Radhe Krishna

MAHESWARI VILLA

Sanskar was eagerly waiting for Swara to come home as she was not receiving even Arjun and Jiya were not receiving his call so he got tensed little bit although he asked Mark about them but also he wanted to see her. He was sitting in all with AP and DP.

Swara was very happy after winning the tender as she wanted to tell Sanskar but thought to tell him directly so she told Arjun and Jiya to not to receive any calls from home.

After 30 minutes Swara entered inside home followed by Arjun and Jiya. She came inside while running and saw trio sitting in living hall. She directly went towards AP and they saw her coming inside and AP got up seeing her running inside while smiling.
Swara twirled her in happiness

"Swara beta, you will get dizzy" AP  said worriedly.

"Maa, you know how much happy I am?" Swara said in excitement while laughing

All smiled seeing her happiness as they were seeing different Swara today. Sanskar was on cloud nine by seeing her happy face because he got confirmed that they have won the tender.

"Achha tell me reason of your happiness?" AP asked seeing her excitement

"Maa, we won the tender. I am so much happy" Swara said while smiling brightly.

"Arre wah! so today double happiness, wait here I will bring sweets" AP went inside.
Swara turned toward DP.
DP smiled at her and blessed herm

"I am proud of you beta. My son is lucky to get you" DP said while smiling at Sanskar who was sitting on sofa and also he was looking at them with smile.
Swara turned towards him and came near him and kneeled infront of him.

"Congratulations wifey" Sanskar said with a smile.

Swara held his hand in her hands and kissed it while Sanskar was gazing her lovingly.

"You know it's all because of you" Swara said with smile.

"It's not because of me, it's because of your confidence and belief on yourself" Sanskar said

"Do you know the reason of my confidence and belief on myself ?" Swara asked while staring at his eyes with love, affection, and most importantly trust.
Sanskar didn't reply just staring her with never ending smile on his face.

"It's YOU, it's because of you I am here with this beautiful family otherwise still I would have spending my life like how I was before you met" Swara said with beautiful smile on her face remembering their first meet.

All were adoring their bond as well as love.

"Babhi and Bhai you won the tender, now we all want party" Jiya saidto cheer up their mood because she knew it leads to emotional one.
Sanskar and Swara looked at her while smiling .

"Of course Jiya, how can't we fullfil your wish?" Sanskar said with smile

"Yes we will arrange the success party tomorrow" DP announced

"Bade Papa, thank you so much you know. Last time I was not here to attend Bhai's reception so now I will enjoy the party with Bhai and Bhabhi" Jiya said while hugging DP.
DP patted her back lovingly. All smiled at her seeing her excitement.
AP came with sweets and fed them.
They talked for sometime while enjoying evening time and retired to their room.

Sanskar reached their room with the help of Swara and stick in one hand.
Swara made him sit on bed.

"You sit here, I will come after changing" Swara said and Sanskar nodded his head.

Swara came after changing into comfortable dress. She came near Sanskar who was just observing her every actions.

"Sanskar what are you thinking?" Swara asked him while sitting infront him.

"Thinking about you" Sanskar said with a smile

"About me?" Swara asked pointing towards her with surprise

"Yes" Sanskar said

"Why?" She asked raising her eyebrow.

Sanskar held her both hands and kissed on knuckles lovingly. Swara was just staring him lovingly.

"I never knew my life will become this much beautiful untill you come. I always busy in business and study and never thought about girlfriend and all other stuffs. In college also so many girls proposed me and my friends also insisted me to accept anyone of them but I never had interest in them because do you know why?
Swara nodded her in no.

"Because you are in my destiny that's why I never showed any interest in girls but when suddenly my eyes caught you in that balcony, you stole my heart at that moment. My heart stopped it's beats when I saw you again at breakfast table. Any girl in this world had this attraction which you had, that attracted me towards you. I fell in love with you at first sight only but making you fell in love with me is difficult task for me because I didnt have any single idea about all these love stuff but one thing I know on that time YOU ARE MINE. I wanted talk with you and spend time with you to know about you so I requested Mr. Agerwal to make you stay there because I didn't want to send you early but when I felt that you were going back after two days my heart felt I was loosing something precious and I was not ready to loose  so proposed you. I know you agreed because you wanted revenge on me..." He was interrupted by Swara.

