A/N: hope you enjoy if you did don't forget to leave a vote or comment, and I'll see you guys at the end. Also deals with things like a character questioning their sexuality before realising she's not straight. So if you're not comfortable with things like that you don't have to read about it, it's at the end and it's not that important.

*warning mature content* will notify when it starts and you can skip or read it.

Trystan

So we were going on that date I promised her and I wanted it to be special.

I had basically already explained to her what had happened with Aurora, so I wanted this dinner to be extra special.

Once I had got dressed, into the suit I wanted to wear for the date, I went out of the bedroom and knocked on Jessie's door.

"Two minutes!" She sang. And soon enough two minutes later, she came out of her room.

She was dressed in a mid-long dress. I was speechless and I was just staring. Soon she cleared her throat.

"Trystan," she said catching my eyes, then pointed to her eyes, "eyes up here, and nowhere else, Kay?" I nodded.

"Sorry, but wow you look... Beautiful. Just... Wow!" She looked down, blushing.

"Thanks, you don't look too bad yourself handsome." She grinned.

She looked downstairs, seeing if her mum was still home.

"I think she's gone out, you wanna go?" She asked.

I nodded, "yeah I managed to book a table at a restaurant not far from here. You alright to walk there?" I asked, "or would you rather me carry you."

"I'll be fine with walking, thanks for the offer though." She giggled as we went downstairs before leaving the house.

She locked up the house and we started walking to the restaurant.

"We won't be walking everywhere for too long, I don't think, I'll probably be able to drive, once I pass my test."

She smiled at me, "that's awesome, I want to be the first one was to know when you pass your test. When is it?" She asked.

"Soon. Very soon."

"Well whenever it is, I want to give you a good luck kiss before you go do your test." She grinned, "you going to drive your driving instructors car?"

"Yeah I will be."

"Cool, now let's get to this restaurant." She grinned at me, before we started walking quickly towards the restaurant.

**

Later, half way through our dinner date, Jessie got a text, but not wanting to be rude, I saw that she ignored it and I was a bit confused why. I got she didn't want to be rude, but if it was important I wouldn't have minded if she checked it.

"Do you want to get that?" I asked, "might be important."

"Can't be important if it means interrupting a quiet dinner with my boyfriend now can it?" She raised an eyebrow, "relax, I'll see what it's about later, okay? I just want to spend time with you, alone, no interruptions." She replied, grinning at me. "Is that so bad, hmm?"

I pretended to think to myself, "hmm, I guess not, I guess that means I have you all to myself."

"I guess it does," she replied, "and I can't wait what that means for us, what you have in store, in what you want us to do."

"Well... It depends what you want to do, I won't do anything you don't want to do."

"I'm up for anything you want to do." She shrugged, before she looked down and blushed.

I smiled and put my hand on top of hers, "you okay, you seem flushed." I said.

She cleared her throat, and looked up into my eyes, nodding, "yeah, I'm fine, promise," she smiled and giggled in a way I thought was a nervous one.

**

After we ate our dinner, the waiter asked if we wanted dessert, but we both declined.

"Just the check, please." The waiter smiled and nodded before leaving us to go get the check for the both of us.

"Since this was the date that I promised, I'm paying."

She opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out before she smiled, kissing my cheek from over the table.

I smiled back at her and when the check came out and waiter gave us it, I got out the money to pay.

We got up from the table and walked out of the restaurant, Jessie was typing on her phone, I looked at her turning her to face me,

"Are you alright?" I asked, concerned why she was all of a sudden paying attention to her phone.

She looked up at me, grinning, "perfect, but we're not going home tonight."

I raised an eyebrow, "what do you mean?" I asked,

"I booked us a hotel for the night, I asked my mum about before and she said it was fine. I wanted us to have a special night." She said, looking down again, blushing.

Then I finally came to that realisation on what she wanted to do tonight.

"Oh..." I trailed off, her grin faded, as she saw my face, which was clear shock and she bit her lip and looked down.

"S-sorry I just, I wanted it to be special and and I didn't realise..." She trailed off as I saw tears running down her cheeks.

I shook my head, "No, no, it's fine, I just didn't realise you were ready." I said, before I smiled at her and leaned down to kiss her, and she leaned her head up to meet me with the kiss.

"It was supposed to be romantic, a spur of the moment kind of thing," she murmured as she pulled away from the kiss.

"It can still be romantic, alright? I'll make it as romantic as possible, promise." She giggled, and smiled at me.

"Thank you."

I winked at her, "No problem, now let's get to that hotel."

She nodded, "the taxi should be here soon." She said, and soon enough the taxi did arrive to take us to the hotel that she booked for that night.

**
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Jessie

Once we got to the hotel, and checked in, we went up to our room for the night. Once we got there we sat on the couch next to each other for a while.

Then when I got enough confidence I turned to face him and kissed him, gently. He kissed me back, and slowly we started deepening the kiss.

I smiled as I slowly went on my knees and straddled his lap.

The first kiss lasted for as long as the first item of clothing came off.

My jacket, his jacket.

Once the first kissed finished Trystan started kissed downwards, neck and part of my shoulders, before the second piece of clothing came off.

His shirt, my dress.

Soon Trystan was topless and I had nothing on but my underwear.

Trystan slowly pulled away from me, "you sure you want this?"

"Would I have decided to book this if I didn't?" I asked.

"Right." He said, knowing what he asked was a stupid question, and with it lifted me up and went towards the bed.

