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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I gripped the granite countertop on the island in order to stay where I was. It was all I could do to not walk over there and push him against the wall before doing things to him that would make him immobile for well over a week. The sweet torturous temptation that was Kolbe stood a few feet away smiling happily at me as if what he was wearing was completely normal and of no consequence at all. The pale lavender of the stockings made his small legs look dainty and cute and too sexy for words. Not to mention the complete lace underwear he was wearing. I don't know how he figured out how to work a garter belt but goddamn, the sight of him in one caused my dick to pulse with need.

That was all well and good until I noticed the choker around his neck. What did I do to deserve this? This was just cruel. You don't set a buffet in front of a starved man and then place it out of reach. That's what I felt like, a man starved. The pizza that lay damn near forgotten definitely would not satisfy my newly awakened appetite.

"They're so cool! Do you like it?" He asked sweetly as he pulled up my grey shirt he was wearing in order to reveal more of the garment to me. His abdomen was revealed as well as the rest of the panties not that there was much to begin with. "Rowan got them for me and told me to surprise you with them."

Rowan. I'm going to kill her. Then I'm going to chop her up, burn the pieces and throw the ashes into the sea. I don't know what I would tell Ma but I'm sure I could think of something convincing. As for Maria, she could move in with Kolbe and I and take care of baby Ellery here. Yes, that will work. I decided.

I was pulled from my thoughts when Kolbe began to do a spin, revealing the back of the panties. Lord help me. I plead as my jaw clenched. "I love them, I've never seen anything like them before. Rowan said you'd like them, do you?" The naive little wolfman asked once he'd completed his circle. I changed my mind, throwing her ashes into the sea was too peaceful, a live volcano would be more satisfying at this point. His big doe eyes looked up at me nervously through long eyelashes. He seemed to suddenly grow insecure at my lack of response.

Yet how could I respond? My brain had shut down and could only comprehend the most primal of urges. I didn't have a panty fetish but the sight of Kolbe in lingerie was more than enough to make me reconsider.

"Yes." I managed to grit out. My voice was deep and rough sounding even to my own ears. Kolbe blushed a grin splitting his face once again. He walked over to me, an adorable bounce in his step.

"Yay," he giggled happily, throwing his arms around my waist. He was in my arms only for a moment though. The next second he was opening a pizza box and taking out a cheese slice with an ecstatic look on his face. My dick throbbed painfully as I watched as he licked his pink lips after taking a bite. He dropped a bit on the floor and with a groan of betrayal he set the rest of the slice down before grabbing a paper towel from the roll and bending down to wipe it up. I didn't think it was possible for me o get any harder at this point, the sight of his generous cheeks spread and his pink star barely visible through his lace panties damn near made my control snap.

This couldn't be good for my health. My heart was hammering and my jaw was beginning to ache from how hard my teeth were being pressed together. I groaned softly, causing Kolbe to look at me curiously as he straightened up.

"Are you alright Beau?" He asked concerned, completely oblivious to the storm raging inside me. No. No, I was not okay. I am about five seconds away from doing something I would regret later. Kolbe was too innocent and too sweet for me to brutally fuck the way I was envisioning in my mind. Kolbe was the kind of person you made love to.

"I'm fine," I managed. "Take the pizza to the living room and find a movie for us to watch," I quickly changed the subject. "I'm gonna go change." Kolbe smiled happily and nodded his head vigorously. See, too cute. He scampered out of the kitchen with the two pizza boxes, a goofy grin on his face.

With a steadying breath, I walked to my room, fighting to keep the depraved thoughts from my mind. My efforts went to shit as I took in the sight of my bed. There were two more lacey lingerie sets strewn across it. A low humming sound caught my attention so I walked to the bed to find a vibrator turned on it's highest setting. Not too far from it was the empty packaging that it came in, on it was a note that Rowan had left for Kolbe.

I turned the vibrator off and contemplated all the ways I could end my sister's life while making it look like an accident. While I had to admit that I would love to see Kolbe in all of these items, this was just a step our relationship wasn't ready to take. We've known each other for less than a month. Even with this sound logic I couldn't help but desire the feeling of his soft body under mine as I turned him into a puddle of pleasure.

