Trepidated

A word which describes what Jimin was feeling.

Nauseous

Was what he was going through.

The painfull moment when you feel your whole body draining and bloating internally . The feeling you suffer through at the pit of your stomach,an undescribeable aching.

His mind whirled with strange images of colorless yet bright strings of nothingness.

His breathing yet not planing to get sane back. They were just insanely increasing his torture.

"J-jimin!"

He felt his face being lifted. But his body wasn't helping him a bit. He felt weak,as if all his energy, all his strength just drained.

His eyes were half closed. Your face appeared infront of his eyes in thin line but worriedness was clearly visible on it.

With raged breathing his weak hand went up with much efforts put up to do such an easy task. His hand rested lightly on his chest just where his heart stays,It pains,it hurts.

The vigorous beating of his heart was hurting him. It was beating to hard for it to be called normal,the fluttering feeling he felt against his ribs, which is usually said not to last too long but however the pain seemed to never calm its nerves.

Seeing his effort to clutch his chest which went in vein,you did the same and pressed your hand against his heart but no too hard. You could clearly feel the palpitation and being experienced of the pain you knew what he was suffering through.

But no words left your sealed mouth.   Not even a single gasp. His head sat on your lap whilst shivering.

Soon his hands clutched yours, strange voices left his mouth.

"Lef, Don Lea-"

and again his huge continuous gasp were there to cut him off,Gasp for air,gasp for breath.

"H-here, a-am he-here"
With much internal force to yourself, the words came out of your mouth in stammers.
His grip on your hands tighten.
You looked around,of course to find no one except your hope to see someone. So that you could ask for help but it was known that you are alone at home with him.

The room was filled with his breathing, tears trickled down his eyes. He curled his body into a ball with head resting on your lap. Hands gripping on yours as if his life depends on them.

But he just wants you to take away the pain.The pain he is going through, the agony, the affliction,the torture he was facing.

He wanted it to end.

Just end.

And never, would never want it to be back.

It was undeniably a great torture.

And he can't even speak if asked what's happening.

Not even mumble properly.

As you looked around your room ,a hope rose in your body when you spotted your hand phone resting on the night stand.

warm liquid dribbled down your eyes.....you were crying?

Wasn't the right time to think about it as again his suffering voice met your ear.

But another complication followed...

How do you go there?

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