Its 3am in the morning and i am here wide awake excitedly typing....rains pouring making me feel much alive and happy...I just don't want to abscond for long time so writing late at night so that i can publish it tommorrow....please forgive me if there is any mistake...So surprise before i come back into continuity....This one is for all my lovely silent readers...Specially my voters and critics srav64 i can't survive without your comment.... @sumedhass i don't wish to miss the smile @nbk610 i want to make your comment a habit and All my followers who trusted in me and my story....

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Sanskars POV:

I was not feeling well i didn't know whether it was migraine,sleepless nights or the current bruises or past injuries,warmness that i felt in my body due to stress or what...when swara noticed me i was dizzy but telling her any of this was turning the panic mode on which i didn't want...So i hided everything behind my smile...Frankly speaking it was most memorable moment and i didn't want to spoil it when i reached back after cleaning the kitchen....The climate had changed drastically...The starlit sky which was clear till now was covered with clouds....Moon was playing hide and seek peeping some time....The  trees swaying with cool breeze now was swaying frantically...It was raining  with a song playing on the recorder what an apt moment for the song.... Song was Bheegi bheegi raaton mein....

bheegi bheegi raaton mein, 

meeti meeti baaton mein

 Aise barsaaton mein kaisa lagtaa hai

I saw a completely drenched swara...My shirt was hugging her body giving me view of her beautiful curves........I found her swaying on the song teasing me....she was doing a hip swing which was just so her....Her hands on the side were playing with the water she splashed on my face giving me the best smile ....She looked so cute i have never seen her like this ever in that moment she was a different swara...A carefree girl who wanted to fill every inch of her life with happiness which was offered to her in that moment

aisa lagtaa hai tum banke baadal, 

 Mere badan ko bhigoke mujhe chhed rahe

 ho ho o Chhed rahe ho (2)

Her shirts upper  button was open and with the weight that shirt incurred because of water i could find it drooped.....giving a clear view to her cleavage water making its way inside it and i was mesmerised....her wet face was giving me the view of a fresh flower bud...Water dripping on her lips was inviting me to relish it.....Her arms spread across was telling me to get her cold body into my embrace....

ambar khele holi ui ma Bheegi mori choli hamjoli hamjoli (2) 

O paani ke is rele mein

 saavan ke is mele mein 

 Chhat pe akele mein Kaisa lagtaa hai

I let myself with the flow and in no time i walked towards her...Waters touch at first rushed a shiver down my body as it was very cold.....She was doing a naughty step just thumping her upper body.....I hugged her from the back tugging my hands from her waist to her stomach to my surprise a loud thunderbolt got her startled and she turned and hugged me tight as if she also wanted what i wished for.....I could hear her heart beats racing with the speed of lightning....I lifted her chip up and made her look at me.....She was shy and the smile that curved was speaking a million words.....

aisa lagtaa hai tum banke ghata 

 Apne sajan ko bhigoke khel khel rahi ho o Khel rahi ho

She was shy and turned to go away from me i pulled her on to me her twig like back crashed into my hard toned chest....Slowly i adorned her neck with sea shells embeded in an string...When i tied it at the back i kissed the knot......My lips touched her back...... here she was all in to her own land of love pleasure.....I could make out her enjoying the closeness...... i was teasing her touching her curves and then swaying along with her....

aisa lagtaa hai Tum banke baadal mere badan ko bhigoke 

mujeh chhed rahe ho chedd rahe ho

She again left from my embrace and walked a few steps but my hands were still holding on to her i walked a few steps towards her and then twirling her on the rhythm of music got her body near to mine ...Immediately started placing kiss on her nape one by one making her moan with pleasure...I dug my face into her neck  she was in no mood to part from my hug and holding me as if i am her life...I could feel the raise in her chest getting faster....The magic was just unexplainable...

barakha se bachhalun 

tujhe  Seene se lagaa loon 

 Aa chhupaalun aa chhupaalun (2) 

Dil ne pukara dekho 

rut ka ishaara dekho 

 Uf ye nazara dekho Kaisa lagtaa hai, bolo?

I  held her tight onto my chest as a priced posession and she hid herself into my chest making me feel her breath.....water of the rain was making it tough for me to control my feelings and urge of marking her mine was taking up in my heart....She was moving her hands into my hairs then travelling down to my back.....She left a hickey on my chest i was seeing a bold swara who had taken initiative all be herself....

aisa lagtaa hai kuchh ho jayega 

 Mast pavan ke ye jhoke saiyaan 

dekh rahe ho o Dekh rahe ho

 Aisa lagtaa hai 

 Tum banke baadal 

mere badan ko bhigoke 

mujhe chhed rahe ho o Chhed rahe ho o

  She lifted her torso curling her toes holding my face with both her hands on either side...She tilted my head towards her kissing my forehead then nose and cheek yet again drowning into my chest to hide her blush....She had turned cherry red wispering in my ears...."I love you and want you all to myself"

 Feelings had taken over the ecstasy that we both felt....Clinging on to each other we were enjoying the water washing over our body....I parted from her to take a view of her face i kissed her forehead then her blinking doe eyes....Further her soft cheeks......my eyes caught up with her eyes leading a way just to find her rose petals shivering...As i stared in her eyes asking permission to capture them....she dropped her eyelids with a smile dancing on her curvy strawberry flavoured lips.....I just smashed my lips on to those strawberries relishing it....I felt her urge and love when she took the attorney and entered my mouth our tongues were entwined with each other struggling to take up the pleasure in that moment....It was a slow and passionate kiss pouring our love for each other.......We were lost in each other....my left hands holding her firm by waist so that she doesn't stumble back and right on the back of her neck ...I was loosing myself completely..

