THIRD PERSON'S POV :

"Sleep now" saying that he stepped towards the sofa but Rimsha catched his wrist, he looked at her after turning his head and Rimsha shook her head slowly to say to sit beside her in the same way.

Saad smiled and sat beside her,she was still in shook.

"Do you wanna eat something?" Saad asked when he realised that she must  be hungry and made himself stand but she shook her head slowly in reply.

"Have you eat something?" Saad asked and she again shook her head, her eyes were fixed on her hands which were placed on her thighs

"Wait for sometime, I'm bringing food, first have something then eat" Saad said and she again shook her head.

"I.. I'm not hun-ry" she said in whispered and a sob left from her lips.

"Rimsha... Tum roo nahi, main us insaan ko dhundh kr itna marunga ke apne peda hone par pashtayega" Saad said after sitting in the bed and out his arm to envelope around her

(You don't cry, I'll find out that man and beat him so much that he will regret for his existence)

Rimsha placed her head on his chest and crying out silently but with hiccups. And Saad envelope his both arms around her midriff that was the first time in the five months of their married life when Rimsha wasn't protecting on Saad's touch. After a few minutes Saad felt a grip around his chest, because Rimsha hugged him back. Leaning down to her face he kissed her temple after brushing off the hair from her forehead.

Rimsha was feeling protected and warm in his arms on the other hand Saad was feeling as if he got back the broken piece of his heart. He was watching his wife who was hiding her face in his chest and he was caressing her hair and cheek continously

"Saad..." She whispered without breaking the hug.

"Haan Saad ki jaan" (yes my love)

"You don't love me, no one loves me" she said while crying, and Saad rested his head with headboard with a smile and closed his eyes

"You also don't love me" He whispered and Rimsha nodded her head on his chest.

"Yeah I don't love you" She said in mumbling sound and Saad smiled.

"Don't thinking to much" Saad said in whispered and caressed her back in soothing way, she felt calm and didn't realised when she entered the land of nod. Saad was smiling while watching his beautiful wife who was in his arms. He slowly creeped down without disturbing her slumber and she snuggled down in his arms after few minutes.

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The breakfast table was full of different type of items as usually, a maid was busy in pouring tea in the cups, and other was other was cutting fruits

"Go and summon her from her room" a maid got order and she nodded

"No need, you cut the fruits"

"Why no need, call her for breakfast!!"

"She isn't in her room" Farha said in hushed tone and Ateeq's brows become furrowed.

"Where is she then?" He enquired while placing the cup of tea on table.

"She is in her room" Farha stressed on her.

"What do you mean?" Ateeq asked in rage.

"The same which you understand" Without looking at her husband Farha said and took a bite of Apple

"What?" Ateeq throw the cup of tea to his left side and glared his wife with angry gaze.

"Why and when did Rimsha gone?" Ateeq asked while glaring his wife and  Farha glared him back.

"Saad took her to his home yesterday" Farha said and Ateeq felt his ego was hurt.

"How he dare to took my daughter with his without my permission!" Ateeq roared and picked his mobile to dialled his number

"Stop It Ateeq, Saad is Rimsha's husband, if they both wants to live with each other then why you have problem? Your daughter is someone's wife now, stop interfering in her life." Farha shouted and Ateeq glared her then he glared the maids who were watching the scene, they all made their way one by one to the kitchen and other works

"I can't trust Saad for my daughter, he ca.." Ateeq was saying when Farha cutted his sentence

"Its her life not your business deal, that if you don't have trust then you'll cancel that deal. Let Her live her life with her husband don't distroy her life one more time. Have you see her condition?" Farha shouted angrily

"I am watching her condition that's why I don't want her to live with Saad" Ateeq said angrily and Farha rolled her eyes

"Ateeq it's been more than one year you are making her life difficult. First you create a scene in Rimsha's wedding with Maaz just to humiliate Maaz's Father, but what happened? Maaz got married in the same place and our daughter came back here as an unwed bride. Think about Rimsha, she is your own daughter." Farha bust on him angrily.

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SAAD'S POV:

I can't imagine what I was watching. My heart was beating with happiness and calmness. My wife was sleeping in my embrace, her head was placed on my upper arm and her face was half hidden in my chest. I slowly brushed off the hair from her face and pecked her forehead, she was the most beautiful girl for me on this earth. She snuggled more and I realised she must be feeling cold, her hair were still wet. I Arranged the AC temperature and pulled the blanket on both of us. She enfolded her arm around my chest and I closed my eyes with a smile.

