{Emma's POV}

I walked back into Noel's hospital room when Henry said that she was all mind. I smiled at him. "Thanks" I said.

I sat down beside Killain across from her.

We didn't say anything. I should have known she wouldn't talk to me. I put my put my head on Killains shoulder.

A couple minutes passed. Still no one talked.

I noticed Noel lay down. "Noel sweetie you okay?" I asked finally breaking the silence.

No answer. "Noel!" I said again.

Still no answer. "Killain. Something's wrong. She's not answering" I said.

"Yeah. I noticed." Killain said.

The doctor got a pager and came in the room.

"You guys should leave. She passed out." The doctor said.

I looked down and left the room.

'It's all my fault. I should have been there when she needed me. She was there for me. So I should have been there for her' I thought to myself. I felt a couple tears roll down my face. I wiped them before Killain saw.

He put his hand on my shoulder. "It will be okay. If I learned anything from this family, it's that we always find and lose each other. She'll find us when she's ready. Just give her time." He said.

I looked at him and smiled. "Thanks Killian. That's true. We do. I just don't want it to keep happening." I said sadly fighting back the tears.

"Yeah I know." He said.

"Um can I just be alone for a little bit?" I asked

"Yeah. Bye love" he said and kissed be gently. He walked away.

I went the other way and headed out of the hospital with out him.

I went to the docks and looked out to the ocean. I sighed. I know how much Noel loves water. Her eyes are just like Killians. Sea blue. I sat down and just stared at the water. I felt tears rolling down my face.

I heard footsteps. I turned around and it was Regina. "What do you want?" I asked and looked back at the ocean.

"I can leave if you want. But you look like you need someone to talk to." She said.

"No. Regina. It's fine. You can stay. It doesn't matter anymore. I lost my daughter. She hates me. I can tell." I said and sighed.

Minutes passed filled with silence. I just stared at the water. I wiped my tears. But more came.

'If she wanted to talk to me. Why isn't she saying anything? Geez Regina just leave. It's not like you understand.' I thought to myself.

"That's not true." Regina said quietly.

I didn't respond. I didn't believe it. Even through she wasn't lying. I didn't believe it.

More silence. More pain. No one knew about. No one ever will.