CHAPTER 20:FEAR OF LOOSING HIM
Radhe Krishna
I've never been so scared of loosing something in my entire life, then again nothing in my life has ever meant as much to me as you do♥️
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After getting fresh up Swara came downstairs to see everyone sitting at dining table except Sanskar and Arjun.
"Good morning everyone" She greeted them with smile.
"Good morning" All greeted her back with smile.
"Chachi" Abir exclaimed while jumping from his father lap by seeing Swara and came towards her running. Swara lifted him in her arms and kissed his cheeks while smiling.
"Chachi, whele(where) is chachu?" He asked her by looking at her back.
"Your Chachu has work so he went to office. Don't worry he will come early" She said with a small smile but she was already missing him.
"Chachi, tolay (today) I will eat with you" He said cutely making all smile at him.
"Abir, come, I will feed you. You will spoil her dress" Ragini told him but Abir nodded his head in no stubbornly.
"It's ok Ragini, come baby" Swara sat on her chair and made him sit on her lap. She served breakfast in plate and started to feed him while talking with him.
"Swara beta, where is Arjun?" DP asked not seeing him. Swara lifted her head by listening his name and looked for him but he didn't come down still. She forgot about by seeing Abir.
"I am here uncle" Arjun said with smile while climbing down from the stairs. He reached dining table and Swara smiled at him by seeing him.
"Good morning bro" Laksha greeted him with smile.
"Good morning" Arjun greeted him back with smile.
"Sit beta" DP said with smile. Arjun sat beside Laksha opposite of Swara
Maid served him breakfast and all started to have breakfast.
Arjun looked at Swara who was feeding Abir with saying funny things and making him smile in her childish talks. Arjun was just staring Swara lovingly and hidden tears in his eyes. He never saw her this much happy after their parents death and never closed with anyone and she built wall around herself but now he was seeing different Swara which he used to see in childhood, bubbly, chirpy, naughty Swara. She was slowly coming
from her shell, it's all because of Sanskar. He wished them being together forever like this. Laksha saw him lost and kept his hand on his hands which was on table. Arjun came out of his thoughts and looked at Laksha. Laksha raised his eyebrow like what happened? Arjun just nodded his head in no with small smile. After finishing breakfast all were sitting in living hall.
"Bhaisa, we will leave now" Ram said while looking at DP
"If you don't have much work you can stay here today right?" DP told him
"No Bade Papa, calls are coming from hospital, it's urgent so we need to leave and ha, we will come Saturday surely to spend time with you all" Laksha said
DP didn't force them because he know they already left their work because of reception now it's will increase their burden if they stay here so he agreed.
Ragini hugged Swara and Laksha hugged Arjun.
"Come to home bro" Laksha said with smile while inviting him.
"Sure" Arjun returned said with smile.
Suddenly nowhere from Abir shouted loudly making all turned towards him.
"I won't come leaving my chachi" He said in his cute angry voice and standing by putting his both hands on his waist.
All got amused by seeing his angry face
"Abir baby, what happened?" Ragini asked him while coming near him.
"I want to play with Chachu and Chachi" He said making cute face.
All smiled listening him. Swara came towards him and lifted him in her arms.
"Oh my baby wants to play with Chachi" She asked him in her childish voice. Abir shook his head in yes cutely
"Ok, you can play with Chachi but Chachu is in office. If we both play then how can we get fun? Chachu get angry right if we play without him right?" She asked him making him try to pacify him. Abir nodded in yes while shaking his head.
"Right, so we will play tomorrow when Chachu will come. You are brave baby right?" Swara asked him with making cute faces
Abir shook his head in yes.
"So now you will go with Mumma papa and come tomorrow" She said making him understand. She was looking at him with hoping eyes.
Abir started to tap his right finger on right cheek like thinking.
"Ok, I will come tomollow(tomorrow) but you have to give me Chocolates" Abir said making cute faces.
"Ok done" Swara said smilingly.
"Promise" Abir said while showing his pinky finger.
"Yes" Swara said entwining her pinky finger with him.
