Month later

Peter stares blankly at the ground. The apartment is quiet. Wade had left like he does often now. Leaving Peter alone in their home. Leaving the ignored arachnid feeling more useless and hated.

Why was Wade pushing him away? Why didn't he want him? Does he not love Peter anymore? Is Peter not good enough for him?

" I thought you said you believed I'm here. You where happy. You weren't different, you wouldn't let me go the first day. Now it seems impossible to get your attention. " Peter says glancing over at one of the few pictures of them together that Wade allowed. " What did I do wrong?" He asks the image of Wade smiling down at Peter who's eyes are shut as he laughs. Wade's arm is wrapped around Peter's waist.

When Peter hears the lock on the door click he practically leaps to his feet to go to the door like some well excited dog looking for attention from his master...

But that's exactly what it is.

" Wade," Peter greets happily, pushing through his wall of grey emotion as he searches for a hopeful reaction from his partner. The brunette comes close to lightly grip Wade's arm as the taller walks further into the room.

" Hi Peter." The Mercenary responds not seemingly interested with the Spider.

" Where have you been?" Peter asks, letting go of one arm only to walk around and cling to the other but not before helping to remove the kantanas strapped to Deadpools back.

This pattern had been going on for well over two weeks now. Peter basically hanging off of Wade in hopes for attention. Wade was his only source. The only person that could see him. He has no one else anyway. It's best if he stays here, trying, hoping Wade will look at him.

" It doesn't mater." Wade says. Like he always says.

Peter doesn't push it. Having learned the first time since this pattern and behavior has started. He didn't want to be left alone again. Not at night. Night is when the memories come out to play and haunt Peter. He had learned the consequence with his punishment.

Wade moves towards their bathroom, Peter trailing behind them. The mercenary grabs a towel from the linen closet outside the small room.

" Can I come?" Peter asks. He hadn't asked in over four days. He hoped that if he didn't ask every time he would be accepted more often to follow in.

Wade looks at Peter, remaining quiet for a moment before nodding. Peter tries not to act to pleased but is well aware of the smile on his face in response to the acceptance. Peter grabs his own towel before follow.

Once the bathroom door shuts behind them Peter takes the immediate responsibility of running the water and getting them ready for the shower.

Wade watches with interest,
The Arachnid having not really ever done this to the extent he was now.

Peter unbuckles Wade's utility belt, setting it on the counter before slipping his slender fingers under the edge of the Leather top half of he Deadpool suit. He works it up Wade's torso and pulls it off and setting it on the ground. He pulls the mask off and sets it next to the belt before kneeling down before the mercenary to pull the zipper down on Wade's pants and unbuttons them before sliding them down his legs.

What was Peter doing? Count he see what was going on? Why did he keep coming to Wade? Asking for attention like he actually needed it. Like he acting wanted Wade for more reasons then just a nice fuck toy.

( He's so sad. Why are we trying to push him away? Why can't we hold him?)

[ Because we are distancing ourself. We don't want him to think he can use us. ] Yellow says as they watch as Peter looks up at Wade with large green eyes as he takes the Mercs flaccid member into his mouth

" Peter." Wade says disapprovingly as he pulls the boys head away gently.

Peter gives him a broken look as he's moved away and directed to the shower.

( Why are we doing this? This isn't good.)

" For protection."  Wade answers quietly.

( For who? For Peter or for you?) White snaps. ( This is breaking him and you can see it. All he wants is your love and all you give him a a disconcerted look. I thought we promised we'd never become like that. Not after experiencing it. First hand. I think it's clear now who's using who. Peter never did anything wrong, he's doing nothing wrong.) The box growls.

Wade looks away from Peter for a moment as the other looks after him in a plea for him to follow Peter to stand under the water.