First comment love you Sravs64....The story reached 40 chapters a  big thank you to all the lovely silent active readers,voters and  everyone who comment for this story....The second update and guess what the weekend has come to an end.....Kaan pakad ke sorry if i got late to update second chapter......The emotional ride alizychaudhry1999 hope you like it....Still 2 years of their togetherness is still underwrap which would be disclosed ahead....Now the fun begins as this week would be swara's engagement and wedding.....Lets see how everything is gonna set...Do let me know your opinions on the updates.....  deek28  ShaVarJat  nidhijaiswal3121997  MeenuGowsi  Mysticayesha01 @sumedhass  do shower your comments....  Next i am gonna give synopsis of the story till now do let me know your views....every episode now onwards will unwind and wind a secret stay tune....sorry if i get late.....

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Swara was blushing thinking about the past while sanskar was in varied thoughts he was keenly staring the sky above which was hiding the moon behind its clouds....He looked in distress....

Murali : Guys i think we must go to sleep its quiet late and tommorrow there is lot of work... (looking at watch ) I need to go within next 2 hours to pick up mamaji from airport...

Shamoli : (cribbing like a child) Please yaar only final two years are remaining lets finish the story...

Swara was back from her dreamworld and was observing sanskar...His face showed immense pain which didn't go unnoticed by her....

Swara :(moist years) 2 years together and two years away..... I think we all must go to rooms and rest....Shamoli i will complete it on the engagement night...as i am on leave till my marriage from that day we will all be here then....

Shamoli : Then but after engagement , we are leaving for mumbai..

Swara : Yep, but we are moving on friday..... thursday night we will gather here....(looking towards laksh) I hope you don't mind sharing the guest room with saahil as your and ragini's room is used by shamoli and murali...

Laksh (teasing) : Not at all love birds i mean couples  need privacy....

Murali and laksh helped sanskar to the room...While swara made him lie on the bed properly......everyone wished a good night and left to their rooms....Swara sat near sanskar.....

Sanskar : I think you must sleep as it is you look tired neuron....

Swara : Neuron would be tired as the brain is working so much

Sanskar :(smiling) : Neuron i am not thinking anything....Come here 

He took her in his embrace....was patting her head slowly and lovingly...

Swara : Please don't hide your pain at least from me....I know your body is again craving for drug....Pain has increase i got your reports and your vitals are not getting stable....Try to relax yourself....

Sanskar : (stunned) : Neuron....

Swara :(taking his hands in hers) : See your hands are sweating and also shivering.... It was my fate that you accepted and lived....i am not even worth of sharing your pain...

Sanskar : Jaan you promised me you won't tell anyone that....

Swara : (cutting his words) I kept my promise and let you in that darkness for 2 years....I kept on hearing all the allegations people kept on you like a mute statue....I am really a curse in your life...isliye your getting me out of your life by getting me married...

Sanskar : (making her face him): Swara even accepting it won't have helped rather everyone would have blamed you for something you didn't do....How dare even you think yourself as a curse?....You are my lucky charm i am alive just because of you....Please jaan take out all thoughts from your mind whatever happened two years back....It was pre destined....

Swara : Pre destined or preplanned....

Sanskar by now was breathing heavily he sat upright and was rubbing his temples with his fingers which bought halt to their conversation....Swara was observing him fidgeting with his fingers.....She sensed his unease and was trying to divert his mind....She was unable to see him in pain as his talks were turning into composed screams....She wiped his sweat staring into his eyes while he was avoiding her gaze.....She started kissing him gently rubbing his back presenting serenity to his mind clouded with thoughts of past....She sucked his lips one by one her one hand was caressing his back while the other was roaming overback of his neck...As swara found him calming she made him lie down and moved her hands over his eyes making him close it.....Further kissing his forehead,eyes, cheeks,nose muttering a good night....She also made herself comfortable beside him with her head resting on his chest....

