clue that mishti was taken to India in a chartered plane.

Swara, I was shocked to know she was taken in Maheshwari's Chartered plane. Our family owned plane later on asking Pari bhabhi she said they gave access to Kavita so she can get baby to India. There was a loophole in this whole story which later Jenny informed us. I think she also told you on rakhi day.

Kavita had a pseudo pregnancy. In this condition person have all the symptoms of pregnancy but she is not pregnant. Kavita's mental health made her believe she was pregnant even after knowing it was pseudo pregnancy she didn't undergo medical procedure to stop the hormonal release which lead to stomach growth and pregnancy symptoms. Therefore she took treatment only from the doctor she had appointed with her money. She blackmailed me and tried to get physical.

You remember I left for India after you went to join your work. There sushant and I held on a racket who were kidnapping innocent kids and then selling them. Swara, a feared gripped me thinking of myself when i was kidnapped same scenario. The hell broke on me when I reached Maheshwari mansion and saw mishti in Pari bhabhi's arms her birth mark said it all. I was sure she was mishti when her cries calmed in my arms immediately. She guessed me with my smell. I was sure it was our baby.

I told this to badi mom who fell on my feet and requested me not to snatch the happiness as they got it after long time. Though she said she knew nothing about it being our baby or kidnapped. She was pleading for Bhai's happiness as they got it after long time. I was happy with the fact that our baby was safe away from us but in our home. I was ready to tell you this but the next day when we took her for vaccination she was snatched from my arms. Trust me swara pari babhi was lying all this while i was drugged but i saw that devilish smirk on her face. Still gaining consciousness i thought may be i hallucinated worst part pari bhabhi blamed mishti's kidnapping on me.

Everyone accepted it just because of her crocodile tears. I was torn apart swara i tried a lot to search for our baby but i failed.

She could hear his muffled sobs... He was choking with pain...

Badi mom handled it though the relationship broke it stabbed me swara how can she even think i can kidnap my own baby. I so wished to tell this to you on my return but you had passed on from that phase but I stayed there lost. I can't tell you the helplessness i felt on not being able to get mishti back. The day Kavita gave her in that dark room her feel was enough to tell me she was our baby.

Swara remembered distancing herself from sanskar just because she couldn't accept the fact that he betrayed her. She was somewhere wrong even to think sanskar can do anything at such with her. She remembered when he came back from India and asked about the handover of shares to adarsh and she coldly replied his company, his rules and left to sleep.

Recording continues..

After mishti's kidnap i came to know a lot of things which i think is better buried. Rakshit is really changed he helped me in getting very crucial information. Four months after this drama kadu came in our life and she somewhere helped me rise above my pain of our lost child.

Swara remembered herself cursing him every moment for the babies loss. Guilt was a only thing in her being now. How she had insulted and hurt him sitting on hospital bed. She had cursed him and he lived in a living hell for 2 years for a mistake he never did.
Swara took mishti in her arms hugging her tight on to her chest.

Finally i thought everything would end because i had sensed Adarsh bhai's greediness in the annual meeting. When he didnot think for a second before raising gun on me. I made you agree for marriage and made my will so no one can stand against your decision. I had sensed my end long back may be you had too. Therefore you took responsibility of my security with special permission.

I wish i could tell you that my body is turned into coffin in which my life is trapped. Please forget me and don't try to find me because I want you to have a peaceful and contended life.

I never wanted to give divorce to you but this s better all the shares and company legal authorities have been transferred in your and Sweekruti's name. I have also signed the divorce papers they are with your baba. Please sign it and remove my name from yout name because this is a dirty game and i wish to keep you away as this would spoil, your name and earned reputation.

She could feel his pain and moans the pain he was going through. His uneven breaths everything.

I am raped i know you know this. The thing you don't know is i have been used as a sex slave. Not one person but multiple people have used my body. Everytime i rebelled i was drugged in double dose to calm me but keep me sexually aroused. They handcuffed me into soft cuffs but when i broke them they tied me with chains.

They satisfied there lust and left marks of inhumanly behaviour on my body. I can see myself naked and my body being decorated with marks of there scratching, tearing my skin with knife, putting salt on my open wounds, slashing me with hunters. Burning me with fire and wax, using sex toys on me, they love to hear my screams. They tied me to chains naked pulling my hands and legs apart it was very painful but if I didn't do it they would starve mishti. They would make me lie on ice and whip me. Multiple women satisfied there need on me. I am not worth you anymore swara, I reached you by fate but my intention was always to reach our baby in her mother's arm.

