Patnubay ng magulang ang kailangan. LOL

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ENRICO AND TINA were both curious when I told them that I'll be leaving. They asked why but I just reasoned out that it's about my part time job in the morning.

Para kay Tina, nako! Hayun, pinagtutulakan pa ako ng walang'ya. Habang si Enrico naman ay bakas kanina ang pag-aalala. His face was too serious and I can definitely feel that he's worried.

I'm now with Troy on his car. He's driving impassively and I can tell that he's mad. Nagngangaliti rin ang mga panga nito na s'yang nagpapatunay na galit nga ang binata.

Bakit ba s'ya galit? I'm actually concluding something but I don't want to assume.

"S-Sa'n ba tayo pupunta?" pagbasag ko sa katahimikan with my tone which is really soft as I'm trying to measure how mad he is. Baka mamaya kasi bigla s'yang manigaw.

Hindi s'ya sumagot. Mas umigting lang ang panga nito habang nakatingin sa kalsada.

Unconsciously, my hand moved towards his hard jaw. 'Di ko rin alam kung bakit pero I was on the thought that I should do something about it.

I saw how Troy stiffened with my mere touch. My hand stopped mid-air on his reaction. Maging ako ay nagulat.

"W-What are you doing?" Troy asked then I saw how he gulped. I saw his Adam's apple moved a bit and I find it really... hot.

Shit, what's happening? I felt my body heated.

"You're mad." It was not a question when I uttered it. It's a statement so he won't deny it anymore.

Napakurap kurap naman ito bago ako binalingan ng ilang segundo. "You're with a man." It was not a question too, it's a statement that made me look impassive.

"Talking about Enrico?" I asked even though it's pretty obvious.

Napairit ako nang bigla nitong pinreno ang kotse sa gilid ng kalsada.

I looked at him with shock plastered on my damn face. "What the hell?!" I reacted.

"You don't mention his name nor any name of a man if we're together, Serena! Just don't!" Sigaw nito sa'kin na nagpakunot ng noo ko.

I'm confuse why he's reacting that way pero hindi ko mapigilan ang maramdaman ang nakakakiliting something sa tiyan ko.

I didn't expect that Troy would be this... possessive? Possessive na ba ang tawag do'n?

"At bakit naman? He's my friend! Or kung sino man ang banggitin kong pangalan ng lalaki mostly likely they might be my friend. What's wrong with that?" I rebutted.

If I could only see some smoke on his both ears and nose, it would definitely be visible right now. Mas lalo ko yata s'yang ginalit.

"Friend?! You call him a friend? He's almost hugging you!" He reacted emphasizing the hugging word. "He even likes you!"

I scoffed hard with his reasoning. Nang dahil do'n kaya bawal na akong magsabi ng kahit anong name? Anong dahilan 'yon?

"Kung hindi mo nakitang may isa pa kaming kasamang babae, his other arm was on her shoulder as well—"

"So, you're admitting that he's hugging you? That's makes him a two timer! And you're fucking okay with it?!"

"Two timer? We're just friends with him, Troy! You judged the person that easy? Wow! Just wow, Troy Davis."

"Even though he doesn't look like one, it's pretty obvious that he's hitting you both!"

"And so? Ano nga kung may gusto yung tao sa'kin? And he's also into my friend? Was that an enough reason for me to like him? For damn sake, kaibigan ko nga lang 'yon!"

Bakit ko ba dinedepensahan ang sarili ko sa kanya? Hina-highblood n'ya ako, ah.

"Pumayag kang akbayan siya—"

I interrupted him. "And again, was that enough reason to conclude that I like him? No!"

"Maybe now, you're not b-but—" hindi nito tinuloy ang sinasabi. Nagmura ito ng pabulong bago humarap uli sa'kin na galit pa rin ang reaksyon. "You will like him soon!"

"Ano naman kung magustuhan ko s'ya?" Parang bomba ko 'yon tinanong sa kanya na nagpatigil sa binata sa gusto nitong sabihin.

"Pinangungunahan mo ang nararamdaman ko sa isang tao?" Dugtong ko pa. "Ano ba kita para pigilan akong gustuhin s'ya?"

Hindi ko alam kung tama ba yung nakita kong sakit na dumaan sa mata ni Troy nang banatan ko s'ya ng ganun straightforwardly.