It was bright monday morning....Swara was all set in her denims and peach kurti with wet curls left loose on sides....sanskars eyes opened to the most beautiful view he always wished for the past two years.....The place was filled with laughter and talks as aparjit mamaji was sitting in sanskars room with saahil and laksh....Sanskar looked in bad stature his health seemed detoritated but his presence made everyone happy.....They were talking on random topics.....In the meantime shamoli and swara were arranging the breakfast to be taken in sanskars room...While murali was sleeping.....They bought and laid the breakfast in sanskars room....Murali joined them.....Swara excused and took her baba along teasing secret talks of father and daughterwith...

Laksh : Bhai, i am nervous, scared you know swara....if she comes to know what you are upto...

Sanskar : I know she won't like it but i have to do it....

Murali : i think you should have not done it sanskar...she loves you i have seen her dying for you every moment when you were not there...

Sanskar : I know her and love her a lot....therefore this is necessary she needs to move ahead looking back in past won't help her....She needs to create new memories and be happy its her right even if i am not around....

Laksh : Bhai, have you told aparjith mamaji about those papers...

Sanskar : hmm yes and yesterday i spoke to his PA who is sending me those papers today and as he is here it will be easier....

Laksh : You also told him not to inform this to swara...

Sanskar (tensed ): I have not told him as i didn't think about it....

Doorbell rings...

Laksh : We are in serious problem that bengali babu is with your sherni and ....

Murali : and....what laksh?

Laksh : Bhai has asked person from mamaji's office to send the papers today alongwith.....We all are going to get grilled....

swara opened the door and there stood Arjun showing his 32 teeths....swara looked at him with angry glare she took him into the room....

Sanskars room all 4 were sitting and bitting their nails out of nervousness....saahil informed them arjun has arrived and is in room with swara and aparajit mamaji...

Sanskar : 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1..........(he and laksh put fingers in his ears while others 2 looked at confused)

swara:(swara banged the door open shouting on top of her voice) How dare you sanskar maheshwari?

Laksh : swara calm down....

Murali: yes, we will sit and talk...

swara : All you traitors knew about it....

All 3 in unison : We just got to know yesterday.....

swara : Please leave i will talk to all of you later.....(as laksh and sahil were to say something she shouted making them shiver)Out i said ...i want to talk to him alone....

Sanskar was sitting all silent as a thief whose robbery is caught red handed....

Swara : (in no non sense tone) : So, Mr Maheshwari would mind explaining these papers and all your acts...

Sanskar : Swara, its just formality

Swara : Formality....You are set to again bid for the government contract on behalf of Maheshwaries knowing its risk....It can cost your life....Placing yourself in platter to the world of enemies kudos....

Sanskar : Don't worry its just a contract and i am bidding for it.....How many days i will be hiding...neways that still has time it will be after your marriage....There is no gain without risk in business you know that ....morever each and every moment i am nearing death so why not do something before i die (winking at her)

Swara : Death thats what is ultimately you are looking forward to....Knowing i can't think of a life without you.....You are taking away rights from me to looks after you...

Sanskar : Nope ... i am just getting shifted to hospital and not making you part of panel of doctors who will treat me....Moreover Arjun will be there to take care of everything....

Swara : (her eyes held anger she was talking sarcastically )Ok you don't find me capable to handle you.....Arjun will take care of you.....

Sanskar : I can never doubt your capabilities you are my shadow jaan...best i can ever have but i will be back to London after your marriage while on your honeymoon i don't wish you to think about me...(in mind) if something happens to me in your presence you could never move ahead swara.....

Swara : Therefore Arjun has got a nurse appointed who will take care of you now onwards...property transfer papers you are giving away everything...

Sanskar: Nurse, neuron you need time for yourself its your marriage so much of things you need to do shopping, make overs, plannings etc....You can't stay stuck up with me so i am freeing you from all the duties....Regarding property after me anyways everything belongs to you and sweekruti...I am just making it legal i don't want any trouble for you both after....

Swara : (her voice held immense pain as if someone slapped her) After....after what sanskar....You don't trust me.....You have decided to die alone leaving me and sweekruti...

Sanskar : Neuron, you are getting married in few days....as you said your would be don't like me calling you fancy names he would also not appreciate me being as a burden in your new married life....Or are you planning to take me as dowry.....

