My dear silent and active readers thank you so much for showering your immense love.....This part is more of there passion towards each other while next part is revelation and also some more of swara and sanskar..... @sumedhass thank you for dropping and commenting i keep missing you..... Sravs64 your comment on last chapter is eagerly awaited and this chapter too :).....  ShaVarJat nbk610 alizychaudhary1999 praju2797 nidhijaiswal3121997 @aminasalman deek28 sanyayaaMeenuGowsi AnuAnn02.....All my new followers thank you for you follows....ektakhan19 and kojagorimalik do let me know once you complete the read about your views..... ektakhan19 Thank you for your lovely comments i have not been to reply but i was touched by your response.....

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Swara was scared she feared of loosing her life...yes her life which resided in this man in front of her....Her mind was clouded with loads of thoughts right now it was replaying the threat that she got sometime back and how it had been time and again haunting her.....She just dusted off everything because all that mattered in this moment was she had to save him not for him but for herself....Sanskar was sensing her grip on his hand tightening he made her look towards him...he held her hand close to his heart and then slightly pecking it gave a positive sign by slight closure of his eyes ....It spread a wide smile on her face because this was her sanskar....her love the romantic playful cheerful whose eyes spoke millions of word in an emotions....

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As sanskar gave her a positive signal she stood from the bed...Slowly and carefully removed all the wires attached with his perfusion which was dripping through his vein...She also removed the warmer from his leg....She gently rubbed his legs making it slightly warm again covering it....She checked his pulse which was going low his breathing was shallowing with every second.....She left the oxygen tube untouched tightening it so it didn't move with his moment because she knew he needed it for smooth breathing....Her heart was racing as time raced every second seeing him going paler.....She saw him struggling due to cold....She started undressing herself and with only her inners she crawled into his comforter....His body was cold as an ice block....Her warm body shivered at the touch of his cold body surface....He didn't feel the sensation as he was very cold but as she hugged him and dug herself into his nape making him feel herself... His shivering body was feeling a gush of relief from the pain as well the cold which was eating him up...She was feeling cold and numb with his body contact but she kept slowly moving her hand on him without hurting his wound...Her legs were slowly moving on his icy legs making him warm....She very carefully untied the strings of his hospital gown....she helped him remove it and turned him towards herself hugging him making sure the comforter provided enough warmth to their naked body....

Warmth of her body with fragrance of her skin was making him relieved....She slowly started kissing him passionately caressing back of his neck while he closed his eyes and relished her warm lips on his cold numb ones....His heart was racing like a mad dog now he could feel gushes of warm blood flowing through his veins....He closed his eyes to just feel the moment....He also slowly started responding to the kiss capturing her sweet taste his shivering hands hugged her close to himself as he was feeling warm.....He softly chew her petals the feeling can't be expressed he had longed for this sensation.....They kissed each other as they were longing for this togetherness for longtime.....She smooched him passionately while he was feeling ecstatic with her touch on his wounded body.....She kept rubbing his arms he almost drifted to sleep peacefully as warmness took over and swara kept him close to herself rubbing his arms and legs passing her body heat to him......She was feeling very safe and secured held in his arms.....She was a very strong woman but he was her strength and now she felt like being recharged with new energy with him around.....He dug his face into her nape feeling the warmth which his body was in need....

It had been hours and sanskar was quite warm and cosy with swara near him he was sleeping peacefully he was stuck to her like opposite poles of magnet.....While swara kept on making him warm lost in thoughts.....She felt him stir in sleep he was blabbering as if seeing some bad dream....He was wriggling harshly like trying to get himself away from something or someones touch....He was in pain and his wriggle was causing him immense physical pain..He was heavy for her to hold in place she spoke in his ears calming him with her soothing voice while he responded going silent.....

Swara : Your shona is with you always....Please be with me i know you won't let me loose.... No one will come near you i am there always....

He is a strong man but his mind has been played so badly that semi conscious state always pulls him back to his unpleasant past....She slightly shook him getting him awake as his eyes were open and staring her petite frame wrapped in his arms with complete love....She felt good as he had stopped shivering though he was still cold his body was responding positively to her touch....He hugged her close to himself her body felt an urge to assimilate him into her ....His eyes were moist as she withdrew and was nibbling his ears he pushed himself into her nape...As she felt wetness in her neck region she pulled him away from herself looking into his eyes trying to understand his emotional and mental state....