All let out relief sign seeing his demand because at night he can't stay without his mother so that's why Swara didn't keep him with her and also Sanskar was not here so tried to send him with their parents. After bidding bye, they left to their home.
"Swara beta. You can show estate to Arjun as he won't get bore here and Sanskar also not here" DP asked her.
"Ok Dad" She said with small smile and turned towards her brother who was looking at her already. She raised her eyes brow like what? He nodded no with smile.
"Swara beta, you don't need to come to kutcgen. You can spend time with your brother" AP said lovingly while caressing her cheek with affectionate. Swara nodded her head in yes. Arjun was just seeing their family love for her. He just wanted this for his sister, now he felt happy with heartily by seeing their love and also seeing his sister happy.
AP and DP went to their room.
Swara turned towards her brother.
"Come, I will show you full palace first" She dragged him towards stairs. Arjun just chuckled seeing his old Swara who was coming back from her shell. Both were walking in corridor while talking.
"Swara, where is Sanskar? I didn't see him from morning?" Arjun asked him as he didn't listen when Swara was saying to Abir.
"He went out of City on office work at early morning" She said with small smile but she was feeling sad for not seeing him.
Arjun noticed her sad face but there was sparkle in her eyes whenever she listened Sanskar's name.
"You are missing him right?" He try to tease her to lighten up her mood.
"Ha, very much" She said absent mindedly without realising
Arjun laughed out by listening her. she came into sense by listening his laugh and then realized what she said.
"No....nothing like that" She tuned other side in embarrassment but her face become red in shy.
Arjun tuned her towards him holding her shoulder. Swara looked at him..
"You know, I am very happy for you" He kissed her forehead.
Swara just hugged him with smile on her face. Both competed home tour and Swara was explaining about everything what she got to know from AP and also showed Sanskar's play room which was her most favourite place.
Then they came downstairs. It was already afternoon. After having lunch both continued their tour. Swara was driving the car and Arjun was sitting beside her, both were exploring the beauty of estate and small streams which they found on their way. She was explaining him about everything with excitement. Arjun was admiring her seeing her happy face which he was missed in last few years. Suddenly her smile on her face faded away. Arjun saw her change of expression on her face. Swara's eyes caught something so she stopped the car with jerk. Arjun looked at her by seeing her stopping car with confusion.
"Swara what happened?" He asked her worriedly by seeing her face on which some worry and tense lines were formed.
Swara turned towards him by averting her gaze from that particular direction by listening him.
"Nothing Bhai" She said with fake smile but sweat was forming on her forehead. She wiped quickly not to caught by her brother but he already noticed this.
"Then why you stopped the car and you are looking worried?" He asked her with concern.
"No Bhai, I am fine.. it's just that, after this, it will lead to forest area so I stopped the car...we will return back.." Saying this she started the car and turned back. Arjun looked outside but he didn't found anything suspicious. He thought to talk to her later once they reach home. Both left from there, after they left someone came out from behind the tree and it was revealed as Babu. He smirked seeing the retreating car.
"How much you will run? I will get you by hook or crook if I need to kill my brother for you. I will do that" Awicked smile was playing on his lip and he went from there by giving last glance at the way car went.
Swara was lost throughout the way. Arjun was observing her for long time, he thought something was not right.
"Swara" Arjun called her.
XHa Bhai" She turned towards him by listening him calling her.
"Are you ok? Is there any problem?" He asked in hope that she might share her problems with him.
"No Bhai, I am fine. Why are you asking this?" She asked while giving smile which was fake as he coukd see through her eyes.
His heart felt pain seeing her not telling him and he was guilty already not being with her, now he was feeling her sister was going far away from him although she was beside him. He looked at her who was driving car silently.
"Did Sanskar and Swara had fight? No, how can it possible? She was alright in the morning. Then what could be the reason for change of her mood? I need to talk with Sanskar as soon as possible" Arjun thought in his mind.
He came out of his thoughts when car stopped. He took last glance at Swara then came out from the car, both went inside it's already evening. AP and DP both were sitting at dining table having tea and they saw both entering the hall.