I won't apologize even though I find it really offensive. Kanina pa kasi s'ya 'eh. He's judging me na ang dali kong magpagusto sa iba. Bakit? Syota ko ba s'ya?

May gusto s'yang sabihin pero napuputol 'yon kapag gusto na nitong sabihin ang gustong sabihin. It was like he's being too careful to throw words at me na kabaligtaran sa ginagawa n'yang pagsasalita sa'kin ng kung anu-ano.

Ako na ang nagsalita.

"We may be kissed, I may have— s-sucked you. You may have tasted me... pero sapat na ba yung rason para pagbawalan akong kumausap ng ibang lalaki? Iniisip mo ba na gagawin ko rin 'yon sa iba kaya ka ganyan? Ang baba naman yata ng tingin mo sa'kin."

Pinigilan ko ang sarili kong maluha dahil sa huli kong sinabi. Pero hindi gumana. I immediately looked away from his softened face.

Dapat hindi ako nasasaktan kung gano'n nga ang tingin n'ya sa'kin. I've never been this affected sa kahit na anong panghuhusga noon ng lipunan pero bakit pagdating sa kanya, bigla kong naramdaman 'yon? It's unfair. Hindi dapat gano'n.

Slowly, he's breaking most of my walls and it's not healthy for me. Matagal kong pinagsumikapang huwag makadama ng gano'n because I can't afford to let them see my vulnerability. That I'm weak. I'm always like that, proving that I'm not any ordinary woman out there na mahina at sensitive. I've gained my own strong personification so I can deceive them that I'm not really strong. Hindi pupwedeng maging ganito na mauuwi ang lahat sa wala.

This will be my downfall. He... will be my downfall.

I was a bit startled when Troy reached for my chin and he wanted me to look at him. Sa una, nagpipigil akong mapadala sa gusto n'ya pero he's insisting it.

In the end, tiningnan ko s'ya sa mata. Hindi ko na nagawa pang itago ang nararamdaman ko na nasasaktan. I can't really forget those words he said and what he wanted to imply.

Mababa ang tingin n'ya sa'kin. He thinks lowly of me.

"P-Please, don't overthink. Hindi gano'n ang tingin ko sa'yo, baby." wika niya habang nilalapit niya ang mga noo namin.

Parehas kaming napapikit nang maglapat ang aming mga noo. He wants me to calm by this move.

"Sorry for arguing with you. Sorry for being immature. I j-just can't help it, baby. I was just... scared that you might like someone. I don't know what this is but I just really hate it when someone is looking at you the way I'm looking at you now. I've never been this territorial just so you know... I can easily be open-minded even with my past relationships."

Nang ihiwalay niya ang mga mukha naming ay banayad niyang hinaplos ang kaliwang bahagi ng pisngi ko na s'yang dahilan para mapapikit ako habang nakikinig sa kanya.

"I'm a very generous man. Pero pagdating sa'yo... gusto kitang ipagdamot."

Napalunok ako habang pinagmamasdan ko ang mukha n'ya. His western-like facial features is screaming too much handsomeness. Samahan pa ang maamo nitong itsura ngayon na taliwas sa madalas kong makita na may pagkamasungit, bossy, at horny.

Unti-unting naglalapit muli ang aming mga mukha and I know this. The way he closed his eyes, he wants to kiss me. And so, I closed my eyes as well.

Nang maglalapat na ang mga labi namin ay napatalon ako sa gulat nang may biglang kumatok sa bintana ni Troy.

Even Troy cussed because of what happened. Palihim naman akong natawa.

Ayan kasi, tigil pa sa gilid. May traffic enforcer pala.

TROY brought me to his pad and I was actually surprised that he prepared a candlelit dinner for both of us. Napalingon ako sa kanya at kinutan s'ya ng noo. Napakamot lamang ito ng batok.

Shit, so bad-boy looking.

"You prepared these?" I asked him while there's a ghost smile lingering on my lips. Hindi ko lang s'ya pinakita sa binata dahil alam kong nahihiya ito.

I like the set-up that he did on his pad. Dim lights, then jazz song is playing as the background that gave this place a romantic aura which I really liked.

"I didn't know that you are this... sweet." I commented. "Have you done this to your girls before?"

That was supposed to be a joke pero mukhang sineryoso niya.

"I didn't," he simply commented habang seryoso n'ya akong tiningnan.

