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Flashback Swara's POV

As sanskar appeared stable we shifted to dream villa in Neil......I was mesmerised by its beauty sanskars room opened to scenic beach...The sound of wave was calming i fell in love with the place as i stepped in.......Storm had yet not ended....Something else was decided by fate.... he started bleeding around mid night.... he was having high fever his body had turned pale......We rushed him to nearby hospital he had internal injuries which was the reason for abrupt bleeding....He was weak due to continuous bleeding and also his carelessness in the past days....He was in pain and as usual was not allowing anyone to be near him...... He was not in his senses shouting something which didn't make any sense to me....I wanted to hold him but was not allowed....

There i met Dr. Zain Ahmed sanskars very good friend and reknowned surgeon who took care of sanskar...Zain is a young personality very jovial by nature...His dad Haji Ahmed hussain (Ahmi uncle as we call him) who is best friend of bade papa and psychiatrist by profession....... Ahmi uncle and zain at first appeared very mysterious to me....They were hiding something i was sure ...They both are very tough nut to crack but love sanskar a lot.... ahmi uncle being psychiatrist read my mind but was not sure about my relationship with sanskar...He was hesitant to conversate with me thinking i am a new stranger......When zain told me sanskar may not make it and i in my anger slapped him and told him till i am alive he'll breath he has promised me....That confirmed him how much i love sanskar he decided to tell me something which was related to sanskars past.....

I had sleepless night as sanskar was critical in ICU fighting for seconds of his life.....As dawn broke i stepped into garden to get some fresh air...As i was in thoughts unaware of tears flowing from my eyes...Suddenly i saw a beautiful lady in naqaab standing in front of me...Her eyes held loads of love and care....She sat beside me, wiped my tears and taking my hand in hers assured me that she was with me.....i was confused at an unknown person lending me a loving touch...she read my silence and answered "I know sanskar just like a mother would know her child". He is my son i have raised him though he was with me only for 4 years he is piece of my heart just like Zain....Zubeida Ahmed (ammi) W/o Ahmi uncle mother of zaini.....

Ammi a motherly figure to sanskar with whom he shares all his happiness....She told me a lot about him....Her words were ,Sanskar is calm as a sea with a turmoil inside him....he had told me about you few days back when you were kidnap and he set to come to Port blair....I know how much he loves you....Soon i saw ahmi uncle on his wheel chair just beside the bench....He spoke to me as a loving caring elder....Ahmi uncle said in a silent tone looking at the horizon i didn't knew the complete story so i was not sure that should you be aware of sanskars past...Yes, now i am sure only you are the one who can get him out of his pain and be his strength....I looked towards ammi and she signed an assurance through her eyes...He is broken and pain overtakes his senses a lie that his young brain registered in a wrong way....

When he was 10 years old after few months of his parents death....Ahmi uncle first time met sanskar in port blair on insistence of bade papa who was worried for sanskars health....On further investigation and learning the truth from bade papa ahmi uncle got to know that sanskar was away from family for 6 months.....Though being from well to do background this news was hidden to preserve the name of Maheshwaries...Even bade papa was not aware of it as then he was in US taking up the hold of business left behind by his younger brother...Badi mom had tried all the ways to find him but there was no reason of his disappearance except that he had a severe emotional set back after death of his parents...

When they found him back he was like a blank paper silent and emotionless....Neither he spoke a word nor showed any gestures he just stared at everyone....He just reacted weired and aggressive in sleep with horrible nightmares leading him even injured at times...Ahmi uncle had treated him though with ahmi uncles family and Zaini specially got him back to routine that dark 6 months remained a mystery just like these 2 years.....Sanskar was very happy with Zaini and Ammi around and they built up new memories....Infact zaini was the one who inspired sanskar to go for medical....He doesn't allow anyone to touch him in pain is because of the pain he went through in those 6 months...It is still hidden in his heart which gives him immense pain...He is very strong headed even after ahmi uncles repeated attempts....As a kid he didn't even share a single moment he faced in those 6 months....His brain is convinced that if someone comes near him in pain will give him more pain and laugh at him breaking him.... Not even me said ammi she had tears in her eyes....Pain of a mother was clearly visible...He would sleep in my lap when in complete senses but in pain he would just shout and cry in pain behind close doors....He is still that scared kid i saw that pain and broken sanskar facing same fear the day he told me about you being kidnapped....He can't loose you i hope you won't allow him to loose....Curosity kicked in and i wanted to know everything related to that issue so that i can help him.....

Ahmi uncle also told me Zaini has a glimpse of some parts you can talk to him if he can help you....I spoke to zaini after lot of persuasion he told whatever he knew....It was a zig saw puzzle which needed time to sort...He assured me i can take care of this psycological situation as sanskar loved me a lot as he was just mumbling my name even in his unconcious state.....I needed to break the barrier he created when he is in pain......I can sooth him just need to be patient....I already did it once but in severe situation i need to handle his brain sensitively....For that i had to be with him just like his breath...

