I am sorry for hurting you,
Even when I tried not to.
I am sorry for all the pain,
But I promise it wasn't in vain.
I am sorry for lying to you,
Keep telling you would pull through.
I am sorry for all the tears,
Along all those years.
I am sorry for the sleepless nights,
And all the painful sights.

I am truly sorry for being me,
Instead of what you could be,
I am truly sorry for letting you hope,
And telling you to cope with all the sorrows and disappoint.
I am truly sorry for not loving you,
I tried but was something
I couldn't do.
Instead I hated you,
I am truly sorry for all the heartbreak,
I wish I could fix my mistake.

I wish I could do more than apologise,
But all my attempts were demise,
My reflection to me was a despise
Little pieces of someone I can
no longer recognise,
Leaving me only with darkest moments
I don't want your condolence
I don't need your sympathy
I need yours forgiveness

My apologies to me...
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