Note : There would be many flashbacks as their whole life to be narrated so please if there is any confusion just lemme know i will clear it...The main flashback will be of swara narrating her story to shamoli so i have named it as flashback swara story and rest small small flashback which will be her memories with her love would be labelled as flashback 1 , 2 so on......coming back to the present would be labelled as present because it'll be play of in and out of flashback...hope i am clear any confusion plzzz plzzz do msg....

Songs are my weakness and i think every moment has song specially when with our loved ones so from now i am planning song in each chapter...Whoever finds it not worth please skip the song and continue....Happy read....

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Present 

As she was completely lost in her past... slow pacing of the heart monitor got her back and she saw him restless wriggling....she immediately checked his vitals and saw him mumbling something she had tears in her eyes...She saw towards shamoli who was now sleeping on the couch itself....She was caressing his hairs and holding his hand with another.....She gave him his injections and kept on crying and whispering in his ears...

I'm right here with you....You can't leave me defeated....You always fought for me please this is the last time....I promise i would never ever leave you alone....Your shona needs you...She feels happy as he calm down and thanks him that she still has the power on him that can cool him....She remembers incidence from past with sanskar

Flashback 1

He is talking on phone with someone he sounds angry and everyone around is scared of his anger...Once he turns he throws the phone on wall crashing it into pieces... He asks everyone to leave..As he is standing with tight fist she enters and looks at him he is shivering in anger his eyes are completely red with rage and anger is dripping from his face....he doesn't see her and bangs his hand on the glass table which shatters it into pieces...He shouts on top of his voice he had guts to touch my jaan (life)... His hand is bleeding...Swara gets tears in her eyes seeing him she is lymping with much difficulty she reaches him and touches his shoulder....He looks at her with anger and seeing her pain his eyes softens and supports her to sit on the couch...he lays his head on her lap she softly caresses his hairs he closes his eyes feeling her touch.... she whispers in his ear..."i'm right here with you....You won't allow me to loose....I need you...Your shona needs you...I don't have anything...He lifts his head and touches his head to her and she finds him calm"...A tear escapes his eyes...She drinks it kissing his cheeks nods in no..he smiles and takes her in a hug.... 

She passes him a glass of water and finds him sitting on couch still lost....an idea strikes  her and the one thing which soothed him was music and he was an exceptionally good singer also guitar strings would dance under his finger.... mouth organ and flute would mesmerise anyone when touched to his lip......so she gives guitar to him which was lying next to the couch and requests a song to which he agrees hesitantly but then got lost into it....

He carefully adjusts the chords stroking it lightly then starts singing the words..

Teri aankhon ke sahaare
Main khwaab dekhun saare
Ab lamha lamha guzre
Teri palkon ke kiinaare
Pehle tha main tanha
Main tha awaara lamha
Ab tham gayi tujhme duniya meri
Tham gaye nazaare

He was singing sitting next to her with his hands moving on the guitar he was looking into her eyes and she was feeling his love for her.....

Tujhse se door jo hota hoon
Tukda tukda sota hun
Aankhon mein pirota hoon
Main raatein

Tujhse se door jo hota hoon
Khudko jaise khota hoon
Hothon pe sanjota hu, teri baatein

Hooo.....

She was swaying in sitting position... His voice was calm and soothing which was like a cold shower of rain on the hot land....

Tujhme hi ab saans chalegi
Tujhme hi dhadkan dhadkegi
Tu hi Ab toh paas rahegi paas rahegi dil ke
Raatein na hongi tere bin
Naa honge ab mere ye din
Waqt chalega mera tujhko mill ke

He stood up with his guitar and moved towards the window and looks outside from the big glass wall thats between him and the sky as his office cabin in on 23rd floor of his big office.....His office has sound proof glass....

Tujhse se door jo hota hoon
Tukda tukda sota hun
Aankhon mein pirota hoon main raatein
Tujhse se door jo hota hoon
Khudko jaise khota hoon
Hothon pe sanjota hu, teri baatein

He closes his eyes and feels the words he is singing making her admire him with moist eyes.....

Aaja, beh jaa, gallaan kariye
Dil 'ch apne pyaar bhariye
Deja leja mera dil, deja
Aaja, beh jaa, gallaan kariye

Hooo...

he comes and sits by her foot and says the above word and gets back to his song

Tujhse se door jo hota hoon
Tukda tukda sota hun
Aankhon mein pirota hoon main raatein
Tujhse se door jo hota hoon
Khudko jaise khota hoon
Hothon pe sanjota hu, teri baatein

Tujhse se door jo hota hoon
Tukda tukda sota hun
Aankhon mein pirota hoon pirota hoon main raatein

Aaja, beh jaa, gallaan kariye
Dil 'ch apne pyaar bhariye
Deja leja mera dil, deja
Aaja, beh jaa, gallaan kariye

Finally he thanks signalling her with his eyes she gives him flying kiss...She was drowning in his eyes.... finally gets over and Signals him it was superb...He moves towards her keeps the guitar and kisses her forehead...

Flashback over

Present 

She is smiling all lost, she is jerked out of the thought by shamoli who just got up...shamoli mumbles a sorry...Swara says never mind its morning you get freshen up have breakfast then we can continue...She agrees and is back quickly after completing her morning regime....Shamoli sends baby to her house after informing her mother to take care of the kid... While shamoli is out swara makes some calls to her workplace and then to someone she informs to come home at the earliest and also ask forgiveness that she didn't talk on that day morning.....She goes gets freshen up and back to her routine of staring her life....