Sanskar: I am sorry swara....I have given you lot of pain and trouble always kept you aloof from your rights....(he was crying like a baby making swara more worried for his health as she could see him shivering vigorously his drug reactions were clearly visible he was still semi conscious as his eyes refrained from staying still....This was not a good sign he was falling weak)Please leave me and go live your life....I hurt you was away when you needed me the most i...i...(he stuttered to find words)

she kept hand on his mouth to stop him from talking further.... As she knew he was hurting himself and she can't see him in that state....

Swara ( shh shh shh she was wiping his tears and made him look into her eyes): You never denied and always gave me what i wanted....I know i would never be able to match the love that you have for me but I love you till infinity....I know how painful it is for you to make me agree to marry someone else....

He was looking at her shocked trying to keep his eyes open as how she knows his pain so well...

Swara : Shocked Cheeni, i know you from last 12 years and your love that has just increased over the years....I know you can't even breath without seeing my face for a moment and you are getting me married so i be happy....I died every moment how would be surviving without me....(in mind) You will soon realize that i am nothing without you.....(to sanskar) I love you cheeni

Today she wanted to cure him heal him but even more then that she wanted him....She had been without him for 2 years and now when he was with her his pain was killing her....For him 2 years had been the most terrifying days of his life and now he wished it finished....No, the dark shadows were still hovering and haunting him ready to hunt him......At this moment they both were in need of each other that was the only thing that could get them peace....  

Sanskar was happy to hear her calling his nickname which always sounded sweet from her voice....She first time called him by this name after his return.....

Sanskar : Jaan please leave me alone for sometime (he said it closing his eyes not meeting her spying orbs as he wished not to fall weak)....

His body needed her his desires were now on plunge as she could also feel his manhood hard against her core....her warm body was melting him and moulding his manhood....He was refraining from going to the extreme as he didn't knew whether swara would appreciate it....he had been through a very rough painful phase with this desire....

Swara : (she made him look into her eyes)Make me yours.....

Sanskar was stunned at her response but that was not only his but also her need....She has longed for his arms to hold her...his fingers to touch her sensually....she wanted his tongue to savour her body.....

Swara : This time i wanna take the lead and you won't move i don't want you to hurt yourself....

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He understood and assured her a yes through blink of his eyes.....She seductively started kissing his ears while he was softly pressing her assests with his one hand while his other hand traced on her back....They were in side lying their bodies facing each other he softly yet gently was pressing relaxing her muscles.....he slightly parted from her and looked into her eyes while his hands were tracing inside her laced lingerie.....Her soft supple skin was just like a butter dough slipping in his finger as he kneaded them....She turned her back towards him unable to resist the urge to dug her nails into him she knew it would hurt him.....He understood and back hugged her speaking in her ear rather assuring her he is absolutely fine....She being scared of her desires that might cause him hurt released the hug and moved a bit away still her back facing him.....Sanskar was doing his magic on her body by gently massaging her neck muscles and relaxing them making her feel ecstatic....His hands gently tracing her milky white back reached the buttons of her lingerie she shut her eyes tight feeling his sensuous touch.....He opened her b*a while she removed the last piece and dropped it out from the comforter....His hand were still on her back creating the magical shield she was lost in his touch....

She turned and hugged him being unable to resist the space between them.....They were in side lying her core was hot and assets even more softer...She raised a bit high so he had clear acess to her asset....he was fondling her ni***e with his finger while she raised he pressed her ni***e between his teeth gently grinding it pulling her into his world of love making.....Then he started sucking it one by one all the while his one hand kept holding her close to him....Other one was being rubbed on her core making her feel all the more wanted.....Touch of his tongue on her br***T made her moan his name with pleasure again and again.....She was now completely drowned....Her hands were slowly tracing his body pulling him more on to her....She was hotter then before and sweating unable to hold any longer she slipped down and started kissing him madly....Still she was careful her hands don't touch his wounds or cause him pain......She made him lie on his back slowly she spread her leg and putting her body pressure on her knees on either side made herself comfortable between his legs where she could feel his manhood hard against her core....She rubbed her core gently bending over him with her hands supporting on either side of his head....While he found her assests in his mouth and she was moaning his name her breath was faster making him crazy.......his hands were holding her through waist pressing it and gently massaging her abs....His fingers slowly traced near her belly button and he smoothly digged his finger into it giving her immense pleasure....As he massaged her belly button digging his finger into it she raised her head pushing her hair back leaving a moan.....She was sweating profusely as room was warm and now she was completely heated with the touch of her love....

