lost at sea - act one 

season one ; episode seven (part four) 

smut warning !! please skip this chapter if smut makes you uncomfortable xx

A yawn escaped Julianna's lips as she rested her head against Kiara's shoulder as she sat between her and Pope inside the cab of the Heyward's family truck. "I can't believe we had to work the dinner rush after the morning we had..." Kiara said with a sigh, resting her head against Julianna's and the brunette nodded, "It was literally brutal... I thought your dad was going to run us into the ground."

"Thank you for driving us home, Pope." The Routledge girl said with a smile and Pope nodded, "No worries... We just gotta be done with this whole thing before my scholarship interview in the morning."

Julianna held two thumbs up as both she and Kiara lifted their heads up and nodded. "Okay, well, we gotta focus then..." The Carrera girl stated, rubbing the tiredness from her eyes and Pope sighed. "I know. It's gonna be fine. We got John B and JJ inside the well, and me up top. While the two of you and Sarah are outside transporting."

"You see, we got this." Julianna said with a shrug of her shoulders, nodding as the three teenagers made their way out of the truck that was parked in the yard surrounding the Chateau. "Yeah, we got this..." Kiara said with a small smile on her face and Pope sighed as they made their way to the back of the truck, "I hope you guys are right."

Trying to wake herself up, Julianna began to drum excitedly on the tail gate, a small smile appearing on her face like a child who had just woken on Christmas. "So what kind of goodies do you have back here?" She asked and Pope smiled at her, appreciating her instant excitement, "Uh, I got a winch." He said motioning to the back of his truck and both girls nodded.

"That tin can hold over like... 200, 300 pounds so there's that!" He explained and Kiara smiled at both Julianna and Pope as she stood next to the Routledge girl, dropping the tail gate down so they could load the back of the truck. "Hey I didn't tell you guys thank you before..." She began and both Julianna and Pope looked at her with furrowed brows, "What for?"

Kiara shrugged her shoulders innocently. "Stranding the three of us. You know, making us make up." She explained and Julianna turned to look at Pope with a smile lacing her lips and the Heyward boy grew frazzled as a smirk filled his face, "What makes you think that was me?"

"Come on you know damn well that-" The Carrera girl couldn't finish her sentence though because the whirring sound of a generator and the instant flash of yellow light filled the yard around them and cut her off. "What the hell?" Pope asked in a confused tone and in the distance Julianna could see a figure sitting in the middle of the yard inside a large square box that left her puzzled, "Who the hell is that?"

The three teenagers make their way from the truck, through the path towards the Chateau that was now lined with all sorts of string lights along with LED pink ones that were wrapped around trees. "Who the hell did all of this?" Kiara asked in a whisper as they reached the middle of the yard where they found a disco ball hanging from one of the large tree branches and a buzzed JJ Maybank sitting in what seemed to be a hot tub with heavily tinted sunglasses resting on the bridge of his nose.

"What did you do, JJ?" Pope asked in utter disbelief as he takes in the scene unraveling in front of him and the sound of a cork popping fills the air as the Maybank boy pops open a bottle of champagne.

Julianna gasped at the sight of her boyfriend; she let her eyes take in every detail of the blonde and right from the jump she knew something wasn't right. "J..." She calls out in a soft voice and JJ let a chuckle escape his lips as he pointed into the water, "I got a jet going straight in my butt right now. Y'all should get in immediately, you hear me?"

Just by the sound and tone of his voice Julianna could tell that her boyfriend had been drinking; for how long? She didn't know, but she knew that the bottle of champagne that he had just opened would not be the first sum of alcohol he had consumed that day. She watched him sloppily pour the bubbly liquid into two flutes that floated on top of the water in little flamingo floaties before he brought the bottle up to his lips, "Salud!"

