Frank's P.O.V
She came out of the bathroom wearing a flannel, a different one this time. She must like flannels. Maybe she has flannel fever? I snicker at the thought of it and motion for her to come over. I wrap my arms around her. She was warm. "Hey babes, wanna go to the show tonight," I ask teasingly. I know she gets anxious in crowds so I don't really expect anything different from her tonight.

"Sure," She says with a smirk plastered on her face. Something was different. She had a glow of some sort around her.

"Hm, kay." I say and hug her a bit tighter.

Gerard gets out of the bathroom, he is rubbing a towel against his hair to dry it off. He must've finally just got out of the shower.

"Geeee!" She squeels and tackles him.

Gerard laughs and says, "someone's a little ball of sunshine today." He ruffled her hair and pulls her into a hug. He sends a nervous glance my way and I just shrug.

"Guess what Gee," Sylvia says excitedly.

"Hm?" Gerard asks looking down at her, both of them sharing a derpy grin.

"Ryan made breakfast!" She squealed excitedly

Gee chuckles and picks her up setting her next to me, "oh did he?"

Sylv giggles and says, "yeeeee!!!! Breakfast for lunch!!!"

She was acting just like a child. We ate and enjoyed her happy attitude. Eventually, it was time to head to the concert hall to help set up everything.

"Gee," I hear Sylvia whine nervously.

"Hm?" He said through a mouthful of toothpaste, he was still brushing his teeth.

"Have you seen a little brown purse?" She said searching thru the bunks. She must've misplaced it again, she seems to be very forgetful lately. Gee makes a strange sound in response, probally a no. While the other finish getting ready I help her search for it.

After almost ten minutes I spot something wedged between. The couch and a pillow. Grabbing it I swing it in the air, "I FOUND IIIITTT!" My loud sing song voice made her quickly to around, but it was too late. The button holding the bag closed came undone and everything came tumbling out. Including a pill bottle that landed with a very loud rattle. She bolted to grab at it but I was quicker and picked it up, looking at the lable of the bottle. I couldn't read what the name was of the pills because the ink was smeared. However, the bottle had her name on it so it must've been prescribed to her.
I hand the bottle back to her and she just stares at me with wide eyes and shaking hands.

I murmer a soft sorry, and she quietly says, "don't tell Ryan or Miles."

She looked so scared, so I whisper offering my pinky in return, "I won't."

"Promise?" She says hooking pinky fingers. I nod my head in agreement and begin picking up the other stuff she had in her bag. She bends down to help me and then grasps the bag with shaking hands and says, "I'm gonna go for a walk."

I wave bye as the door closes and look down in my hand. I was still holding a small sheet of paper. It must've torn from her notepad when I spilled her bag. I look at the paper and realise it's a letter.

Dear kid,
You're doing okay, it'll be okay. Just keep trying, it'll all be worth it. Don't listen to the bad things they tell you, they're not true. If you take your meds like you're supposed to they will go away. I promise darling. Keep your chin up kid, and keep smiling.
Sincerely,
Someone that cares/your past self.

My eyes widen at this, she wrote a letter to herself. A positive letter at that. Maybe she is trying to get better. Not wanting her to know I read this I put it under her pillow inside a notebook she stores there.

"Hey dudes, you all ready yet?" Ryan yells popping his head back into the trailer. We all file out of the trailer and go to walk to the hall.

"Gee, text Sylv and tell her were on our way to the hall. She said she needed some fresh air," I say noticing he's playing on his phone anyways.

We were setting up and make sure our guitars were tune and the sound quality was correct when Sylvia arrives two hours later.

"Where the hell were you," Gerard yells at her.

She looks down sheepishly and says, "I was just at the library."

Gerard noticed the pile of books in her hands and softens up. "Sorry, I just got worried when you weren't answering my texts..." He trailed off.

She smiled up at him and says, "it's okay, you don't have to worry about me now. Go finish setting up."

Just as she said that my stomachs growled loudly and Ryan heard it. "Actually Sylv, I think we're gonna take a lunch break you hungry?" Ryan yells across the stage. Sylvia nods and Ryan shouts unnessacarily loud, "good, cuz we all know Frank is."

I laugh and tackle him. He falls on his ass and we start wrestling. "Boys, break it up, you're losing you're valuable break time," one of the stage crew yell from somewhere offstage.

My stomach growls again as a form of a truce and we stop fighting.

We decide to go to Taco Bell, mainly cuz Sylvia and I had a hankering for some Taco Bell. As we walked I kept teasing Sylvia about her giant stack of books she was carrying.

"Isn't that heavy," Gee asks from behind us.

She shrugs, "not really I used to carry this kinda weight all the time." We all continue walking and cracking jokes at eachother until we get into Taco Bell.

Once we get our food and sit down we all discuss the set list and other band stuff and Sylvia just opens a book and begins reading.

~~~~~~Sylvia's P.O.V~~~~~~~
As the boys got back on stage I pull out my pills and take one, making sure no one saw. Then I continue reading while I wait for the concert to start. However, by the time the concert started I was too engrossed in my book to even notice. Once I finished the book I went to the corner of the stage to watch the boys in their full glory. I felt slightly guilty that I hadn't seen the first part of it. Eventually, I got bored and went back to my stack of books against the wall. I opened a new one and began reading...

--------Gee's P.O.V.----------
After the concert was over I went to look for Sylvia, she wasn't near the stage for the first few songs which was odd, but I saw her a few songs later so I wasn't too worried.

I went to where we originally had left her, in the corridor with her stack of books. Much to my surprise she was still there, a book on her lap and her ear buds in. As I got closer I realised she was asleep, I smile and how pure that was.

Her new medicine must've worn her out.

I carefully take her ear buds out and place her book mark in her book, closing it softly. "Hey frank, can you carry her books, I'm going to take her back to the trailer," I say quietly.

Frank grabs her books, while I gently pick her up. She murmers in her sleep, "you're so pretty," but otherwise stays asleep. I wonder what she's dreaming about.

We get to the trailer and I carefully tuck her into her bunk. I look at her as she's sleeps, something felt off. Her cheeks had a light pink shade too them. Was she sick? That thought instantly went away went I heard her softly moan, "f-fuck." I blush a bright shade of crimson, she was having a dirty dream. I quickly close the curtain covering her bunk and walk out with Frank, not speaking a word of what I just heard.

"Still wanna go to the after party," Ryan asks us. I nod quickly, not wanting the boys to go back to the trailer and over hear Sylvia sleep talking.

"Hell yeah!" Frank yells. And we all go because we know Sylvia's safely asleep in the trailer.

This night was fun, there were so many people and cool music and some hella good drinks. Fuck...I might've gotten a little too drunk.