Her body wanted him desperately.....She was all set to accept him into her getting his permission she slightly rose and found his manhood erect and inviting her....Keeping pressure off his body she gently held his manhood in hand as she gently pressed it sanskar groaned her name out of pleasure.....She smiled at him addressing her and made it slowly and gently enter her core....She was very tight for him pain was visible on her as well as his face but he gently held her waist as she moaned in ecstatic pleasure her body weight was on her foot on either side as she was in half sitting position so she doesn't put weight on his body..... he slightly made her bend towards himself kissing her assets slowly tracing his tongue towards her lips making her loose herself....She bent keeping pressure on her hands which laid on either side of his head holding the pillows tight in her fist.....She was moaning as his manhood kept brushing on her core making her urge for it to be into her....He understood her need and  carefully caught hold of her soft petals and was chewing them on observing her enjoying with closed eyes he tightened hold on her waist pushing it down and made her release pressure on her leg while he slowly jerked in as he entered in completely her eyes widened.....At start her eyes watered with the pain but pleasure had overtaken by then he kept kissing her so she doesn't feel the sudden unbearable pain  his trick worked.....He made her sit comfortable as she left her weight on her knees while he was feeling the heat inside her....As he left the kiss she crazily moaned his name out of pain and pleasure while he whispered a love you....Her sweat dripped on him but she was feeling heavenly being showered with his love....His gentle and passionate love made her feel blessed....She was supporting her body weight on her legs spread on both sides and gently tossing on him making him alive and loved after what he felt was like decade....She was slowly motioning up and down on him his breath had increased so was hers and they were at the finishing.......As she was all ready to drown in him she left her body consume his manhood completely while she carefully laid down on him still keeping pressure on her hand holding the sheet below into her tight fist.... Finally he relieved himself inside her giving a groan and she absorbed his love within herself....She was feeling complete again after long time then she dug herself into his nape and kissed him.....

Swara : Please don't ever think of leaving me alone.....You are my life if i loose you i would be lost forever....

She was sweating profusely due to high heat she gently withdrew and tired lied beside him on his hand.....he gently wiped the sweat pearls on her forehead.....

Sanskar : Till i breath my last only woman i love as a man in my life would be you....I have many relations i am a son, brother, father, friend but as a husband i will be only yours.....

Swara was feeling blessed to have such man in her life but this man was pushing her away from himself for he knew she would stop living if something happens to him.....He has forgotten that he is her life and her everything....

She could see him feeling weak she carefully made him wear his clothes....He wished to sleep she made him close his eyes and lovingly caressed his hairs...She knew he loved to sleep this way....He curled up holding her close him,his face was dug into her chest while his breath fanned on her skin.....As he drifted to sleep she carefully got down picking her clothes and went into washroom she took a quick shower....She was feeling loved cared and needed today....His love was making her glow.....As she stood infront of mirror she could still sense his touch on her....She smiled on her thoughts and their love.....As she looked through her reflection again the voice of the threat echoed in her ear.....she closed her eyes pledging She would never allow him to go away from her.....She quickly wore a simple cream kurti with jeans and came out....She checked his body temperature which was now much improved then before....Touching his palms,feet and face she made sure it is hot then before....She felt relieved then she connected all the monitors and perfusion with slow dripping.....She took care in no way his sleep gets disturbed.....His vitals were fluctuating but breathing pattern was slightly improved....Still the truth remains that he was in danger.....

She called dr pal in room and informed him he spoke to her about medicine also some other things related to sanskars health...Dr pal cautioned swara extreme emotions are not good for sanskar so she needed to keep him secured from it......She also told him that she would be shifting sanskar home tommorrow making him understand the situation and he agreed.......She was tensed after listening to Dr pal as he left Shamoli had sent food from home and soup for sanskar....She woke sanskar rolling the bed up made him have soup having little food herself....she sat beside sanskar holding his hand close to her face.....

Sanskar : What is troubling you neuron....

She at once raised her head meeting his questioning orbs

Swara : Nothing its your health right now (she tightened the grip of her hand and held his hand on her face)

Sanskar: okay i tell you 1 secret and you tell me one.....

Swara : I hate you for always doing this to me .....still i agree but question will be mine....

