((Noel's pov))

I woke up hours later. I rolled my eyes. I got out of bed and walked over to the window and looked out. I saw my parents. "Great. What do they want?" I said to myself. I didn't want to see them ever again. They are another reason why I'm here. They don't understand or love me.

I continued looking out the window. I lost track of time. I totally zoned out. I didn't even notice them standing by the door.

"Noel sweetie. Can we come in?" my mom asked.

I didn't answer. I pretended I didn't hear her.

"Noel. Please talk to us." She begged.

"Noel! Stop giving your mom a hard time. She loves you. And so do I." My dad yelled.

I turned and looked at them. "If you loved me why were you never there when I needed you?" I asked in a harsh tone of voice. I raised an eyebrow and crossed my arms waiting for an answer.

They didn't respond.

"Exactly. You can't love someone you don't understand." I said.

I walked closer to them and pushed them out of the room. I was about to close the door when they finally spoke.

"Noel. Don't shut us out. We never knew you needed us. You never told us. I'm sorry. But I need you know. You need us." My mom said with tears rolling down her face. "I can't lose you. Your the best daughter anyone can have" she said.

"Too late. You already lost me. And your the worst parent." I snapped and slammed the door.

I fell to the ground and put my back against the door. Listening to my parents conversation.

"Bloody hell. Who does she think she is?" my dad asked.

"I don't know Killian. I'm scared. I'm scared I lost my daughter." My mom cried out.

"You did. You already have. Don't worry. I'm fine without you" I said to myself. Only I wasn't fine. I needed them. I always push away people I need. It's so I know they care enough to keep trying with me.

I heard a knock at the door.

"You can give up on your self Noel. But know I will never give up on you. Please Noel." It was Henry. I can tell by his voice. I smiled. He was the best. I knew he would come eventually. "Can we talk? Don't give up on them. Give them a chance. They love you. I love you. Your family loves you. Please Noel. Your the best sister." He continued.

I got up and let them in. "Hey" I said smiling.

"Good. Thank you Noel." He said coming in.

I closed the door keeping my parents out.

"What did you want to talk about?" I asked.

"Our parents. They love you. Don't give up on them. They didn't give up on you. Just let them in. And show how much you need them. Don't hold anything back. Tell them how you feel." He said. And hugged me.

"Oh okay. Um thanks." I said and hugged him back.

"You're welcome" he said and left

I have no idea what that was about.

"She's all yours" he said to my parents.

"Thanks kid" my mom said and they both walked in.

I sat on my bed and they sat across from me in a chair.

It was silent. The silence killed me. No one made a noise. No one broke the silence. We were just having a staring contest. It was way to silent.

I started to get dizzy and saw black spots all over. I laid back and passed out.

I was alone even with company. If only they knew.