"What's my name?" Morgan asked while ramming inside of me. I dug my nails deeper in his back while trying hard not to tap out. "Say my name."

"Daddy! I'm cumming. Don't stop, pleasee," I begged on the verge of releasing my sweet nectar.

"Tell me this my pussy. Tell me can't nobody else have it."

I looked in his to see if he was serious. I wasn't telling him that. I didn't belong to anybody. I was on the market and as long as I was my ladybox was mine. "Fuckk, I'm cum—" Before I could get my orgasm off, Morgan pulled out of me and stared at me. "Yo, what the fuck? Why did you stop?" I asked in desperation while watching him put on his basketball shorts

"Because I'm done fucking you. You out here catching diseases and won't stop fucking every dude you come in contact with," I stood up and started putting on my clothes. "I fucks with you tough though. You just too pretty for this."

"Could you not have waited until we was done? Now I'ma have blue cat fooling with you!" I semi-yelled pulling up my pants.

"Keep ya voice down, damn. Monique is—"

"Right here. So you couldn't tell me this Demyya? I mean, I already knew but damn." Monique said shaking her head. I knew her feelings were hurt. I could only imagine her pain.

"I was gonna tell you, Nique. I just needed more time," I explained pulling my shirt over my head.

"Time for what? You to give him a disease? You already gave him a Chlamydia scare two weeks ago," Monique stood in the doorway with her arms folded across her chest.

"Monny, chill the fuck out," Morgan said coming to my defense. I wouldn't let her see me sweat but that actually hurt my feelings.

"Ya know, Demyya?" Monique started. I grabbed my phone and left out of Morgan's room. "I wouldn't even have cared if you dated him. You could've just been honest with me." Monique and Morgan followed me.

Before I could make it to the door. Monique grabbed my arm and I yanked it back. "What happened to "Trust is needed in a friendship", huh? You lied to my face," she yelled as I left out the house.

I didn't have time for that. I had some pressure built up and needed it released. Seeing my daddy for the first time since I was four, weighed heavy on my mind and I was gonna sex the pain away. I walked down the street to Jurnee's house. My momma was still searching on finding a new house in the neighborhood, that way I won't have to change schools.

"Where you been at?" Jurnee asked as I made it on the porch. I looked at her and noticed her gym bag.

"Down at Monique's house. Why do you have that? You're not still cheering, are you?" I asked while she unlocked the door. She shook her head no and pushed the door open.

"I'm Captain so I'm required to be at all meetings," she huffed.

The house was cleaned and smelled of Clean Linen Febreeze. I heard the vacuum running upstairs and voices in the distance. Momma and Ms. April were at work like always so who could all the extra voices be.

"Well yea, I'm happy it's a boy. We can name him... Oh hey, sister in law," Lailah called out to Jurnee. Jurnee mugged her and kept walking towards the basement. "Demyya."

"Lailah," I said my voice filled with animosity.

"When are y'all gonna get over this? Im not with Demyya anymore. Lailah, I'm with you," Kenny said kissing her and rubbing her stomach. This was the first I heard of them being serious.

"I'll get over it when she stops giving Chlamydia out like roses on Valentine's Day," Lailah mumbled avoiding eye contact with me.

"If you weren't pregnant, I'd beat your ass," I said through gritted teeth. I had to get ready for work and I wasn't about to deal with her. "Stupid bitch," I said walking to my room.

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"Excuse me, ma'am. Can you help me find.." I turned towards the girl approaching me. "You look like me," she said evidently appalled.

I stared at her with my mouth ajar. Looking at her was like looking in the mirror. "Did you find it Jordaan?" my sperm donor asked walking up. "Demyya? I didn't know you worked here."

"Not much about me that you do know. What is it that you're looking for?" I asked turning my attention back to Jordaan.

"I was um, looking for, you know what daddy? Let's go," Jordaan said pulling him away.