The day I ran from that dungeon I saw some women being stabbed. I thought it was kavita but I knew she was alive with her mystic smell in my rooms whenever I was attacked. She is not alone in this and you know everyone who are involved in it. They won't spare me and I would not allow them to touch me anymore. I am sorry for being a coward and not disclosing the names but i want you to back off and give a beautiful life to our baby.

I promise it would be my last day even if they ever come near me or try to touch me. As it is I am going to die what better then dying as a dignified persona because this World would no more accept me. I am raped, my respect is tarred. I just pray for death everyday, I am sorry for breaking my promise but Swara this ends with my death so be it.

I wished to marry and relieve you forever from the pain of not having a family but I lost to the World. I am now unable to find myself.

1 and half year of painful separation from you I felt I would die in months but I survived because I knew you are waiting for me and then I got reason to live. I always wished we could have that happy family but now I think it would never turn into reality. After seeing her in your arms now I feel relieved I won't be afraid even if I die.

His pain was un imaginable for her. She kissed sweekruti and came out of the room.

Finally all the pain emotions that was held within broke it's barrier a drop of tear made its way down her cheek.

She slipped on the floor her eyes played live show of Sanskar being tortured by those shadows, seeing him being touched, scratched, bruised. Shamoli heard her sobs and came out of the room. She hugged her caressing hair and moving hands soothingly on her back.

Swara; (sobbing): My Sanskar, they hurt him so much. He was in so much pain, still smiling for me. He didn't even think before giving his everything to me. He is ready to give his life...no...no he can't (she said wiping her nose with her sleeves) i love him so much... I have to seek forgiveness from him.... We have to live a long life together... He can't leave me he promised to stay. I failed him, his love...

Shamoli took her to the room.

Shamoli: Swara, bhaiyu loves you he knows you are very courageous and strong. Please don't fall weak not at this moment.

Saahil entered without noticing anything talking to swara his head was dug in his tab as he was filling in some form....

Saahil: Swara, What should i fill in Sweekruti's mother's name ?(picking head up looking at swara peeking out from Shamoli's hug. Her swollen eyes, red nose gave glimpse of her condition)

Saahil: Hey, what happened is everything fine?

Swara(wiping her eyes): Yes everything fine now nothing would go wrong.

Saahil: As you said Shamoli and Sweekruti would fly to london. We need to get babies passport by tommorrow it might take a day. I spoke in embassy and we can get it done at the earliest on request by some higher official so needed the details.

Swara: Babies name: Sweekruti Sanskar Maheshwari.

Fathers name: Sanskar Maheshwari

Mother's Name: Swara Sanskar Maheshwari.

For babies documents i would get her birth certificate from London. Mention her mother's designation i will also get a letter that for security reasons we need hee passport on urgent basis.

Shamoli, Saahil please take care of my baby. I would take a leave as i have to get my husband back.

She was even more determined to get her happy family back. She wiped the tears "We would surely have a happy family as you dreamt. Even if I have to snatch this happiness I would"

I agree "You are lost to the world but you will be found in our Amore"
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On the other side the lady who was touching Sanskar was pulled by someone and slapped. This touch was enough for Sanskars sense to feel the danger. Kavita enteted with gun as she heard chaos in Sanskars room. She sighed watching sisters fighting like cat and dog. Rati Malhotra younger sister of Radhika Malhan they both have initial as RM both are married to expats and renowned public figure.

Radhika: How dare you touch him?

Rati: Di, i was just smelling him. How much i missed him.

Kavita: His condition is not good and we need to get our demands fulfilled from his wife. So, please let him be alive till then, once she agrees to all demands and start doing it we would enjoy him as we did earlier.

RM: But we can at least kiss him she said licking her lips and watching him lustily.

Kavita: No, it is madams orders.

Sanskar was quick on his feet as Kavita was calming the ladies that they would together enjoy him. He took the gun and stood with support of wall with gun pointed on his head.

Kavita eyes bulged out of the socket due to this.

Kavita: Sanskar, stop it don't do this foolishness, drop the gun. See, we love you please we won't harm you this time.

Sanskar: Enough of your cheap acts. I am done now nothing could stop me my baby is safe with her mother. My wife alone is enough to destroy your complete sex kingdom. I was the chosen slave right, how i wish i could shoot you all but I wish to make you all mad and it will be when i die. So here we go lets play saying this he closed his eyes. The cold gun touched his temple he smiled, closed his eyes and murmured sorry. He shot but the space was empty he checked and then found only one space empty rest loaded.

As they tried to advance towards him he fired in air and again pointed gun at himself. Assuring that the gun was loaded. There was a loud bang... Residue of the bullet made its way on the ground with a clinking sound.

