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Anyway yes hello hi  i remembered bout this and i think ill be here for a bit again (maybe(perhaps))

Well, this year has been the worst of all for me. Lemme tell yall nonexistent viewers what happened while i was away for..2 years? Idrk.

Lets start this off with figuring out my identity! At least the one good thing that happened this year is me finally being able to confidentally say that i am a man! (i go by he/them now) But the bad downside is having to deal with your family bout it. So far only my mom, sister and stepdad know that im a guy and are accepting of it but my grandma.. Well, lets say that she doesnt. She wants me to get therapy. But H3LL NAW

Moving onto the second topic: romance in its entire glory, woo

So, this year i had my first ever relationship! (that lasted 4 months..) I had to learn the hard way that people can be.. decieveing if thats the word. Turns out they didnt accept me as i was and well.. We had a huge fight after 2 month. I dont think ive ever cried more than those days. We got together again gor 2 more months and then broke up. I never thought that id be this dependand on ppl for love and affection tbh. Thinking back on it, they were a walking red flag before. Buut, we're still very good friends and they accept me now. Which.. kind of hurts. Why couldnt they accept before? The only reason we didnt get along was my identity but its not my fault for being myself, is it..? So yeah, thats what broke my heqrt the most its ever been.

Im now in my second relationship wns honestly, it started out well. Im just afraid that we moved to soon with this.. They used to have all the time for me and maybe thats why we really got along but now.. Theyre always busy and we rarely even speak cuz of the timezones (9 hr difference). I just.. Honestly dont know what to do anymore.

And last but not least, the ffffffucking war!

I think you know where this is goin. All of my plans were ruined cuz of the governments. I wanted to move to canada, yknow!!! I dont even know what im going to do this this. Why? Just why?

Also, why are the citizens being blamed? We didnt do shit.

Sigh.. To sum it all up, its been a very shitty year. But hey, i turn 18 in 2 weeks so maybe i can get drunk just to try it?

Huh, actually feels good to vent in a written form..