Hello khushamdeed, welcome back....Sorry holding ears for getting late.....So this is the longest chapter i wrote 7000 words....I was done with writing but got late to published.....I am getting so excited reading all the comments....Its getting interesting for me too become like an brain teaser overall.......... ShaVarJat @sumedhass sravs64 aminasalman praju2797 nidhijaiswal3121997 sanyayaa nbk610 alizychaudhry1999 AnuAnn02 deek28 MeenuGowsi .....Sorry if i missed someone.....A heart filled lovely thanks to everyone who comments and votes for my story.....Thanks for motivating me....All the new followers, voters and commenters and also my loving silent readers i hope you all will like my effort.....

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As swara left laksh picked her phone....

Laksh : hello Laksh Maheshwari here.....

Dr. Pal : Hello Laksh Dr Pal.....Dr Sanskar Maheshwari is here under my supervision.....

Laksh: Thank you we will be there soon...

Arjun who had just return and parking saahil's car saw swara rushing shattered he left behind swara sensing her condition....Swara reaching the hospital came out of the car gave the keys to guard to park the car and rushed towards Dr Pals Cabin.....She was just running insanely dashing around....She met Dr Pal in the corridor...Arjun also came behind her rushing...

Swara : (exhausted breathing heavily due to running) Dr Pal how is sanskar where is he?

Arjun was happy hearing sanskar was back but on hearing Dr Pal he was numb...

Dr Pal : Dr Swara he is in the ICU....As i had told that day on phone his reports were showing high traces of poison .....They were giving him slow poison as well as drug i also told one more dose can be fatal (he paused for a second nodding his head in negative) They have done there work.....

(Slow poisons act slowly shutting down one after the other systems in body slowly or making each organ weak....If any poison is fatal to adult body say 100 mg of it can kill it is administered in small doses of say 2mg at a time so it effects more slower....Last dose completes the 100 mg like a final stroke of the game causing the end....Slower accumulation makes a larger impact...Slow poison many a times make a person paralytic but keeps his mind awake  or makes organs weak even to react for its normal functioning......Its very difficult task to eliminate slow poison from the body....Its kills in the worst possible way if not treated on time) 

Swara was stunned at the revelation....She stumbled while Arjun supported her to sit on the bench...

Arjun : Swara please he needs you at this moment you can't fall weak....

Dr Pal : Swara, when he was semi conscious he was just taking name of shona....He is a true fighter even after weak organs and so much of wounds he still survived someone else in his place with this high dose might have succumbed to death till now.....Even as you had given him common antidote it helped but its just primary level of treatment....We are trying to know exact which poison was administered so we can work accordingly as the common antidote won't work for a long time.....(Antidotes are given to counteract a form of poison..specific poisons need specific antidotes)..His scans are also not good i think you need to take a look at it....

The major issue now is his organs are really weak for eliminating the poisons if we slow down the process he will die but even over medications will deteriorate his health.... He is in a bad condition swara he has also drenched in rain the whole night his body is gone hypothermic(rapid decrease in core body temperature below 35 degree it also leads to decrease in heart and breathing rate)....i fear he might get pneumonia as it is his immunity is weak.....We have fixed the ICU room with warmer even his foot is stabilised in warmer but as his body has lot of wounds many are infected and under wrap therefore warming blankets or warmers can't be used.... I think we would need to give him body heat for immediate relief seeing sensitiveness of his condition.....Yes and his body is gone cyanotic(turning in blue colour indicating oxygen depletion taken over by carbon di oxide increase which is poisonous) not sure is it because of poison or hypothermia... Next 24 hours are crucial for him....

Swara : (speaking lost) He is very tough to succumb....(looking at Dr pal)Is he conscious?

Dr Pal : Yes, after intial treatment he is but under medicine effect....he might be awake for sometime on and off....He is weak so its better if he sleeps his body needs ample rest to recover....

Swara : Can i meet him once? ...dr pal was nodding in no but she again pleaded please just once i promise i won't disturb or fight with him....

Dr Pal :(giving a sad smile) I am sorry he is not in a state to fight .... Swara his wounds are...

Swara : I know how they are i have done his initial dressings and treatment...