Strangulation. I decided. I would figure out the rest of the specifics later, right now I had a werewolf waiting on me. I took off my clothes and put on a pair of grey sweats and a t-shirt. When I reentered the living room Kolbe was on the couch with his knees drawn up to his chest and his chin resting atop them. He held the remote in one hand as he flipped through the movie channels on the TV.

"Find anything?" I asked as I sat down next to him, trying to ignore the warmth radiating from his small body. The pizza boxes were on the coffee table and the cheese lay open with two slices already missing.

"Venom?" He suggested looking up at me for approval.

"Sounds good," I said before leaning forward to grab me a slice of meat lover's pizza. He climbed into my lap once the movie started playing. The feeling of his lace covered ass pressed against my poorly restricted dick was almost too much. Kolbe didn't seem to notice how torturous his actions were for me. Of course, he wouldn't though. He probably wasn't even aware of just how sexy he was. A few minutes into the movie I grabbed the cover that was on the couch and threw it around my shoulders, making sure the ends covered Kolbe's legs from view.

It was a good thing that I had already seen the movie because it would be a lie if I said that I was paying attention. Kolbe, on the other hand, was fully immersed in the images flying across the large screen. I was glad he was enjoying himself. I know that I've been spoiling him but it was hard not to when you remembered everything the poor boy has been through. I guess I wanted to make up for all the time he spent in alone in the woods.

With that sobering thought, I was finally able to get my raging hard-on under control. That is until he decided to squirm those hips of his causing the beast to rouse all over again. I groaned lowly, burying my nose in his hair as I gripped his waist to keep him from moving.

"Stop moving, baby," I murmured lowly in his ear. Any more of this and I don't think I'll be able to hold back any longer.

"Sorry," He apologized softly, sitting ramrod straight in my lap. His lack of movement didn't stop me from leaning down and running my nose along the side of his neck. Kolbe shuddered, tilting his head over to the side a little. I kissed the spot where his neck and shoulder met lightly, my hand moved from his waist and trailed down to caress his inner thigh. I pecked his jaw before removing my hand that was precariously close to his privates. I leaned back before I could get carried away any further. Clenching my teeth, I took a deep breath through my nose.

The movie continued but I paid it no attention. I was too focused on the feeling of Kolbe in my arms. He smelled so sweet and intoxicating, it was making my brain fuzzy. He squirmed again.

"Kolbe," I growled weakly, desperately trying to hold onto the last thread of restraint that I had. Kolbe blushed prettily once he noticed my erection pressing against him.

"I'm s-sorry, Beau," he stuttered, flustered. "I'll m-move," My grip on his waist tightened. The thought of him not in my arms drove me crazy for some reason. He cast me an unsure questioning glance over his shoulder. The adorably innocent look on his face made me want to taint him. Show him so much pleasure he wouldn't be able to think let alone walk straight. More than that I wanted to make him mine.

"Tell me to stop," I said, my voice strained. My control was slowly crumbling away completely. Before I knew it my hands were parting his thighs and spreading his legs so that he was exposed.

"Beau?" He asked curiously, looking back at me over his shoulder. I shrugged off the blanket so that I could get a better view. I didn't have the wherewithal to respond. It was like I had tunnel vision, my gaze was focused completely on his lace clad shaft. I reached down and gently gripped him through the sheer panties. The resulting moan sent a white-hot bolt of desire through me. His little pink stiffness looked so small in my large hand and the sight turned me on beyond belief.

"Kolbe," I said back to him. I was too far gone. I couldn't control myself. There was only one thought in my mind, to play with him while he wore these pretty panties for me. As I said before, I don't have an underwear fetish...at least I didn't until now. I rubbed him over the lavender lace watching intently as his cock began to swell.

