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First Love

I told myself it was okay
to stand up for me and walk away,
when I wasn't happy anymore with you.
When I am happier without you.
I gave myself the chance to grow,
to walk away and leave the show
we always tried to keep playing,
Yeah, we always kept playing.

But now I stay awake night for night,
asking myself if I did right.
There's no point of turn,
will I ever learn,
that my heart knows best?
Maybe it was my fault,
if I was a little less like me, maybe we'd have grown old.
But I can't force a love to flourish in my heart.

I spent the first nights crying,
unsure if it was my right,
to end the thing we had.
I don't know what we had.
Tried to hold on to our love,
but it was never strong enough,
to make me wanna stay.
Yeah, I didn't want to stay.

But now I stay awake night for night,
asking myself if I did right.
There's no point of turn,
will I ever learn,
that my heart knows best?
Maybe it was my fault,
if I was a little less like me, maybe we'd have grown old.
But I can't force a love to flourish in my heart.

I think you were my first love,
but you'll not end up as my last.
Had to many insecurities to do right,
but I hope one day I can look back smiling.

But now I stay awake night for night,
asking myself if I did right.
There's no point of turn,
will I ever learn,
that my heart knows best?
Maybe it was my fault,
if I was a little less like me, maybe we'd have grown old.
But I can't force a love to flourish in my heart.