Dr Pal : His room is quite warm and frequent visitors are not allowed in his room......as his doctor you can meet him... (looking behind at arjun) no one else is allowed to meet him...

Swara : Dr I would like to continue with second line of treatment as per your plan....I am getting sanskar shifted to the boutique room with all amenities of ICU.....Don't worry the complete boutique room is sanitized if required  recheck can be done......I assure there won't be exposure to any outer elements....

Dr pal understood 

Dr Pal : No one will come in the room everything will be taken care....Its a tacky situation do you really want to do it?...I mean this is usually done in abroad but india its hardly done....If done its done within the family or if you want we can take help from some male doctor or some male family member....Again seeing his state he is also been under drug overdose for sexual arousal you know what i mean...

Swara : I will do it only i can do it ....I have complete right to do it....Its about his life and even if there is one percent chance body warming will help i will go for it.....My life is nothing without him....Please get all the arrangements done....I will be careful with the wounds...(she said with an determined face....

Dr Pal: ok Dr Swara....

she turn and was on her feet to go when she stopped as something striked her mind...

Swara : Thank you for getting him here ....

Dr Pal : Who me? no swara you are mistaken i didn't get him here as on duty i just attended him and gave you a call...

Swara : Then who got him here

Dr Pal : Bade sir he is here in his cabin.....His phone is not working therefore he told me to call you...He looked quite devastated swara....

As dr pal was called by some staff he took leave while swara turned towards arjun....

Swara : Arjun be near ICU on 2nd floor help the staff while they get sanskar shifted to the room... i will be there in sometime also ask Jack to be here i cannot rely on anyone except him for sanskars security..... 

Arjun : Jack is already here boss has assigned him some work so....

Swara : (in mind): Always one step ahead smarteshwari....(to arjun) its fine call him and ask him to be at my house by tomorrow at the earliest sanskars security is very important...

Arjun : (asked confused): There is already tight security around, all trusted are guarding more soever we are also around

Swara : I don't wish to take even 1 percent chance even keep sweekruti secured

Arjun : Fine,  Why at house? i mean sanskar is here....

Swara :  Yes  youa re right  but tommorrow sanskar will be shifted to house this place is not safe for him...he needs to be under care, observation and security and house is the best place i know even sanskar would want the same.....  

Arjun : (still not convinces) Dr Pal, said next 24 hours are crucial for him...

Swara : (showed him hand not to say anything) : I trust him and our love nothing would go wrong i will get him back....he has to be with me he knows i won't be able to do anything without him...

Arjun nodded and left while swara got on her feet....She rushed towards the cabin....she knocked on the glass door and stepped into the room where the same man in formal grey safari suit stood facing the wall where sanskars many pics were hanging with family happy and proud moments.......The wall held a large wooden frame with beautiful carving on the border it held sanskars pic which was adorned with dry flower garland....As swara entered she saw the man snatching the garland with full force such that all the flower petals scattered on the ground...Force was so much that the photo disbalanced and was about to fall when swara held it....She kept the picture on the sofa nearby while the man still stood in same position hugging the broken garland....

Swara : (Touching his shoulder swara called him in slow tone) Bade papa

The man turned to face swara he was Durgaprasad Maheshwari (DP) the strongest pillar of Maheshwari empire whom even the strong winds of unsuccessful terrains and pain couldn't move....As he saw swara he broke down...Swara made him sit on the chair and gave water....

DP : Swara, Mera beta.....

He was a male, a person with ego and attitude whose rules regulation never allowed him to budge....His eyes never let out any emotions....even the day sanskar went from his marriage without informing him he stood strong enough to support swara... But today the person standing in front of swara was a father.....A father who had lost his son and was living in dilemma whether he is dead or alive for 2 years....A father who wished death against his son's happiness....Though sanskar was his brothers son but for him he was his pride more precious then his own sons...A father who had raised this gem and held his head high up even in worst situation because of this son....A father whose son stood with him when world stood against him......A father who lived the pain of silence of his 10 year old kid still struggled to get him normal... A father who had raised sanskar with love and stayed awake for nights when he fell ill without notice of anyone in family......A father who had found his son in a sorry state lying on the road....A father who shouldered his sons wounded body drenched in rain into the car.....A father whose son was struggling for his life....