"Aah ah...mph." he moaned as his hips twitched in my grasp. "Beau... w-what-'" he whimpered, unsurely. His voice was like music to my ears. I didn't want to stop. It was like I wasn't controlling my body, I was on the outside looking in. My hand slipped under the waistband and curled around his shaft. My hand stroked him slowly at first, steadily growing in speed. He was so soft and practically leaking. I brushed my thumb over his wet tip before sliding my hand up and down his shaft again. Kolbe's back arched as he threw his head back against my shoulder shuddering from unfamiliar pleasure. "Mnah B-Beau... p-please." he cried as he squirmed helplessly in my lap. I pulled up the shirt he was wearing with my free hand, exposing his pebbled pink nipples.

"Hold it there," I commanded, barely noticing how deep and husky my voice had become. Kolbe's tiny hands shakily replaced my large one, holding his shirt under his chin. His nipples looked so cute I couldn't help but to tease them, rolling one between my pointer finger and thumb before pulling on it harshly. All the while my hand in his panties never slowed.

His face was completely blissed out. Pink lips wet and swollen from constant nibbling were parted as heavy pants escaped them. His cheeks were flushed and his eyes were heavy-lidded with poorly concealed pleasure.

I hadn't meant to attack him like this, but damn was it hard to stop. I bit his earlobe and tugged on it gently with my teeth. "You're driving me insane," I growled lowly as I sped up my stroking. A strangled moan bubbled up his throat as he wiggled helplessly against the onslaught.

"Oh B-Beau, it feels s-so good." It was my turn to moan at that. "I c-can't-"

"Can't what?" I teased. He moaned, deep pants leaving him.

"I-It's so w-weird," he finally got out, although it didn't answer my question. I kissed his jaw again.

"No, baby, it's not weird." Unable to help it my hips began to thrust up into his ass. I groaned at the delicious friction, damn near cumming in my sweats. His soft ass cheeks felt like heaven against my pulsing erection. As much as I would love to rip his panties off him, bend him over and well and truly fuck him I maintained enough control to refrain from doing so. My dick was leaking like a faucet and if it had its way it would be pumping my cum into any orifice it could.

The image of Kolbe on his knees with my shaft in his mouth flashed through my mind briefly. I quickly shook it from my thoughts.

"I f-feel strange," he mewled as his back arched. I felt his balls draw up against my palm and knew that he was close to coming.

"A good strange?" I asked huskily, my lips brushing the curve of his ear. His brown eyes were watery and glazed over from pleasure, a deep red flush painted his cheeks making him look absolutely delicious.

"Y-yes... mmm...yes," My little wolfman cried in ecstasy. "Oh, Beau," His eyes rolled into the back of his head as his entire body stiffened. I moaned low in my throat as I felt his warm cum spurt onto my hand and fingers, some landed on his flat stomach. His thighs shook as he came down from his high, heavy pants escaping his parted lips. Fuck that was hot. I groaned mentally. A soft whimper escaped him as I removed my hand.

"Kolbe, baby..." I cooed at him to get his attention. His eyes were glassy and unfocused, his cheeks a delicate pink. Shit. I cursed myself out for losing control like that as I stood up with him in my arms. I supported his legs with one arm and his torso in the other. The wolfman snuggled closer to me with a content sigh, pressing his heated face into my neck. I ignored the discomfort of my pulsing shaft, more concerned with the state of my Kolbe.

Placing him on the bed, I went about clearing off all of the things Rowan had bought. I put them back in the bag I assumed that they came in before putting them in the closet with the rest of Kolbe's things. When I came back into the room he was sitting up on the edge of the bed with his legs dangling off the end. His face turned beet red when he saw me, a shy smile pulling at his lips. My shirt he was wearing dangled off one of his slender shoulders and was doing little to nothing to cover the lingerie that had caused all of this.

"Are you alright?" I asked guiltily as I walked over to him. Kolbe dropped his gaze to his lap as he fiddled with the end of the shirt.

"Yes," He nodded demurely. Tilting his head up gently, I brushed my thumb over his bottom lip and he released it from his teeth.

"I'm sorry baby, I should have made sure you were ready before I touched you like that," I said in all seriousness. Kolbe's eyes widened as he squirmed a little under my gaze.