"How much did this cost?" Pope asked, his voice riddled with complete shock, and JJ hesitated for a second. "Uh..." He started, "Well, with the generator, the petrol, and oh, hey, express delivery...pretty much all of it, yeah." The three teenagers hearts stopped for a moment as JJ's words sank in, their faces completely changing as they stared at him. "All of it?" Pope asked and JJ nodded, "Yeah, all of it."

Julianna let a shaky breath escape her lips as she looked at her boyfriend with concern painting a picture across her face, her expression consuming her as she brought one of her hands up to cover her mouth. "You spent all the money in one day?" She asked, her voice emotionless as she just stared at the blonde, and JJ took in a sharp breath as he nodded.

"Yeah, burned a hole right through my pocket. But, I mean, like, come on, guys, like, look at this!" He exclaimed, his voice becoming higher as he extended his arms out to the side as if to showcase the entire hot tub. "Finest in jet-based massage therapy, that's what they told me." He explained and then he noticed the look on his girlfriend's face and his expression changed, noticing that he had some how disappointed her. "Jules... Can't a man have a little luxury in life?" He asked, his voice breaking as he spoke.

"Come on, all this scrimpin' and scrapin'... I mean, like... guys, we...You only live once, right?" He asked and just by the way his emotions were going from one extreme to another the group could tell that he was spiraling and about to hit rock bottom.

With a wave of his hand he changed the subject, and with that change a new emotion came with. "Enough of this emotional shit. Get in the Cat's Ass. Come on." He said with a pained smile appearing and Kiara just looked at him, her eyes filled with questions she didn't know how to ask. "In the what?" She whispered and JJ motioned to the hot tub, "In the Cat's Ass. That's what I named her."

"Oh, hey, yo, I almost forgot." He stated, swimming from the spot he was in to the small control panel, and with a press of one of the many small buttons the disco ball turned on and so did the small fountains that shot water across the hot tub's surface. "Huh? Yeah, that's right, I know. Disco mode." He cheered, "That's right, baby!"

Julianna stood frozen in her spot as her heart made its way into her throat, preventing her from saying anything in retaliation to her boyfriend's purchase or doing anything to stop her friend's from saying anything that would send JJ to his final breaking point. All she could do was stand there helplessly and stare at the shell of the boy she loved be consumed by some sort of strife as their friends began to rip into him.

"Are you kidding me? You could have paid for restitution!" Pope shouted and Kiara was quick to put in her two sense as well, "Or literally given it to any charity!"

Pope scoffed. "Or better yet, You could have helped us buy supplies to get the rest of the gold out of the well!"

"Okay, well, you know what? I didn't do that!" JJ shouted, and as he stood up and his body raised out of the water gasps escaped everyone's lips. Once the water barrier was gone it revealed what darkness had riddled him in the hours between Barry's house and now. The already discolored bruises that consumed his entire torso brough tears to Julianna's eyes and a burning sensation in her chest. "JJ..." She said, her voice breaking as she took a step towards the side of the hot tub.

His lip quivered. "I got a hot tub! For my friends." He said, taking in a shaky breath, "I got a hot tub for my friends. You know what? No, you know what?" He stated, pointing at the teenagers. "Screw friends. I got a hot tub for my family!" His voice completely broke when he finished his sentence and Julianna watched his blue spheres that looked like the ocean on any given day turn into a storm ridden sea.

"What the hell?" Kiara asked but her concern was brushed aside as JJ continued to speak. "I got this for you. Guys, look what I did for you! All right?" He asked, "Look at this! Look at this!" His voice sounded as if it changed from him speaking plainly to him begging and pleading like a small child, wanting so badly for his efforts to be validated.

"Baby..." Julianna muttered, tears rolling down her cheeks as she tried so hard to get her boyfriend's attention and the blonde just shook his head while tears began to fall from his eyes. "No, you stop being emotional. It's fine, okay?" He asked, trying to mask his emotions, but failing. "I mean, it's sweet, right? Everything..." He muttered, looking at the scene he had created, his walls falling in the process.