Swara : Bade papa sambhaliye apne aap ko

DM :(painful and soft voice) Kaise sambhale hum humara sanskar wahan....(his expression changed he wiped his tears his voice turned into a stern one) woh tumhare saath tha na fir yeh sab kaise hua? (How would i handle myself.... he was with you then how this happened)

Swara stood silent as she knew DP was an crooked screw to handle when it came to duties and responsibility and this time she was at fault...

DP : (Raised voice ) Hum kuch puch rahe hain swara... (I am asking you something)

 he abruptly stood up facing swara making her all scared seeing his angry face and raised voice....

Swara (fearful voice): Woh main sanskar shamoli ke saath ghar pe tha ....Woh kidnap ho gaye....

She was finding it difficult to assemble even a line out of fear.....Finally gaining some courage she closed her eyes and told him everything...

DP closed his eyes when two heavy tears escaped his eyes his back was facing swara...

DP : Hume tumse yeh umeed nahin thi...Na ye jante the hum sanskar ko aisi halat main dekhenge....(Neither did i expect this from you....Nor did i think i will find sanskar in this condition)

Swara : Sorry , Bade papa meri galti hain mujhe maaf kar dijiye...(It was my mistake please forgive me)

DP: Kya tumhari maafi sanskar ko wapas la sakegi pehle jaise....Humne suna tha tum sanskar se nafrat karne lagi ho par yakeen kabhi nahin kiya in baaton par....Par ab aisa lagta hain hum galat the (Will your sorry get back sanskar healthy as before...I heard you hate sanskar but i never trusted these words....But now i feel i was wrong)...Humara sanskar humara guroor hain aur hum apne guroor ko kabhi tutne nahin de sakte...(My sanskar is my pride and i won't let anyone break my pride) his voice turned into a dangerous warn

(with stern expression he turned to face swara)..Swara knew he was not at fault he didn't ever expect to get sanskar in this state not after getting to know from aparajith that he was improving....

swara : (she hugged him her guilt was deeper then anyone can understand ) bade papa sorry main vaada karti hu main sanskar ko kuch nahin hone doongi....( i promise i won't let anything happen to sanskar)

sensing her fear and pain he mellowed down a bit...His heart could never distrust her love for sanskar because he has seen swara breaking in sanskars absence....He also knew sanskar won't survive without her she was his strength as well as weakness....He kept hand on her head blessing her

DP : Swara, tum sanskar ke pass jao use tumhari zaroorat hain....(You go to sanskar he needs you)

Swara left the room with heavy heart she knew she had hurted not only her bade papa but also sanskar even after knowing he was doing everything to save her from the taunts of the world....Swara was walking lost in her thoughts... 

Flashback :

Swara was standing in front of mirror and observing herself making faces....She wore shorts with a top she looked sinfully hot in her attire.....  She  then took her phone oh sorry her second love the mickey cover phone and started clicking her pics...sanskar was watching all her antics from corner of eyes he was busy in work ...Any conversation would get him late so he tried to avoid striking conversation but swara was swara.....

Swara : (making a pout came and sat next to him ) Sanskar you don't like me anymore i have become fat na...

Sanskar looked at her stunned from which angel she looked fat....

Sanskar : (Thought to tease her ) : Ohhh ya therefore i have lost interest in you

Swara (mouth hung ope with his reply as she didn't expect this reply): she started crying now you will leave me and got to

Sanskar : go to go to whom jaan 

Swara : (not knowing what to say) go to that kalmuhi....

Sanskar (laughing): you grow fat, old ,ugly i will always love only you jaan....

Swara : (she was touched with his answer): Then why are you avoiding me from few days...

Sanskar was silent as she saw he was lost in some file she snatched the file ran from there..... 

