26/6/2019
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23:56
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Hi diary,

Today was a totally hectic day!.
Let's started in the morning first.
Bighit Entertainment's company was so great! The furniture, facilities were so modern, as I had had a little tour before I had a real interview. I saw a 30s guy wearing glasses holding a bunch of papers work, it was tall over his head so he didn't see his ways clearly . I immediately stepped up him holding his them quickly to prevent him crashing into someone. While helping him, I was accidentally looking deeply into his eyes without blinking, I don't really mean to curious his future or something! I hope the forgetting will happen to me after this day.

Finally I had an interview.
There were 4 persons who sat in front of me, ready to ask questions to me.
And of course I did my best to answer all of them in the most professional ways.
In the end,
they rejected me.
With a reason:
"Lack of experience."
How pathetic I am! I still remember their impresive face when they knew I attended to famous fashion design in America. "Lack of experience" I could have a perfect runway project but halted because of my illness.

Finished my interview, I came to Na Young's house to announce the news. When I arrived it, she saw my gloomy face without a word she hugged me tightly.
" You don't have to say...
I am sorry to know the news!"
She gave me a banana milk
with a angry tone:
"Even though i like BigHit because of BTS but they were so stupid when they didn't hire you!!"
I gave her tired sigh.
"They were true though...
being a pathetic sick patient like me would never be hired."
She slammed her cup on the table,
gave me a deathly glance.
"Stop talking bullshits about yourself
Seul Ah! You are a talented person just been through some rough days! There are many cool place need a person like you so forget about that interview, okay?"
I nodded my head slowly, low my eyes focus on my cup.
"Tch tch ...! Thanks god that I have a big present for you now."
She smirked at me while hid something in her hands behind her back.
I dropped my cup, my eyes focused on her movement now.
"Tadah!
2 BTS's concert tickets
for me and you tonight!!
Na Young pulled two tickets out and showed up to me.
1,
2,
3
"Seul Ah! Are you okay?"
She waved those in front of
my frozen face.
"WAIT! DID I DREAM ?! Pinch my cheeks please!!"
She used both hands squeezed my cheeks.
"Ouch! ...OMFG ITS REAL!"
She laughed at my reaction.
"Now we should get ready to go concert!
shouldn't be late~!"

After 5 hours, here I am with my bestie.
GO TO BTS's CONCERT!
Held my hands together and prayed to god that my "deja vu" wouldn't erase my concert memories.
"What're you doing?"
Na Young asked me.
"Well... I accidentally made an eyes contact so I prayed that it won't affect now."
"So... you didn't see his future vision?"
"...yet."
I replied with a tired tone.
"Hey... can you describe him for me?"
After I finished my describing, she held my hands and yelled
"I think he is a BTS's manager !!"
I put my finger on her lips sign to quiet because there were many fans at here.
"Let's focus on the stage now!!"
I pulled her arms to dance with me but then something fall out from my bag. I started leaned down my hands to reached it but BTS appeared with the beginning performance so I distracted it completely.

Spending times here was more than amazing! Like i was travel to Wonderland! I wish I could spend my entire time to go to their concerts!!

Unfortunately,
bad news was I lost my notebook!!
All of my design outfits and new collection are gone!
Gods really want to play me!
The results of being luckily attended to the concert was lost my property.