Without a second thought and still in her work clothes Julianna climbed over the side of the hot tub and let the water consume the lower half of her body. "You see... Just get in!" He exclaimed in a whisper as tears began to flow more freely and without saying a word to him Julianna just pulled him into her and wrapped her arms protectively around his neck, letting his head rest right on her shoulder as the began to sob together.

"I just couldn't do it. I can't take him anymore!" JJ screamed through tears, letting his arms wrap tightly around the Routledge girl's waist, pulling his safety net into him. All he wanted when his father was beating him was to be with Julianna and now that he was with her, he couldn't think of being anywhere else- except six feet under ground; that was the only way he wasn't going to be away from her.

His sobs ripped through the air like a pirates knife rips through an enemy's sail; rugged and messily. Julianna pressed kisses into the blonde's neck and whispered sweet nothings to him as he wept just so that he would know that he wasn't alone and that she was there with him. "I was gonna kill him." He whimpered and Julianna gasped as she brought one of his hands up to cradle the back of his head.

"I just wanna do the right thing, Julianna... I want to be a good person." His voice shattered what was left of the Routledge girl's heart and all she could do was nod. "I know, baby... I know." She reassured and at this point both Kiara and Pope had made their way to the side of the hot tub and had pulled the couple into their arms the best that they could've.

Many questioned when JJ Maybank would hit his breaking point but no one within the friend group ever expected the time to come while he stood in the middle of a hot tub after being severely beaten by his father; That part was the most unexpected. 

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"Baby..." Julianna coaxed, brushing a strand of wet hair out of JJ's face as the two sat against the wall of the hot tub. "How about we go inside now? Get you cleaned up."

The boy hummed, lifting his head from its spot on the Routledge girl's shoulder, and once she was free Julianna rose to her feet and stepped back out into the yard. As she stood there with water dripping from her jean shorts and down her legs she watched the blonde seeth in pain as he copied his girlfriend's motions to exit the vessel.

"You ready?" She asked sweetly and the blonde nodded, closing the gap between the two of them, intertwining his pruned fingers and calloused hand with hers. Julianna gave his hand a squeeze as they made their way across the lawn; their footsteps slow but steady as they walked towards the empty house. Pope and Kiara decided that it would be best if they left Julianna and JJ alone for the rest of the night, knowing that she was the only one who was able to calm the many emotions of their reckless friend.

The creak of the chateau's front door filled the air as the two made their way inside, neither caring about the water falling from their bodies seeping into the floors under them. A wave of relief washed over the Maybank boy once he walked through the door; instantly feeling at home within the four walls of the Chateau. "Come on..." Julianna stated, flashing a small smile at her boyfriend, before leading him towards the back of the house where her bedroom was.

When the two reached her door Julianna sighed as she turned the doorknob and opened the door to reveal a bedroom she hadn't stepped foot in in almost a week. It was left untouched, still riddled with the evidence of her being taken by CPS; drawers left slightly open and her bed unmade.

"I'll go grab you some dry clothes out of John B's room, just sit on my bed for now... okay?" She asked and JJ nodded, "Yeah... Thank you."

The warmth of the water and the long period of crying quickly sobered the Maybank boy up and now he was back to his normal self; soft and pre-occupied with a thousand thoughts running through his brain. He watched his girlfriend slip out of the room like a fleeting memory and he was left alone in her room. As he let his eyes scan his surrounding he noticed more than he usually did.

He saw one of the first 'letters' he had written her when they were in middle school was pinned up on her cork board next to her mirror, she had a framed pictures of the group from their first day of highschool that was taken in the front yard of the chateau, and on her bedside table she had the photo booth strip with pictures of the two of them at their eighth grade winter formal; every piece that he noticed made up the girl he loved almost perfectly.

A sigh escaped JJ's lips as his fingers began toying with the rings that sat on his fingers- the blood of his father sprinkled across the metal like a constant reminder of the monster he could easily become. Droplets of heavily chlorinated water dripped from his hair and onto his hands, causing his body to slightly tense as he watched his hands flex.