Swara was running and sanskar was chasing her it was there London house and she had reached the backyard.....sanskar shouted from back jaan careful ...Swara turned looking at him but kept running and dashed into a lady she twisted her leg and was about to fall....He caught and pulled her possessively and hugged her being scared....you both might have got hurt....Lady uttered a sorry seeing a worried sanskars and left ....While he was back hugging his jaan and kissing her romantically she was enjoying his mischief....While she suddenly turned and was kissing him she pulled him on herself with force that his shirt was crushed.....he lifted her and made her sit on the table in the garden she kept the file behind her...She spread her leg and caught him by the waist....A pair of jealous eyes were watching all these....She was making him loose himself he was romantic but in control of his desire....wanting to loose but controlling himself whereas swara was lost...he was caressing her thighs while she rubbed her core on him.....He was trying to loosen himself and pull away she smirked she made him loose in her kiss and then tracing her finger on his jaw line kissed his nape sucking  it such that there was a love bite left while he was enjoying surrendering himself closing his eyes.....His hands held her near and roamed on her body....As sanskar felt the tingling pain sensation he saw swara was looking at him with desire in her eyes but he moved away...Swara left from behind as sanskar turned he saw her climbing ladder and sitting on high fence of the garden.....

Sanskar : Neuron what are you doing....Please jaan get down from there i hold my ears ...Last few days she had given him tough time with her antics.....Please( joining hands)Give me the file back i am getting late for the meeting adarsh bhaiya and pari bhabhi would be here any moment.....

Swara (playfully) : First fullfill your promise...

Sanskar : Pakka tonight i swear on you....ab niche aa jao

She hopped down while his heart skipped beats as she was hopping down the ladder...Swara slow down and she cautioned....As she reached and gave him the file he took her in a warm hug....

Sanskar : Jaan you know i love you then why this tantrum....

Swara : I know but i want you all for myself....Stop running away from me cheeni...

Sanskar : I will, your wish is my command jaan but you will tell me if you feel any discomfort

Swara : i will promise....

Sanskar : Now go and get ready you also have to go to hospital with pari bhabhi she needs your support to be strong....Finally i convinced badi mom for jenny and here we are accomplishing the task...

Swara : I always knew you would manaofy badi mom....I know you are talented shona mona

Sanskar was surprised as she started sucking his lips she nibbled and made sanskar loose in herself again...She had messed his hairs and loosened his tie his upper shirt buttons were broken with the force of her pull....

Adarsh and pari came from behind and saw there session 

adarsh & Pari (fake closing eyes) we didn't see anything sachi kasam se

Swara at once withdrew and was blushing profusely while sanskar was still biting his lips to control the temptation..

Sanskar : woo woo nothing i would change and come saying this she left to the room running

Sanskar :(to adarsh and pari)  I will also change......(to swara)Neuron slowly....

she slipped on the steps of garden as there was water.....

Flashback End:

Lost in thoughts she stumbled on a slight raised surface she was back in reality while walking along she had already came near the room...She looked at Arjun, laksh, saahil, aparajith and shamoli standing outside the room  with sad faces....Her eyes were searching for murali sensing her mind shamoli was quick to inform her that murali had gone to police station.....

Swara :  I think you all should get back home its already afternoon and as informed no one will be allowed to meet him....Its not good to expose sanskar to outer atmosphere...As soon as he is allowed to meet i will inform you all...Laksh saahil wanted to say against but Arjun stopped them because he knew swara was right....

Shamoli (spoke up going near to swara) : Bhabhi i hope you didn't forget karan's mother is coming to give shagun tommorrow morning....(sensing swara not replying shamoli started going away)

Swara : Shamoli, just call and ask karan's mom to come by afternoon....keep the dress that sanskar selected for me ready....I will be there....Also, get bachu home tommorrow sanskar will feel good if she is around....

Shamoli had a small smile on her lips while other three were stunned with swara's reply...

Laksh (stopped her) : Swara , your phone its continuously ringing i have kept it on silent....

He handed her the phone and they left...she looked at the phone and saw an private number flashing it was an internet call....Looking around she lifted the call she looked very angry...

Swara : Hello

OP : How was my gift baby doll....I hope you liked it...

Swara : How dare you even came near him?

OP: ooops not my fault i always told you to keep him preserved but you left him for me and you know i don't loose oppurtunity....

Swara : ( raised voice): shut up you ba***rd... You could never separate him from me he is mine and would always remain...

Op : Till when in a day you will be engaged and by next 3 days you will be married off...he'll face the consequences...

Swara : Dare you think about touching him....I am his forever no one can change it....engagement and marriage are tied by hearts not by worldly ritual and i am already tied up to him....

