Main phir bhi tumko chahunga
As Promised 2nd update for the day...As it was a continuation which wraps the surprise with sweetness.... i hope Srav64 you love it as you loved the start....Thank you for the lovely comments for the previous episode..... Silent readers love you all for coming across i hope you love the read... @sumedhass your comments are being missed... All my supporters @nbk610 please keep on voting and supporting....Love you all....2 of my favourite song in one chapter but it was the need of the write up....I hope everyone enjoys it....Silent readers request at least let me know you are with me ;)....
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Swara : Aww cuteshwari you came....Glancing at her watch Still 15 mins remaining for your birthday night to finish....So "Happy birrrrdday to you ,happy birrrthday to my love, happy birthday my zindagi, happy birthday to you"
Her melodious voice echoed in the place but the pain made tears run on to my cheeks....Before i stepped further she got up stumbling stopping me in my place...
Swara : Stop there don't move
Sanskar : I froze in the place waiting for an volcanic eruption...But the next sentence made me go on my knees and hug my mad baby...
She came towards me and kept her hand indicating me to step on her tiny hands ... I was surprised looking at her tiny hands to which she gestured the pieces of glass below her hand which might have struck my foot...If she didn't stopped me...
I couldn't stop myself getting on to my knees i was about to hug swara but she immediately stood up making a puppy face....
Swara : (tears again formed in her eyes) I am so sorry i messed up the cake see i turned yuks....
Sanskar : (standing up and cupping her face) : Jaan, i know i made a mistake...(going on knees holding ears and bowing head down) I am really sorry i promise i would never repeat it....
Swara : (Making him stand): Mr jaaneshwari i would always want you to hold your head high.... never bow in front of anyone not even me....Mr Maheshwari aap sirf mera pyaar nahin ho mera guroor ho, imaan ho, meri ibadat ho sabse badhkar meri jaan ho (You are not only my love but my dignity, respect, my worship above all you are my life)....
She had given me a place which even i didn't knew whether i was worth off..Just to make the mood lighter
Sanskar :(licking the cake on her cheeks) By the way Cake has become more yum now...
Swara : (blushing and smudging the cream in her hand on her lips) : Now
Sanskar (kissing and sucking the cream from her lips) : Indeed yummylicious but not more then your lips...(purposely bringing the topic )Kavita was really irritating today...
Swara : (hugging him fearful voice)Sanskar , she'll snatch you...That lady dracula who was sticking to you like a parasite all throughout the party...That vampire who tried to kiss you...Daughter of anaconda
Sanskar : (My jaw dropped at kavita's such frightful description): No one can snatch me from you...You know why?
Swara : (Asking innocently) : Why?
Sanskar : If she snatched me i will die in the same instance as my life resides here (pointing towards her heart)
Swara: I won't ever allow her to snatch you...You are mine...You will live 100 years...
Sanskar (smiling) Thats like my lioness...Are you angry on me?
Swara : I was never angry on you....its just i hated the way she touched you...Also took chances while dancing sticking to you like a leech and (touching his cheek) she had the guts to kiss you like a giraffe raising her head ...
She had recited complete animal kingdom made her dracula,parasite,leech,vampire,anaconda only God knows what all she will make out of her?
Sanskar : You also slapped her like she was some stray dog...
Swara : (smiling sheepishly): If it was in my hands i would have crushed her nose....Folded her like a piece of cloth stuffed her into a bag, kicked and punched the bag and finally threw her off the cliff...So, now as i threw her let us not allow her to spoil the night as the evening.....
I was horrified at her murderous thoughts but then smiled at the childishway she explained it...I removed the ring and chain from pocket looking at it a smile crept on her lips...she took it from me and sliding the ring in the chain tied it around my neck.....best was she also mimiked like filling my hairline and said " aaj se saath janam ke liye tum mere hue" (From today till seven births you are mine) We both bursted out laughing...
She was unable to stand she was stumbling she rushed into the washroom next moment and started puking...She had consumed too much of alcohol empty stomach..... vomitting she literally scratched her throat spitting out blood...I just rubbed her back as she was fine i left her to change...I changed and went in kitchen to get her lemon water and an tablet for her spinning head....When i came back in room i was shocked seeing her...she was wearing white lace full sleeves long cardigan till her ankle with front opening....Below it she wore a satin swimming frock with a black legging....She took the glass sipped it and took the tablet...I don't wanna even miss a moment of this time...