The door creaked open and JJ's eyes lifted slightly to see that Julianna had re-entered the room holding a pair of black sweatpants and a gray t-shirt in her hands. "These were really the only pajamas I could find... I hope they work, I know you and John B share clothes all the time." She said sweetly and the Maybank boy stood up from his spot on the bed and made his way over to the girl.

"Thank you..." He says in a soft tone, flashing the girl a small smirk, and Julianna nodded. "Of course..." She stated sweetly, handing the clothes over to her boyfriend and he took a minute to look at them before placing them on the top of Julianna's dresser. A small airy chuckle escaped Julianna's lips as she pointed to the clothes, "You know I brought you those so you could put them on, not so they could sit on my dresser."

JJ nodded, bringing his hand up to cup her face, letting his pruned thumb brush delicately over Julianna's cheek that instantly grew warm. "I know..." He started, "I just needed to let you know that I'm sorry." His words were sincere and left the Routledge girl looking at him with saddened eyes. "You have nothing to apologize for Jack- JJ... you have nothing to be sorry about." She explained, censoring herself as she slipped up again and called him by his birth name.

"Don't..." He says and Julianna nodded, "I know... I'm sorry, I know you hate your name."

He shook his head. "I like when you say it..." He said and Julianna looked at him with surprised eyes as a small smile danced across her face. "Wait really?" She asked and JJ nodded, "Yeah... I shouldn't have gotten mad at you for saying it earlier. It's just... I always paired Jackson with my childhood; the times when my father just began to abuse me. I always related it to getting yelled at or getting in trouble, never with anything good... not until I heard you say it."

"You don't have to explain yourself, JJ..." Julianna stated and JJ nodded, "I do, you deserve that much."

He takes in a shaky breath as he takes his hand from Julianna's face and let both of his hands find their ways to her hips. "I have spent years wishing I had you as my own... Years, and now that you're actually mine, it scares me that I am going to fuck it all up like I have been." He started, pressing his lips into a thin line as he tried his best to keep him emotions at bay, "I want to be enough for you... I want to be GOOD for you... I just want you to be with a good guy, and its going to take a lot for me to get there but I am going to try my best to make myself out to be that guy."

"JJ you are a good guy, you have been since the day I met you..." Julianna says in a soft yet heartbreaking voice and JJ averted eye contact, letting his eyes focus on his hand placement, "I'm sorry that I said all that stuff when we were at Barry's, it was uncalled for and really shitty for me to lash out at you like that. You are nothing like your father, you are GOOD, you are perfect actually and I hope I can show you that side of yourself..."

Her hands find themselves situated right on top of JJ's and when Julianna notices she lets her eyes lock with JJ's. "You have... I've just rejected it for such a long time." He said with a dipleating sigh and Julianna nodded slightly, a small grin filling her face as her eyes became glossy, "You should stop rejecting it..."

The two stare at one another for a moment, neither of them saying anything aloud, but saying a thousand things with their eyes. "I think I will..." He says in a whisper, pulling the girl into him, pressing a kiss onto her lips. This kiss was far different from all the others they have shared since their first kiss in front of Heyward's store; this one was filled with a new sort of passion, one that burned fiercely and whole heartedly, one that came from deep down in both of their souls.

As they parted, Julianna felt JJ's hands creep under her wet work shirt that still clung to her skin more than it normal did. "You were worried about me getting out of my wet clothes but we should really be worrying about getting you out of yours..." He said, a smirk that resembled the JJ Maybank signature one came onto his face and Julianna felt her cheeks heat up, "Oh yeah?"

"Yeah... you're shivering..." He explained and the warmth coming from his hands flooded through her skin and deep into her torso before coursing through the rest of her body. Knots were forming in Julianna's stomach as she felt JJ's hands begin to inch up further under her shirt, his head dipping down to pepper her neck with kisses.