OP : (angry) Don't even say ever you are his or he belongs to you....He was becoming a big hitch in my way lot of courage haan saw what i did he won't survive i won't let him survive (calming) Lets play fair 4 days to go your marriage and his last day....Here you get married and there i finish this chapter forever.....

Swara : You Swine.....Keep dreaming for your hearts content while i dig your grave.....

blank sound the other person disconnected the call...Swara sat down with the thud she pulled her hairs back and clenched her fist to control her anger....She went inside the cabin the heated liquid was warming her cheeks...she wiped it with her palm and was trying hard not to let the sob .... She could see a pale figure lying on the bed with closed eyes, his body was wrapped in heavy comforters still shivering....The room was completely warm....All the necessary monitors were connected and ticking around....A thin tube running from his nose was supporting his shallow breathing with required oxygen....Swara could see pain on his face...Dr Pal was there checking his vitals and breathing patterns....

Dr pal : His breathing pattern is slowed down, heart rate is low, blood pressure is low.....Be very careful....

 He left from there after keeping his file near the table....

As he left swara locked the door and went near sanskar holding his cold shivering hand in her warm once making him feel her touch....She was gently rubbing them as he is over cold he hardly had any touch sensation but when her warm tears dropped on his hands making her sobs reach his eardrum....He opened his eyes adjusting to the vision as his heart pained looking at his love crying....

Sanskar : Neuron, tears are my share...Your share is only smile....

Swara : (she could only wisper): Sorry....

Sanskar: (shocked): Neuron you need not be dear.....(he asked her to come closer) you remember you are my protection shield always were and would always be....

He was very restless and uneasy she was rubbing his hand and his grip loosened he was in slumber......Swara was thinking about what he said at the last....

Flashback Swara POV:

She was remembering guruji's words which he told her.....she was drifted in some other world where she could see a simple man in his 80's...His pure glazing milky white smooth textured skin which shone with the rays of sun when he stood on one leg meditating while the cold water of ganges flowed below....His long white hair showed his ages of experience .... long flowy silver beard and mustache made his face glow with pride....His eyes were close and hands joined lost in an aura of  doing meditation in freezing atmosphere bare body with just a lungi or sarong wrapped around his waist.....He was so lost in his prayer that he didn't recognize anything or anyone....The sun was slowly rising showering his energy on this positive soul....As he opened his eyes the sunrays made his sea green eyes shine...He was old but his body was younger then any young man....he had been on list of top businessman and powerful people but his appointments were full....For poor he was always available he lived a simple life travelled most parts of the world but made sure needy got food....He had ashrams all over the world but he himself slept on ground and carried his mat and rug with himself while travelling and a pair of unstitched clothes that were his only asset.....The mind body and soul connect this was his favourite place and when in India he would be here meditating....This person had a strong attractive eminence....After swara and her baba he was the only person who held strong objection regarding sanskars demise....He supported DP seeing his broken state but denied to get involved in any rituals....Today also DP was doing some ritual while this person had a cheerful smile on his face performing his meditation...

Swara was sitting there on the bank of river dipping her leg in water looking at the rising sun....It felt as if water was taking away her pain but still it would never go away...Her eyes were red and swollen,her nose was pink due to crying , face was pale and dry....Her mind played her the happy times with sanskar like the sun rays played the mystic shades in the sky giving new hopes..... While her heart bled watching her bade papa dispersing ash of her beloved..... In her dishelved state lost looking at the horizon it was 2 months after sanskar disappeared after promising her his return....She with her bade papa against her wish had come to haridwar the scared place to disperse the ash of someone as she didn't trust it to be sanskar....

Police  team had found sanskars car in the valley it was crashed and burnt to the extent that nothing would be recognised in it....There were only ashes with few things which pointed it would be sanskar like his wallet which held swara's pic, his driving licences, credit cards which they found somewhere in the valley....When everyone believed it was sanskar she refused to accept it....The argument went to an extent were Annapurna maheshwari slapped her calling her a keep.......She cursed her for being an bad omen  in her sons life and was also angry on her son for just sticking with her inspite of her denials.....She wasn't crying on his death but on her fate which had played harsh on her....She sat like a stone when khushi blamed her for sanskars death.....She didn't react even when people cried echoing the walls of SS mansion.....