"B-But I l-liked it." He stuttered out so lowly that I could barely hear him. "Is that bad?" He peeked up at me from under his eyelashes. My heart did this weird flip in my chest.

"No, baby, I'm glad you liked it. You were supposed to enjoy it, I just should have asked before I did it, do you understand?" I clarified. He nodded a small smile pulling at his pink lips. I was relieved that I hadn't scarred him with my actions.

"I may not have been around others very long but, I'm not a child Beau," He said softly. "I understand how it works. This was just my first time experiencing it." He bit his lip. "Besides, I l-like it w-when you touch me," Kolbe admitted, his blush growing. "The sensations may be new and a little scary, but I enjoy them,"

"I would never purposely hurt you, Kolbe," I told him honestly. That was the last thing I would ever want to do. Whatever was going on between us had Kolbe an important part of my life in the short span of only two weeks. I had no idea how or why but, my attraction and subsequent feelings for the little werewolf only seemed to grow at an unprecedented rate as time went on. "I admit that I lost control, but even still-"

"Beau," he cut me off with a tiny knowing smile on his face. "It's okay, I'm okay. Promise." He held up his pinky finger. I couldn't help but smile a little a that. I wrapped my much larger pinky around his and we shook on it. Then he looked at the obvious tent in my pants. His face lit up like a cherry. He bit his lip before reaching forward tentatively. "You're still..." I caught his wrist. My restraint can only go so far. I brought his hand to my lips before kissing his knuckles.

"No," I said firmly, leaving no room for argument.

"P-Please..." Kolbe whimpered. My dick twitched in response to the needy expression on his face. I think I might have awakened a more primal side of Kolbe. My eyes widened to see that his eyes were no longer their normal shade of brown, now they glowed a startling hazel. For some reason, I wasn't freaked out by this, if anything, I thought he looked beautiful. I was mesmerized.

"Beau," He called regaining my attention. God, I loved it when he said my name. I want to make him scream it. He was nibbling on his lip again and whatever he saw in my gaze made him squirm. He dropped his eyes after a minute like he always did. I was a little disappointed I could stare into the glowing depths for hours on end. For some reason, he never held eye contact for very long. Not being able to help myself, I leaned forward and pressed my lips to his. He melted against me with a sigh as his tiny hands fisted themselves into the front of my shirt. I licked his bottom lip and he opened for me, letting me do as I pleased with him. He mewled when our tongues met causing my dick to pulse with need. I pulled away before my judgment could get any cloudier. Kolbe's breathing was a little heavier, his lips wet and swollen. "Please," he whimpered again.

I groaned. "You're killing me, baby," My grip on his hand loosened and he took the opportunity to timidly stroke the beast I've been trying to keep under control. His eyes shone with curiosity as well as need. His small hand moved up and down over my covered shaft similar to the way I'd touched him earlier although his movements were a little unsure. I kept my gaze on his face to make sure he was okay. Kolbe licked his lips before meeting my eyes again.

Just like that, my resolve crumbled. I needed him in my arms right now. I scooped him up and he wrapped his legs around my waist, placing his pert ass directly above my pulsing shaft. The sparks that I had grown used to were ever present and comforting. More than once I've wondered why they only occurred when me and Kolbe came into contact. I've never experienced the strange sensation with anyone other than the little wolf in my arms.

I crawled on the bed with him hanging on to me. As soon as his back hit the covers I removed his shirt. It was in the way. He opened his legs wider so that I could settle between them. The moan he released when our shafts came into contact caused goosebumps to rise on my arms. I was more determined than ever to have him a withering mess underneath me. I kissed him again, deep and slow, making sure he knew just who he belonged to without using any words. He mewled as I sucked and nibbled on his bottom lip, his cries only urged me on.

Slowly, I ground my dick into his, he arched his back as his head rolled in pleasure. Releasing his lip I went back to kissing him, swallowing his pleasure filled cries as he fell apart beneath me.

"Mmnah... B-Beau...pleasse mph," he whined, his hips moving against mine. Everything about him was intoxicating, clouding my mind and making it hard to think straight. I parted my lips from his and pressed my hips against his harder. The friction was delicious. But still not enough. I pulled away completely and he moaned in protest.