"my dear wife" I whispered while opening my eyes, my heart was singing only a single song after watching her beautiful face, and my lips were not leaving smile.

Aafreen Aafreen Aafreen

Chehra ik phool ki tarh shaadaab hai
Chehra us ka hai ya koyi mahtaab hai
Chehra jaise ghazal chehra jaan-I ghazal
Chehra jaise kali chehra jaise kanwal
Chehra jaise tasawwur bhi tasweer bhi

Chehra ik khaab bhi chehra taa'beer bhi
Chehra koyi alf lailawi daastaan
Chehra ik pal yaqeen chehra ik pal gumaan
Chehra jaisa ke chehra kaheen bhi nahi
Maah-ru maah-ru mah-jabeen mah-jabeen

Husn e jaanaan ki tareef mumkin nahi
Afreen afreen
Afreen afreen
Tu bhi dekhe agar to kahe ham-nisheen
Afreen afreen
Afreen afreen
Husn e jaanaan ki tareef mumkin nahi

But my heart skipped a beat when my soul questioned me 'What if this is the last time she is with me?' I pecked her cheek and hugged her tightly.

'I'm Not going to leave her again, and this time I'm sure she will not go back leaving me.' with this I closed my eyes and soon sleep consumed me.

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I felt emptiness in my arms, I tried to open my eyes and found her going towards wash room, I again closed my eyes and after sometime she came back, I was laying with closed eyes trying to sleep. And I listened footsteps coming towards bed, Rimsha sat down beside me and I open my eyes.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" I asks and she shook her head slowly

"You sleep here I'm going to sofa" I said and placed my elbow on mattress to lift myself. And she held my arm.

"Don't go on sofa, otherwise I won't be able to sleep" she said in whispered and lay down beside me hugging my arm tightly, I smiled and pecked her forehead, she lifter her gaze and we both were looking into each other's eyes. That was the first time when I detected love in her eyes and she smiled, taking away my heart

"Rimsha" I whispered and she hummed.

"I love you" I confessed my love as I was doing from long time but for the first time she smiled, and creeping closer to me, she hugged me and I embraced her.

"Sleep peacefully" I said and she nodded before closing her eyes its being few minutes when "Rimsha" I utter her name but she was sleeping and I smiled. I spend my whole night in the same way, in watching my beautiful wife who was in my arms.

I saw the first ray of sun which entered in our room fron the glass of window. I slowly placed Rimsha's head on the pillow and  out my legs from the bed to close the curtains.

After closing the curtains I went to the  cupboard to draw out my clothes and glanced at my wife who was sleeping wearing my blue trousers with white T-shirt.

"My love" I whispered and entered the bathroom

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RIMSHA'S POV :

I opened my eyes and found myself on bed covered with blanket but Saad wasn't there. Last night It was difficult for me to sleep, I was only feeling protected with Saad's closeness otherwise I was feeling a different fear running in my frame I never felt that type of fear ever.

That I realised that I couldn't help myself to think about him, sometimes separation make us realise the value of  someone in our life.

I decided to forgive him he didn't came to know about my health, after last night I was ready to forgot everything about past. I stepped out fron the bed and went to washroom for freshen up. After some time I stepped out of the washroom while wiping my face with towel and sat down on window seat i missed this place more than anything else. I looked at myself and clothes clumsy, I was wearing Saad's clothes, I stepped towards the cupboard to find out if I left any clothes but I think I didn't left any.

I open my cupboard, which was almost empty, there were nothing. Then I opened Saad's cupboard and tried to find out something to wear. My gaze went to a small red box which was placed with a black colored file. I picked both things and sat down on sofa first I opened the box and that was ring.

That was the same ring which he gave me on wedding night and I throw that at the same time. I never knew that he  was keeping that ring so much carefully. I felt sorrow for that time, I missed the precious time and moments of my married life. I wore that ring and smiled.

I opened the file which was placed with that ring and read the papers...

That was....

That was divorce papers...

Saad was planning to give me divorce. That thought made my heart stop to jump wildly.

"Saad.. But" I mumbled and stepped out from the bedroom and found him sitting with His mother in her room.

"Rimsha" Aunty utter my name but my gaze went to Saad who was sitting beside her.

"Saa... Saad drop me to my home" I said while controlling myself to cry.

"But Rimsha..." Saad and Aunty said in unison

"Saad go in your room and talk to her" Aunty said after holding her hand in defeated way and Saad nodded, he grabbed my hand and stepped towards the room.