"Swara beta and Arjun beta, come have tea" AP called them.
"Maa, I will have later. I have little headache so can I go to room?" She asked her calmly not to get caught by them as she was lying to them. Arjun looked at her with worry and concern with both in his eyes for his sister but he didn't want to confront her infront of her in-laws. AP came near her.
"Headache, Shall we call doctor?" AP asked her with concern.
"No Maa, it's just headache" Swara quickly replied and was looking down not able to match her eyes with them because she was lying .
"Ok beta, if you need anything call us" AP said with concern and care.
"Ok Maa" Swara said with fake smile.
"Arjun beta, you come" AP said with warm smile.
"Ya sure aunty" He gave a small smile to her.
Swara turned towards her brother. She was feeling bad fir lying to him.. but she didn't want him to get tension because he came yesterday only. She was thinking to tell him slowly and she already knew her brother was not satisfied by her answer which could be visible on his face.
"Bhai, I want to take rest..you?" Swara asked him not to know what to tell him.
"I will be here with uncle. You take rest" He said with light smile.
"Take care" He kissed her forehead and left. Swara entered inside her room and bolted door lock. She closed her eyes and then opened, it was red with tears, tears were rolling on her cheeks. She remembered Babu who was standing there in estate near the tree. He was smirking at her by seeing her in estate. She got fear by seeing him and also she was feeling scare each second for Sanskar if he would harm him, her body was shivering just thought of loosing him. He became her life, she never in her dream also don't want to get separated from him. Quickly she took out her mobile and dialed Sanskar's number to ask if he fine or not.
As Sanskar was working on laptop sitting in car. He got finish his meeting early so he was returning home. He didn't tell because he wanted to surprise her by coming early. He was happy as meeting got finish early before expected time and he was returning back now. He took out his mobile listening ringtone, a smile crept on his lips seeing caller ID. He received call on second ring.
"Hello Sanskar....Tum teek ho ( Are you ok?) When are you coming? Meeting got over or not? Tell na" She shoot out all question without break as soon as call was received.
"Swara calm down. Take breath for little bit" Sanskar said calmly. Swara take a short breath by listening his voice.
"Your first question, I am fine and second I am on the way to home. Meeting got over early so coming directly to home" He replied her calmly but he felt something worry in her voice.
"Swara" He called her
"Ha Sanskar" Swara replied by listening him.
"Are you ok?" He asked her being concern for her.
"Ha Sanskar, what happened to me? I am fine" She said with little bit cracked voice while controlling her tears. Sanskar got to know that something was wrong with her.
"Swara I will there in an half an hour, don't worry ok.. bye" He cut the call without asking further as he knew already that she won't tell him now how much he ask.
Swara looked at her mobile screen which has their reception pic. She kissed his face on screen.
"Come soon" She whispered and lied on her bed waiting for Sanskar, her body was getting cold feeling scare for him with each second. She was praying for his safety.
Sanskar was restless since he listened her voice but didn't know what to do, suddenly he remembered something and he took out his mobile and dialed Arjun number. Arjun who was going to his room after talking with DP stopped listening mobile ringtone. He looked at caller ID and got confused why he was calling him because he would have called Swara if there was anything but now, without thinking further he received the call.
"Arjun" Sanskar said as soon as call got connected.
"Ha Sanskar" Arjun replied by listening him.
"Is Swara with you?" Sanskar asked him because if Swara would have been with him, it's not possible to ask him anything.
"No" Arjun was not getting why he was asking about her because if he wanted to talk with her then he could have called her.
"Why are you asking? Is everything ok?" Arjun asked with concern.
"Ha, I am fine but Is Swara ok?" He asked in his serious voice. He asked him may be he could have known anything about her.
"Ya she is in room. What happened?" Arjun said being confused. He didn't know much about Sanskar but he knows one thing that he loves her sister so much.
"No, she just called me before sometime. I felt some kind of worry in her voice. I am feeling restless so asked you. Is anything happened in home?" Sanskar asked him not holding back his worry.
Arjun remembered change of behaviour sometime ago.
