Swara's bedroom present

swara was staring sanskar sitting next to him  without even blinking her eyes as if she blinks he'll disappear......

Sanskar : I hope mishti baby is fine???

Swara : Haan she is absolutely fine...Her name is mishti....

Sanskar : hmmm you liked that name....Its her daaknaam (nickname)...(not meeting her eyes) She is my and kavitas daughter...

Swara : (still staring) she is sweekruti......

Sanskar ( Shocked): How do you know? No, just the names resemble.....(changing the topic) Can you handover the glass of water... 

She propped up the bed and got him in half lying position he was wincing in pain with every move and it reflected in her eyes which held ocean of emotions....

Swara (teary eyes she turned and gave him glass of water ) : You don't wanna be with me....she was choking.....You take rest i will be back...

Sanskar  (held the glass): Wait, Don't you want answers to your questions...

Swara :(tears were continuously flowing but she answered looking straight into his eyes) Yes, but not now....I'll get it once time comes....Your life is important then the answers......Everytime your promise won't save me.....Your promises are just reminders for forgetting......I trust you, do whatever you want but if you even think of leaving me than that would be on my corpse.... 

Sanskar (Angry and broke the glass in his hand it was a deep cut and bleeding) Dare you say that ever.....

Swara (worriedly) : R u mad?....You've  lost a lot of blood....Spare me please i can't see you in pain......(with determination) Mr Rudeshewari I am not here to just listen this time i will rebel and also get what is mine.....Even you can't stop me....

She immediately got cotton cleaned the blood applied cream and tied a bandage to avoid more bleeding....She propped the bed down and made him lie comfortably.....Then she left from the room..Whereas he lied down blankly staring the ceiling...Swara came in kitchen where the two love birds shamoli and murali were busy romancing...As swara saw them kissing

Swara (closing her eyes and faking her shynes) Isssshhhh baba re....My home has become hanging garden i never knew it

Both were red with embarassement and blushing hard avoiding eye contacts....both at once Swara stop your antics...

Swara looked at them and was smiling when murali said

Murali : Swara did something happened between you both (she was not looking at him) Swara, please tell me you know your eyes are saying your pain...

Swara : He is doing the same old stupidity....This time he has to face me if after that i would have to go away i'll go.....Not before everyone who hurt him pays for his miseries...

Murali : Bloody crook....He needs kicks from me...

Swara (Angry glare): Not a single word against him...

Murali :Sorry (as shamoli was staring clueless looking towards shamoli) Don't worry baby no one can say anything against him infront of her....Only she has that reserved right...

Shamoli : hmmmm....Swara there's an envelope on table came for you....Just check may be something important...

Swara leaves and comes in hall and takes the letter and opens the envelope and is shocked...Murali also comes there....

Murali : What is it?

Swara : Huhhhh (leaving a sigh) Khushi nanda Maheshwari sister of sanskar maheshwari has challenged my suit file in court....In which i through lawyer had stated that i need the handover of Maheshwari group of hospitals as it belonged to sanskar....

Murali : How can she challenge it?She....(before he completes)

Swara : On the basis that she is his sister and has complete right after his death and also stating i am not lawfully wedded to him so i have no right on any maheshwari properties...Now, this holds no value as the person who it belongs to is here to take care of it....I was never interested in this i just wanted that they don't misuse or do something which would harm sanskar's reputation in industry which i have still preserved this is his father's dream and sanskar's sweat , hardwork that reached maheshwari empire to this heights.....As i had the power of attorney from the start they couldn't oppose any of my decisions....Even when i handed over the major decision making and changing power to Adarsh bhaiyaa i kept the opposing power with me.... I was sole authority as sanskar had already given the major shares in my name....

Murali : Nevertheless he is there with us so he'll do the needful now...He definitely is a very smart businessman....

They hear scream from sanskars room and rush towards it ......As they enter they see the most painful sight...he had removed all the drips and tubes and sitting in corner bowing his head and screaming....Don't come near....No touch....His wounds are bleeding but he is not in his senses.....he is holding a fruit knife in his hand and sitting on floor....All scared as if scared of something or someone.....Murali tries to go near him but he lashes out so he moves back of fear that he might hurt himself.....Murali looks at swara who tells him he is not in his senses try to take him in control with strength as he does second attempt ....Sanskar lashes the knife and it causes cut on his wrist causing it to bleed....Swara has tears in her eyes looking at his condition and his constant attempt of hurting himself.....