His mouth still ached from where his father's punch landed earlier in the day, but somehow the pain coming from kissing Julianna made the pain he felt all that more bittersweet. JJ grabbed ahold of the hem of Julianna's shirt and began to move it up her body, revealing her bare skin- giving the air something to cling to- which was now covered in goosebumps, and a soft intake of air escaped Julianna's lips as he continued to pull up her shirt.

Leaning in he pressed yet another kiss to Julianna's lips before pulling the shirt completely over her head, revealing the delicate black bra she had chosen to wear. "Wow..." He muttered quietly, taking in the beauty of his girlfriend as she stood in front of him; the Routledge girl had worn bikinis around JJ since they were thirteen years old but this was different, this was more sacred then some bikini though.

"You're beautiful..." He stated, tossing the girl's t-shirt off to the side, and Julianna giggled nervously as her cheeks flammed pink. JJ brings one of his hands back up to Julianna's head and uses one of his pruned fingers to push one of her stray curls behind her ear so that he could get a complete look of her face. "Holy shit... How did I get so lucky?" He asked and Julianna's hands instantly came up to her face to cover it like she does when she gets shy, but JJ stopped that almost immediately, "What are you doing?"

The Routledge girl shrugged. "I'm nervous..." Was all she said and JJ shook his head and smiled at her with a reassuring grin, "Babe, there is no need for you to be nervous around me... I promise."

"I just don't like how I look right now..." Julianna hesitates and JJ clucked his tongue, moving the girl over to the right slightly so that they were standing in front of her wall mirror that hung right behind where the door would be if it was opened all the way. He brings both of his hands up to her shoulders and let his fingers delicately brush over her skin, falling from the tops over her shoulders and down the sides of her arms. "Julianna look at yourself right now..." He explained, "You are a masterpiece... My masterpiece."

She let a giggle escape her lips as she made eye contact with him in the mirror. This is the moment that she saw the playboy bits of JJ melt away and the genuine and pure bits that hide under the surface come around. His fingers move from the sides of her arms and gently graze the skin that was overlapped by the back of her bra. Trying to fight the satisfaction he felt when he heard Julianna's breath hitch. "You are my own personal angel... you know that?" He asked, his words reverbarated as he pressed several kisses to the brunette's shoulder blades.

Julianna hummed, slightly incoherent as her eyes fluttered shut, feeling an overwhelming about of lust fill her as his lips explored the space on her back. "Can I get rid of this?" He asked, tapping the material that covered her chest, and the Routledge girl nodded. A satisfied sigh escaped JJ's lips as he unclasped his girlfriend's bra, the minimal material cascading off of her body when out of instinct Julianna frantically grabbed it. Keeping it from falling onto the floor as the straps caught themselves on the space where her elbows bend.

"Hey..." JJ coaxed, letting his hands fall back onto her hips before turning her around so that they were facing one another. "Don't be nervous..." He whispered, a small smile filling both of their faces as they locked eyes with one another, "It's just me, Jules..."

The Routledge girl had been imagining what her first time would be like since she was in middle school; wondering where it would happen, who it would be with, if she would regret it after it was over. While her brother slept with tourists like it was his hobby she had been saving herself for that perfect guy; deep down she had always hoped that it would be with the blonde who was standing in front of her.

"Right..." Julianna agreed, her head nodding gently as she watched JJ reached with one of his hands for the bra that she was holding tight to her chest and took it from her grasp, his smirk soft as he shook his head. "We won't be needing that..." He hummed, his voice smooth as he spoke, bringing the girl to a calm manner as she watched him discard of her bra.

Julianna's body shivered as she was now on full display for him- her upper half at least. JJ looked at his girlfriend with a soft smile painting his face as he took in his new view, seeing a part of Julianna he had been waiting for since as long as he knew what it really meant to be in this sort of situation. He had been with touron girls before but nothing had made him feel the way this moment was making him feel.

