Shayari's or poem in my story are written by me...They are piece of my imaginary work please do not copy ;) .....i hope my readers like it...Do suggest if you think it to be inappropriate...Loads of love to my two voters i wait for your special vote as it spreads a wide curve on my face.....You motivate me to make it interesting day by day :)......Guys there would be new characters and introductions as per need....Many are already introduced you can refer character sketch.....Past and present have connections so need to clear the past before present blast......More importantly there is lot of things to be unfolded....So stay calm and enjoy....Also, lemme know if you feel bored.....Long journey has just begun.....

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Present

As swara opened the curtains of the window......Sanskar just stirred in bed as the sun rays were falling on him...His orbs were adjusting to the fresh visual of the morning.....He saw a beautiful maiden drying her wet hair as she gave the last push to her curls the water droplets splashed on his face....As he saw her coming near him, looking at her he pretended to be asleep.....She came near to him and sat holding his hands....Speaking very softly so not to disturb his sleep...

Alfaaz na samajh paaye aap humare, (If you don't understand my words)

Toh Khamoshiyaan kya samjhoge, (Then how would you understand my silence)

Dil mein base pyaar ko na samaj paaye, (If you don't understand the love in my heart)

Toh Awargi ko kya samjhoge, (How would you understand my loafing)

zindagi hain aap humari, (You are my life )

gar yeh na samajh paaye, (if you on't understand this)

Toh humari zindagi ki keemat kya samjhoge..... (How would you understand the value of my life)

Your poetries always gave me a path to peep into your heart....These lines are still fresh as those were specially written for me....Today you wanna go away from your zindagi (life)....(Her moist eyes were reflecting immense pain)...So shall it be, i'll do as you wish but without letting you away from me.....She slightly pecked his forehead and moved from his side towards window and started humming a song....

main jaan ye vaar doon (I'll give this life to you)
har jeet bhi haar doon (loose every victory)
keemat ho koi tujhe (Whatever be the price)
beintehaa pyaar doon (give you limiteless love)

She went near him and saw him awake and staring at her....she was about to stop singing....but he requested her to continue....She sat near him he touched her face with his right hand feeling his touch she held his hand on her face.....Her eyes were moist so was his....She wiped his tears and he kissed her hand which was holding his, on her face....

saari hadein meri, ab maine tod di (I've broken all my barriers now)
dekar mujhe pataa awaargi ban gaye.. (Having given me the address you became loafing)

She withdrew her hand and sat on the couch with his favourite baby his guitar which had his intials engraved on it with crystals......stroking the chords looking at him singing the above lines....She looked outside towards the sky and was smiling between her tears looking at the day light as if it was giving her new ray of hope...her fingers were continuously stroking the strings making her song more beautiful

haan hansi ban gaye (You have became my laughter)
haan nami ban gaye( you become wetness (of my eyes))
tum mere aasmaan (You have become my sky)
meri zameen ban gaye (and my earth)

She had a faint smile on her face she kept the guitar on one side and then.... signing towards the sky and then earth and then towards him telling him that she is just telling every words means only for him

kya khoob rab ne kiya (What wonder God has done)
bin maange itna diya (has given me so much without even asking)
warna hai milta kahaan (Otherwise where to unbelievers like us)
hum kaafiron ko khuda (find God)

She went towards the Gods idol nearby and lit the lamp....She was thinking about their kiss after a longtime...Then she mentally slapped herself for thinking such thing when he is not well....Smiling to herself she pulled herself out of thought....

hasratein ab meri tumse hain jaa mileen (My wishes have now merged into u)
tum duaa ab meri aakhiri ban gaye (You have become my last prayer)

She folded her hands,closing her eyes was praying to God for his well being and also to give her strength to get him out of all the trouble


haan hansi ban gaye (You have became my laughter)
haan nami ban gaye( you become wetness (of my eyes))
tum mere aasmaan (You have become my sky)
meri zameen ban gaye (and my earth)

She finally finished the song and was completely drenched in his thoughts when she looked towards him she found him staring at her with immense love, care, pain....She felt as if looking through his soul after a longtime...As if he had many untold painful stories hidden behind his smile....

He immediately wiped the tears clouding his vision You still remember the guitar only as much as i taught you and then With a smile he was reciting line looking at swara :

Dil ki bechainiyon ko bataun main kaise, (How should i tell you the restlessness of my heart)

Dil mein base dard ko chupaun main kaise,(How should i hide the pain in the heart)

Karar hain aap humara , (You are the peace of my heart)

Par aapko yeh haqeeqat samjhaun main kaise....... (How should i make you understand this truth)

Sanskar :Good morning princess......

