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Swara's POV contd...

I can never think of hurting sanskar but that day i broke him....Wounded his heart which always wished for my happiness.....Sanskar was only thing that kept running in my mind but i couldn't confess i was tied...I could not sleep without him....I was used to his presence only time i loved my life was when i saw him in hospital....I forgot eveything in that 1 moment....Seeing him from far was the only thing i can do....

Raina was blackmailing me....He kept Juhi captive in that terrace room...Yes, she was Juhi Gadodia My step sister...She was raised by me till i left from that house in village and held special place in my heart....She was 5 then i had met her after 10 years..... Today she is a beautiful girl my Juhi baccha......Though her family did wrong with me but i could not leave her in that hell....Raina would sell her,  ruining her life therefore i decided to protect her this also gave me access to my mothers memories ...... That room really belonged to my mom and i felt good to be their to give company to Juhi....I found my mothers diary there which got me reality of Rudradwip Raina....It was hidden into the roof corner...As it was old many pages were torn but her plight was clearly visible in those blood and tear stained pages....

He is a monster who tortured my mother and kept her within that house....He would come and make love with her whenever he wished to.....As per her diary he kept out of the house most of the time....Whenever she asked he would make work excuse and give reason that he is doing this for their bright future......Still she loved him and blamed his work stress for issues between them.....Being alone she compromised with her life and  made that room place to find solace....She was good artist therefore i found many of her handmade sketches....To my surprise many were of a small kid around 4 years....His eyes attracted me as if i knew him.....As she was alone in London far from her own place she had none to talk with she spoke her heart to the diary......Her diary brought forward complete truth of Rudradwip Raina and his deeds.....

Once Maheshwaries were in London for some work for a month accompanied by their little prince....As they needed someone to look after the chile while they were away for work...Mr Raina offered the help and got the prince to his house where he met my mother....Her happiness of time spent with that kid was clearly visible in her writing.....Those sketches were of little prince she loved and adored....He became piece of her heart in few days

Sharmili swara's mothers diary 

Dear Diary

That chubby baby took my heart.... He is just 4 years old but looks like a cute doll with tiny nose,cute eyes and fair complexion....He is obsessed with his hair and hates me spoiling his style.....He is an angel i love him he makes me feel complete when he calls me smaa...He has filled my colorless life with new colors....How proudly he tells his name "Sanskar Maheshwari".....His non stop blabbering makes my day beautiful...His smile brighten ups the darkness of this house...Soon i also hope to have a cute baby like him....He has become a part of my life though he will go in few days leaving a void in my life...i will always keep him in my thoughts and memories.....(a sketch of little sanskar was kept in her diary)....I have never been so happy in my life as much that little kid has made me....He eats food only with my hands....Naughtiness is his trademark non stop he keeps on running around the house....His smile can make anyone crazy for this little boy...i am sure he will be a heart throb when he grows up...

Dear Diary

Today little sanskar fell down from stairs while playing he was badly hurt....I cried looking at his pain whereas he immediately wiped my tears....He was in pain but all that mattered to him was my tears...He smiled at me when i didn't smile he looked with his puppy eyes and  cute little pout which got me all smiles......That little soul understands so much at tender age...He will make a humble and kind human being....A notorious friend...My angel baby sanskar i love you baccha.... Thanks for spreading rainbow colors in my barren life....

Dear Diary

Today looking at my and rainaji's picture sanskar said "he is little baby Ragini's dad"....Seem to be some little girl he knows...I again confirmed it but he said Rainaji stays with manju aunty and Ragini....I think he must have confused Rainaji with someone else...He is married to me only he is my husband....I spoke to Rainaji and he got angry stating i am spying on him hearing a little boys talk....How should i tell him i am not suspicious just didn't wanted anything at such destroy our relationship.....I know sanskar won't lie knowing his sharpness he cant be confused still i need to find before reaching any conclusions...

Dear Diary

Sanskar keeps on reminding me about Rainaji's deed....He had gone to his parents on weekend and now is again back....He said he saw Rainaji with some girls in a party drinking...He is a kid maybe he is mistaking....Rainaji had been on tour last week then how can he meet him in London...Infact he didn't even come home....

Dear Diary

Its been 2 days since sanskar left....I miss him a lot...My life is again pushed into darkness...Today i was feeling low but then Rainaji came his mood was good....We talked for a longtime finally we made love though he was very harsh....I think this is only love my body is aching after all the whole night torture but i am alone to suffer all the pain.... As he left saying he has some urgent meeting.....

swara :Then even this property was isolated only once in a week mom was allowed to market to buy necessary stuff....On such one visit with driver she dashed into Ram papa....Knowing sujata maa she struck an conversation which revealed Ram papa about Raina's evil intentions....

Dear Diary

I co incidentally met sanskars parents today in the market....Sanskar instantly recognised me and came running to me...i took him in my embrace i so love this baby of mine.....I was so happy to see him after 2 days.....I dashed into Ramji....I knew his mother Dr. sujata she had been in village before for camp....Dr Ramprasad Maheshwari sanskar's father is such a humble person being such a big doctor still he is so down to earth....Now i know from where sanskar gets his attitude.....When telling about Rainaji Ram and sujataji looked at me puzzled....They confirmed whatever sanskar said was true...Ramji acknowleged me as his sister and told me everything in detail....

Ram bhaisa said " Raina is my school friend and his wife Manju is sujataji's childhood bestie....He also has a 2 year old daughter Ragini....Manju she is expecting her second child she broke this news to us few days back...." They also told that they will help me in every possible way if i needed them....That day i got sanskar with me insisting from his parents as only he was who gave me a little peace...