Kavita, Radhika, Rati were stunned at what had just happened.

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Swara was sitting across murali lot of documents, telephone records, papers, photo were spread on the table between them. Swara had placed her service revolver on the autographed book which RM had given her.

Radhika is a doctor with fake degree, writer and her husband is head of US Indian embassy. Rati is married to an expat she is herself a banker.

Murali: You are connected to both the sisters.

Swara: I know Radhika Malhan but who is Rati Malhotra?

Murali forwarded few photographs of Rati but Swara couldn't remember where she had seen her. Murali removed some medical reports with patients name Rati and in surgeons place swara's initial were present.

Swara: Shit, this oh my God... Further she turned the pages and found Sanskars initials on the file.

Murali played adarsh's confession for swara.

Rati was first surgery patient of swara on whom she performed surgery in absence of any senior doctor. Rati had taken drug overdose and intoxicated herself , she tried to comit suicide then as her sex slave died. Her sex slave was swaras first patient, swara had shivered on condition of that man but she couldn't save him. He had pleaded before dying not to handover his dead body to his owner as she has plucked his flesh, given him life worst then death, he ran and went to his family but they didn't accepted him as she paid them huge sum of money. Now he has no one and doesn't want to get well. His body can't take much pain, he needs death in all terms. If she takes him back she won't allow him to die. She would play with his corpse also she is psychologically driven by sex. If she falls in love with a man she can do anything to get him on bed and do rough sex on her terms. Swara wanted to file case against the lady she wanted her also but the man expired before any step was taken.

I got him burnt in electric burner without handing his body to anyone. I blamed this on Swara when Rati enquired about the man. This had made Rati mad on her and Rati took such drastic step. She reached hospital as no one was available

Swara on humanitarian grounds did Rati's surgery but didn't monitor her properly due to which her condition detoriated. Actually it was Rati's plan to defame Swara and spoil her career then torture her. Being a renowned personality herself then her father was ready to sue Swara seeing her struggle. It was my and Rati's plan i had stopped her oxygen flow so she goes brain dead and swara is sued by her father.

Next day Sanskar took over the case as it could have put swara in legal trouble as she performed surgery without license. I had smartly put swara in this but that bloody Sanskar saved swara and also Rati but Rati's lust arouse seeing Sanskar. She wished to have him in her bed desperately. Her focus shifted from Swara to Sanskar. Radhika and kavita shared good relationship as they both shared men on bed. Rati wanted Sanskar so did Radhika and Kavita and as Kavita got the trump card in form of the baby she played it right.

They are together since longtime and Sanskar is just flesh for them.

I was not involved in babies kidnapping it was done by pari and...

Murali punched adarsh

Murali: and...

Recorder stopped...

Swara: And...

Murali: No idea he went unconscious after that.

Swara was in shock on all the revelation. One of the officer summoned her as they were tracking sanskars location through his ring. As swara stood up she took her gun the book fell open. Inside there was a book mark with inital RM as swara picked it infront she can see it's shadow on opposite wall. Swara at once closed the eyes and remembered the videos played by Kavita. She saw same initials in shadow on Sanskars body when being sexually assaulted. She glanced at the book in rage but something caught her attention.

She read that para and everything was similar to video she had seen. This book had details of sex relationship of those ladies with Sanskar.. In a pictorial adaptation she had given pic of a room filled with sex toys and things used for torture. Swara felt she had seen it somewhere but where. Swara again sat and searched all the papers. The house in which Kavita had called her is ancestral home to Radhika Malhan and Rati Malhotra. Yes pic was of the basement where she found those burnt CD's and where Sweekruti and Sanskar were kept.

Swara(to murali): Everything was planned and planted they fooled Sanskar to believe that Kavita was dead. Then kept me involved in her murder case when she was alive just to mislead. They did something in this phase what??

Get me details of Radhika Malhan and Rati along with all these. Fast we don't have time.

Swara makes a call.

Swara: I am restless Sanskar.... Ehhh she broke the phone...

Swars pulled back her hair in frustration. It was all in front of her still she couldn't make it out. She remembered Radhika's comment." That she fooled them and she would be stressed for her husband." Now she knew how dangerous they are.

Swara was all set on a mission so was Murali and there team. All dispersed in varied locations to get the proofs. While swara started in direction of Sanskars tracking device address.

Is Sanskar dead or alive?

What you all wish to see a happy or sad ending?

Who is the Ace in this game? Any guesses?

It got me excited because a woman can forget her pain for once but she can never forget pain inflicted on her partner. I will soon update new stories do support. Most of them would be short stories as suggested by my lovely readers...