Swara (calm Tone) : Sanskar...See I am here with you, no one will do anything wrong with you....You trust me...You trust your shona....just let me hold you once....Please i will just hold your hand....

Murali : Sanskar we are with you no one will harm you and you know na  Sanskar Maheshwari never looses....Sanky is the best....you are our life sanky please.....

swara takes turtle steps towards him as she reaches hold his hand, then she takes the knife from his hands and hugs him firmly and cries though he doesn't reciprocate.....She feels his complete weight on herself....Murali he fainted...Shamoli clears the bed of mess and puts everything properly......They carefully place him back on bed swara cleans and completes his bandaging.....injects some medicines in his drips and sits near him trying to calm her racing heart and try to analyse the storm that just passed few minutes back....Shamoli with help of househelp gets the room cleared of mess....

Swara : He cannot be left alone for a moment....This is what i was fearing....those people have lead him to this condition none of them will be spared.....he is strong in conscious state it doesn't overpower him...But those bad memories and pain take over when he is semi concious or sleeping as that's what they did played with his subconcious mind....He has lost a lot of blood and is weak and making his state more worst....I just can't see him in pain.....

Murali : He'll be fine swara....you are a doctor you know everything still your behaving like the old swara....Sanskar made you strong just imagine how will he feel seeing you like this broken.

Saturday night has taken over everything is calm they all had there dinner.... swara is half lying next to sanskar with her head resting on headboard and his head resting in her lap....while he was sleeping....Shamoli and murali were also resting on couches....Swara said so lets get back to story....Other two looked shocked at her but she said those are the sweetest memories i ever had i'm feeling good reminiscing them....After i entered the SS mansion with Mr Rudeshwari....Shamoli started laughing 

Murali : baby control you'll get many more such names for Mr Maheshwari by swara...Mind it never ever attempt to call that name because they are specially copyrighted and the swara reserves all right to it....

Flashback swara story : Swara POV

I thought coming to mumbai was the best way to escape all my issues back in village and also may be then i can live my dream and become something in life.....So when they gave me this option i immediately grabbed it....Coming to mumbai with them was the best decision of my life and i was very happy.....What better then staying with your angel though he had turned to a bitter angel......

I got happiness which i never got in my life in form of sanskar as my angel though bitter yet better,murali who became my first friend,and other workers with whom i shared work.....I got immense care in form of scolding from sanskar i was used to scolding all throughout my life that never reflected any care for me it was just there way of piercing my wounded heart again and again but his scolding were different.......No one even once raised a hand over me even when i did serious blunders....His scolding and pestering only reflected care.......Life seemed to be settled but still i knew some day i would have to leave that place as it was not meant for me....Still i loved it to bits and pieces and was very happy....I spoke to sanskar for my college admission and he said he'll take care of it and do the needful....Told me to prepare myself for a different life...

Life was beautiful when a wind of pleasant stupidity entered my life.......He was a prince a small kid and made me his maiden hehehe.....Laksh Maheshwari younger brother of sanskar who had habit of crashing into SS mansion after a late night party with college friends .....I and lucky chuky are of same age....First meet was disaster when he entered the house like a thief and i banged him.....When murali and sanskar saw him flat on ground and addressed him as brother thats when i realised......Later sanskar introduced us and also that we are in same college same year, same class.....He was giving me a disgusted look as if i am some creature from another planet....Surely he was very angry on me.....For causing that sweet lil bump on his handsome face....

Before letting me to college sanskar made sure i was all groomed and he personally took care of everything ......best designers were hired to give me indian comfortable outfits like churidar, shalwar kameez, patiala, Beautiful one piece and gowns were also selected with flat or wedge heel footwears....Beautiful accesories.... how to get deck up everything was taught in a week even how to talk and walk....He made sure i wore simple outfits which made me look elegant classy but without making me uncomfortable....I was very happy with my new look so was he... 