"Don't talk about that now please" Swara's eyes filled with tears by remembering her foolish act.

Sanskar nodded no and wiped her tears and continued " We got married and came here then you got to know that it's not me and then you wanted to leave me and go far away because of your guilt but you know that was your stupid act. How could you think that you will leave me so easily and go far from leaving my life then how could I allow you to go far because you became my life. After that you told about your past and confessed about your love for me. You know that was the best thing in my life. Next we started to understand each other and became each other support, now this beautiful gift, our baby.  I don't know how should I say thank you for this" Sanskar said while staring her eyes with pure and immense love in his eyes for her. Swara put her palm on his mouth nodded no.

"Don't say thank you. It should me the who one say thank you. If you wouldn't have come in my life na then I don't know how I will be living today. Might be still living in that pain and sorrow. When I first saw you, my heart fluttered seeing you and I forgot to breath for a minute seeing you. I never felt for this anyone but whenever you came near me my heart beats started to beat with high speed but when I got to know that you are Maheswari. I thought you only the culprit without thinking second and became ready to take revenge. I married you take revenge because on that time my mind was occupied with my family pain, nothing else. My mind conscience failed to listen heart so I became blind in revenge and hurt you. Then day by day living with you my mind started to realised that you might not be that person but I was in confusion too and got frustrated as I didn't know where should I get my answer and clear my misunderstanding. One side my heart was saying to believe you but another side my mind was not ready to believe you, in all that my heart always got attracted towards you. Sometimes I thought to forgot about revenge and confessed my feelings. But I couldn't gain enough courage. Then I got to know about full truth. I felt guilty for misunderstanding you and hurting you then I thought to leave this house because I didn't have dare to face you for calling you as a murderer. When I got ready to leave this house then I realised it was not easy for me because I LOST TO YOU badly. I have already fallen for you so it hurted me lot to leave you and live without you but I thought you deserve better girl than me so got ready but you caught me and confronted me. I confessed my love then rest you know all.
You brought light in my life and made my life beautiful with you. You gave me this loving family which I thought I will never get in future and my brother whom I thought that I never get my smiling brother and you made him stay near me. You gave me everything without asking me anything and now this baby our love symbol. I don't want anything in my life, just you be with me forever" Swara said with smile and tears in her eyes. Both were feeling blessed to have each other.
Sanskar just pulled her towards himself by his hands and placed his lips on her. It was promising kiss to be together forever. Swara also responded him happily. Now their hearts were talking each other after pouring out everything which till today they kept inside their heart. Both broke the hug and joined their forehead with each other and has tears in each other eyes but beautiful smile was playing on their lips.

"Just forget those bitter days and now bright life is infront of us. Let's enjoy with our baby" Sanskar said smilingly.

"I Love You" Swara just said that word which was enough for every emotions and feelings nothing need to express anything.

"I Love You too" Sanskar replied with smile.
Swara hugged him keeping her head on his chest and kissed his chest over shirt. Sanskar kissed her hairs above head. Both were feeling heaven in each other embrace after sharing their feelings.

At Night

They had dinner at dining table with chit chatting and after talking with Arjun and Jiya left to their room wishing good night.

Swasan came to their room and Swara made him sit on bed by keeping pillow on his back. Sanskar looked at her who was going to washroom.

"Swara" Sanskar called her.

"Ha Sanskar" Swara turned back by listening him calling her.

"Tomorrow we are going to hospital for your check up and my dressing also" Sanskar informed her about tomorrow schedule.
Swara looked at him scrunching her eyebrow in questioning.

"Madam do you forget ? You need a check up. You don't go to hospital in office work. I don't want to take risk in your and baby's health so Ragini informed me to come at morning with you" Sanskar said with strict tone.

"Sanskar what's the need  you to come. I will go and moreover you can't walk and comfortable to go there. I will call Laksha and tell him to come home and do your bandage" Swara said while loking at him who has frown on his face by listening her.

"No way, I want to come with you that's final" Sanskar said sternly with fake anger. Swara got that if she say one word then he will get angry.

"Angry bird, always anger on his nose tip" Swara murmured under her breath while going towards closet.