He lifted his eyes back up to lock with hers and he watched as her cheeks began to get even redder than they had been. "God..." He expressed, bringing his hand back to cup her face, letting his thumb brush gently across her cheek once more- pulling her face close to his to encapsulate her lips.

The kiss deepend; sparks flew and the kinetic energy between the two blossomed into something more between the two of them. This was way different than their normal, they both knew this. But then again they both knew where this was going to end up. Julianna who had a hold on JJ's hips, her fingers burrowing into the waistband of his swim trunks, slowly began to move towards her bed as JJ led her that way moving backwards.

"JJ, we don't have to do this..." She muttered, breaking the kiss for a moment, "Not tonight at least... It has been a lot for you." The softness in her voice only made the desire grow within the blonde. His body begged for him to strip her of her wet jean shorts and let her bare figure flood her thoughts but he restrained himself. "No... I want to take back this night." He said assertively, "I want this."

He pressed another kiss to her lips. "I want you, I want it all..." He began, pulling away momentarily to make sure that she looked like she wanted the same things. "Is that what you want?" He asked and she nodded, "Yes..."

"Good..." He explained, lowering himself onto Julianna's bed, holding her hand as he did so. Once he was sat on the edge of her bed, JJ pulled the girl over to him and onto his lap that already was stating to harden under his swim trunks.

Julianna was weary that she was hurting him in some way as she examined the bruises that riddled her boyfriend's torso and JJ shook his head, hooking one of his fingers under her chin, moving her glance back up to his face. "Don't look at that..." He coaxed, "Just look at me okay?"

"Okay..." She said softly as he grabbed ahold of her hips. Feeling her against him made the passion burn within his soul. "I want you..." She muttered, feeling him grow beneath her, and a satisfied growl escaped JJ's lips as he smirked at the girl, "Good."

His lips connected with hers again and the kisses became sloppy in an instant; neither of them caring about anything but the other. As their tongues fought one another for space the brunette muttered something, causing JJ to pause the kiss and pull away slightly. "What was that, baby?" He asked, panting, and Julianna chuckled nervously.

"It's nothing..." She said and JJ shook his head, "I heard you trying to say something... so say it."

There was desperation lacing his voice as he spoke to her, the longing for the feeling of him inside of the girl, the want for that closeness. Her words barely caught louder than a whisper as she brought her mouth back to being inches away from JJ's, "I love you..."

Despite the softness of her voice JJ heard it, the three words that changed everything for them, the curve of his lips spreading as he nodded and let one of his fingers stroke her cheek again. The desperation leaking in more prominently as he continued to speak to the girl, "Say it again..."

Julianna's soft laughter coaxed through the room as her arms lifted to run over his shoulders and interlocked directly behind her neck. Pulling slightly at the hair at the knape of his neck, causing a soft moan to escape his lips as he let his head fall back. "I love you." She hummed once more and a sigh escaped JJ's lips as he pressed the Routledge girl deeper into him, their clothing acting as a barrier.

"Again..." He asked and Julianna giggled as he peppered kissed down her neck and onto her bare collar bones. "JJ-" She smiled as he shook his head, continuing to kiss her. "Come on Jules, I've waited seven years for this." He grinned against her skin, "tell me again."

Julianna's head tilted back as JJ continued to kiss down her chest. Her laughter filling the silence of her childhood home- a place filled with so much joy and warmth between the two of them. "I love you! I love you! I love you!" Her voice getting louder and more profound, laughter mixing with her words as the boy's mouth makes its way lower on her chest.

A soft moan escaped Julianna's lips as JJ's tongue came in contact with her already pebbled nipple. "Fuck baby..." She whined and JJ found humor in that, "You like that baby?" He asked as his tongue grazed over it again, and Julianna found herself nodding as she dug her hips deeper into him, wanting access.

"Uh-huh..." She muttered and JJ chuckled, nibbling on the sensitive skin, "Give me more."

JJ brought his gaze back to look at the girl seated on his lap. "You want more?" He asked and the girl nodded, making the passion burn deep inside him without her even having to sat a word, "If you want more I am going to need you to beg for it."