"Even to Yvonne?" pertaining to his recent ex-girlfriend na ako ang dahilan kung bakit sila nagkahiwalay.

Napaiwas ang binata ng tingin sa'kin. It's indicating that he'd done it with her.

Medyo nasaktan ako ng slight kasi sabi n'ya hindi pa raw, pero nahuli ko s'ya. Slight lang naman. Hindi naman ito big deal. Promise.

"Forget that I asked that. I'm just kidding you out." wika ko then I laughed a bit. Just to hide my disappointment.

Serena, don't make it a big deal. Okay?

Naramdaman kong niyakap ako ni Troy mula sa aking likod when I placed my bag on his sofa. I stiffened because of his effect on me.

I felt like, I'm wet already. Gosh, yakap palang 'to, Serena. Tigang tayo?

"But I've never been this intimate... and put this up on my own. This is more... special to me so don't think too much, baby. I hate it."

Napapikit ako nang maramdaman ko ang mga kamay niya na naglalakbay na naman sa baywang ko. Lalo na ang isa niyang malikot na kamay na gustong pumasok sa loob ng suot kong jeans.

"Troy..." I called him out but I know that he sensed that my voice was hoarse.

"Hmmm...?" he asked while he's licking my neck and his fingers are expertly opened up the button of my jeans. He's slowly moving his two fingers to go deeper.

HIndi ko na ang mapigilang umungol dahil sa sensasyong hatid ng mga daliri ng binata. Sunud-sunod na rin ang paghinga ko ng malalim dahil sa antisipasyon.

Damn his expert fingers. Pwede bang d'yan nalang sila lagi?

"W-We need to eat." I heard him groaned when I seductively said those words.

Napangisi ako dahil pakiramdam ko mas nagawa ko s'yang painitin. And to my surprise, he made me feel his erected manhood behind my back.

"You want that?" he asked me seductively as well at muntik na akong mapamura dahil sa ginawa n'ya.

He's really big.

Dahan dahan ang naging pagtango ko.

"Say it, baby. Say it."

Damn, hindi ko na kaya.

"Angkinin mo 'ko, Troy. Damn! Let's do it, please."

Mabilis niya akong binuhat at dinala sa kwarto n'ya. His lips didn't leave mine while we're on the way there. Habang buhat n'ya ako, naging malikot ang mga kamay ko at isa-isang binubuksan ang butones ng polo shirt ni Troy.

Nang ibagsak n'ya ang aming katawan sa kama, his expert lips traveled all the way to my neck and I can't help but to moan. Gosh, it's really ticklish but at the same time its arousing me.

Nagtagal ang kanyang labi sa magkabilang leeg ko and I therefore conclude that he like raping necks. His tongue is tracing my shoulders blades and I can't stop myself from moaning too much. He's doing it slowly. Pakiramdam ko para akong kinukumbulsyon sa paraan ng pagdila n'ya sa leeg ko. Ang sarap, jusko! Hindi pa s'ya nagsawa ro'n. He sucked my skin there and it made my moan louder.

Napapahawak ako sa buhok n'ya sa sobrang sarap ng nararamdaman. While his lips is busy raping my neck, his hands are busy as well. The other is placed on top of left mound and caressing it. Then the other one is travelling down there. When I felt his finger reached the entrance, mas lalo akong napaungol. He's multitasking and he's really an expert on this. Hindi ko talaga mapigilan ang hindi umungol sa sarap at bigkasin ng paulit-ulit ang pangalan n'ya.

"Yes, Troy. There, put it inside please." pagmamakaawa ko when his finger is just tracing a circle line on top of my wet entrance.

I can feel his smirk on my neck because of what he's been doing. He's frustrating the hella out of me! Damn it!

"Tell me that you're not going to make me jealous, baby. Assure me that I'm the only one, baby." mapang-akit niyang utos sa pagitan ng labi niya at ng balat ko.

I am electrified because of what he said. Hindi ko alam na grabe ang epekto ng ginawa niyang pagsasalita habang hinahalik halikan ang leeg ko.

"Assure me, baby. And you'll experience more than that tonight." his seductive voice made me lose my sanity. I am now a slave of his fantasy that I can't even say no.

"Y-Yes, baby. Ikaw lang. Make me your woman tonight, please." hindi ko napigilan ang sumang-ayon sa kanya. This libido that we are both feeling has been intensified when he went back from kissing my lips then slowly, his lips are travelling all the way down there.