She dragged me towards the roof top removing the cardigan she slipped into water..... i was in my shorts and t-shirt...She lifted her hand towards me gesturing to come into water.....I removed the t shirt and went into water with her....As i stepped into water rose petal and water showered through the water sprinklers on top...It gave the dreamy rainy sequence in pool.....Crazy Swara was smiling in water looking at me.....We just enjoyed the time with each other splashing water later as we were drained we floated on water holding on to each other....We were gazing at the constellation shining far away while she excitedly explained me what it was....She was completely sensuous and romancing mood...She was already touching me as if removing the touch of other lady.....Then drying ourself we changed to only bathrobes before tucking ourself into the quite cozy corner...
Swara's change in black satin bathrobe
Sanskars bath robe for the night...kept as change cloth
Mature content please don't read if not comfortable
We both were very tired by now Swara opening my bath robe was very busy biting and kissing me removing draculas mark from my body...I was enjoying her shower of love her possessiveness...She was all lost in me i could sense her craving...She was nibbling on my ear sending shivers down my spine... I immediately took her into a passionate kiss giving a pull to her bathrobe belt.....She laid open infront of me enjoying the love making...I sucked and kissed her nape further moving down to her curves making her feel ecstatic i can see her feeling relieved and enjoying my touch...Finally she came on me rode like a lioness on top...I was all hard feeling her hotness over me...She was moaning in pleasure as i was fondling her assets sucking it....I flipped her and suck her belly button further kissing her navel...She was relishing me like a dessert after dinner....She took me into a hungry lip lock making me loose myself...I went down touching and rubbing her core......I had missed her touch for very long time and we both just didn't want to leave each other....she was just kissing me all over she took me into tight hug while i rubbed myself on to her....we both were in heaven and ended our session relieving ourself....I went to washroom to clear myself while she lay on the bed drained and relaxed...A smile held on her lips which got me to peace....
As i came back i carried her in bridal style to the lawn i made her sit on the carpet where snacks were kept.... I began writing on the wish card and dropped it into each bottle...She sat on the place laid with snacks savouring and admiring me...Then i made myself comfortable on swing then took her in my embrace we both were relaxing while her head rested on my chest and she was tracing her fingers on my chest....Playing with the ring and chain in my neck...
Still the line was maintained between us....Afterall i am Maheshwari always true to my words... She was what i never dreamt of having...A person who kept my happiness above everything even her anger could not suppress her love for me....the trust that she held was my strength then and even today...She was in no mood to leave me half way but i wished it this way special things have to be special after marriage ;).....
She was still in her party mood and requested me to sing for her....I was tired but i could not deny the request of my queen...Her wish was my command she got me to the tent in which comfortable beds were laid and was decorated with small twinkling lights...There laid my baby my guitar...She made herself comfortable on the pillow resting on my shoulder...
As i sang i could see tears streaming down her cheek...I was convinced i conveyed my feelings to her...In few words i opened my heart for her...Song i sang was
Swara In present:
"Tu meri zindagi hain" now he sings "bhula dena mujhe" (glaring at sanskar while he was all smiles still lost in past)
The song itself speaks volume....
Tu Meri Zindagi Hai (You are my life)
Tu Meri Har Khushi Hai (You are my every happiness)
Tu Hi Pyar Tu Hi Chaahat (you are love, you are passion)
Tu Hi Aashiqui Hai (You are romance)
Tu Meri Zindagi Hai
Tu Meri Har Khushi Hai...
Pehli Mohabbat Ka Ehsaas Hai Tu (You are my first experience of love)
Bujh Ke Jo Bujh Na Paai, Vo Pyaas Hai Tu (You are the thist which can't be quenched)
Tu Hi Meri Pehli Khwahish (You are my first wish)
Tu Hi Aakhri Hai (And you are the last(wish)
Tu Meri Zindagi Hai
Tu Meri Har Khushi Hai...
Har Zakhm Dil Ka Mere, Dil Se Dua De (My hearts each wound sincerely prays for you)
Khushiyaan Tujhe Gham Saare, Mujhko Khuda De (May God give all the happiness of world and all your pains to me)
Tujhko Bhula Na Paaya (I could not forget you )
Meri Bebasi Hai (thats my weakness )
Tu Meri Zindagi Hai
Tu Meri Har Khushi Hai...
Sanskars POV
As the song finished she was in my arms crying hugging me letting out all her pain...
Swara :"Promise you wont ever leave me. If its death you will let me first.
Sanskar : What stupidity is this swara?
Swara : Promise me
Sanskar : (understanding her fear ) I promise i would never leave you till death....I would fight anyone to be with you...
Finally we both drifted to sleep nearly at 4.00 am in the morning.....Most beautiful birthday.....I had many birthday before that but none were so special but every birthday after this one was very special...It always remain close to my heart....Except the last two years....
