The Jonin blinked sheepishly and frowned upon the missing weight on his chest. A taught of yesterday being just a dream had him jump up and ran frantically to the first thing the girl would approach. "Morning" you munched on a piece of bacon with delight. Upon seeing you the silver haired male sighed with relieve and returned to his usual cool posture while taking a seat in front of you. "Slept well?" he questioned reaching towards your plate. A scowl appeared as you stared at his approaching hand. "Yeah..." you answered absentmindedly. You didn't want him stealing your food, it was against your nature to share food. On the other side, the food you used to cook was originally his.

Kakashi, seeing you internal struggle, chuckled and went for a piece of toast and when you looked up it had already disappeared under his mask. You smirked at the odd, but sexy sight of him in just mask and pants. "Surprisingly no headband?" you mused. He blinked in surprise and scurried off to the Livingroom. Only to come back fully dressed. You rolled your eyes, "wasn't minding it though". "Of course" he grinned. "Oh sush you" you grunted finishing your plate of roasted bacon and toast. Kakashi went over to the coffee machine and made himself a strong black cup. "Any dreams?" he questioned without looking at you. "No, why?" you sipped the tea you had prepared earlier. "You used to have nightmares a lot" he said, pouring himself a cup of coffee. "Did I? Did it tell you what they were about?" your interest was piqued. He shook his head and returned to his seat. " You always said you couldn't explain it since it isn't of this world" he stated calmly.

You hummed in response, pondering over the answer with a sleep drunken mind. Deciding it was too early you concentrated on the light bitter taste of the tea warming your hands.

"What will you be doing today?" "Besides babysitting you?" he mused. "Besides looking after my memory-blanc self" you mocked. "I will be supervising the training of my students. One in particular could jog your memory" he said thoughtfully. "It's the son of the fourth Hokage, the one you considered as a brother" he said staring into the black abyss of his coffee. "The son of.. isn't it easier to see the fourth hokage if I know him?"

"He died a long time ago. Protecting the village and ending the war" Kakashi deadpanned. Your eyes widened slightly, something cracking in your mind as if the wheels of memory were jogged.

"Why can't I go as well!" "Direct orders from lord fourth. No one is to leave the barrier besides his chosen ones". "That is not fair! I want to protect the village! I want to protect Mi-chan as well!" "Look, I still don't like the way how you call the fourth hokage without any ounce of respe-" "Shut up! I respect him more than any other being!" you snapped angrily at the man for two reasons. One, to deny your respect for the fourth and also the only one who acted like family towards you. Second, avoiding the discussion of letting you out of the barrier.

Smart guy.

"Are you alright?"

The blurry spots slowly became outlined and turned into the kitchen with Kakashi still in front of you. you closed your eyes and shook your head, shaking off the hazy feeling. "I just remembered something" you muttered looking down at the empty plate. "Something?" Kakashi questioned when you didn't continue to elaborate. A grudging smile appeared on your lips. "I couldn't save anyone. That's what I thought after remembering the discussion at the time in the barrier" you looked up to meet a sympathetic gaze. "What has happened, happened. Don't ponder on the past or it will ruin your mind for the future" Kakashi said. The feeling of familiarity at those words made your skin crawl. "Have you said that to me before?" He shook his head, "you told me".

You gave a solemn nod and tried to jog your memory with those words, to jog it with repeating the discussion over and over again, but it was like something pushed the off button of your memories.

"Want another helping?" Kakashi arched a brow at your empty plate. A grin spread on your face, "thanks". He nodded and went off to fry some bacon and toast bread. Your eyes followed his figure move in the kitchen. His back looked so familiar, like every bloody thing. It's becoming more and more frustrating to not remember anything.

'At least I remember last night'.

"That smile is a bit creepy" Kakashi mused putting down a full plate. Your eyes sparkled at the sight of food and it didn't take long to dig in, ignoring his rude comment. "Will you come along to the training?" you looked up with a stuffed mouth. Swallowing it away you nodded. "What time?" "An hour ago". "You are a bad sensei". "Oh kinky".

You blinked before grinning at his bored look. "Better not go too Hard on them" you purred. Even though his face remained blanc, you swore you could hear his heart skip a beat. "Just stern enough" he retorted coolly. With a victorious grin you stood up. "Mind if I look through your closet? This-" you motioned to your ragged clothes, "isn't really a sight". "Help yourself, just act like you are home" he mused finishing his coffee. His expression contorted into one of disgust as it had turned lukewarm. You chuckled and left the kitchen. In his room you rummaged through his clothes, deciding on a black turtleneck and a pair of green pants. The rope around the waist had to be altered to avoid any pants drop and the trouser legs needed to be folded, but other than that it was fine. After a quick shower you returned fully dressed in his clothes.

"Do you think that I need to cover my eyes?" you asked, thinking back on the reactions you had been receiving the past days. Kakashi pushed himself of the wall he was leaning against and brushed a few strands of hair out of your face. "It would be a shame to do so" he hummed. The light touch of his fingers left little sparks in its wake. A shy smile appeared as you glanced up at the tall male. "Your zipper is open".

He blinked in surprise and looked down only to find a finger poking his nose. "Gotcha" you grinned mischievously before dashing through the door and waving over at him. "Where do we need to go?" you asked. Kakashi chuckled at your eagerness to go, "Follow me" he stated and leaped off the ground with you right behind.

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