She had spoken to guruji (he is tied to maheshwari's for year long therefore they adore him he is a blessed soul) before but never met him......Sanskar had a faith in him not as a deity or saint but as an elder guiding person.....His words of wisdom always touched sanskar and he always shouldered him in his charity works....It was here from where he had set on a mission this very place had changed his life....he was a visiting doctor here.,.....This is the first time she came here on her bade papa and papa's insistence and met this man who gave her all new hope....He had god gifted vision and powers but minus ego attitude and pride....A simple down to earth men with sound knowlege of ved puran,geeta,bible and Quran

He was a fakir (beggars they don't believe in caste creed or religion for them its humanity which is to be worshipped they earn living by begging) wearing pure white dhoti and a white thin cotton cloth wrapped on upper torso....He wore a brass toe ring in his big toe(which is believed to give coolness to the body)  He travelled bare foot.....Always carrying a ektara in hand making songs which reflected life and today her face was making him sing only one song......"Moner manush"

  Chatok pray ahornishi  (The swallow stays up for entire day and night)
Cheye ache kaalo shoshi (x2) (the dark moon stares)

Aami hobo bole chorono dashi ( i wish to become your slave./servant )
Aami hobo bole chorono dashi
O taa hoyna kopal gune (But that won't happen as its not summed in my fate)
O taa hoyna kopal gune
Aamar moner manusheri shone  (Oh the person in my heart at this moment)
Aamar moner manusheri shone
Milon hobe koto dine (when there shall be meeting)
Milon hobe koto dine
Amar moner manusheri shone (with person in my heart at the moment)
Amar moner manusheri shone

Mai Wahan Ja Chuka Hoon Lyrics (Hindi words somewhere tells something which everyone thinks)

Mai wahaan.. Ja chuka hoon
Tu jahan reh chuka hai (x2)

Mere dil main kahin tu chupa toh nai
Muskurata hua tu yahin hai kahin
Dhoondta phir raha ekk nishani teri
Milbe jaye tu poochu kahaani meri
Kisliye kisliye jee raha hoon yah

Milon hobe koto dine (When there shall be meeting)
Milon hobe koto dine
O amar moner manushero sone (Oh with person in my heart at the moment)
O amar moner manushero sone

Megher bidyut meghe jemon (like in clouds, the lightning)
Lukale na paye anweson (x2)  (can never go into hiding)

Aami kalare haraye temon (so when i loose my lord )
Kalare haraye temon 
Oi rup herie dorpone( in the mirror of my mind i do the finding)
Oi rup herie dorpone
Aamar moner manusheri sone (oh the person in my heart at the moment)
Aamar moner manusheri sone

Milon pane ko mein tera
O milon pane ko mein tera
Jogi banke phiru dekh ban ban me
O jogi banke phiru dekh ban ban me

Mere mann mein rehne wale
Mere mann mein rehne wale

Kabhi to aa mere pyasi naina main
O kabhi to aa mere pyasi naina main

Jokhon oi roop shoron hoy (when this form into my mind thus appear)
Thakena loko lojjar voy (x2) ( i loose all wordly shame ,shyness and fear) 

Lalon fakir vebe bole sodai ( lalon fakir says,once and for all)
Lalon fakir vebe bole sodai 
Oi prem, je kore se jane  (The only one who loves thou can understand the depth of such love)
Oi prem, je kore se jane
Aamar moner manusheri sone. (oh the person in my heart at the moment)
Aamar moner manusheri sone.

Milon hobe koto dine (When there shall be meeting)
Milon hobe koto dine
O amar moner manushero sone
O amar moner manushero sone

(Its a beautiful song by lalon fakir having in depth meaning....The words are tricky for a lover it would remind the love and for the god lover it will remind god because the word used is moner manush (means person in my heart) This is original bengali song written and sung by lalon fakir as a baul gaan which was later mixed with hindi lines in coke studio its very close to my heart....i would try to put meaning of bengali lines so everyone would understand)

As he sang his heart out with his ektara tinkling everyone was lost in his versus which melted in ears like honey.....Her mind just wandered around her sanskar his love....She was feeling all alone...She wished death instead of this distance from him....