Swara : What about sweekruti ?

Sanskar : She will stay with me till i am alive....then if you adopt her with consent of your hubby i will transfer her legal custody to you.....If not lets see then...

Swara : As said you don't want this curse in your life (she was hurt and pain was visible in her voice)...You are sure you will die what if i die before you....

Sanskar was feeling guilty his head was hung low but with her last sentence he roared like an lion...

  Sanskar : Jaan stop talking rubbish.... Till i am alive

Swara : ya ya i know till you are breathing nothing will happen to me you won't let it but kill me every moment with your stupid ideas....

She turned  and looked directly into his eyes.....Giving smirk she started tearing papers...

Till i am alive i will be your doctor, caretaker as said shadow no one else will take that place.... Neither Arjun nor any nurse....You are not a responsibility sanskar that i would handover...You are my life and would be with me......

Secondly sweekruti would be with me alongwith you....You will have to live i won't allow you to take the easy escape....i am standing as a barrier between you and death if possible break me and go ahead....

Thirdly do you think i am a gold digger to enjoy life on your property....or you think i waited 2 years for getting these (showing him property papers).....She tore all those papers into bits and pieces and threw them in air which showered on him he closed his eyes seeing her pain....

Fourth and the last government contract you wanna file fine i will do it on your behalf..... After that you won't go anywhere without security.....you would not even in your dream think of leaving me.....

The day you came back  i said its a fight i will fight with you....remove all the thoughts of going away from me Mr over confidenteshwari..... From today my eyes will be on you so don't even think of stepping on wrong stone because if you fall i will fall with you...If thought of death cross your mind think of one more death with you.....

She pulled the door and other 6 people stood there with astonished expressions....Shamoli was looking at murali with anger as he didn't tell her any of these...Arjuns head was hung low he was placing ice pack on his eyes..... As the area of his eyes which had turned blue was showing swara's wrath which showered on him.....Saahil and laksh stood on either side of aparajit and all were emotional looking towards swara....Who just left without even glancing at anyone...As she came down she asked the nurse waiting in hall to leave....Shamoli went behind her but before she reached her swara collected her car keys and left leaving shamoli wandering at the door....Sanskar immediately called arjun and told to follow her....As the door closed with the bang sanskar was crying his wits as if he broke himself...

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Swara was listening to the above song in her car and thinking of her moments with sanskar....She was crying her wits tears blurring her vision....She was broken hurt but more she knew his scenario but can't stay without him

Sajda tera kar na sakoon
Woh bandagi kya bandagi
Tere bina jeena pade
Toh zindagi kya zindagi

Kya rang laaya dil ka lagana
Kya rang laaya dil ka lagana
Gunje hawa mein
Bichhde dila diyan duhaiyaan
Ve badi lambiyan se judaiyan

She was driving fast and rashly she observed arjun following her in saahil's car....She made him loose track by dodging the turn....She halted her car in a lone place and gather her scatter self....

You are mine and will always be she was talking to sanskars smiling pic on her mobile screensaver...I have yet not cherished the moments with you and you are planning to go away....I won't allow you.....She kissed him listening to the song...

Tere nishaan yaadon mein
Tu kyun nahi taqdeer mein
Nadaan dil hai dhundta
Qurbat teri tasveer mein

She was remembering there happy moments together,,,hugs,,,kisses he standing for her everytime.....His anger when they fought first time ...His promises....He feeding her while caressing her cheeks lovingly....His love was her everything....she was feeling weak she fell on her knees crying loudly.....

Mumkin nahi hai tujhko bhulana (x2)
Dekhe khudaya do aashiqan diya tabahiyan
Ve badi lambiyan se judaiyan  

Then the incidences that took place when he came back...his continuous pleas for accepting he wont live,,,,His pain,fight, small stupidties...Morning scenario everything was running infront of there eyes like an HD movie and she was lost....She composed and again sat in car

On the other hand while everyone tried talking to sanskar while he wished to be left alone and was listening to the same songs regretting his decisions and going through rewinding his past.....