Sanskar smiled while staring at retreating figure. He knows she got annoy with him but he can't help as he wanted to beside her in every check up and also wanted to see his baby growth in every step.

Arjun was coming out from the Maheswari house after talking with DP to his out house but stopped in his way by seeing Jiya who was sitting on swing in the garden. Arjun made his way towards Jiya.

"Hi" Arjun said while sitting beside her maintaining distance between them.

"Hello" Jiya replied with small smile yet surprised by seeing him and also approaching her by himself.
Silence prevailed between them as they don't know what to talk.
Arjun turned toward her who was already looking at him with pain in her eyes but hiding from him.
Arjun felt pinch in his heart by seeing her eyes which was expressing her sadness.

"Umm, can I ask you something?" Arjun asked her little bit hesitantly as he thought that its her personal matter so what if she gets angry.

"Ya of course, you don't need to ask permission" Jiya said with light smile and nodded her head in agreement.

"Why don't you move on from him when he is living happily and you are mourning over his love?" Arjun asked her while looking at her. A glint of anger could be easily seen in his words. He didn't know why he was advising her when he himself stuck in the past.
Jiya smiled sadly at him.

"Why didn't you move on from past?" Jiya asked him back. Listening her Arjun head shot towards her shockingly as he didn't expect that she would ask him like this.

"Tell me why don't you move on? You still living with her memory right?"  Arjun looked at shockingly that how did she know about his love?

"Sorry, Bhabhi told me as now she is  no more" Jiya said apologitically.

"It's ok, don't be sorry. Ya it's true that I didn't move on, not because of her but because of me" Arjun said calmly looking at front at infinite point.

"Means?" Jiya couldn't help but ask him.

"I don't want to get another heart break so" Arjun said

"I couldn't understand" She asked him confusingly because as per her knowledge they were immensely in love with each other.
Arjun turned towards her and stared at her.

"She promised me to stay with me forever but left me in middle without telling me reason. She did suicide" Arjun said and one drop of tear escaped from his eyes but he quickly wiped it. Jiya got shocked by listening him as she committed sucide.

"Why?" She asked him with low tone being shocked.

"First I didn't know the reason why she committed suicide? If anything was the reason then she would have shared with me or Swara, but she didn't care little bit about her parents and us who loved her more than anything else. She betrayed us...she betrayed us" His voice was choking while remembering past. Jiya slowly moved his beside and put her hand on his right should in oder to give him comfort.

"Then what happened?" Jiya asked him by not understanding last word.

"Then there was no proper reason why she did that. We felt heart broken by seeing her dead body. Her mother got heart attack and she also left us behind her daughter on the same day. Uncle left to his brother house not able to live in that house without his wife and daughter. We both left alone. I was in so much pain and couldn't able to forget her death and her. I couldn't get peaceful sleep as her memory started to hunt me so I left to New York that I didn't realise, another soul was there with me who lost everything and in pain also" He turned to look at her with sad smile.

"Swara, I couldn't think about her in my pain as she was also have no one except me, see how unlucky brother I am! I didn't think about her once but she didn't show any pain to me as she made herself strong for us on that time. I thought she was strong so she could live alone but I was wrong. I realised now only when she told about Kavya's reason for suicide and why she did suicide?" Arjun said with painful tone as huge lump was forming in his throat to say further.

Jiya was just listening him calmly as he was pouring his heart out for the first time infront her even he didn't share his pain with Swara but she? he didn't realise yet that one day she will become his solace for him.
Arjun looked at her eyes which was showing concern for him.

"Because she was pregnant, she couldn't be able to face us so she did suicide" Arjun said and Jiya was in highly shocked by listening him as she never imagined this.

Arjun continued "We would have not left her hands if she had come to us instead of doing suicide. I would have accepted her though she chosed someone else over me. I would have happily accepted her without asking if she had returned to me because I loved her so much to give her another chance but left me, her family and her best friend Swara also. She betrayed us. She thought that she cheated on me so God also cheated her that's why she did suicide. How could she think like that? and Swara she knew all this from the start but didn't tell anyone because she didn't want to hurt me as she knew I love her so much and I couldn't bear of betrayal so kept quiet. After hear death also she knew reason but didn't tell because she couldn't able to see us broken by listening her cause of her death so she only beared all this pain but didn't show it me because she kept my happiness above her. Today I am happiest person because she got world's best husband who kept her above all and loving her like anything unlike me. Now she is getting double happiness, her baby. I say thanks to God daily for giving her this much loving family even I searched also I couldn't have given her family like this even. They never treated me like outsider or their daughter in law's brother. They treat me like their own son even they showed me parents love which I lost when at very young age and brotherly love from Sanskar and Your family and champ. If I get involve with him I just forget my all pain, tension everything" Arjun was smiling while telling about Abir. Jiya smiled by listening him.

