Two months later

The momentary pleasure of sex was all that Peter had at this point. Nothing Wade would bring him or do for him would make the depressed arachnid stir for more then an hour at a time. Their make up from Wade's mistreatment was far behind them, the problem no longer a concern. The pure fact that Peter was only visible to someone other then Wade for only and hours time had finally, truly started catching up with him. The fact he had snuck away from Wade to be around his team mates to seeing Wade had been entirely truthful about the fact they didn't want to help him was something Peter regretted. He wished he'd never heard the conversation. The conversation about how the people he thought he could consider his friends had willingly turned their back on him. His best archer friend had been against the idea of just leaving him but I'm the end agreed with the others that the young man wasn't worth their time. Peter wasn't even worth a newbie SHIELD agents time.

Fury had labeled him as deceased and removed his file from the main stream database for the fact he was no longer an asset of the Avengers.

Peter had turned away from that family and ran back to Wade. The mercenary confused and alarmed when Peter came in through the window, eyes red and cheeks tear stained. Wade had no idea what Peter had heard, seen or listened to in person and of recordings. Wade didn't know how the people they both looked up to, put up so highly on a pedestal had treated Peter. Practically throwing him aside and kicking dirt over his body.

Peter had lost everything. He had even lost Wade for a time granted he did come back but that didn't change the fact that what Wade did didn't still sting when he thought about it.

The arachnid grunts as Wade pushes deeper into him. Pinned under the larger body this is what he had left. The feeling of raw pleasure and the warmth of having his partner over him.

Peter moans when Wade hits his prostate, colors filling his vision from behind closed eye lids. The electrical feeling of pleasurable shocks running down his spine, influencing him to arch his Ass up higher. Within easier access to his lover. All Peter wants is to be used now. That's all he refunds himself worth. Of course he makes Wade believe that he's doing this for Peter's wants. Yes they are of Peter's needs and requests but he does it to feel needed. Being used makes him feel better. Like he's worth something, even if it isn't much.

The pleasure is over bearing, pushing him over the edge with a cry, his body tensing, his muscles clenching around the member deep inside his body causing the man behind him to come hard inside him. Jets of seamen pouring deep inside of the spider.

They both lay there panting for a long moment before Wade pulls out, collapsing next to Peter. The Spider even eating through the Mercs seemingly unending stamina with his need. Wade doesn't hesitate before wrapping his warm body around Peter. His textured skin welcoming against Peter's smooth body.

" I Love you." Wade reminds Peter for the hundredth time that day. Wade always reminds Peter. No longer allows himself to stray far from Peter. Only at night does he leave the arachnid to continue his search. To continue the hunt for his love's whole. Trying to find what happened to Peter.

Peter lays there for a long time, staring at the wall. The pleasure from their activities already too full to enjoy. " I love you too." He responds. His voice soft, eyes blank and glazed over as he stares at the wall.

. . . He misses everything. He misses everyone. . . He can't help but feeling betrayed by most as he turns away from the wall to hide his face in his partners chest. His body relaxing into the touch. Wade's soft touching is what really reminds Peter that he is loved. Something he seems to have begun to forget.

Guys. I've been writing when I'm only half awake. Dear lord please tell me where the typos hide

One more chapter :)