Sanskar : only 1 question if anyone increases question other person can also ask one more....lets get it one on one...

Swara : First me....Why kavita kidnapped you?

Sanskar : Correction kavita purchased me from Parth answer to your question to have me as hers....

Swara : What else?

Sanskar : (raising eyebrow) one question at a time now my turn?

Swara : Okay go on

Sanskar : Why Rudradwip Raina?

Swara was looking at him....He slightly tugged her arms pulling her towards him and took her in his embrace letting her rest on his chest....he lovingly kept caressing her hairs...

Sanskar : Okay lets reframe....Jaan you can never be angry on me as much as you hated Rudradwip raina and you had many of my arch rivals who would love to help you destroy me then why Rudradwip Raina...

Swara : Correction not hated i hate Rudradwip Raina after what he did with you along the years i would love to kill him but after the news of your death reached us before we came to kolkatta one day i heard him inquiring with Ragini whether all are convinced with your death...he was in detail asking everything related to it...I thought he knew something about you....We can't deny the fact in London he tried to kill you and also got me away from you......Then he fell ill i showed sympathy towards him and spoke to ragini i was sure he will get back to me....It happened he called me with utter fake love and spitted venom against you....I knew he wanted to kill you i played along when you were back he was all set with plan to kill you....I kept in touch with him showing my anger towards you and assuring him with fake destruction plans keeping in touch with his plans so he doesn't harm you....He felt i was destroying you and i hit the stroke i am destroying you marrying karan....he fell in my trap and i kept playing my moves.....If i didn't have told him he would have taken someone else help which i couldn't let happen.....(in mind) there is someone else also with him i can't tell you everything but once you are fine i will let you know everything....

Sanskar : He could have hurt you...He is a snake you know that and for hurting me he can do anything....

Swara : Hmmm....I knew but i took my chances as i can't see your life in trouble at least i could keep one person at bay...So now my second question as yours is done....

Sanskar : Go ahead jaan...

Swara: Why did you marry kavita?

Sanskar: I said she is sweekruti's mother but i never said she is my wife...

Swara : (she felt happy listening to his answer ) So you did not marry her?

Sanskar : One question at a time still i will answer "No" I am only yours....

Swara : Thank you

Sanskar: What are my chances of survival.....I wanna know the truth.....

Swara : As per reports 10 percent but as per me 100 percent

Sanskar : Ok...Swara just remember one thing i trust your every decision and would stand by you whenever you need me just keep faith on yourself....

He pecked her hairs lovingly while she hugged him more tight she was silently sobbing ...He could feel her hurt so decided to drop the topic....He was also feeling tired and weak his eyes refrained from staying open as his energy drained out....

Swara : (As she was still unaware of his state kept continuing) Is sweekruti the.... maheshwari  daughter who was kidnapped?

Sanskar : Swara she is our daughter and promise me you won't let her to anyone....

He was now getting restless as some fear had overtaken him his breathing turned uneven....

Swara : calm down sanskar i promise i won't let any one harm you or sweekruti....I lost a part of me and survived but if something happens to you i won't survive please be with me he was closing his eyes feeling drained..... She carefully rolled the bed down and slept beside him hugging him leaving back all the worries as she cosied near him.....He was calm and took her in his embrace and both slept off....

Here murali was standing and staring at the dark clouded night sky ready to pour any moment so were his eyes ready to pour any moment...Shamoli came from behind and kept hand on his shoulder making him feel her presence...He wiped the tears which had just dripped to face her...

Shamoli : You can't take her anger or silence....You love her alot....

Murali : (with slight smile) I love her tons not from now from the time we became friends.... When i became her first best friend.....Today, i know her anger is right in all sense i could not keep my promise to her....

Shamoli : It was my mistake.....

Murali : It was no ones mistake but situations are not in favour....I know she goes mad seeing sanskar in trouble....I know her past 12 years from a village maiden to a strong modern professional woman she is the best in all responsibility.... I was against her coming with us to mumbai but today when i look back i admire sanskar for his decision of getting her with us....She changed something in each one of us....He changed her completely made her live and dream...Made sure her each dream was fullfilled....I have seen her terribly broken in these 2 years...