And it carried on from there, or it didn't, not quite.

I pulled away from the kiss we were intertwined in and looked up at him,

"Have you got a..." I trailed off as he finished the sentence for me.

"Condom? Yeah," he said, nodding, before reaching over to his wallet that he had put down on the bedside table.

"Good, I may love romance books, but believe me when I say I am not ready to be a mother." I said, shaking my head.

He chuckled, "I know what you mean." He muttered.

Soon I heard the foil rip and I was in pure bliss.

And it went from there...

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**
We were wrapped up in the sheets and all we did was stare at each other, cupping one another's cheeks.

"I love you," I whispered, "so much," I smiled at him, before I went to kiss him again.

He moaned through the kiss as I giggled through the kiss when he did so.

"Mm, "I love you too," he whispered back,

I bit my lip, and he groaned at that.

"Don't do that." He mumbled.

"What, bite my lip?" I asked, before biting it harder, sexier to tease him, "why not, hmm?"

"You know what it does to me." He groaned and I laughed,

"Yeah, well you better keep it where it is, because I'm tired, and we do kinda have college tomorrow." His eyes widened at that,

"Shit!" He said, "we do, what are we going to do?"

"Well, we could just go home, get dressed for college and go home and act normal, or we could make a big deal out of it and arrive in a taxi probably making people realise something had happened, and it will be held over our heads for the rest of our lives." I replied, rolling my eyes.

He chuckled, "I think I'd rather arrive in style, who cares if people know, you're my girlfriend remember? Most people think it was happening anyway."

"And we arrive in that taxi people will know that I wasn't, and I lost my virginity, to the school's bad boy who's also my boyfriend." I said, "so I guess it isn't too bad but still, I may feel a bit embarrassed about it, I don't want people knowing what I'm up to you know. You might be comfortable about it, but I'm not, I'd rather people not know about my private life, so can we just go home in the morning and then walk?" I asked.

"Yeah, anything for you." He said kissing my nose, "love you,"

"Love you too," I said, "now let's get to sleep." He nodded and I rested my head on his chest before he wrapped his arms around my waist and we fell into a deep sleep.

**

My alarm woke us up at around 7am, I yawned before I called my mum to come pick us up.

I nudged Trystan awake so we could quickly get dressed. Luckily I had an extra pair of clothes in my bag I had with me on the date, so it didn't look like I was doing the walk of shame.

I got dressed in my extra pair of clothes and went with Trystan down towards the entrance where my mum picked us up.

"Maybe I shouldn't have brought another pair of clothes, it looks more obvious than it would be if I wore my dress from last night." I said to Trystan, but he just chuckled.

"Babe don't worry, just relax, you'll be able to change and get ready properly at the house." I sighed and rested my head on his shoulder, as he kissed my head and I closed my eyes.

Once we arrived at the house we quickly got changed before we rushed out, going to college.

We arrived at college hand-in-hand, before Trystan moved his hand from mine to my shoulder.

I smiled as we walked through the halls, we stopped when we arrived at the classroom where my class was. I turned to him and held his hand.

"I'll see you later?" I asked, Trystan grinned and nodded before we kissed and Trystan left and walked to his class.

I walked into the classroom, and while I did so I saw Sarah sitting down, which made me hesitate, while walking.

I sat down two places away from where she was sitting, not sure whether she would want to be anywhere near me.

But when I looked up at her, she was talking and laughing with someone, well not someone, a girl.

The first thing I though was has she replaced me?! But what I saw next, made it confirm that I hadn't been replaced.

She kissed her and smiled at her. I smiled gently as I watched, I was happy that she was happy as long as she was.

"Hey," I said to Sarah, she turned round, gasping and then tried to explain something that had happened as if it never happened.

"It was nothing, really, I just..." She trailed off as I shook my head,

"You don't have to explain anything to me, I'm happy for you as long as your happy.

Sarah grinned at me and pulled me into a hug, "thank you for understanding."

"No problem," I replied as I kept hugging her before the teacher came in and started teaching the lesson.

**

After class Sarah introduced me to her girlfriend, "this is Katie," she said.

I smiled at Katie, "it's nice to meet you Katie," I said, going to shake her head, but Katie pulled me into a hug.

"It's nice to meet you too Jessie, I've heard so much about you!" She squealed.

"So how do you two meet?" I asked.

"Well it's a long story, do you know how I was being all moody?" Sarah asked, "well I was going through a rough patch and I was questioning everything, and I started going to a place where people are questioning a lot of things and we met there and we just hit it off."

"I'm so happy for you, I'm so sorry about questioning you about everything," I said, "especially about trying to find a boyfriend for Valentine's Day, if I knew-"

"But you didn't, after all I did go out with that guy that Trystan was with, I think mostly because I was trying to prove to myself that I was something that I wasn't."

"I'm just glad you can be someone you are rather than someone you're not." I said, hugging her again.

"You guys ready to go?" Trystan asked as he joined us, "who's this?" He asked, motioning Katie.

"This is Katie, my girlfriend," Sarah said, smiling.

Trystan smiled, "I'm so happy for you," he said, "nice to meet you Katie,"

"You too..."

"Trystan."

"Nice to meet you too Trystan." She smiled at him, widely before we went off to the cafeteria to wait until our next class together, which was indeed creative writing.

While we waited for our next class, the four of us just talked about everything that was going on in our lives including talking about what happened the night before with Trystan and I and our date that night.

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