"i wanted to despise you, but my heart wouldn't let you go." -egoist

olivia hye pov

my phone notification went off. i turned my phone on and saw the time, 12:12am. i opened the message i got from you.

oi
u awake?
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ye
why?
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idk
just wanted to text u
wanna go hang out tomorrow?
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sure
seen

oke
cool
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i put my phone down, not thinking of anything.

i should've thought about the weather though because when i woke up, there was a bit too much sunlight.

i groaned and rolled out of bed. why did i say yes to going out today?

the doorbell rang. what was it? like, 6am?

i dragged myself to the door and saw you, dressed in some obnoxious color.

"tada-"

"why are you wearing such a bright color so early?"

"hyejoo. it's 11am. and red is not that bright of a color."

"oh god," i whispered in disgust, while opening the door for you to enter.

"let's go outside today," you whined.

"ugh. fine," i gave in.

you smiled and clapped to yourself, walking into my room.

"wow. walking into my room without permission?"

"i wanna pick your outfit today," you said while opening my closet.

you stuck your hand in.

"so there is clothing in here. it's just all," you trailed off.

"black. yup," i finished.

you glared at me.

"should've known. this ain't it, hyejoo. where's the fun in all black?"

"everything."

you pouted while still glaring at me.

"i don't want you to wear black today though. it's sunny. the black is just gonna absorb heat and then you'll get a heat stroke and die," you told me, yelling the word "die."

you stuck your hand in my closet and took out a graphic oversized shirt. black, obviously. you bursted into the bathroom, closing the door quietly before coming out a few moments later.

you were wearing the blue jeans you came in with and my black shirt while holding your red one. you tossed it to me.

"i don't wanna wear your crusty shirt-"

"it's clean. hyejoo, please. one day where you wear color," you begged.

i sighed and looked at you. you looked like puss in boots from shrek. i nodded and you automatically smirked.

"yes! alright! get changed, and come out of your room. i'll be waiting on the couch," you quickly said as you went out of my room.

"oh my god... what have i signed up for," i whispered to myself.

i rubbed my hands on my face and dragged them down. shaking my head, i took out some black leggings and wore the shirt, making sure to tuck the front part in.

i looked in the mirror and grunted. red wasn't my color. i don't like it. i shook it off and opened my bedroom door, heading towards the coach.

i rubbed my arm while waiting for you to get up. you seemed to have noticed.

"you look fine. don't worry about it. also, you better get used to it cause that's only the start," you warned me.

"what... just the start," i asked.

you ignored me and put your shoes on by the door. you unlocked the door, opening it. your eyes met with mine and you signaled to leave.

i sighed and dragged myself to the door, putting my shoes on as well.

if you were wondering, yes, my shoes were also black.

i walked out and caught up with you.

"where are we going?"

"to the mall. it's like a 10 minute walk."

"ugh. i could be playing league right now, and you have the audacity to take me outside."

"you were the one who agreed."

"shi-"

"let's get some ice cream before we leave. i'll treat you."

"you? treat me? you never do that though."

"uhhh... there's a reason," you explained.

well, not really explained. more like an excuse you made up.

you know what?

it doesn't even matter because right now, i'm getting free ice cream.

"yeah. um... could i have one chocolate and," you started ordering.

"what do you want?"

"get me a strawberry cone."

"yeah. one chocolate cup and one strawberry cone please."

you paid for the ice cream and we waited, getting it after a few moments.

"since when did you eat strawberry?"

"all the time?"

"huh... never noticed."

you turned your attention to your own ice cream and poked your spoon in it. you took a bite and looked at me.

"you're an absolute child, you know that?"

"impossible," i stated as i took a bite out of the cone.

"pffft. yeah. um. okay then," you said sarcastically.

"whatever. let's just go to the mall now."

"yes ma'am," you followed as i walked ahead of you.

the walk from the ice cream parlor to the mall lasted about a good five minutes or so. by the time we got there, i had finished my cone, but you had some left.

i couldn't help but to stare down your ice cream until you noticed. when you did, you started chuckling.

"if you wanted some, you could've just told me," you said as you offered a spoonful.

"thanks, i guess," i muttered while taking it.

you grabbed my arm after i finished and started dragging me.

"come on. there's a lot i wanna do here."

i glanced at your face and you had this mischievous look. i guess i'm screwed.

...

"just come out, hyejoo," you begged.

"like hell i will," i replied.

"my guy. my homie. please just this once."

i grumbled and slammed the door open.

thankfully, no one was in the dressing room area besides you. this was good because a), no one heard the loud bang from the door, and b)...

"awwww~ you look so soft, hye."

i shot you a sarcastic smile and started walking towards you.

"man. i could just give you the biggest bear hug, right now~" i threatened.

before you could run away, i put my arm around your neck and locked my hand on your shoulder, choking you.

anyways, once you had nearly passed out, i looked in the mirror again. i let out a loud sigh.

"oversized pink sweater and light blue skinny jeans..."

you let out a groan and stood up from the chair i put you on.

"be lucky that i was generous enough to not let you die on the floor."

"yup. totally."

i shot you a glare and stared at the mirror.

"you look so small and tiny. little baby hyejoo. hyejoo just a tiny baby. hyejoo never big. hyejoo-"

"oh my god. shut up. you're so annoying sometimes."

"is little tiny hyejoo trying to be intimidating? little-"

i started walking towards you again, threatening you.

"and never mind. take everything back. never said anything."

"whatever. i'm changing back."

"leave the clothes there. i'll take care of it."

i hummed as a reply and left everything. i looked around the store alone and saw you walk towards me with a bag.

"you bought something?"

you looked at me and nodded before turning to leave the store. i quickly followed after you and we headed to the food court. you paid for my food and we took it to-go so that we could walk home while eating.

"surprised you didn't take any pictures back there," i said, eating a fry.

"i was tempted to," you replied curtly, focusing on eating instead.

"what did you even buy?"

the bag was hanging from your wrist and i was about to look in.

"nope. i'll show you when we get to your house."

i made a face at you while you kept looking forward. i shook my head and kept walking until we got home.

you placed the bag of food down on the table, but still kept the shopping bag close to your side.

"did you steal a puppy or something? why are you hiding it so much?"

i was trying to ask sarcastically, but then you shot me a nervous look.

"... you did not."

you held in a laugh and ran up to my room with the bag. i chased after you, but you closed the door and locked it.

after a few moments, you opened the door again and i looked around my room to check if you did anything weird. surprisingly, nothing was out of place.

"anyways, i'm gonna head out now."

"what? already?"

you had left my room by then and started putting your shoes on.

"yup. 'twas fun."

i was sort of bummed out, but whatever.

you finished putting on your shoes and started waving while opening the door.

"by the way, look in your closet. bye bye," you spoke quickly and ran.

"what an idiot..."

i rushed up to my room and opened my closet door. it wasn't completely black. that stupid pink sweater and those blue jeans were there. to top that off, i was still wearing your red shirt.

i opened my phone and started texting you.

oi
whats this for
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its a gift :D
i expect you to wear it
next time we meet ((:
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i placed my phone down and put my hands together and just... took a big breath out.

ur an idiot
stupid
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ye and?
im ur idiot ((;
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whatever
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i laid down on my bed and put my hands on my face, covering it completely.

"god, you're so stupid," i whispered while smiling a little.

"a complete idiot... but i guess my heart wouldn't let you go."

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q: what's your favorite ice cream flavor?

aa: i like lots of ice cream flavors (: mainly the neopolitan ones (ive never tried mint choco)

(a/n: if yall thought i could write an angst, ur wrong,, haha jk,, unless... ye prob not happening 😐)