The intensity of rain and cold shower was increasing it was raining crazily and i found her shivering out of cold....I bought her close to me breaking the kiss i saw in her eyes there was a shine as if conveying her happiness....There was no sign of pain as if she was the happiest soul today.....i was sure i won't cross the line because swara was too young and this was not exactly where i wanted to lead her....She again dived in for a kiss but in that moment mistakenly my hand touched the wound on her back and it got me back to sense when she hissed in pain....

She was still lost with her hand  wrapped around my neck...Staring into her eyes and maintaining  the eyelock...... i lifted her up in same position and she wrapped her legs around my waist and i made way into the cottage....She rested her head on my shoulder as if relaxing.....As we came into the room she tightened the hug indicating me not to leave her......

Darling i am not going anywhere nor are you but you need to change or you will catch cold...

She left for the washroom but hissed as she was not able to remove the shirt...I immediately went inside hearing her scream she was only in my shirt with all button open and i can see her beauty clearly without any hinderance...in no moment i averted my gaze (afterall i am gentleman i won't take her advantage) i helped her remove shirt then i gave another loose shirt that Romila aunty's husband had given me for a change....It was very big but she was tucked into it completely....I went out and changed myself into shorts and a t shirt....As she came out i carefully lifted and brought her to bed then dried her hair with a towel...I found her still shivering i handed her medicine and also gave her an mild dose of antibiotic to keep her and her wounds safe without getting infected.....Then i made her lie on her stomach and carefully cleaned the wet injuries and applied medicine...She was reluctant to sleep and wanted to make that night special for me...I convinced her but she was somewhere still scared and thought i was just doing everything to make her forget the issues......

I Brought her near window still tucked in my arms ...her innocent baby eyes staring into mine trying to find answers....From today this moment keeping this rain,night ,beautiful sky and above all our love as witness.....I Sanskar Maheshwari give you complete rights on me....You are my better half,My life...No one would enter your space in my heart or life ever....I give you myself and my life you can take it whenever you want.... looking straight into her eyes the last line was more of a wishper only for her to hear "trust on all my decisions i won't choose anything wrong for you"....her eyes conveyed me her belief in me and my words....

I took her back to bed made myself comfortable under the duvet and took her into my embrace ..... she was very happy she just hugged me.............Finding her feeling cold and shivering i  decided to give her a satisfactory wish grant....I started caressing her assets and gave a suck on it which made her moan further i went down to her stomach and smoothered kiss then i sucked her belly button...All the time her hand was caressing my hairs and then, i again gave her a smooch ..I was careful this time not to hurt her....i was pouring my love because i knew her body at that moment needed the raise in temperature as she was cold....Finally as i gave wet kisses tugging her body onto mine...

Due to tiredness and medicine effect she drifted to sleep...I took her in my embrace to keep her warm throughout night....(in thoughts)I was sure not to cross the line not until she is matured enough to understand the seriousness of this relationship.....i have no doubt in her promises or her love but crossing the border could wait till she and her feelings both are completely ready for it....Before everything i wanted her to complete at least her degree.... Then i would marry her and make her all mine......Marriage is just not a need for acceptance in society its a sacred bond that not only bind two bodies but two souls.....I don't care for the society nor its totality....I want her to be called My wife with due respect from each and everyone in  my family...... i won't nor let her or anyone spoil her life.....

Present.....

Interrupted by knock on the door....They were pulled out of there story world....

Maid : Didimoni, Karan saheb is here to see you

Swara : Tell him to wait in lobby. i will be there in sometime

Back in room it was hot atmosphere...Swara sensed the heat and was looking straight in the direction where Shamoli was staring at sanskar tugging to muralis arm...

Swara : (glaring at shamoli)Stop staring him darling, he is taken 10 years back....

Shamoli (coming out of stance) : woh i was just lost....

Swara : I know but just turn your gaze on your right and get lost....This one is mine though he claimed to be sold for 2 years (she was taunting as he told her about his life with kavita) but he doesn't know only i own the right on him since 10 years..i don't have any shame in stating he is the most handsome and sexy man i ever met....

Sanskar was all smiles at her sentence and possessiveness....(in mind)She is still the same old little kitten of mine who loved me more then her life.....She still is mad about me and would have killed shamoli for her mistake of staring me.....

Sanskar :(teasing) : Thanks for the compliment Jaan

Swara (angry tone) Stop grinning like a fool...I warned you not to call me those fancy names...

Sanskar : (changing the topic)  Ohh so your would be is here...isliye so much of attitude haan....Would you mind introducing him to me?

Swara (looking at sanskar smirking) My would be is and was always here...you need not be introduced to him because you know him inside out....

(Swara calmly speaking to murali)Murali please make him eat something he is tired his vitals are also fluctuating i will be back in few minutes....His body needs rest so please make him relax...

Romance with terms....Love an unconditional love,romance and love making are a part of it but thats not the complete life....I don't know how much but a distance to some extent makes the love more stronger....Swara wanted the romance on her term thats sanskar all for herself she wanted to get marked forever...But for him he wanted to maintain the purity till she is accepted by everyone on her terms....

Next part : Stab....wound...distant...

Whats the news on card with karan back in picture?

Still the past is unfolding what it holds more in box?

Why is sanskar admant on being away from swara?