When he finally removed my last undergarment, he immediately dived his lips on my entrance.

Mas lalong lumakas ang ungol ko while I'm feeling his damn tongue expertly pushing it inside. He's lips are going miracles that I don't even know that its possible. His nipping a tiny part on it then he's torrid kissing it as if its my lips, then his tongue is moving upside down, in and out.

Halo halo na ang nararamdaman kong sarap and I can't help myself but to moan more. Halos nasasabunutan ko na rin s'ya at pilit ko ko siyang nginungodngod sa aking pagkababae lalo na nang pakiramdam ko I'm having a hard spasm. Halos manginig ako nang pakiramdam ko may umagos sa pagkababae ko. I'm screaming with ecstasy while I'm releasing.

"Yes, baby. More, baby." rinig kong wika ni Troy while he's conserving the liquid that I released.

Nang maka-recover ay 'di ko namalayan na pumagitna na ang binata sa pagitan ko at hubad na s'ya. Hindi ko nagawang pigilan s'ya dahil alam kong hindi ko kaya. I'm exhausted with my release but I want more of this. Ang sarap! Hindi ko akalain na ganito ito kasarap.

His big member is not yet moving forward. Alam kong sakit ang sunod na mararamdaman ko dahil ito ang unang pagkakataon na may aangkin sa'kin. I can't feel any regrets na sa kanya ko ibigay ito and it scares the hell out of me.

He dived on my mounds and caressing it while his member is still not yet going inside. Ang ginagawa n'ya, gumigiling s'ya sa ibabaw ko tracing my entrance using his member. He's fucking teasing me and I can't help it but to moan again while he's sucking simultaneously my mountains.

Nang hindi ko na mapigilan at pakiramdam ko nabibitin ako, inabot ko ang pagkalalaki n'ya habang busy pa ito sa aking dibdib. Natigilan ang binata sa ginawa kong paghawak sa kayamanan nito.

I jerk him off while I'm putting the tip of his manhood on my wet area. Napaungol ang binata sa ginagawa ko at pakiramdam ko tama naman.

Napasinghap nalang ako ng sobra nang mabilis na sinulobg ni Troy ang pagkalalaki nito sa kalooban ko.

No, not just me. Pati s'ya napasinghap.

Ano? Ikaw ang na-devirginize pota ka?

"F-Fuck, I'm s-sorry." His tone is very worried. "I should've known. I'll remove—"

Mabilis ko siyang sinamaan ng tingin. "Subukan mo at mapuputol 'yan ng wala sa oras, Monteverde." Babala ko sa kanya.

Troy pursed his lips but in the end, he unconsiously pouted.

"You touched it that's why it attacked you." He joked around while he's moving bit by bit.

Napapangiwi naman ako sa t'wing ginagawa n'ya 'yon. Gosh ang laki talaga.

"Kasalanan ko pa pala." I commented while I'm closing my eyes as the pain is subsiding at napapalitan ng sarap. Hindi ko napigilang mapakagat labi.

"Damn it baby! You are so fucking hot when you're bitting your lips habang nasasarapan ka sa'kin." Wika niya tapos ay muling nilusong ang labi ko.

I chuckled because of his comment.

Sometimes, his words are way too vulgar that makes me cringe. Pero dahil nasa kalagitnaan kami ng milagro, I just can't help but to giggle.

"You're really tight, fuck!" Komento ni Troy nang magsimula nang magsunud-sunod ang paglabas masok nito sa kaibuturan ko. Napapahiyaw naman ako at halos sabayan ko siya sa paggalaw.

Ilang posisyon pa ang ginawa namin before he settled on thrusting me while he's on top and hugging me tightly. I don't know what position is this but I think this is the best so far.

"I'm almost there, baby. I'm near..." bakas sa tono ni Troy ang kasarapan and it added a lot of oozing feeling inside me. Something is building up. The spasm is almost there as well.

We both screamed in ecstasy when he hit his final blow. I can feel his hot liquid showering mine while his grunting and groaning so loud.

Ilang halik pa ang ginawa niya sa aking labi at leeg before we both dozed off to sleep.

I heard him saying something but since I'm too intoxicated and exhausted. Hindi ko na 'yon narinig.

Kumusta naman kaya ang pagkain na hinanda niya? Props lang yata 'yon para mangyari 'to punyemas siya.