After 2 days as Sanskar was stable and his wounds were healing....we flew back to mumbai as sanskar needed to be back as it was the safest ....Also, because exams were scheduled and it being the crucial year exams were mandatory...Everything was taken care by adarsh bhaiya and bade papa...Police,court settlements,media they kept me away from everything as told by sanskar....News in media was given that sanskar exposed the ministers deed.....Minister was behind the bars...My father and brother were absconding...Rockys death was termed as a self defence murali and the cruise driver gave their statement in my favour....Minister was successful in saving Parth with his powers....Sanskar took care nothing reached me....I was in the most beautiful phase and wanted to just think and care about sanskar...In this period as sanskar was recovering i also gave my finals....

As sanskar was on rest i was a free bird even after repeated pleas of sanskar i took things very lineantly which invited trouble....One day i was coming back from library when i halted just near the ss mansion sighting a stray puppy who seemed to be hungry......I got down and told driver to leave i will come walking as i was alone gleeing with the puppy after feeding him some biscuits...I was captured by my father and brother who got me into an isolated lane...They were pleading me to take the case back...On refraining Rakhtim started threatening me i saw a dirty look on rakhtims face who was by now holding on to my neck and was touching me inappropriately....On seeing me adamant he offered a deal if i took the case back he would let me know about my real father who had done a deal with them to get me....He then told me they would even kill me if needed...I laughed at there stupid statement as i knew they can't harm me as they knew even if i got a scratch sanskar won't spare them....Still i knew they can do any stupidity in anger that caused a panic in me...I was sweating and scared inside but showed as i didn't care..As he was about to slap me someone held his hands... I looked at the person it was my bodyguard and behind him stood my prince in his valour....I immediately pushed Rakhtim and landed in sanskars arm.....Whose eyes were dripping love and concern...After ensuring my safety and making me sit in car he punched Rakhtim and dad...I wanted to stop him not because i feel their pain but as i can't see sanskar in pain he was still recovering...

As i was in car with window panes rolled up i couldn't hear anything but with their motions was sure they were having heated argument...At one point i observed Mr Shekhar Gadodia was about to raise his hand on sanskar....I immediately got down from car and was holding his hands before it touched even the skin of My sanskar....

Shekhar : You idiot girl you are stopping me for this filthy blood of Ramprasad Maheshwari...What do you know about him his family? His father was a casanova who used girls like father like son he would also use and throw you....His father was the reason of ...

Sanskar was standing quite i didn't knew why he didn't react to that senseless man's talk....I saw sanskar clutching his fist his eyes were showing pain....May be because he was still not recovered still standing there for me or because of my stupidity....My anger had no boundary i slapped before any further word against sanskar or his parents slipped Shekhar Gadodia's mouth...As rakhtim was about to raise hand on me sanskar held his hand and bodyguards caught them....

Shekhar : Swara, I am your father how can you raise hands on me?

Swara :(laughing) Do you even know what that means?...today you are reminding me a relationship you never gave importance in your life...Or rather it never existed for you....You killed me every day every moment when i was in that living hell...I was just an unwanted responsibility for you...I died long ago now the person who is in front of you has no relationship with any one of you...I restrain the rights of even burning my body if i.....

Before i could complete i saw sanskar who spoke with stern tone stopping me from blabbering

Sanskar : Swara, Never dare to say that sentence.....

Rakhtim: You bloody bi**...I did a mistake i left you alive that day i must have killed.....

Sanskar : (gripping Rakhtims face) Not a word against swara....You will see who is sanskar Maheshwari....

Rakhtim : What a melodrama Mr Maheshwari? I hope she is very good in bed that you won't marry her but like to own her.....

swara : (shouting) He is My love and everything i worship him...Not a word against him or i will bury you both alive here right at this moment...

Police came and arrested them....But they managed to escape from their clutch...I supported sanskar and we got back home he was in pain i cursed myself for the stupidity...There was something which was bothering Sanskar but he refrained from telling me....His little secrets were slowly unfolding but i always knew he can never be wrong....My results were announced and i was the topper thanks to my professor MR Maheshwari who despite of pain and bad stature coached me ...This time i was cautious with his health which got him a quick recovery and relief to me...

Sanskar got my medical admission in London which i didn't expect....I was trying to dig up his past i thought that didn't go well with the secretive side of sanskar....Truth was he did not want to risk my life with my father,brother or Parth roaming around freely .....I wanted to be with him as Zain told me.... i tried to lure him,convince him but instead he made me understand that he is not shuing me away just opening a door to a bright future.....Also,promised his presence whenever i needed him and as usual kept his promise.....Also, that he is sending me in a safe hand...He sent laksh with me for doing his further studies...Laksh had accepted i was not meant for him by now......Laksh and me became best of friends....Sanskar travelled with us to London to get us comfortable in new place...

