((Noel's pov))

I sat there on the bed. I stared at my parents.

'They have no right to be here. Not now. They shouldn't even be in my life. They're never here for me anyway' I thought to myself.

"I'm sorry" they both said at the same time.

"It's still not okay." I said quietly and raised my eye brows. "You can leave now" I demanded

"Okay" my mom said.

They left a little after.

"Good" I said softly.

I carefully got up and went into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and my worst self was there.

"Your worth less. Your a waist of space. No one cares about you. No one loves you." My reflation said.

"I know. Tell me something I don't know." I said and tears rolled down my face. "I already know no one cares and loves me. And no one will"

I looked away from the mirror and fell to the ground crying. I wrapped my arms around my legs and cried into my knees.

"I already know." I said to myself crying. "It's horrible. You know that the people close to you don't even love you. It's horrible to know no one will ever care and love you. I hate everything. I hate everyone." I said still crying.

A couple hours passed and I heard a knock at the bathroom door.

"Go away." I screamed. I didn't want anyone to be near me.

I heard foot steps leaving. I just sat there crying. I was alone. I will always be alone. I'm just a lost girl. And I'm lost in the dark. No light to guide me home. No friends to help me through the dark. I'm alone. I need someone but no one will ever be there for me.

I was still crying. I ended up falling asleep on the cold bathroom floor.

I was alone in the dark. I will always be in the dark no matter what.