First day when it all started i told him i can't do it or rather take it as i was not paying for it..... To which he smiled and said You can do anything....Paying that we will think upon later..... As it was Sanskar Maheshwari, Saying no was not possible.....getting admission in college for 11th that too in mid term wasn't a big deal.... Their own college their rule... I wanted to join some low status college so that i can afford the fees by working and do arts or commerce as per my financial ability...There again angry sanskar came in picture who didn't allow me to waste my talent and got me admission for science stream in this uber rich classy college whose trustees were maheshwaris.....It was a beautiful college with awesome atmosphere i got everything pre done at home like admission process, books etc.....Sanskar had already arranged my certificate and school leaving nothing is impossible for maheshwari you see....(chukles)

I wore a baby pink kameez with sequin work on full sleeve with white churidar and white chifon dupatta and left my hairs open with white shoes and a pearl necklace  and a simple pearl adorning my ears.....Also white gucci watch then i didn't knew brands but this one was a gift from my angel....I wore it because this dress was specially selected by my angel....The crystal in black thread still adorned in my neck....

My first day of college was very special as it was also my first step towards a beautiful life with bright future....I had started believing on love,trust i encountered various emotions at this stage of life....I was still unwanted and a big trouble but still they made me feel wanted....As colleges were in same campus sanskar dropped me and said he'll send car in the evening to pick me up.....

When i entered the college two guys were misbehaving with 2 girls i couldn't take it and stood to support them I was scared but still thought to help her.. .....They became my friend actually friends for life Haya and naseeba.....yes the ones who usually drop into meet me.....I was happy as i was settling in college when the wind came to wind up my beautiful day....when i got ragged by city group as they called themselves and their leader was none other then my arch rival....Laksh Durgaprasad Maheshwari....The guy whom i slapped in the morning for misbehaving with haya was lakshya's friend and now was the time of everyone's revenge on me he was all set by evening when the college got over to avenge me for the hit that i gave him....It was a mischievious stunt but mistakenly became very serious.....

As i was proceeding towards the car in parking i saw a girl same dressed like me entering into the car waiting for me with driver sent by sanskar....She sat and car left i didn't know how to go home from their alone.....Thats when laksh came with his friends and started singing around me to embarass me....Laksh knew everything about me at least as much as murali told him that i was from a small village and now transformed.....College was almost empty but still all were staring at me when laksh started singing, his friends surrounded me so that i can't run.....

She is a small town girl
da she is a jogini pitaara
He rob-ii-najaara, she is a dun di bahaara
Ankh naal ankh daal gal kardi
Chhoti ungali nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
..chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl

(the song was very complimenting but he was mocking me....I was not very scared but yes embarassed as i was the topic of joke for them....He walked like me wearing a dupatta covering his head....Then went ahead held my hand and rotated me around him and jerked me i dashed with a pillar and held it for support.....

Iski shosha ,
Ho gayi mitraandi tauba
Iski toh shosha hai tauba,
Ho gayi mitraandi tauba
Bhaadala unch rakhadi hai,
Vilaayati dance kardi hai

He held my hands again and did two ballroom steps and then landed me into a puddle i was super angry but also scared because i was alone and they were many....I got hurt and he was laughing......I some how got up and started running into the college building to hide but instead while looking back i again dashed into him as he came in front...

Udadi gubbara faturi taara
Udadi gubbara ye faturi ek taara
Udadi gubbara ye faturi iek taara
da kinaara hai, maalyi di hai dhaara
Ankh naal ankh daal gal kardi
Chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Ho..chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl

He was showing his little finger and mocking my actions in SS mansion.....Like ordering the servants and other daily works that i do....He made me sit on a revolving chair and again rotated me severly i was completely dizzy by now....I knew it was joke and he won't misbehave with me but i was tired.....We were on the stairs and his push landed me straight on the last step with aching back.....I ran out to the ground but his friends were there and coming towards me with colours and were about to throw when i ran back towards the college building.....

Oye Oye Oye

She is small town girl
Kardi kardi kamaal,
kardi bemisaal
Kardi sabda hai bura , kardi
Ho nachdi mele me sabke naal,
Nachadi khulake o gidda dhaal
Ho nachdi dhol bajada janaal, nachdi
Baaju kalaayi kare sabki dhulaayi
Arey baaju ki kalaayi kare sabki dhulaayi
Khusmankhaayi dendi safaayi
Ankh naal ankh daal gal kardi
Chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Ho..chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl
Chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe
She is a small town girl

He reminsced me my action of hitting him and also his friends who reminded how i slapped them....Before they could say or do anything i was again running towards the gate but seeing his stupid friend there i turned and ran back....