"Ha, we went to see estate at evening, she stopped the car suddenly after seeing something. I asked her but she didn't say anything but face Kane eccuse. After that she started to behave strangely. I asked her but she didn't tell me but I don't know what happened to her suddenly. She was looking scare for something. I didn't pressurise her so I am waiting for you tell this but good now you only called" Arjun told him all this in one breath. Sanskar started to feel more restless by listening him.
"Arjun, you don't worry. I will ve there in 20 minutes. I will talk to her" Sanskar said him calming himself.
"Ok" Arjun said and cut the call and went to guest room while thinking about Swara.
Sanskar's car stopped infront of front door and without wasting second he opened the car door and rushed inside. He looked at hall but there was no one so he directly went to his room. He opened the door but it was all dark. He switched on the lights and looked for Swara, there she was sleeping on bed on sitting position. He came near her keeping his laptop bag on couch and he gently caressed her hair with his one hand, by feeling touch Swara opened her eyes and looked at Sanskar who was standing infront of her. Swara without wasting second threw herself on him circling her both arms around his neck and started to cry.
Sanskar git shocked by seeing her reaction now he was feeling more scared for seeing her crying but he wrapped his arms around her and started to rub her back to make her calm.
"Swara...Shhh....see I am here na, everything will be fine" Sanskar tried to make her calm but Swara just kept crying. After sometime her cry subsuded into little sobs. Sanskar broke the hug and looked at her red puffy eyes and nose. He felt pinch in his heart by seeing he like this. He was getting angry on who was the reason for her tears.
He made her sit on bed and settled beside her taking her in his arms. He lifted her chin who was looking at down with still tears in her eyes and wiping her tears with his both hands.
"Now tell me what happened? Why are you crying this much?" Sanskar asked her softly while looking into her eyes.
Listening him Swara clutched his shirt in her grip tightly in fear to loose him. Sanskar could feel her fear by her action but he maintained calm posture because now his first priority was Swara.
"Swara do you trust me right?" He asked her looking in her eyes. Swara was looking in his eyes only.
"More than myself" Swara said meekly.
"Then tell me what happened?" He asked her slowly by caressing her one cheek while wiping her tears.
"I am.. sca..red ...." She said in her choked voice.
"Scare for what?" He asked being confused.
"Woh Babu" Listening his name Sanskar's grip loosed on her shoulder. Swara looked at his face which was getting red in anger. He clenched his fist to control his anger. Swara held his hand in her hands being scared for his reaction.
"He was there in estate looking at me" She was saying looking at him feeling scared from his reaction.
Sanskar looked at her crying face and his eyes turned soft by seeing her scared face.
"For that only you got scared?" He asked her softly not wanting to scare her more.
Swara nodded her head in no.
"Then?" Sanskar asked with wiggled eyebrow.
"Woh, he said on reception day that he will get me if not he will kill you" Swara said with choked tone and her grip was tightening on him for each second for fearing of loosing him was scaring her like hell.
"I don't want to loose one more person in my life. I want to live with you my whole life. I love you only" She hugged him tightly and started to cry vigorously.
Sanskar hugged her back by seeing her crying while controlling his anger. He wanted to kill him but now his priority was Swara.
"Shhh! Nothing will happen to me. You never loose me. I will never let him to touch you and this is Sanskar Maheswari's promise. I love you too" He kissed her hairs above head. He has tears in his eyes by seeing her like this.
He looked at Swara who was sleeping in his arms after crying lot. He picked in her arms and made her sleep on bed properly and covered with comforter. He kissed her forehead lovingly and left to get fresh up.
He was standing under shower letting him wet with cold water to reduce his anger, his body was burning in anger to destroy someone who was cause of pain of his love.
"You dared to hurt her. You already hurt her so much, now be ready to face Sanskar Maheswari. You never saw this another shads of Sanskar Maheswari but now you will see this Devil Sanskar Maheswari who is devil for bad. You eyed my wife, I left you earlier because of Maa, Papa but not now. You will see hell this time" Sanskar said dangerously while gritting his teeth in anger.
To be continued....
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