Naraaz ho chaahe Khuda
Duniya bhale raqeeb ho
Uff na karun hothon se main
Bas tu agar qareeb ho

He remembered her angry face and she leaving him....he rememebred her face which was glowing on the day of the marriage when he assured of his return before going.....

Badi lambiyan si judaiyan
Judaiyaan..
Badi lambiyaan si judaiyaan
Judaiyaan.. judaiyaan..

His pain in past 2 years were giving him tough time while swara was not around to console him....

Vey badi lambiyaan si judaaiyaan
Lambiyan si judaiyaan
Lambiyan si judaaiyan
Lambiyan si judaaiyan...

(Vey badi lambiyaan si judaaiyaan...)

Swara stopped her car somewhere it looked like an abandoned mansion....She stepped out and looked around and found that she was successful in ditching arjun....As she saw her phone continuously ringing she put it on silent as she needed some time for herself.....She went inside and was greeted by a man who lead her to one of the rooms it seemed she was searching for something while doing that her hand hit a frame which in turn fell down....She bent down to pick the frame while she observed some wire...She took the frame in her hand and wispered "Enough of this hide and seek i will finish this story once and for all"...She moved further that wire lead her to a secret door on opening it she peeped and found stairs which lead her to basement...It was small compact room which had a slight opening just allowing few sunrays....As she was looking around she reached near a fireplace she touched the ashes and was thinking something on corner she found a pendrive stuck some CDs were burnt and scattered....She took the Cd's and pendrive came back into the room and told something to the men and they left....She switched off the lights of a room and was watching the found Cd and pendrive with curiosity....Her eyes were watering as if she was living some dreadful event....It had been hours she was continuosly going through the stuff...Finally her eyes were red in rage she got up from the chair and threw the remote on the Tv crashing.....She was shouting like a mad person

"Why did you do this?" I promise i won't spare any one who gave this pain....I will make you live the pain you will ask for death but you won't get it....."

On the other hand after Arjun returned sanskar was feeling lost whole day...He refrained to go for hospital visit till he talks to swara....Shamoli tried to cheer him up as they both selected swara's engagement lehenga and ring....he was dull whole day and kept to himself....It had been evening and swara came out of the mansion composing herself...She composed and looked at her phone she was shocked there were 100 missed calls from shamoli,murali, laksh, baba,some other calls....162 messages...her phone was continuously buzzing....As she was about to sit in car sanskars thought crossed over all the morning incidents came back as she had totally forgotten about it in her secret admiration and worry....She worriedly called shamoli and her phone slipped when she spoke to an scared shamoli...

Swara : Hello, Shamoli.....how is sanskar(waiting for reply as she didn't she again asked) shamoli sanskar is fine na speak up...you are scaring me...

Shamoli : I saw him and got scared and left sanskar and came back....(she was blabbering which didn't make any sense in turn scared swara)

Swara : Shamoli say it clearly what happened....

Murali took the phone from shamoli...

Murali : Swara , we are not able to find sanskar.....

Phone slipped from her hand within an hour she was interrogating shamoli who stood all scared like a chick who got wet in rain.....

Shamoli : Swara, i am sorry i saw him and got scared i just got carried away and came back....sanskar was there but i forgot about him

Swara : Where were the security?i asked something shamoli 

Shamoli : actually we went without security as we were nearby in the park

 Swara : where is sanskar? where did you leave him ? you know he is not well he....she was shaking shamoli vigorously...She had knocked shamoli out of her fear but still shamoli was not able to tell anything

Murali : swara , leave her we will find him....shamoli is so scared after seeing him her past was in front of her please try to understand....

Swara : Murali, her past is a threat to sanskar why she took him out....tell her to get sanskar back...Her past is spoiling my present she was crying inconsolably and blabbering she was in panic mode which everyone feared....

Aparajit her baba held her by shoulder while she stumbled back

Saahil (came and held swara) : swara stop panicking please....

Swara : Saahil, sanskar you know na they will kill him...sanskar i want my sanskar back....please get him back.....

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I hope everyone like the update....

Sanskar lost, kidnapped or went on his own?

Shamoli's past threat to sanskar?

Who is shamoli's past whats her story?

How its connected to sanskar?