Hey..dil da sitaara she is a small town girl
He rob-e-najaara, she is a small town girl
Ankh naal ankh daal gal kardi, gal kardi
Chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe,
She is a small town girl
Ho..chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe,
She is a small town girl
Ho..chhoti ungali pe nachaayegi tumhe

He and his friends now were singing in chorus with karoke playing in the college recorder....As it was late evening no professors or management members were there....It was getting dark and my fear was increasing i was feeling myself lost...As he was busy dancing with his gang i took it as an oppurtunity and went and hid under a table in one college rooms ....

But suddenly someone closed it from outside...They thought i ran outside the gate they laughed and everyone went away....When sanskar and murali reached home and didn't find me....They asked the driver and he said that he picked me from college and i got down from car at the market and told him to go home...He also said i was covering face....

Sanskar was confused but first thing that striked him was laksh as he was my classmate...he called and enquired with lucky.....lucky also was stressed as it was almost 10 and he had left college at 7.30....he told sanskar everything out of fear and reached SS mansion immediately...he also told the girl in car was not me but some of his friend to mislead...Sanskar Gave a tight slap to lucky he never raised hand on lucky as he loved and pampered lucky like his own kid.....Lucky is very close to sanskar but that day his mistake was not acceptable....Sanskar later apologised and made him realise my situation and that i was Maheshwari's reponsibility.....

I was dizzzy, tired and weak went unconcious under the table when my eyes opened it was all dark and the door was locked....I tried a lot but couldn't come out.....I am nycto,claustro and pasmo phobic that means i have fear of darkness, close rooms and ghost...It took over me in that darkness and due to it whole night i was fighting with myself to keep myself alive i didn't even let myself sleep....here sanskar didn't know he was hell scared, what someone caught or did something to me....Next day morning when the peon opened the class i got  to know i was in lab....Then all i knew was running through the corridor to the gate.....there  i saw messed up and tired sanskar on the gate and as i saw him i fell unconscious but before i touch the ground Murali held me then sanskar carried me to the car.....

Murali POV :

Whole night we searched for her like mad....Sanskar was not even in his senses he had contacted all the higher authorities....Even got information from swara's village....Complete area was on high alert for one girl....As she was last scene in college we decided to check in college early in morning as it opened once as we were talking to the guard for the CCTV footage we saw swara standing all drained,stained and scared in front of us ....She was just seeing sanskar as i saw her i rushed towards her but before i touch she passed out....Sanskar lifted her like a doll he didn't move his gaze from her.... He finally looked at peace as if he was had won some battle within himself....He had not even changed or had anything.....Finally she was at home we got haya and naseeba home..... They changed her doctor checked her and after some medicines she became conscious....She was so scared started shouting as she woke up and only person she remembered was sanskarji......As she saw sanskar and felt his touch she went calm and then spoke to doctor what had happened.....doctor gave her medicines to sleep as she was sleep deprived......He told us  "she is weak and yesterday's incident could have caused her life as she has phobia.....Laksh came there hearing his voice she was wriggling even in sleep...Sanskar was very angry on laksh and he also knew he was at mistake......When swara woke up laksh asked sorry and swara immediately forgave him with loads of chocolate as punishment....he was killed at that moment by her innocence and sweetness.....A lost warrior....hehehe

Swara POV : 

Sanskar punished him....He made him my bodyguard in college and from that day he became my shadow....His group became my group and i became his partner in crime....I enjoyed his company a lot.....Life just seemed perfect dreamland.....I never had memories in life except the dreadful days and nights i lived under fear or the betrayed life i got after marriage.....This were my memories a life that was mine....Only mine ...For me....I can't ask anything more from God...It took me sometime to recover but in this period 3 became my 3 musketeer who were always around me if i ever felt weak....Sanskar at home,college everywhere that i could imagine, murali at home and college, Laksh in college and home......Also 5 tall, muscular builder were posted around me as my bodyguard which was not known even to me....He took care i was safe in every possible way....All this thing were only because of my lucky bitter angel....

Perfect Dreamland...In life when after a lot of struggle you get everything settled you feel at bliss .........some days moment or people make you feel all your dreams are getting true...You stay in your perfect dreamland but its not the reality dreams are meant to break.....SO whats the reality that will break her dream....

What next the reunion of two lovers?

Whose story laksh swara or sanskar swara?

Had her past left behind?

No troubles now ?