I took off my shirt throwing it. Finally, I released my dick from its confines and it sprang up slapping against my abdomen. Kolbe whimpered his eyes never leaving the pulsating length. I gently pulled him out of his panties and his hips thrust into my hand weakly.

"Beau, please..." I loved when he begged, it just made me want to tease him more. He watched with half-lidded eyes as I wrapped my hand around both of our stiff shafts. A groan of appreciation rumbled through as my hips shot forward. Kolbe released the sexiest sound that I have ever heard and I damn near came all over him. My dick was twice as long as his glistening pink one and twice as thick as well. I don't know why but the difference only served to make me harder. Everything about him was small compared to me. I loved it. That and the way our two skin tones complemented each other while we touched in the most sensual of ways.

I placed my other hand beside his head so that I wouldn't crush him. I held our lengths together tightly as I thrust against him. Kolbe raised his knees, one of his hands tangling in his brown shoulder-length hair as his other went to his mouth. His fingers did little to muffle the cum inducing sounds of pleasure escaping him. It was so hot and slick where our lengths slid against each other creating a wet mess between us.

"Fuck, Kolbe," I groaned. "You feel so fucking good, baby." I leaned down, taking a straining nipple between my teeth. I alternated between suckling, biting and nipping at the rosy flesh, drowning in his cries of pleasure.

"B-Beau...I feel strang- ngh Aahh." He moaned deliriously, his body curving and writhing erotically against the sheets. I looked up to see his cheeks flushed and wet from pleasure filled tears.

"You need to come, baby," I told him, my voice deeper than I'd ever heard it. I wanted to see him come again. Watch as he fell apart completely and struggled to pull himself back together again.

"Cu- Cummm ?" He mewled.

"Cum," I growled removing my hand as I felt the familiar build up in my balls. I thrust against him, my now free hand gripping his waist as I drove against him hard.

"A-Alpha...mmh" he whined so softly I almost didn't catch it. His eyes rolled again, mouth stretching in a silent 'o' as he came spectacularly. "Aaah, Beau!" The sight was so hot it forced the orgasm out of me. I bellowed as my cum spurted out of my dick, my vision flashing white behind my eyelids. Some landed on my chest but most landed on Kolbe, painting his body and cheeks with warm white stickiness. He looked so sexy like that, covered in our mutual release, face red and eyes watery and lips wet, parted as he panted.

I pressed my forehead against him, riding out the aftershocks of my own orgasm. After a few moments, I sat up with his spent form in my arms. Kolbe wrapped his slender arms around my neck, leaning his head on my shoulder. He had that dazed expression on his face again. It made me want to play with him some more, but I squashed the thought. I don't think he could handle any more. Neither could I or I'd end up just fucking him.

I carried him into the bathroom and proceeded to strip us both out of our clothes. His lacey garments were covered with his release and for some reason that turned me on. It was like every little thing about him was arousing. It was an extreme test of restraint but I managed to was us both off without taking him against the shower wall. Once we were both dried off I helped him into his night clothes before slipping on a pair of basketball shorts. Clean and now dressed we crawled back into bed. Kolbe curled up against my side, placing his head on my chest. I wrapped my arm around him and pulled him close.

I was relieved with how the night turned out. I was glad that I hadn't made his first sexual experience scarring. He had to the sexiest thing I'd ever seen when he's coming. And when he lets out those little mewls... dear Lord it made me want to devour him. But what stuck with me the most is when he said Alpha. The word reverberated through me and I couldn't get it out of my head.

"Why did you call me Alpha?" I asked curiously after a few moments of silence. Kolbe shifted to where his chin was resting on his arm that he'd draped over my chest so that he could look at my face.

"I-It ... might make you angry if I tell you," he responded, dropping his eyes. I raised an eyebrow, my interest was peaked even further. Although he was obviously reluctant to tell me I couldn't stop myself from pressing the issue. It felt as though the answer would explain everything happening between us. Starting with why I'm so drawn to him. Then moving onto why he was practically a human teddy bear to me; the need to hold him was everpresent. And why- when we were apart- he filled my thoughts, making it hard to focus on anything else.

