I love you
Why won't you love me back?
All I ever did was for you
For you
I took care of you
Healed the wounds you gave me
Listened to your fears
That now live deep inside me
But still all you do is wheep
As you gaze into my eyes
Once so bright
Now turned numb
No touch can ever lift it
The feeling of betrayal
crushing you softly as you sleep
A war inside you
Between your mind and flesh
Ripped apart all the sense your trembling soul had left

My Silent screams can't reach you
With every cut I weaken while I watch our blood drip to the floor, rotting away your will to live.
Ever seeking for forgiveness
Never finding

It hurts.

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"Ever seeking" Sounds so nice doesn't it? I wanted to say thanks to someone that helped me write this. It sounds so much more harmonious now. Very pleasing.
I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 year last weekend, but I am already feeling okay again. I feel so guilty, I should feel terrible, does this mean I never loved him?