"And coming to my marriage, I lost hope in marriage and ever I get girl who understands me or like Ka...vy..a ...." He couldn't able to say further as he was choking to say that painful memory and tears were flowing from his eyes continuosly from both eyes. Jiya couldn't able to see him like this, she Just hugged him and started to rub his back to cam him. She was also having tears in her eyes feeling his pain. Both realised their position and Arjun broke the hug and composed himself.

"Sorry" Arjun said feeling embarrassed.

"It's ok" Jiya said not to make feel him uncomfortable.

"She got bore from me so she left me and don't think I am blaming her. Its just scars which she left inside me and I don't want someone to get bore of me and leave me again. I beared that pain without knowing the reason as why she left me for another person because she found him more attractive than me but now I don't want to fall in love again and get heartbreak. This time I can't bear that pain and I am not that much strong to bear another heartbreak if she leaves me so I decided to not get marry and I am happy now with myself and this family and my upcoming niece or nephew. I will spend my whole life with them playing and loving" He laughed out while saying last sentence as he was talking in non sense but it's made sense to him. Jiya was just staring at him without blinking her eyes as he is the same Arjun which she used to admire in college or another version of him.

Jiya was not believing her ears what she heard at last words of him as he didn't want to get marry because of fear to get heart break again. He lost hope in relationship then how could she able to confess her love for him? and get her love? She felt heart broken again as she thought she has chance to get him but that also not possible for her to make him agree or get him. She felt her cheeks getting wet but she quickly wiped them before Arjun sees her.

"If suppose you get a girl how you imagined to be like this, will you get marry with her?" Jiya didn't want to ask him further knowing his mental status in this situation but couldn't help for not asking him as her heart was wrenching with pain.

Arjun looked at her for a second and then turned his face straight and let out sad chuckle.

"No girl will agree to marry me by seeing how broken I am from inside" Arjun said with blank face.

"By chance if she agree?" Jiya asked with hoping to get positive answer.

"I don't want to spoil her life by marrying her" Arjun said while giving sad chuckle to her.

"How you will spoil her life?" Jiya asked him confusingly by his statement.

"I am not sure about myself that will I able to keep her happy or not then how can I marry? and I only spoil her life marrying her" Arjun said looking straight in Jiya's eyes. Both had a painful eye lock. Arjun averted his eyes not able to see in her eyes.

"It's getting late, Good night" Arjun left towards his room leaving behind shuttered Jiya. Till now she was controlling her tears but now couldn't able to stop herself  and burst out in cry. She kept her hand on her mouth not to make sound. She didn't know how much time she was sitting there while crying.
She came into sense by mobile ringtone and she looked at caller ID. It was Swara's call. She wiped her tears and received.

"Hello Babhi" Jiya's voice was low.

"Where are you? I came to your room but you were not there. Did you see the time?" Swara asked worriedely. Jiya looked at time it's showing 12 am.

"Sorry Babhi, I am in garden, I don't know how I slept here" Jiya said

"Ok come inside" Swara said

"Ok Babhi" Jiya said and cut the call.

Flashback starts...

Swara woke up by disturbance and she looked for water but water jug was empty so she went downstairs to fetch water. When she was coming back from kitchen, she saw Jiya's room light was on so she went to check on but she didn't find her so she checked study and terrace but not finding her anywhere she got afraid so she called her.

Flashback ends...

Jiya came inside the house and directly went to her room.
Swara saw her entering room so she stood up from bed

"Jiya what happened?" Swara asked with concern and worry by seeing her red puppy eyes.

Jiya couldn't able to act as good so she tightly hugged her and once again burst out crying. Swara got shocked by seeing her like this.

To be continued....

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