"Tell me. I won't get mad, I'll more than likely just get confused. Just explain it the best you can." I encouraged, rubbing his back gently. He nibbled his lip again, a little unsure but he seemed to build some resolve as he met my inquisitive gaze again.

"Y-You're my m-mate." He stuttered out cutely as his cheeks turned a dusty pink. Everything about him was cute. I said nothing, just waited for him to continue because I had no idea what that meant. Kolbe could see that on my face and continued on to explain. "A-All werewolves have them," he added quickly, his voice timid as if I would lash out at him at any moment. "And you're mine." I blinked at him, still utterly confused.

"You're gonna have to give me a bit more than that, Kolbe," I said.

"It means that I was made for you and you were made for me. The goddess crafted us together like two puzzle pieces. One cannot be whole without the other." He explained softly, yet he spoke his next words even softer. "It means half of my soul is yours and vice versa. I belong to you, Beau." Not quite knowing what to say to that, I pulled him further against me as I digested his words.

If I was being completely honest with myself, this had to be the craziest shit I'd ever heard. I'd heard of soul mates but this seemed to be a little different and slightly more complicated. Apparently, we're sharing our souls- I have to come back to that one because it was a bit much to wrap my head around. Not only that but an entity other than the God I was raised to believe in, fashioned me and a tiny wolfman to be together. Now as bat shit as it all seemed, I couldn't deny that a part of me was inclined to believe him. Don't ask me why. Cause I don't fuckin know.

"How do you know?" I asked skeptically. "Are you sure."

"Yes!" Kolbe exclaimed, looking me right in the eyes. "The moment I smelled your scent I knew what you were to me."

"Why me?" I asked bluntly.

"I don't know, we don't choose our mate. All I know is your mate is the perfect compliment to everything about you, the one thing in this world made just for you," His eyes became watery as his lip wobbled a little. "And I've waited so long f-for you. I thought the Goddess wanted me to be alone forever. I thought I was going to die alone in the woods with no one to remember me. I had given up, but t-then you found me. I was prepared to die that night. I relieved, finally I would have some semblance of peace..." I frowned at that, my hold on him tightening. "...when I figured out that you were my mate it was like I came alive again." His voice was thick with emotion and tears were falling down his rosy cheeks. I pulled him onto my chest, cradling his face as I wiped them away with my thumbs.

My heart constricted in my chest painfully. I wish I could turn back time and find a way to reach him earlier. My desire to protect him grew... as well as my newly acquired possessiveness. I'd never been possessive with any of my partners before Kolbe, but now... I was beginning to see that being with Kolbe was nothing like any of the relationships I'd had in the past, but what did I expect? He is a werewolf after all.

"Alright, Alright," I soothed, rubbing his back. "don't cry," He buried his face into my chest as his hand clenched my shirt. "I believe you, I just need to wrap my head around it," I said honestly, before placing a kiss on his head. "So you're all mine huh?" I asked playfully, hoping to make him feel a little better. Seeing him sad was literally tearing me up inside.

"Yes," Kolbe answered quickly, his head popping up. His cheeks were flushed from crying but the tears had stopped. I couldn't help but chuckle at how adorable he was. Like a puppy.

"Good," I growled into his ear before pulling on the lobe gently with my teeth. He shivered on top of me, hands clenching tighter into my shirt. I swear he made me want to beat on my chest while grunting 'mine'. I kissed the side of his neck and he trembled again. I guess that's the one thing I liked the most about all of this mating business; he was mine.

All mine.

‹ AUTHOR'S NOTE

Haha, well that was something...

This chapter took forever to write. I knew what I wanted to happen it just took a while to get it all out.

Thoughts on the chapter... how are you guys feeling? Do you think that they're moving too fast or too slow ( compared to typical werewolf mate pacing ).

As always thanks for ready, I love and appreciate every last one of you.

Love,

-J.T.