"No this is a good time to introduce you two," he said pointing between Jordaan and me. "Demyya this is Jordaan. Y'all are 3 days apart. I was in a—"

"You don't have to explain yourself. I have work to finish," I said just as Jurnee walked up.

"Myya it's break time," Jurnee said before noticing the extra company.

"You never told me you had a sister," she said looking Jordaan up and down. "Damn y'all look just alike," I mugged her as I tried to walk away. I felt someone grab my shoulder and I yanked away.

"Why? Why do you want a relationship now?" I felt myself choking on tears that threatened to pour.

"Demyya, I've been looking for you—"

"You couldn't have. You know we've lived in the same house you left us in up until a few months ago? The same address you sent letters to? The same address you got your mail changed from? I don't wanna connect with you now. It's a lil bit too late for that!" I didn't know I was yelling until I was done and noticed a couple of customers looking at me.

"Daddy lets just go. Let her think about it," Jordaan said looking towards me. "Demyya, I'm sorry." I walked passed them still holding in my tears. I heard footsteps behind me but I didn't turn around until after made it to the punch out clock.

"Aww, Myya. It's gonna be ight. I got you. You good okay," Jurnee assured me, reaching to wipe away my tears. I stepped back before she could touch me.

"Ima go tell Allen we're leaving early," I said walking towards Allen's meet up place.

"I'll be in the break room," Jurnee called out.

I nodded my head and continued towards the door down the hall. When I got closer, I heard moaning. I stopped dead in my tracks and listened. "Oh, Demyya. I want to feel you sliding on my hard cock." I gagged in disgust and swallowed the lump that was in my throat. "Demyya, Demyya"

I walked in the room quietly as Allen's moans grew slightly louder. "Demyya make me cum. Tell me you love you. Tell me you need me," Allen groaned out as he pleased himself. He was laid back in his computer chair with his eyes closed.

"I need you," I moaned out. Allen's eyes shot open and he looked as if he saw a ghost.

"What'd you say?"

"I said I need you," I responded in a duh tone. "I need you to let me and Jurnee go home early."

Allen looked around the room at the clock that hung over his mini fridge. "It's only eleven fifteen Demyya. Y'all just got here. I can't let y'all leave like that," Allen explained.

I pulled my Khakis down to my ankles and stood in front of Allen. "What do I have to do for you to let us go home?" I batted my eyes at him and bit my lip.

"I always satisfy your sex cravings, how bout you sit on my dick and ride me for the one time," he said grabbing my waist and pulling me towards him. I nodded mentally, thanking God he didn't say "cock" that word was just a turn-off.

"Con—" I started but was cut off as he slides the condom on his long, skinny penis. My body tingled at just the thought of riding this married man backward.

I climbed on top of his lap and squatted over his very erect penis. I slowly slid down on him and continued downwards until all of him was inside of me. I sped my pace up as Allen grabbed my hair and made my head jerk backwards. He took my right breast into his mouth causing my body to shiver. I looked over and noticed I had four minutes to finish this quickie before Jurnee came knocking.

"Fuck," Allen hissed. "This is way better than fantasizing about being inside of you." I bounced faster and harder, squeezing my walls around his dick. He clenched my hair in his fist tighter as he was about to reach his peak.

"Don't cum without me daddy," I demanded. His face softened as he thought about it. Sad thing is, the whole time I looked into his eyes, I saw RaiShaun. "Here I come, daddy," I moaned out as I released my sweet nectar all over Allen.

"Sooo can we leave?" I asked grabbing some paper towels and wiping myself up.

"Umm, uhh. Yea go ahead. I'll cover for y'all. Goodnight," Allen mumbled while fixing his clothes. I pulled my pants up and laughed at his nervousness. You'd think I was the older one.

"Thanks see ya later," and with that Jurnee and I were on our way home.

I was most definitely having a talk with my momma tomorrow. My sperm donor can't just pop back into my life like this. I need answers from my momma first and maybe, just maybe, I'll give my father a chance.