Dear Diary (last note)

I am shattered i confronted Rainaji he said i am just a mistress he also hit me....He also confessed he has many girls to satisfy his needs and he doesn't need me....He abused me and called me characterless....He kept on hitting and accusing me....I pushed him away from myself while his head collided with the wall......He again got up and was about to slap me i would have fallen flat if he reached me....By god's grace  sanskar came in between....He threw him on floor but that little boy didn't loose he got up and hit Raina with a vase standing on a chair and we both escaped as Ram bhaisa had given me his address i somehow reached them....Today i am here in this room for the last time with Ram bhaisa just to take my few belongings..... I am going back to India i don't wish to create problem in Rainaji's life....Ram bhaisa is taking me to India and will send me to back to my village....Manju is also expecting just like me I wish our kids be happy......

Today morning sujataji confirmed i am expecting i am on cloud nine...I don't want my kid to be born in this place under that persons shadow....He is very cruel he also attempted to kill Ram bhaisa when he was safeguarding me......I will raise my baby in village....Sanskar was in hospital for a week after the incident with Rainaji as he was injured when that monster threw him on floor....Still he kept me motivated and always brought smile on my face...I wish he keeps on smiling always....Ram bhaisa is like my brother he lended me a sturdy shoulder when i needed it and now he is getting me safely back to my village....I am flying with sujataji and my little sanskar who got me strength to face the reality... While Ram bhaisa would come later completing all legal formalities on my behalf...He strained his relationship with Raina just because of me....Sanskar that angel has made me strong his tiny hands saved me knowingly or unknowingly i would have lost my baby.....I am leaving you and my bitter past behind in this room...Walking ahead on a new journey......God bless sanskar and my baby...

That day i was in mall shopping some essentials for juhi when i met khushi....Who was very angry Raina saw her with me and asked his mens to capture her....He wanted to target sanskar but somehow juhi informed me about it...While rushing to rescue them i wished to tell sanskar but i was concerned of his safety...I was a big fool after knowing about sanskar and his hold still  went on to manage alone but luckily he got us 3 safe....

Swara in Present

Swara : We got her blessings even before we were destined to be together....She was so right about him......He is a heart throb and his smile can kill anyone....His smirk is even more dangerous.....This is the reason why Raina hated sanskar so much....

Sanskar was staring the starry sky.... 

Swara : I think sanskar must get back to bed and rest its not good for him to sit for so long...

Sanskar as usual was denying....Swara was firm...

Sanskar: How if i lie down here...

Saying this he slept in her lap all smiles....

Swara : Sanskar, you need to eat something also medicines....

Shamoli : I will get everything here we all will eat together here under open sky today...Hows it?

Murali : Wow shamoli great plan...

Everyone was looking at murali supporting shamoli

Murali : What? Its just plan is really brilliant....

Laksh : Joru ka ghulaam

Murali held shamoli's hand and confessed he is a proud joru ka ghulaam just like his guru sanskar....

Sanskar raised his hand holding swara's hand with another in agreement everyone shared a hearty smile...while shamoli blushing rushed from there....They all settled with light talks enjoying atmosphere which was breezy swara was lost in sanskar......they all were cherishing their time with each other after longtime....The open terrace was lit with little lamps which made the view beautiful....Swara adjusted the pillow behind sanskars back, covered him with a shawl and made him sit comfortably ....Saahil and laksh were busy on video call with their respective wifes.......Sanskar was happy seeing Lehar and Gini he also spoke to Ragini and Riya....Swara also spoke to Ragini and Riya on asking about badi mom ragini said 

Ragini  : Maa is very happy knowing about sanskars return she has arranged for puja with all our knowns in London......Guruji is also visiting London....We will be there in India soon till then you take care....

Swara : I hope badi mom's health is fine now...

Ragini : Yes, swara ek baat puche (shall i ask you something)

Swara : Tumhe kabse izzazat ki zarurat padne lagi (From when did you require permission)

Ragini : Kya tum sach mein yeh shaadi karna chahti ho )(Do you really want to do this marriage)

Swara : Tum yahan aa jao phir baat karte hain...Filhal ke liye main apna vaada nibha rahi hu...(You come here then we can talk.....Till then i am keeping my promise)

Ragini : We have a new assignment and few more papers regarding music school which require your consent i have mailed it please check and revert....

Swara : ok i will do it by tommorrow night....Take care bye

Ragini : Someone is in hurry to hang up....(fake crying)Sanskar kya aaye aap toh hume bhul hi gayi (Sanskar arrived and you forgot us)

Swara : Dramebaaz...Giving to your husband.....

Swara handed the video call to laksh while making herself comfortable beside sanskar...Shamoli arranged the dinner they had fun teasing each other and discussing there life....After dinner while swara was helping shamoli in clearing the kitchen...

Sanskar was busy making calls 

1st Call

sanskar: Hi, i hope you have done whatever i told you in the afternoon...

OP: yes, paper and the person both will reach you early morning tommorrow

Sanskar : No one else should know about it.....

OP: Ok....

2nd Call

Sanskar : Hi Jack

Jack : Hello sir, good to know you are back..

Sanskar : I need some information jack ASAP

Jack: Just command

(conversation muted)

Laksh : Bhai ,are you sure you want to do it?

Sanskar : Yes

Laksh : You can't be serious

Sanskar : We discussed it lucky ...I know what i am doing..

Murali : You know the consequences

Sanskar : Yes

Saahil : Even after knowing what she is upto...How can you keep blind trust?...its madness

Sanskar : (smirking): Nobody knows her better then me....She can be mad but she is certainly not a fool....Its time to wrap the play.....

Other 3 were looking at him with mixed reactions.....

Diary.....A little sweet bitter salty mysterious book...It hold loads and loads of secret of the person alongwith all the memories he/she has cherished....It discloses and unwinds his life synopsis....