When we got you after a month we received a call from bade papa stating they had some news of sanskar as i was at work she went to Maheshwari mansion alone unknown to the harsh reality that awaited there.....They broke the news of finding sanskars dead body and she completely broke down making each and everyone believe it is not her sanskar it can never be sanskar..... People bad mouthed about her fake concern and love.....badi moms anger, khushi's hatred she took everything with a belief in her love.....I have seen her struggling to even swallow a single morsel after my repeated pleas......When she came back from haridwar a hope had enlightened within herself but she lived like a walking talking corpse....As you recovered we both transferred to kolkatta with you in a hope to find sanskar....Everyone left from mumbai laksh,ragini, adarsh bhaiya,pari bhabi with bade papa and annapurna aunty went to US..... I was busy getting you a life but swara she was all alone.....I was always around but all she needed was her sanskar....He is not only her love but life her family,God, world the smallest atom of her life won't work if its not sanskar.....She is a terror and stronger therefore reached to the highest level in her career very less time.....She is sanskars miniature version he has made her tough she can handle anything but sanskar remains her weakness.... She strived to become what sanskar wanted her to become....Today people fear her name so do love her....She is an example for the new doctors....Seniors set her example in professional field....She was lost all these two years i can see her getting back....

After coming to kolkatta few days i was with her as we stayed in hospital with you for final surgery her  attacks increased in nights...Daily she woke up with bad dreams and cried to her hearts content....Pills started playing role still peaceful sleep was far away...It became my ritual to call her at 5 in the morning as thats when morning broke and i found her awake giving fight to sleep...I just know one thing if its not sanskar swara won't think of living.....

Shamoli : I think there relation is not that strong as said or is bhai betraying bhabi so getting her out of his life.....

Murali (angry raised tone): Don't ever say that, sanskar would betray his breath but swara never....(calm tone) You, khushi, annapurna aunty are sanskars happiness he can do anything to keep you all safe... Swara she is his life and her safety was always his priority.... I don't like karan but i trust  sanskar he is getting swara married to make sure she doesn't quit life without him.....You don't know sanskar maheshwari he can lay life for his love and also take away life of anyone who tries to harm her.... I blindly trust his decision he would never take any wrong decision....He is a sharp minded cadet and works with dedication towards his goal....

Sanskar is just a year elder to me but he has always been my elder brother....I was an orphan after my dad died it was Ram uncle who got me into that house....Sanskar readily accepted me after all we were always play partners within a year we lost ram uncle and sujata aunty....I was an orphan again sanskar disappeared for 6 months DP uncle and aunty got me into boarding as i was a burden on them......I accepted it as my fate but when sanskar returned after 6 months he was blank...DP uncle sent him to Neil island he was there for 4 years but when he returned to mumbai first thing he wished was me....he got me back with him always kept my wishes and needs before his....He took me everywhere he went till i started working towards my professional dream....Each and every step he walked by me and supported me....If i fell i knew he is there to hold me, support me to scold me so that i don't fall again....I wished to become a police officer he made me take training in London then give exam and further trainings....he acted as a proud elder brother on my every achievements....After he left 2 years i have missed that love, care, my family and with sanskar its back....

Swara is stronger then sanskar mentally and emotionally and thats what balances there relation.... They both are my only family and i can't loose them at any cost....

Shamoli : What if that costs you me?

Murali : Sanskar would never allow me to stake you for anything...If its a choice it my family and you are part of my family now....

Shamoli : Quite diplomatic answer...I am sorry i provoked you just wished to know your view about bhai and bhabhi....I know bhai can never betray bhabhi that one month i have seen him struggling without her....He loves her a lot and i pray they both always stay together.... 

He looked at the clock which was showing 11.30 i think you must sleep there is lot of work tomorrow Its special day for sanskar and i really want it to be the best..... I have to leave 

Shamoli : so late 

Murali : Yes its important....(in mind) A girl would be waiting for me....he made shamoli sleep and left.....

Swara was peacefully sleeping but her sleep broke and she glanced at the watch in the room then she looked at sanskars peacefully sleeping face....She kissed him and dropped out of bed covering him checking all the vitals and perfusion she came out of the room....Controlling herself she rushed outside and made sure guards were alert...she came at the corner of the garden which was dark and it was heavily pouring outside...She was completely drenched she  finally shouted to her hearts content falling on the ground someone held her mouth tight so she doesn't shout...She was crying such that her sound was getting choked due to her cries.....It was completely dark sounds of thundering had masked her shout and cries....As she was all drowned in her pain she saw shadow of person holding hrt which sparked in the thundering and dim light......

Boom hehe ending here next part coming soon....