Present
Laksh giving both a little privacy spoke getting up guys i need a break shamoli can you please come with me and help assembling something to eat....Shamoli agreed and both left the room..
Swara : Now you are all set to break your promise and leave me...
Sanskar : I am not darling...I would always be around like the air allowing you to inhale me....
swara : (Frowning ) : Same old cheesy line...(A scare had overtaken her) you are around choking me with the feeling that you will leave me....They are still trying to kill you i am scared they will succeed..
Sanskar : (Taking her hand in his ): Nothing will happen swara
Swara : They have reached you breaking the security damn it....I can not risk you for anything...
Sanskar : Swara, Concentrate on your engagement its only a day away...
Swara : I hate you Mr Maheshwari....everything between us finishes at this instance
Sanskar: (smiling): Everything finishes Only when i breath my last....Can you please give me the guitar?
Swara : You need rest you have been sitting for a long time....I request..
Sanskar : You said everything finished .so, why this care? ....
She had tears in her eyes she gave him the guitar wiping her tears she was walking away as he adjusted and stroked his guitar she stopped without turning and stood there like a statue...
He was singing with his eyes closed where tears were slipping out of his close lids.....
tum mere ho is pal mere ho
kal shaayad ye alam na rahe
kuch aisa ho tum tum na raho
kuch aisa ho hum, hum na rahein...
you are mine, in this moment, you are mine,
tomorrow, things may or may not remain the same,
maybe something happens that you don't remain yourself,
maybe something happens that I don't remain myself.
ye raaste alag ho jaayein
chalte chalte hum kho jaayein...
maybe our paths diverge,
and we get lost while walking.
his voice was holding the pain as scards of glass had dug into his heart making it bleed all the way....
main phir bhi tumko chaahunga,
main phir bhi tumko chaahoonga...
is chaahat mein mar jaaunga
main phir bhi tumko chahunga...
but I'll still love you,
I'll still love you.
I'll die for this love,
but I'll still love you.
At his lines she turned and making her way back to bed she sat by his side admiring his face without blinking her eyes...She was lost in him and was feeling the pain in his voice...She knew she hurted him badly..
meri jaan main har khaamoshi mein*
tere pyaar ke naghme gaaunga...
O my life, in every silence,
I'll sing the songs of your love.
He opened his eyes which now held fresh tears ready to flow down...He with a sad smile gave a glance at her eyes they had a painful eyelock...He could see her eyes looked tired and pain was visible in her eyes...
main phir bhi tumko chahunga
main phir bhi tumko chahoonga
is chaahat mein marr jaaoonga
main phir bhi tumko chahoongaa...
Swara started singing looking at sanskar...they both were completely emotional tears were continuously flowing from there eyes...
tum yoon mile ho jabse mujhe
aur sunehari main lagti hoon
sirf labon se nahi ab to
poore badan se hansti hoon
since you have met me,
I feel more golden,
now I don't smile just with my lips,
but with my entire body.
mere din, raat salone se
sab hai tere hi hone se
ye saath hamesha hoga nahin
tum aur kaheen main aur kaheen
my days and nights are beautiful,
all this is because of you only.
this companionship will not be there forever,
you'd be somewhere and I, somewhere else.
Sanskar sang these lines continuing the rhythm....He was experiencing some kind of pain that could be seen on his face...
lekin jab yaad karoge tum
main banke hawaa aa jaaunga
but when you remember me,
I'll become the wind and come.
main phir bhi tumko chaahunga
main phir bhi tumko chaahunga
is chahat mein mar jaaunga
main phir bhi tumko chaahungaa...
and I'll still love you,
I'll still love you.
I'll die for this love,
but I'll still love you.
He kept his guitar on side and was about to hide the tears which were ditching him when swara took him into a hug....She was hugging him as if in that moment someone was all set to snatch him....She seperated and started hitting him with her tiny hands...How can you even think of leaving me alone...I hate you i hate you....Sanskar was set with the answer" I love you more than i hate you" I know it Jaan....I won't allow anyone to even come close to you...She again hugged him he was experiencing some kind of restlessness which swara felt through his breathing pattern....She made him lie comfortably on her lap...Wiped his face and eyes with her dupatta...he turned and hugged her by waist.....
I need a break i am completely emotional....Break till tuesday enjoy reading everyone.....
Past is holding lot of unanswered questions
Who is mishti (Sweekruti)?
Why did sanskar left swara for kavita when he loves her so much?
Why he never even thought of swara in two years?
Still a lot of things to reveal....so keep reading....
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