As shamoli comes back she still finds swara sitting beside sanskar staring him though she has freshened up and changed but her eyes are red and swollen as she has not even blinked her eyes for two nights...she asks her to take rest for sometime but swara denies saying she is fine and will sleep only after he wakes up......Shamoli has got coffee and breakfast for her she eats 2 bites and is sipping the coffee when they continue with the flashback...

Flashback swara story:

Days passed on to months and months to years... 5 long years and as promised by young maheshwari swara's complete education was taken care even her extra coaching and books for her board exams were paid without any hassles. Now swara was preparing for her board final exams. She never for a moment forgot the young maheshwari though it was not love because she always felt that slaves can't dream of prince but she was also a fan of disney princessess where prince comes to rescue the princesses inspite all odds. As said "umeed pe duniya kayam hain" (world depend on hopes). Yes the crystal still shone on her neck and she preserved it like expensive diamond. His words always gave her faith but she always just admired him through the magazine in which the youngest maheshwari icon was making rounds.

There was one person who was not at all happy with her studies and wanted her to get married to lessen the burden on her fathers shoulder . It was her step mom who had selected a man  to marry her step daughter. his name was Kanhiyalal sethi he was old and had a younger sister who was elder then swara and son who was of swara's age.  She pleaded innumerable time in front of her father that she'll get good mark in board and giving scholarship go to city earn and study further. She won't trouble them ever nor even ask for anything but please give her freedom in alms. Her pleas always fell on deaf ears. She had no place in the house and stayed in the stable and there was a little dark room with her necessary stuff which was her world.

After listening to her pleas her mother tortured her more and dumped her into the little dark room . Her marriage was moreover a barter where she would be married to the man and his sister would be married to swara's elder step brother. The man would pay loads of money and give land to her father which would let them have a good life forever. It was also a mutual exchange his sister marrying swara's elder step brother and he marrying swara in the same ceremony. 

Swara had been kept locked in a dark room hungry without a drop of water to break her so she agrees to marry and leave her madness to study further. One night her brother rakhtim entered her dark room fully drunk and started touching her she started shouting but he held her mouth tightly but while trying to free herself the lantern which was flickering fell of and touched the stack of clothes near by,the place caught fire and out of fear rakhtim ran away locking the door leaving swara unconscious on the floor. As her parents were not at home no one could probably know about the fire and it was late night so it was dead silence.

As fire was proceeding towards her in the silence of night someone banged the door open and got her out in the process swara in semi concious state observed that a beam of the ceiling fell on the persons back . He without thinking anything got her out and laid her at a distance and splashed some water on her face but she was semi concious she saw a blur image of the person walking off with wound on his back due to the burning wood. As the smell of fire spread some of the neighbors opened the door. They found swara lying outside and the stable on fire. They extinguished the fire while the women took care of swara. 

Next morning when her parents arrived with her little sister Juhi it was like a nightmare for her. They had fixed the date of her marriage which was on the day of her last board paper...Whatever happened at night between her and her elder brother had now raised a question on safety of her dignity she knew her parents won't trust her as it is they were cursing her for burning the stable and ready to kill her. Therefore she decided to marry as once married she'll be wife of a person whoever it is so he'll protect her at least for his self respect and then no one will ever try to manhandle her. She goes to talk to her parents and expresses her wish to get married but on one condition she'll be allowed to give her board exams to which they agree reluctantly.

Intro of Kanhaiyalal sethi

kanhaiya sethi was man of few words he was among respectables in the village...He was rich and widower with 2 children one his younger sister and a son from his first wife  whom he had raised single handedly...His son was 1 year old when his first wife expired....His name had been linked up with a woman in past but he was rich to be rumoured...... No one could believe when he decided to marry swara because he didn't gave a thought when his kid was small and needed a mother....he had denied to do so as he felt it as a bad idea....Once he saw swara he was smitten by her intelligence and innocence.... He wanted her but love,lust or something else was not known by anyone... He looked smart with tall well built musculature long blunt nose,sharp eyes, moustache and beard with a beautiful smile he had an all in all royal look...His son was studying in city....He lived with his younger sister who was going to get married to Rakhtim....

Swara completed her last exam and was very happy as she had done exceptionally well as she knew but her happiness vanishes thinking about the storm waiting in the house to engulf her. Yes, It was her marriage she was all decked up and her  pale tear drowned face covered under a veil.... Soon the marriage rituals were completed and as written in her fate she was tied up to an unknown stranger against her will... Her elder brother also got married with KS sister in the same ceremony.....It was a lavish wedding which she had never dreamt for herself...Though she was not happy with the sudden happenings.....Still somewhere she had expectation that this new relation will give her better memories then the bitter one she had in the past....

Expectation a simple word with complex built up around...It is very easy to say don't have expectations but difficult to assimilate because it is the word on which complete life depends...It is like a web connected with hopes.A loop or break in one of the connection lands life into mysterious fall out...

Who was the stranger who saved her?

Swara got married to Kanhaiyalal or fate has something else in store?

Is this the end to her love dreams?

Will her decision give her a happy life?

When will her prince charming come??