Swara : Good morning Mr Mirzaeshwari....

Shamoli barging in Wah wah wah....good morning love birds....She got the trolly laid with a sumptuous breakfast ......I didn't know Mr maheshwari is multi talented in arts also...sanskar was doing adaab to her.....Well written and well said...From where is it stolen (wink)

Swara (smiling) : Its written or rather just freshly thought by Him....This is one more hidden talent of him...

Shamoli : Indeed knowing Mr maheshwari is like a interesting treasure hunt...Shades and words are not enough to describe...lets have breakfast...Mr Maheshwari please dont curse menu is as per doctor madams instruction....

Swara : Give me a few minutes i just need to check his vitals till then you start we would just join in....She had painful eyelock with sanskar looking at his face which was pale still a beautiful curve adorning....(in mind) he is upto something Mr jaaneshwari back in trouble mode....

Shamoli serves sanskar his breakfast on small table swara helps sanskar sit and arranged the table on bed sits beside him she notices breakfast and smiles.....5,4,3,2,1....She again looked back at him who had eyes filled with tears staring at the breakfast...She remembered flashback

Flashback (swara sanskar moment)

sanskar : swara, you know i don't eat any of these....I am patient that doesn't mean you feed me all the bland food....Its just Yuks

Swara (raising her eyebrow) : Back in form, but dear doctor i hope you know the diet for patient is very important....

Sanskar (smirking) : ok fine but i need dessert after this(pointing towards his lips )

Swara : (shy and blushing) : Ok Chalo eat it dear I'll feed my kiddo with my hand and i know you won't say no...She fed him while he was eating making stupid faces...

Sanskar : (After finishing the breakfast ) My dessert

Swara : close your eyes na i am feeling shy

Sanskar in anticipation closing his eyes waiting for the kiss he could feel her breath fanning near his lips...she suddenly pecked his cheeks he at once opened his eyes and saw her sticking out her tongue and running out of the room.....

Sanskar : Shona....jaan...u cheater....throwing pillows and laughing

Back to present...

Swara : (cute sad smile) Sanskar have your breakfast.....Do you want me to make something else for you....I know this food is bland

Sanskar : No, its good afterall it is food just saw good food after a long time......

Swara felt pinch in her heart thinking of the pain he went through in these two years...He has become so mature though he was always sensible,mature,arrogant ,rude but only to outsiders or at workplace but now with his loved ones also he is behaving so formal and mature....Sanskar sensed her lost and thought to change the topic

Sanskar: Come on lets have breakfast.....As it is i am going to die, why you wanna starve me to death....

swara : (enraged in high tone) Will you just stop blabbering non sense....

Sanskar : sorry i was gonna say die because of hunger

Sensing her anger he knew he hit the wrong string, he tried to eat but was not able as his hands were shivering and also aching she fed him. As per his sign she also ate with him they finished their breakfast....

Sanskar : Thanks shamoli bhabhiji for breakfast it was good to eat something good after 2 long years....

Pain in his voice was clearly visible shamoli sensed the seriousness and changed the topic.

Shamoli : First of all please call me shamoli that sounds good....secondly Take your medicines Mr maheshwari before i need some for my aches after swara kicks me....

Both smiled at her antics and stupid talks...... then they 3 were sitting and further talking on random stuff thats when swara observed sanskar dozing off she made him lie on bed..... they heard a soft knock on the door...murali entered with a tired look on his face...

Swara : hello welcome back...you came soon

Murali: I need to talk to you swara, please come out...(standing out) There's a case lodged as Kavita's dead body was found near ballygunje ghat yesterday.....Reason of her death is still not known as her body is in morgue waiting for post mortem......her father has lodged a case and given statement against sanskar Maheshwari making him the prime suspect in the case....

swara : (shocked) I just can't believe this....Its getting serious and dangerous....I just don't trust on any of these allegation......Were you able to talk to Kavita's dad...Any traces about kavita's whereabouts

Murali : These thing are handled by Kavita's brother....he is not available....She was with them but you know how she is after that mishap, she use to be lost for days together...... so few days back when she was again absconding they thought she will be back till her dead body was found.......

Swara : There is more to this story need to find out at the earliest.....I saw some kind of a fear in sanskars eyes the day he took kavita's name.....How can they blame sanskar when he was missing all this time?...How they know about him?....Ohh yes how can i forget him kavita's brother....

Murali : Have you met him earlier?

Swara : No, Just heard about him from Kavita...he was a year junior to me....I never met him then...i have not even seen him....