One more secret of Sanskar Maheshwaries life awaited me he informed me about it in our flight journey....There was a girl in London who was very close to him and was part of his life... The thought of another woman in his life didn't go well with me...He told me he had a family away from India who would love me and keep me safe....He loved that girl and she had the ability to make him emotional....I envied her and was feeling i would never share My sanskar....That girl got more closer to me because we both loved the same man....That girl is

Khushi Maheshwari : Younger sister of sanskar from his fathers extra marital affair...Sanskars father and mother were driving on their way to complete her adoption formality is when they met with an accident loosing their life....Bade papa knew about it he tried to convince Badi mom to get her home and give her maheshwari's title....But badi mom did not want a girl without any whereabouts to get joined with them....She was living in orphanage as Badi mom was not ready to except her...Sanskar was very small then but when he joined Maheshwari companies at 17 as there was major set back and Maheshwari companies was on the verge of closure...He was checking accounts when knew that bade papa was spending huge amounts on undisclosed entity from company fund even after they were about to get bankrupt...this raised a question...bade papa told him the truth...That he was paying for hiding something that would ruin Maheshwari's name....Truth of Khushi left Sanskar perplexed but the kind hearted person he is, he decided otherwise....

Sanskar visited the orphanage and found little Khushi who was in a bad state and that cute little girl immediately captured his heart....,He cursed himself for not being there for his little sister...Her existence didn't go well with badi mom ...Badi mom always thought she was a bad a blood and not a Maheshwari....She also tried to make sanskar understand not to help Khushi as one day she will be the reason of his destruction....As she was the reason which destroyed his parents relationship to an extent that it was on verge of breaking...Still his mother being kind hearted decided to except Khushi as her mother expired but she ate his parents like she ate her mother....

When Sanskar didn't listen to her and made his decision to accept Khushi...She firmly said that she won't allow Khushi in MM.....Sanskar left Maheshwari Mansion to support his sister and moved into a new place and got her with him...They stayed near to MM and badi mom got all the three brothers together to temple everyday in the morning...Where sanskar also got Khushi with him....But Badi mom was rude towards her and this was hurting little khushi seeing other three brothers getting love...She was refrained by badi mom so much that she didn't even look at her....Later Sanskar sent Khushi to london and also got a house for her...He also legally got her Maheshwari surname...He made all the arrangements for her further studies and took care of her....Khushi was related to all the Maheshwari brothers who love her....Though adarsh bhaiya was not very close to her but he still kept in touch with her when he was in London....She never stepped into MM.... Knowing about Khushi increased love and respect for sanskar in my heart....First time i met khushi we clicked...She is very simple,sweet and humble in nature...She values relation above anything we built up a strong rapport in a year....

Sanskar being away got me more close to him i just couldn't stay without him...I cried everytime i saw his tired face he spent hours convincing me....We both missed each other and our love kept getting stronger.....He was very busy handing over the business as he decided that he will finish his 1 year internship and then do his further specialization in London...I was very happy with the newss and as promised after completing his last year he joined us in LOndon....

We four had a lovely time together shared everything....Life seemed to be perfect that was the period which got me a realisation what all i missed in life....It was only love and happiness around....Sanskar pampered me and khushi like babies nor he neither lucky could see tears in our eyes.... I got ample of time with sanskar.....Me and Khushi would team up against them and played prank...Sanskar Maheshwari i knew as a perfect businessman was a true family man...A humble son to Badi mom and papa...A adorbale younger brother and devar to adarsh bhaiya and pari bhabi....A loving brother to laksh and khushi...A caring friend/ partner to me...He was an epitome in our life...

He was my senior in college....We both were head of out teams and kept on competing in different levels...Once back home we were self...Though none in the medical college knew about me and sanskar being related...We also felt it better and on college kept the straight face of rivals.....I was a year old their whereas sanskar had just joined in...

In this time business in India and dealings were handled by adarsh bhaiya and bade papa....Badi mom was not happy with our togetherness but sanskar was sure he would make her understand...We had also planned that after i finish my MBBS we both would get married....We didn't shared the room though we all resided in same bungalow.... I secretly sneaked peeked into sanskar's room to sleep in his embrace...Whenever he asked i made stupid excuse only reason was i wanted to be with him always....I felt safe in his arms and never got any nightmare.....Khushi and laksh would team up to pull our legs...Romance was Sanskar's signature he can start anywhere but yes he never crossed his limits....Everything was like a fairy tale....

This was the time when a wind named kavita mehta entered our life with slow steps which wrapped our happiness....

Little Secrets....Discovering a little secret in our partners life adds zest to it...This leads to a stronger bond and also makes us realise our importance in there life.....Little secrets are getting out so lets enjoy the tingling of this....

Why Sanskar absconded after his parents death?

Where was he in those six months?

What he went through which got his life to a stagnancy then?