Taehyung has been especially nosy lately. It's day 12, and his daisies keep getting fresher and fresher. After his mental breakdown, he has been feeling down only at night time. After the sun set, his personality followed the mystery of the night and his emotions darkened too. This occurred especially after the nurses went home, leaving the sleepy guard keep an eye out on us, ourselves being sleepy too.

I poked my head through the door to look at the security guard. The man, dressed in white, his legs comfortably put onto the desk. I observed his closed eyes as his chest moved up and down, deep into his sleep. I couldn't sleep so I decided to go on the roof. My roof. I quietly shuffled through my drawer as I found my cigarettes. I put them inside my denim jacket pocket that was laid across my bed. I found a lighter and accidentally dragged him against the drawer. "What are you doing at this time?" I heard Taehyung's deep voice break off the silence, sounding cold and wide awake. He turned towards me and sat up as he turned on the lamp that stood beside him. He fixed his hair with his long fingers and then rested them on the covers. In sudden panic and observations, I forgot that I was wearing a non-sleeves top on, so he glanced at my bare arms. "Nothing. I'm going to go get some fresh air." I quickly spat out as I tried to urgently put on my shoes. "We're not really allowed to do that." He softly spoke and I just sent an unamused glance his way. "Put a jacket on. You're gonna get cold-" He spoke, but suddenly froze when his eyes focused on my arm. I wore a white ward bracelet like we all did, but that surely wasn't what he was staring at. It was the only white thing I owned. That and a gauze with a bandage. and my left wrist was all wrapped up with a few dots of showing older blood stains. And Taehyung owns so many white things, even the white pajama he is wearing right now. But only white things I had were given to me from the hospital. But I don't know why my thoughts travelled there. Travelled to such a simple and unnecessary observation.

"Stop staring at me. Never seen someone with a bandage? Get used to seeing cut up people here." I defensively spat out as I quickly put on my denim jacket. "I didn't expect you'd-uhmm, how did you-" He tried asking a question but I stopped him. "Don't. I don't want to talk about it." I coldly said and got up, ready to leave. In one quick moment I heard Taehyung's quite desperate and timid voice. "Can I come with you?" He asked before I touched a doorknob. "No." I coldly said but he spoke quickly again. "Wait, please. I can't sleep." He said and quickly got up. "That's your problem, rat." I scoffed as I turned towards him. He got closer, standing a few steps away from me, which was closer than the usual. "Oh, come on, take me with you." He whined in his frequently shown childish tone. "I'm going to a quite personal and a special place to me." I said and waited for him to give up. "That's great, I won't bother you. You won't even notice me." He quickly spoke, trying to persuade me. I took a deep sigh and rolled my eyes. The way his eyes got bigger with every plead, made me question myself that was it really his puppy eyes that made me agree to this? Or was it just pure curiosity to why he has all these daisies and what made him like this? I sighed and looked up. "Ugh, you fucking- fine, okay fine. You have 20 seconds to get ready." I demandingly spoke and started to count down. In a slight panic, he quickly found a beige coat that looked so casual it seemed like it was a sweater. All his clothes and fashion choices intrigued me even more.

He clumsily put on his shoes that resembled some kind of fashionable slippers, so he just slipped them on and fixed his hair again. He reached for his hand sanitizer and two of his clean napkins. He grabbed the chocolate candy that was on the drawer and he put it quickly in his pockets. "5, 4, 3- Seriously? You're bringing candy?" I pointed to his pocket. "I'm kinda hungry." He shrugged as he spoke. I rolled my eyes and opened the door, to which his boxy smile made a random appearance. "You need to be quiet." I shushed him and let go of the doorknob. I took a few steps down the hallway and turned around to Taehyung, who wasn't moving much. "Close the fucking door." I harshly whispered. He quickly reacted and searched through his pockets to find the napkin he put inside them. He tried to pull one quickly but he took too long. "Oh for god's sake." I sighed and softly walked back to him and slowly closed the door. "You're the worst." I whispered and motioned for him to follow me. I walked down the hallway and slowly moved to the side that had non working lights. "Why am I doing this?" I looked at Taehyung and whispered to myself. He heard it and answered in a louder whisper. "Deep down, you might like me." He said and I quickly turned around and shushed him for being loud, just as we were walking past the guard. "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone you like me." He whispered again, to which I aggressively whispered again. "I didn't shush you because of that, rat." I said in a absurd tone as I shook my head and continued walking.

We managed to get out of the ward, reaching the main hallway. The security guard wasn't there so we started quickly walking before he could get back. Walking down the hallway, we saw a flashlight's flare reflect onto the walls that were behind us, so we both panicked a bit. Then we heard someone walking, the steps getting louder each second. I glanced at Taehyung. "Hurry, run." I said and motioned for him to follow me. We both ran, trying not to make loud steps. I ran to the door that led to the staircase, and kept it open for Taehyung to enter, without touching it. I saw the flare shine brighter as I quickly closed the door, trying not to make any noise. "Fuck that was close." I said and felt warmth against my back. I turned around and didn't expect to find Taehyung so incredibly close, so I bumped into him. I savoured that contact for a second before quickly moving away. "Oh shit, Taehyung, I'm so sorry." I said in a soft tone and moved completely away from him. He stiffened for a few long seconds, his arms sightly clenching. He breathed in and out two times. "I'm I'm-fine." He spoke, shaking his head fast, to shake off the body contact he encountered. "Taehyung, I'm so sorry." I tried to apologize, not even thinking or caring about my persona. "What did you say?" He asked, lifting his head up. "That I'm sorry." I spat out, full of emotion. He managed to smile a little bit, making me snap back to reality. I took a breath and felt myself coming back to my usual self, snapping myself out of this care for him. "I get it, blah blah I apologized. Can we just go now?" I said and walked past him to go up the stairs. "Yeah, we can go now." He smiled and started moving, following my steps.