I was watching as the people walked in and out of the cafe, I was waiting for my meal.
watching the people, was boring
"Don't people have anything interesting to do,other then working?" I was talking to myself, it's lonely being by myself, but it's annoying to be around most of them.
I didn't like people very much, I prefer to be in the woods, or with Mabel, I just couldn't stand selfish human beings, I'm almost never selfish, but there is times that I do put myself first, but if it was Mabel...
I'd jump in front of a moving train.
" sorry for the wait " "oh yes, thank you so much"
I hate having to put on a fake smile for people, but I put up with it.
I started to eat, but the taste was tough and tasteless, but at least it's something.
"Let's go"
'It's the voice again'
It so annoying, it keeps telling things, like what to do, or to go pleases, or random things; everything he says, I write down, I want it to stop, but if he says something important...
I want to remember it, even if it's useless.

Soon after, I finished, pay the lady and to the forest, I want someplace quiet to read.
I love being surrounded by the forest, even in the dreams I had for the past few days, it's nice.
I flip through the first two pages, there are illustrations of the constellations, with the Big Dipper circled with a caption underneath " if the stars come in line, the god of the stars shall unleash his raft upon the mortal souls that burned his Spirit with Hells fire"
That must be the fire he was burned with,he's must be mad that they burned him, I guess that makes sense, I'd be pretty angry myself if people burned me, he is a god after all.
" come to our gazebo at nightfall"
'Ah, it's him again, but that might be important, I wrote it in my journal, and kept looking, there was another illustration,but this time it was that man

Was that supposed to be him?
"He looks nothing like that!"
I laughed.
He actually look like A regular human being, with a long Black tail coat, pearly white teeth and golden eyes that I bet would sparkle in sunlight,black knee high boots, A yellow dress shirt, and to top it off a bow tie and a top hat.
He was good looking, and kind, he didn't look like that.
It made my laugh, he was, drawn as a monster,but he's so nice and-
I stoped " what is wrong with me!"
I yelled.
My face so red, it was burning, The Embarrassment took over and I curled up into a little ball, I want to curl up and die ' this is my only chance to become a head preset, and I'm NOW have thoughts about a man/ demon in my dreams and talks to me?!?'
I use be going mad, or it's just stress.
But ether way I must find out what these dreams are.
I search and read through every page until I get to the gazebo that he was talking about, it had a map, and Picture

(Something like this)
It was in the forbidden part of the forest, but I just had to know, so I walked the path that was on the map, it took me awhile but I found it, it looked just like the picture, but old, I looked around and saw a P+B carved on the side of one of the bench.
"Hmm, the P, must stand for "Pine tree", but what dose the B stand for?"
It said that this was the first place they met, so that's why it's forbidden! no one is allowed to come here because they might have the same fate!
I say there reading page after page, it felt so familiar , yet wrong, I didn't notice the sun was setting up until I rubbed my eyes, I started to panic, look at my pocket watch and see that it's already 4:45, I shut the book, and run.
I run out of the forest, as fast as I can.
'Oh shit! I'm supposed to meet Mabel and Pacifica in a couple minutes, I haft to hurry.

-----15 minute run to home and to tavern-----

I was out of breath, but on time, I was in a white dress shirt and black pants/ dress shoes.
I saw them standing there waiting for me, both wearing long dresses, Mabel's was purple with her hair tied into a braid and Pacifica's was green, and her hair was down; we did this at the end of every month, tomorrow is the start of summer, so they went all out,they are amazing.

----time skip (2 hours)----

The meal was good, and we're walking Pacifica home, They were giggling and talking, I walked slowly behind them, I couldn't think, the voice wouldn't shut up one the entire dinner, he kept talking about the stars.
It was boring and distracting, I couldn't hold a conversation with my sister-
"IPPER!" I snap back to reality, staring at my sister, I didn't realize that we were back at the church and Pacifica was already gone,
"Sorry Mabel, I was just... lost in thought" she laughs and walks to her room, I fallow her, we say our goodnights and go our separate ways.
It was 7.20, I go to my room and clean up, after I'm done, I lay on my bed and read the book of the demon of Gravity Falls.
I was interesting, full of mysteries and secrets, full of the story's about him and what he did, it seems like he was a demon that was trapped here, and couldn't brake free.
Unless the one closest to him was dead, he was stuck here for 300 years.
I flipped threw it, page after page, it was so interesting that I feel asleep holding onto it the whole night, but I couldn't find a clear picture of the boy, it's like he was erased from everyone's memories...

-----Dream Dipper-----

I was a cold winter night, the snow danced with the wind, I was sitting on a bench, a fire was lit up in front of me.
It was a full moon again, the stars were out.
And sitting beside me was, him.
He held a red rose, within his fingertips, my face felt hot from the heat of the flames, I was still so confused about why I was here, I felt out of place, and yet I feel so welcome.
I still couldn't get used to my body moving on it's own, it's my dream, but I did get used to seeing him, the way he smiles, and laughs, it comforts me, I feel like I'm starting to feel happy again, for the first time in a month.
But I can't let this go on longer then it hast to...

"Pine tree?"his voice was in my ear, I didn't realize that he got up to set with me " oh I'm sorry, I was just-" "shh, it's ok, I know you got into a fight today, but it's ok, I'm here, your safe as long as your in my arms~" he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a embrace, my face was felt like ice before he started kissing my cheek, I still couldn't say anything I wanted to, I was seeing what was happening to him, at this time, this feeling are not my own, I can't let myself get swept up on this.
" B-Bill!- stop kissing me! And let go, my family will get even more suspicious if I'm gone any longer!"
His name is Bill? What type of name is Bill!?! That's not a name for a demon!
I thought it would be something scary or cool!

He finally let go after teasing for a bit, he kisses my forehead and walks in to the night, I put out the fire and walk back to town, I was right, it really was the same, I walked, or rather snuck through the town to the tavern he called home, he slipped into his bedroom, and hopped into bed, he signed; I was wondering why it wasn't over, it always ends when they we go into the forest back to town.
Then my, or his hands started to move to the to his slacks, he was Masturbating?!?!
Such a filthy Act!
The kissing I could handle, But this is something entirely different!
I wanted him to stop, I could feel everything! It was pleasure that I never knew before now, it was overwhelming, his moans his name "bill-" I could even hear his thoughts, as if they were my own.
' Dammit Bill, you know I want you, and yet you still taunt to me!
I love you so much that there's nothing that would make me happier then bearing children'
"Ah- B-Bill"
What!?!? Bare his Children?!?!
Dose that mean!
I! He! Him! Wants! It!
"Ahh!"
He came in his hands, then got up to his washroom; seeing the sticky white cum all over his, our hands was we washed, he then pulled back his hair with and stared into the mirror.
I couldn't believe it! We looked the exact same, same brown fluffy hair brown eyes, pink cheeks and nose and dipper shaped birthmark.
We looked the same down to the vary last hair on his Head!
This is scary, now I now that I want this to stop, NOW!
"Ok, Alexander, you can do this, you will ask him the next full moon, and you won't take "no" for an answer, got it?!"
His name is Alexander?
He or we walked to bed again and fell asleep,
And as soon as he opened his eyes I woke up from that "nightmare"
I was so tired, I don't want to relive that, Ever again!
I need to get dressed and start my chores.

(Sorry its long, but I kept you all waiting, and it's starting to get good!
Dipper is about to have a long
road of unfortunate ahead) Ps 1711 words