Kat, Kat Kat, KitKat, it's almost two AM, I'm losing my mind and I can't believe I'm crying over finishing her sequel. I knowit was hard to like her, in this book. I know her trauma isn't the pretty main character kind, and it's a gamble. I've had some... interesting feedback, and I accept that she's annoying, because that was the plan. She's annoying, she's angry, she fucks everything up around her. But you know, JJ's been begging to kiss her for like 12 years, soooo... (I still cannot believe they kissed and are together like did I open the multiverse OR?)

And anyway, Kat is right (as always), I suppose. You can be the most liked person in the world, you won't receive help unless you ask for it, even if it's hard, even if it goes against who you are in your core and stuff. People will help. Most importantly, they'll help even if you are an annoying little whiny bitch that keeps people at arm's length. Everyone deserves help. 

No one deserves to be discarded because the only thing they know how to do is to bite after being beat for so long. And I like to think that people are, fundamentally, caring. They'll help. But the second step, after realising that there is a problem, it's to ask for help. And that's a step you do entirely on your own, even if it's scary.

I suppose we all know that quote; if you're scared, do it scared. I don't think Kat (or me??) has ever been not scared a single day in her life. And I'm pretty sure if my favourite poster child for anger issues can ask for help, you can do it, scared (no balls lol).

Enough of me rambling because I'm annoying myself; I'd like to thank everyone for commenting, voting, or just reading, and I hope we can all do it scared <3

And a special thanks, as always, to the reccurent commenters, that I have adopted (bibble-senses, kekk444ontopfr, ItchyAgalea, teaganthecheese, iluvjjjmaybank, MackenzieJackson475, sky_blue_cherries, meenahwrites23, eekayye, urmomdotcomm4) (if you didn't know . now you do!!!!!!) and I very seriously consider friends I would invite you over but I don't condone France as a country... Raine, who is simply the kindest person even, trust my sources (-allonsy) evidently, the very first yapper listener that always hears everything that's gonna happen days before they do (cosmicoswalds), and my girlfriend, who doesn't know the first thing about OBX, reads every five months, rants on and on with me about our angry girls, and who I've convinced JJ died back on the Coastal Venture for five minutes because she swears she hates him I KNOW YOU DON'T LISSA!!!!!!!!!!! (veedeity).

The third and LAST JJKAT book, (Every Breaking Wave), will be out during the weekend, and if anyone wants a dt, let me know here <33 

Also, no one commented anything in the first book but I am nothing if not resilient, if you have any headcanons/favourite moments, I would love to hear about it, so leave a comment here!

Once again, thank you so much for reading, you mean the very most to me <3