Guruji's face showed the calmness and composure of his mind as he sat on his asan (place to sit) a mat with jute rug on it in a kutir( small hut) made of straw which was made inside his ashram in rishikesh....The ashram was built in a huge place between the forest surrounded by greenary and flowing water....They also cultivated crop there it was like a small village but guruji still preferred staying in a hut....he traveled most of times but ate only once day that to very simple food....There were many peoples around but his eyes were stuck up on a pale face which was lost in the crowd....His deep green eyes were just unable to move from the figure sitting outside his ashram near the flowing river which was making a sweet music with its movement and chirping of bird in that greenary..... 

Her mind was clouded with several thoughts she needed answers more over she needed a person to listen to her....She was only thinking about how to get her love back.....This pure soul was in true love and his experienced eyes easily caught it in her painful looks.....He was assuring,treating and talking to many peoples but his mind wandered and eyes again came and stopped at the same face which was known yet new to him....

After a long session as his disciples and other people took his abide....He stood up and walked towards the river while he stood on the ashram door he took a deep breath inhaling the scent of the water which fell from top to form a river dancing its way out..... There he met DP who told him about impact of sanskars demise on swara also that she was going into depression....

He assured him with eyes and walked in the direction  where a girl sat wearing cream churidar with simple kurta having pearl tucked on it in a straight line....As she refused to wear white like widows or remove her accesories (as she wore minimal accessories but she retained them)....Her neck was adorned with a beautiful chain which had SS and the crystal shining in middle.....She was closed in a shell within herself dying each second.... Her view only showed her darkness as if all colours were snatched from her life....It was swara.....

Guruji : (placing hand assuringly on her head like a loving guardian) Beti, honi ko koi nahin badal sakta yeh vidhi ka vidhan hain....Iski suchna humne tumhe di thi prakruti ke niyam ko tala jaa sakta hain par badla nahin....Jise tumne khoya hain woh tumhare pass lautkar jaroor aayega...(daughter, no one can change the scriptures of fate.....I had informed this but its not possible to change the rules of nature though it can sometime be avoided......The person you have lost would come back to you)

Swara : Her ears couldn't believe what she heard "Nahin kabhi nahin aayega woh log kehte hain woh humesha ke liye is duniya ko chodkar jaa chuke hain"  fresh tears made there way from her already tired orbs(No never he would never return people say he is not in this world anymore)

Guruji : (smiling and in calm tone )"Tumhara dil kya kehta hain" (What does your heart say)...Do you also believe he is dead?

Swara : (she was quick with her reply)No, he is alive and breathing because you said our destinies are tied one would suffer for other but breath that would not leave until we are together....

Guruji : You remember everything little girl.... 

Swara : I didn't believe you....I trusted when badi mom and kavita told me that i was an bad omen for him i was a curse in his life but I laughed when sanskar said his breath is tied to me.....You told to trust his decision and support him but i fought with him went against him.....I could have gone with him it was my destiny which chose him always for giving pain....I knew the consequences but tried to fool myself....Finally, i  lost him in my foolishness...

Guruji : Who am i to be believed or trusted no one as normal human being like you....Life doesn't have a rewind or fast forward button it will just keep on playing.....Pain is inevitable part of this life but love its divine feeling....You have the strength of this love with you always.... Its God's play we can't change even if we know its going to be bad.... When first time i spoke i told your stars are stronger for him and he will have lots of trouble....I was sure of the storm in your marriage ceremony even sanskar knew it...Therefore he had taken the step way much ahead.....He will win all circumstances if you and your love are with him....It may also lead him to death but it would never mean the end till you both are together....

Swara : It happened....therefore whenever he was hurt i reached there inspite of all the lie and odds....precautions he took to keep me away but i was always there when he had pain....

Guruji : It will keep on happening....Your faith on love is very important...Time is hard it will be worst after his return but you need to hold on....You are his protection shield always and also his cure.....Whenever you feel its not right be with him right there....Remove the thoughts of committing any untoward action he keeps his promise you know it right....Do your karm and wait for the result....All will be good....

Swara : yes guruji .....I won't loose faith on him....I will wait for his return.....I would never let my hope break....

A beautiful smile and sweet subtle voice were his only ornaments "Destinies are tied if you loose your connect other suffers...faith on love will find you way...trust on it will solve any hurdle....Your love will keep him alive....Keep him safe from female love and anger....

