A/N: hope you enjoy. This chapter is going to be a sort of decision for the both of them so it will swap between Trystan and Jessie's POV and like in the title it's make or break for them after what's happened between them so far including the exs suddenly appearing back in their lives and what's happened since their exs including what happened with Aaden, Jessie's ex.

Jessie

I love him I thought, so why am I deciding to make a decision whether we stay together or not? I asked myself.

Luckily I wasn't the only one thinking that.

"Jessie, can I ask you a question?" Trystan asked.

"What is it? What do you need to ask?" I raised an eyebrow I questioning.

"If we love each other why are you saying that we shouldn't continue what never properly started in the first place?"

"You know exactly why Trystan," I said automatically, "why would you want to be with a girl who was previously depressed, has anxiety and cut herself?" I asked, "and why would you date a girl knowing her ex is a psycho and could come after me at any time?"

"Because I don't care about anything like that, I love you." He shook his head not understanding, and though I was giving him somewhat 'good' reasons I didn't really know why I was doing it myself.

"I just don't understand why you still want to be with me after everything I've put you through." I said.

"You didn't put me through anything, I went through it because you are the only person I know who understands me for me." He said. "It's also because when I'm with you, I don't feel half as broken as I do without you."

"What are you saying?" I asked cautiously.

"I'm saying, that I don't think I could live without you and if you don't want us to be together, then I need to clear my head and think about this. I'm sorry." He said, before suddenly walking out of the door.

And just like that I lost him.

Trystan

I had to leave. I had to think, I can't believe she's making me decide whether or not to stay with her. I thought she loved me. I don't understand why she doesn't want to be with me. It's not like everything we've been through, I wanted to do. Of course I didn't want to go through with some of it, but I did it because I love her, surely that means something to her, it's not like she made me go through it, I did it because I care. Why didn't she get that?

So I left, because I had to make my decision. She's doesn't want to be with me? Fine. We'll take a break, but I don't want to lose her more than I think I've already had.

But before I make my decision, I have to talk to someone, so I did.

"Hello?" The voice said through my phone, it was Aury. I know what you're thinking why her?Because she used to listen to me, when something had happened with my dad.

"Hey, can you talk? I need to talk to someone."

"Of course, what's happened? Has something happened with that girl?" She asked, angrily, "did she do something to you? Oh babe," she mumbled.

"She's giving me an ultimatum." I said.

She gasped, and yes I mean actually gasped. And before you ask, yes it was a dramatic one, kind of like a dramatic faint in Shakespearean play.

"Forget her honey, I can make you forget her, why don't you come round mine and we can talk." She said, flirtatiously.

"Can we make it mine in like 20 minutes?" I asked.

"Of course anything for you baby."

"Thanks." I just said. I needed to forget her, I needed to take a break, to make a decision, to my mind off this decision and this was the only I knew how to.

I managed to get home from the hospital via a taxi and about five minutes after I arrived, Aurora was standing at my door, wearing a short, tight dress.

I pulled her towards me, and kissed her roughly, she kissed me back and kicked the door shut behind her with her foot...

Jessie

What have I done? Why am I doing this to myself? Why am I making him decide? Shit shit shit!!! I threw my head back then reached for my phone to call Trystan. Thankfully he answered,

"Jessie?" He asked, clearly panicked on why I was calling.

"Yeah, sorry I wanted to call you, I need to talk to you about what I said." I said.

"Jessie I told you I needed time to think." He replied, but I could hear someone giggling in the background, a girl no less.

I swallowed. "Trystan, who are you with?" I asked, my voice cracking.

"No one, why do you ask?"

"Why the hell are you lying to me, I heard a giggle, it was a girls laugh." I said, angrily. "Are you with Aurora?" I asked, a mix of anger and sadness hung in my voice. I sniffed to keep back tears. "Are you about to do what I think you're about to do?"

All of a sudden I heard a crackling of the phone being snatched away from Trystan. "Well we were until your nasty voice came and interrupted us!" A girl snapped — Aurora, my suspicions finally confirmed — at me.

"Put Trystan back on the phone." I said, gritting my teeth.

"Nah, not until we're done honey, and to make it worse for you, to hear you get upset and angry, I'm going to keep you on the line so you hear everything." She cackled, before I heard a beep meaning it was put into speaker phone.

"Ignore her Jessie, nothing was about to happen." He lied.

"There you go again, lying."

"No, I mean, yes I invited her over, so something could happen... But I was about to completely stop it when you called me. I told her before, saying it was wrong to do this, to her and you! I'm so sorry Jessie."

"Just don't Trystan I never want to talk to you again, just leave me alone!"

"Jessie let me exp-" but I cut him off, ending the call.