Murali : As he is not available i can't do anything....(thinking) There is an arrest warrant issued in sanskar's name and I would have to arrest him....He would need to be in headquarters for interrogation...

Swara : (in anger raised voice ) He is not going anywhere.... He is in pain and mental trauma and i won't lay him for those psychotic people.....Did you understand he needs rest and till the time everything is solved I am not letting him off guard...

Murali : Swara you can't stop the arrest... he has to be detained.....Its not in our or any senior authorities hand...Try to understand its a murder case.....

Swara (smirking)Right, But as Sanskar Maheshwari is a high profile person with loads of influence and being his Doctor, under medical law and order I don't permit any interrogation or arrest of my patient as he is serious and his life is in danger.....I have already given the reports to you...(she said walking ahead and then handing a file to murali)...Even he is tortured to an extent where his mental condition is not stable....

Murali : (smiling) You are too good.

Swara : Right now, please don't let sanskar know anything about this nor about the last two years...He is not well and i can't risk his life.....

Murali: (fear and questioning) Sanskar would be fine na....

Swara : He can't cheat me...Even if he thinks so i won't allow him....(moist eyes) He is my breath....

Her conversation was disturbed by a video call on her phone she excused herself

Swara : Ji bade papa (Mr durga prasad Maheshwari sanskar's uncle)

Bade papa (BP) : Tum kaisi ho beta aur sanskar??? (How r u beta and sanskar)

Swara : main thik hu bp, Sanskar ki halat thik nahin hain (crying tone) Mujhe bahut dar lag raha hain Bp (I am fine Bp bt sanskar is not well I'm scared for him)

BP : (felt bad seeing her shattered consoling her) Beta, Tum toh sherni ho sanskar ki sherni you can't give up so easily i know you will get him well (dear, You are tigress sanskars tigress). I wanted to come right away knowing sanskars news but i got stuck up with some urgent work. I'll be in mumbai after 3 days on the same day evening i will come there to kolkatta.....Did aparajit met sanskar????

Swara : Ok BP...Nope i have not informed Aparajit uncle it slipped my mind i'll call and inform him.,.How is badi mom? she is also coming with you...

BP : Don't call aparajit i'll get him with me as it is i am going to meet him in mumbai.....About your badi mom,She is absolutely fine and was about to leave knowing about sanskar but last minute some plan change she will be there after 5 days as schedule before for your engagement as she is with laksh and ragini in US...They 3(badi mom,ragini and lehar)will come together as ragini is busy in some concert...You can expect laksh anytime in next 2 days as he is desperate to meet sanskar

Swara : BP please keep sanskars news confidential within family his life is in danger and i don't want a display....

BP : I understand beta...Utmost precautions will be taken from our end.........Don't worry lemme know if you need any help...Take care of yourself and sanskar...(hesitantly)can i see sanskar?

Swara : Off course bP she came in room and found sanskar sleeping she showed BP through Video

BP :(Moist eyes broken voice) Please take care of him he is looking very pale...He is....

Swara : BP please right now he needs us.... You are my strength after sanskar I'm dying seeing him in this condition....don't break just come here i'll tell you everything

She wiped her tears and composed herself looking back at murali and shamoli who were staring her sitting on the couch...

Swara : Mr Maheshwari is again talk of the town....he is surely going to snatch the limelight in the engagement....

Murali (raise eyebrow): Are you seriously getting engaged?

Swara: (Pointing at sanskar): He has not left any choice....

Murali : You both are mad.....

Swara : I have made haya and naseeba busy in my engagement arrangements tommorrow you(pointing towards shamoli) after sanskars scan, call up the best designers in town for designing my engagement lehenga and ring....Keep Mr Maheshwari engaged he's the best in selection of dresses and jewellery.... this has to be grand as per Sanskar Maheshwari's choice.....Shamoli I want you here for a week with sanskar selecting my engagement ring to all the major arrangement make it as per sanskars taste.....

She turned and gave a glance at sanskar who was still sleeping calmly under medicine effect...tired and pale.... Fun is just begun...i can handle an vary sanskar but not an angry sanskar....

Dil ke alfaaz ( words of heart)...Aptly said the words of heart as this was suggested in the poems telling there situation so is in our life's some words of our loved ones are very close to us they make or break us....if they make they make us strong to an extent where nothing can break us and if they make us weak its all shattered.....

What's running in swara's mind?

Present is running very fast what would happen when the complete family will be around?

Is sanskar responsible for Kavita's death?

is past complete or still lot of things to clear?