As the words echoed in her ears she was back to present as sanskar tigthened his grip with much difficult on her hand gaining her attention finding her lost...

Sanskar : Are you fine? (he was shivering to the core his senses and arms were all numb.....he hardly could speak but seeing her in that state was making him worried....

Swara : (guilt had taken over her) I am always at fault....guruji always told that i was your shield i ignored....I left you at the times you needed me the most...I could never be the best like you but i got chances to be with you but i lost it....I can't be your shield i am not even abIe to preserve you forget about protecting i am bad very bad i need to be punished 

she withdrew her hand was about to slap herself when he held her hand tight with his shivering hand...

Sanskar (raised shivering tone) : What madness is this swara? dare you even touch yourself.... you know i can't see you in pain...

He tried to get up but winced in pain swara quickly stabilised him from shoulder and made him lie on bed....he was coughing and she was moving her hand soothingly on his chest...

Swara :( staring into his eyes) : So do i Mr Maheshwari....You knew you were poisoned but you didn't even tell me once....You also knew about the impact of drugs they administered in your body....You know how much these wounds on your body pierce my heart....You didn't trust me that i could save you decided all by yourself to wait for d...(she was incoherently crying by now)

Sanskar : Hey Neuron, i knew you already had diagnosed things even before i was conscious i have read my reports....I didn't knew the names of what they injected as it was happening time and again.....I told you i won't survive for (he went silent as she passed on a death glare and reminded his promise).......Initially you even changed the drugs given by Karan because you thought he is trying to harm me...May be he by mistake administered those...

Swara (in anger): No doctor would do it you also know that he did it purposely...Anyways i won't have let him handle your case in any circumstances....If it was by mistake then he is irresponsible doctor....I would file a negligence case towards him....

Sanskar : oh oh hold on(he took a deep breath trying to talk)....Ok neuron forgive him...

Swara : I would think about it....You please calm down relax yourself stress is not good for my brain neuron will be effected....

Sanskar : hmmm(he preferred to be silent as he didn't have any energy further..)

Swara : I want to touch you like never before...

Sanskar (shocked) :Who is asking this permission a doctor or my jaan

Swara : (teasing) Doctor

Sanskar: (looking at her not looking at him and continuing rubbing his palm and warming her hands by rubbing and applying to his cheeks he held her hand on his face ) I am sorry madam i belong only to my jaan....(his eyes were moist he said in an shivering and heartbroken tone as he had flashback of something painful) though i have been used many times without my wish but i always belong to her....

Swara : (cupping his face lovingly) I never meant to hurt you and i know what you have been through......I want to loose myself today i am craving for that touch....

Sanskar :(he knew what she wants to convey) Swara,i know you are thinking this keeping my health in forefront....I am a doctor and know the line of treatment but I think you need not do it you are getting married in few days and i don't want you to regret...(she kept hand on his mouth)(he was afraid of his desires and he may not be able to stop himself...what if he hurted her in his rage which was accumulate into his mind due to drugs but swara was swara and ready for everything)

Swara : I would never regret....I am yours always for today forget everything just you and me....Please today don't stop me...I know you would never hurt me...

he could sense her desperation and after all he was sanskar her sanskar who could never deny her wish.....  

Sanskar : You don't need permission just command jaan i am all yours......

Swara : I want you as only mine like before...I need you sanskar....Just say once you are mine please.....

Sanskar : Jaan i am yours...

He could see the love the passion a desire in her eyes....She was more like a dominant wife then a doctor right now.....Her breathing was increasing as her desires had overtaken her senses....

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In some house a person is seen talking to a person on video conference.....It was the person who had called up swara earlier was seen talking to 2 people across the line one male and other female....

Person 1:She is crossing her  limits and i can't take it kill him and get her on the knees.....

Male : Its not possible after what happened she won't let him offguard....

Female : Its her engagement on thursday lets give her a present....Her freedom from the burden of sanskar Maheshwari......

Person 1 : Perfect This time i would do it myself....Happy engagement swara...hahahaha

Male : Let us kow how can we help we are also in the guest list (he held a crooked smile)

Female : Time starts now the clock is ticking one more day to go....rejoicing.....