"Please baby, give me more..." Julianna begged, her breath becoming short pants as she focused back on her boyfriend's face. "Give me everything you have, Ruin me..." She pleaded, aching for him to use her in any way he seemed fit.

JJ nodded. "Alright baby, I can do that..." He said before flipping her onto her back, "Just don't be afraid to tell me when it gets to be too much, okay?"

"Okay..." She whispered and that was the moment when JJ realised that he was a goner; that's when he realised that Julianna Bay Routledge was the only girl for him. "Good girl..." He said as he reached for the waist of her jeans, slipping the button from its hole, then unzipping her pants to reveal a pair of black painties covering her. "God, you're consuming me." He muttered, pulling the soaked jean shorts down her thighs, throwing them onto the pile of her clothes collecting near the door.

Just looking at the girl's bare body made a moan escape JJ's lips. All he could think about was what he wanted to do to her. "Jackson..." Julianna whined and JJ stopped in his tracks in as he stood at the end of her bed, looking down at her. "Yes?" He asked and Julianna smirked at him, "Take your pants off..."

JJ nodded obediently as he pulled the waistband off his swim trunks down to reveal his lower half, which in fact was completely bare; nothing restricting him from being able to be seen by the Routledge girl. "Oh my God..." Julianna moaned, taking in her view, and JJ smiled, "You like what you see?"

"Uh-huh..." She said, biting her lip as she started to sit up, but JJ shook his head. "You stay there..."

Julianna nodded. "Anything for you."

"God you are unraveling me and I haven't even gotten to be inside of you." He expressed with a sigh and that singular comment made Julianna's core explode, "Fuck me..." She muttered, letting her head press deep into her mattress.

JJ chuckled. "You don't have to ask me twice..." He said crawling back down onto the bed, his body hovering over Julianna's. She watched as he took one of his hands and cupped her core, letting one of his fingers slip inside, taking the breath from her lungs. "Look at you..." Was all JJ muttered as he let his finger move in and out of her, "Is this doing things to you?"

"God, yes!" She squealed, arching her back as his fingers moved deeper, finding a part of her that she didn't even knew existed. The moan which escaped her lips rattled through her and turned into a growl as she grabbed ahold of JJ's arm that was positioned right under her and stopped him from getting deeper which caused his gaze to move back to her face. "Too much?" He asked, worry lacing his voice, and Julianna shook her head, "Not enough..."

JJ knew what she meant; He knew what he needed to do and he was ready for it. He nodded, taking his fingers out of her core, and moving his body further up the bed. "I don't have a condom..." He muttered, pressing kisses onto the girl's chest, and Julianna moaned loudly.

"I don't care..." She exclaimed, knowing deep down what the consequences could be if they went on with what they were doing, and in that moment so consumed by passion she didn't care one bit. JJ looked at her with a confused gaze, "Are you sure about this?"

Julianna nodded. "I need you without one..." Is all that she said and that was all the consent JJ needed to proceed. He thrusted into her and Julianna gasped for what little air she had left in her lungs, "Oh my God..." She whined, becoming overwhelmed by this melting feeling.

"You feel so good..." JJ muttered as he continued to move in and out of her, "God, you're angelic."

Julianna's nails dug into her boyfriend's back as she was consumed by him, feeling like she was floating as he finished her, melting into a puddle as he filled her. "Don't stop..." She begged and JJ nodded, "Not planning on it baby girl..." Screams for both teenagers rattled the walls as they reached their climax and melted into sweet oblivion. 

a note from the author !!

listened to Hozier's cover of 'Do I want to know' on repeat while writing this !!

guys this was my first time not writing a closed-door scene and I was actually so nervous🫣🤭

it probably will never happen again where it is this in depth but for the point of the story it needed to be (in my opinion) 

I live for them and writing this made me fall for them even more 

{shout out to -illicitaffairss- for the help on this chapter, you are a life changer}