I couldn't believe I trusted him, after everything, and he went and did this to me.

That's when I broke down into tears and curled up on the hospital bed, broken... Broken all over again, just went I thought he fixed me, he went and tore me apart. Broken.

Trystan

Before and after the phone call

Before

I was kissing her because I need to feel something. But what I felt was wrong.

As we sat down on the couch after I led her to it, I started to pull away,

"Aurora," I mumbled, "Aurora stop." I said but she clearly didn't want to listen, she kept kissing me. I groaned in frustration and pushed her away, "I mean it!" I exclaimed.

"Why have you all of a sudden changed your min, hmm?" She asked, trailing a figure up my arm and the other her hand was doing the same to my chest.

I pulled her hands away, "because this isn't fair to Jessie or to you." I said, "I was just using you and I... I shouldn't have."

"You don't mean that, you're not thinking straight of course you're not using me." She said, "I love you and you love me..." She trailed off as she reached for my buttons and then started undoing them.

"No I don't love you aurora, I love-"

Before I could finish my sentence and before I could push them away myself, my phone rang and her hands snapped away me. She was clearly annoyed as I picked up seeing who it was on the called ID.

Caller ID: Jessie

I almost sighed in relief, but I was panicking she would realise I'm with someone.

So I swallowed hard as I picked up the phone, panic in my voice when I asked, "Jessie."

I put a hand to my forehead and then looked at Aurora, who, clearly looked disgusted. She also looked very, pissed off, and I do mean very pissed off.

After

I sighed in defeat as put the phone down.

I could hear the heartbreak in her voice, and it was all my fault. I couldn't fix this, I was the one in the wrong, there was no way she would let me explain.

"So where were we?" Aurora asked, going for my shirt again.

I caught her hands before she could reach my shirt, "no I told you! I don't want to do this anymore. I shouldn't have done this in the first place. I'm so sorry, Aurora, but you have to leave."

She flicked her hair, not in a flirty way like she did when she was feeling flirtatious, but in a way that told me that she was pissed off, because who wouldn't be.

I did this. It was my fault, so I have to fix this.

I got up and walked towards the door, Aurora following behind me.

I opened the door for her and as she walked out of the house, I said, "I'm so sorry I should have never used you, or tried to use you like that, it was wrong."

"I'm not pissed off with at that, I mean sure it was a jerky thing to do and I'm annoyed but I'm pissed off at you because you're going to choose some weirdo over a girl who's known you for years, knows you better than you know yourself." She said.

"You don't know me better, you may have known me for years but you don't know me, the only person who truly knows me, and loves me is the person I've ruined my chances with basically for ever. The one person I felt like could've been my soul mate. Jessie. And I've broken her heart because of it, because I was stupid and wasn't thinking and almost used you to get over someone. I shouldn't have done that." I said.

"You may think you know me, but you don't Aurora. Goodbye." I replied before she could interrupt what I was saying. Then with that I shut the door, and I heard her scream in frustration before walking to her car and slamming it before driving off.

I had lost Jessie, and there was nothing I could do. I had broken her and in result broken myself. Broken a part of me that was with her and I couldn't change that. At least not right away...

Jessie

Why was I always an idiot when it came to boys? Could I really trust no one but my friends?

All I wanted was a happily after, then I remembered this is real life, not the movies or books, so it doesn't work that way.

I was finally able to get out of this hospital after being in here for a very long time. They said I should stay but if I didn't want to then I didn't have to, so I decided to go.

My parents picked me up in my dad's car and once I left the hospital I texted Sarah.

Hey are you available to talk to, I really need someone right now.

Jess ❤️

She replied almost immediately:

Of course do you want me to come round to yours to talk, or just text or call me when you can?

Sarah x

I bit my lip in thought then replied back:

Maybe text or call, I don't mind if you come over, after what happened I need to rant about it to someone.

Jess ❤️

What happened? X
Sarah x

I think Trystan and me are over

Jess ❤️

I sent the text as soon as I arrived home and then saw Sarah's reply.

Whatever it is I'll be right over, I'll get my mum to drop me off x

I smiled at that now I just had to tell how right she was about Trystan from the very beginning.

Trystan

I had to get her back, I had to make up for what I did, and so I would I just needed to figure out how to do it so she knew how much she meant to me.

Because without her I was just a broken young teenager who needed to be loved by someone other than a parent more than anything in the world.

A/N: hope you enjoyed! Don't forget  to leave a comment and vote for this chapter and I'll see you in the next chapter! Also Aurora is slightly older as this is based in the UK so she's 18!she can drive and has her own car but she's in the same year as Trystan because she was held behind for a year and so she's in the same year instead of a year above.