"Rimsha what's wrong?" Saad asked and I glared him.

"How can you do this?" I asked while grabbing his shirt..

"What Rimsha" She asked while holding my both hands and cried it was impossible for me to held myself, I felt my whole frame broke down in many pieces.

I fell down on sofe and he sat beside me, I was feeling like a child, I didn't had ability to loss another my love one more time.

"Rimsha, will you tell me what the he is going on?" He asked with frustration.

"What is this?" I asked and he looked at the file which was placed on sofe beside me.

"These are..." I didn't let him complete and held his hands.

"I don't want divorce, I want to live with you" I said in whispered and two tears escaped from her eyes, Saad smiled and hugged me tightly.

"I'm not giving you divorce. Also wants to live with you. You are my life." He said and I smiled while crying. He braked the hug and wiped my tears, but I was still feeling broken

"Now stop crying Why my jungli billi (wild cat) is behaving like a bhigi billi (scared-cat)?" Saad lifted my chin and I smiled, on the byname which he gave me. I open my mouth to my mouth to say something but i was distracted by him

"Tell me why you did so?" He asked and I was confused what he was trying to asking?

"What I did?" I asked and he wipe my tears

"Did you wanted to kill me by doing suicide? I thought my bullheaded is as strong as a rock, but you are very weak." Saad said and I closed her eyes and few tears again flow down, I didn't said anything for almost ten minutes

"Won't you talk to me? Is my bullheaded offended with me?" saad asked while holding my hands and  I nodded without uttering any word.

"Why my bullheaded? But first tell me why you attempted suicide?"

"Saad why you didn't come to meet me? You don't love me, you just say this. But you didn't asked if I'm alive or dead." I made complaint with disappointment and Saad's brows become furrowed.

"Rimsha... Love I came to meet you in hospital" Saad said and I shook my head

"No" I said with determination

"Love you were in half sleep try to remember, I asked you if you wanted to come back and you nodded" Saad said And I was shocked.

"Saad did you really really come! It means that wasn't any of my dream?" I remember what Saad was saying I was supposing everything as a dream

"But dad was with me he said you didn't came to meet me" I expressed my doubt and he wide his eyes.

"What?? Your Dad said that I hadn't come.. How can he.. How Ateeq uncle can do that Rimsha?" Saad asked with confusion and shocked expressions and I nodded. I didn't had any doubt on What Saad was saying because, I also remember everything but as a dream.

"It means Dad was lying to me?" I mumbled because I knew he could do so.

"No, love he won't lie. When I came to meet you he wasn't in the room. You were alone. There was only a nurse" I listened what Saad said and I felt happy to quite extent

"But why you didn't come again?" I again asked and he smile.

"Clear all the doubts today, I don't want any doubt or any problem in our life after today" He said with a smile tucked my hair lock behind my ears.

"You know what happened with me! I was almost on road my data was stolen......" Saad was saying everything and I was feeling pity on myself that why I didn't trust on his.

"But who was the culprit? Taimoor or Annie and Aditya?" I asked and he smiled.

"The one about whom I never thought!" He said and I was sure about Taimoor

"Lilly" Saad said and I was Amazed.

After our marriage I always listened Saad talking to her in call and instructed her about everything.

"But why did she do so?" I asked and Saad kissed my forehead

"You don't have to worry about all these things, I don't want you to think about useless matters." I smiled and he open his arms I hugged him and he enveloped his arms around my back.

"Is my bullheaded remains with more doubts or..." He asked And I shook my head.

"You are Looking handsome in my clothes" Breaking the hug he said and  I glared him.

"Then what should I wear? I don't have anything to wear!" I complained and he smirked

"You were looking hot in bathrobe, you can wear that" leaning towards my ear he whispered and I felt my cheeks and ears were rushed with blood.

"Not a bad idea right?" He asked with a wink and I glared him. He moved towards the cupboard and drew out a shopping bag from that and bounced that towards me which I catched

That was the crop top which he purchased when I liked that.

"Saad" I glared him one more time and smile while widening his eyes

"Just a minute" he said and searched for a minute. Then he gave me another shopping bag that was the same suit which he purchased for me he smiled after sitting beside me and I returned the same smile to him.

"Remember something?" He asked and I nodded with a defeated smile, he challenge me and he become successful

"I'm not wearing this" I said and made myself stand.

"Then you will be left with bathrobe, that's better" He said and I snatch the shopping bag from her hand before going to the bathroom.

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To be continued.....
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hungama..

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_Naaz Jamal