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Meera PoV....

What... She is standing like a statue... Why its happening to me... Why...

What i did wrong... Why i m facing all this again and again...

Tears are flowing uncontrollably... She forget to breath...

What is this.. what is he doing with her...

Yes... Jay is standing at the entrance of stella's house... He is hugging someone... Stella is watching them... From the look itself... she can understand that... They are known for along time...

But who is this girl with him...

Stella knows him... she knows My Jay... No he is not my Jay now... He is not mine... this thoughts itself makes her heart in to million pieces...

casually stella turned to her side... Meera hide behind a car...

They all went in to stella's house... Jay tugged his hand in that girls waist... 

Meera is buried in huge pain... she cant sense that she is sitting in the street..and she is crying hard..... What is happening... why he is with someone... And why he came here... I can't able to see him with anyone... I can die... rather than seeing this....

She came to sense after a horn sound of some passway vehicle... she got up..and walked to her small house...

she entered in to her small house... she got a call from someone.... without seeing the callerid.. she picked  it...

Stella :.. Hey Sweet heart ... W r u???

Meera dont know what to say...

Stella:... Dear... can u hear me...

Meera:.. Ahhh tell me anty...

Stella:.. W r u now???..

Meera..:.. Ahhh actually.. i m.. amm.... i am... in sanny house anty... he invited me here...

Stella:.. Oh... so sad... actually i have a friend here after a long time... i Wish to introduce him to u...

Meera thoughts went to that scene just before...

Stella:.. Okay sweetheart ... u carry on... I dont want to distrb u...

She is waiting for Meera 's reply... but meera hearing the sound from the background...

Jay:.. Give it to me... He is laughing... And that girl is also laughing... They are talking and having fun...She can't hear that... he is calling her darling... Why the hell he is calling her darling...

Stella:... Be quite both of u... i m talking with someone ahh....

Meera:.. Good nit... See u soon... with that she cut the call...

stella didn't understand her silence this time... It is really awkwardly silent... something is wrong.. she sensed it...

After that call... Meera broke down completely... She dont want to be their.... her confidence... peace everything is shattered... she lost her last hope... that.... one day he will realise his mistake ... but now.. all is over... they are not made for each other...

With alot of broken thoughts...her eyes are alrdy swollen... its nearly past 1.... She cant stay in that small room.. she started to feel suffocated...
So she came out of the room... and went near the water fall...

She stayed under the water for some times... her tears and thoughts are stopped due to the chill water... she feel like her blood started to freeze... so she came out of the falls.. and walk to her house... Her thoughts about Jay is again starting in her nerves... Her longingness for him... is getting high... she cant able to divert her mind.. and she really beleived that.. he is happy without her thought... so she decided to leave from here... She got the choice to leave... Yes... sweety invited for her marriage na... so Meera decided to leave...

She came to her house... changed her outfit...and called sanny... Sanny asked about her sudden disappearance... She excused herself with some reason..and she asked him to get tickets for her.. to India...

Tomorrow... Morning... she got tickets to India... She need to purchase something for the Kids in the orphan..and some gifts for sweety.. so she went for shopping... She saw his car still on the parking of stella's house...

The thought that he is here is all enough to make her heart to beat rapidly fast... 'What makes u to end up near me always Jay'...

His words are ringing in her ears...

'We are not made for each other..'..

Tears are  started to form in her swollen eyes...

She crossed the car... No one can identify her.. she covered her face with a scarf...

She went to buy gifts... she almost complete her purchasing... She started to feel dizzy... That makes her realise that... she didnt have anything from yesterday afternoon... so she went near a cafeteria and buy a juice... She is not at all hungry..  she just want to get rid of this dizziness..

She finished her juice..and turned to leave... At the sec... again she lost herself... she collapsed in to a strong chest... he secured her in his strong arms... she raised her head to see the person... She freezed at the moment... its none rather than... Jay...
she is wearing a glass... and scarf to cover her face na... so he didn't mind it... She moved aside... but the sudden closeness made a shiver in her body...

He asked her...

Jay:.. R u okay???

Meera:.. Mmmm Thanks..

Jay:.. Turned to leave...

Meera:..Then only she noticed that.. that girl is with him... she tugging her hands with him...

Jay:.. Hey darling why are u pulling me... see becoz  of u.. i dumped with her... (to that girl...)

Meera got tears and the ignorance.. which she felt at the time of her orphan life... That same pain got back to her heart...

Meera walked out of the complex...and called stella... she asked her to meet her...

Meera went to Stella's house...

Stella: . ... Oh oh... come come.. my sweet heart.. how are u Meera... gave a hug to her...

Meera:.. stayed in the hug.. I m fine.. what about u..

Stella:.. I m absolutely fine ....

Meera can see the lost brightness came back in her face... And its becoz of Jay...

Stella...:.. Why u so busy yesterday???Actually my cousin daughter came from canada... she is very naughty.... i wish to introduce u both.. but yesterday u are not avail... today she went  for shopping...

Meera just gave a smile which didnt reach her eyes...

Stella:.. Are u okay..dr..

Meera:.. i m fine anty... say my wishes to her...

Stella:.  Why??? u dont want to meet her???

Meera:.. Actually anty.. i m leaving now...

Stella:.. Where???

Meera:.  I m leaving to my native.. i m going to attend my friends wedding...

Stella:.. Why all of the sudden ... u r leaving???

Meera:.. Ya.. i didn't have an idea to leave.. but she is compelling me.. so i have to go.. alrdy i got my tickets..

Stella:.. Okay... i didnt expect this suddenly... When will u come back???

Meera:. Till i dont know abt my return.. i will call u...

Stella have small tears.. Meera is the one who stayed at her in her bad time... she never shared about herself.. but she keep giving comfort for stella.. through her moral support...

Stella :.. I really going to miss u sweet heart...

Meera also.. got tears.. she hugged her.. she dont know what to do.. she can't leave without seeing her... She got the motherly love from stella only... So she came to see her for last time... With that.. Meera stand to leave...

Stella is in full tears now...

Stella:.. Come soon sweet heart...

Meera wiped her tears..and kissed her in  her cheeks..

And leaved from there...

stella stucked with the memories she having with Meera...

After 2 hrs.. Jay and her niece came back...

stella didnt have mood to share anything with them... She got back to normal.. but something is bothering her again and again... that she saw very low depressed enotion in Meera 's eyes... with this thoughts... she sitting in her balcony...

Jay came to her...

Jay:.. Hey darling ... are u okay...

Stella:.. Noded her head...

Jay:.. hey anty . ... tell me what..

Stella:.. (Turned to his side... he is looking like that old mischief fellow... )
Why u becoming like this Jay???

Jay looks surprised with her question.. but the thought of his change .. make him feel bad..

Jay:.. I lost every good things which ever happened in my life.... That pain... that longingness made me like a beast..

Stella:.. I know about ur all business sequences and way to handling things.. U r not the same Jay... Who we raised...

Jay:.. Anty ... U r right.. i m not the same one.. U know.. and he took out the gun from his court...

Stella shocked..

Jay:.  I m a complete beast now.. I killed alot of persons who ever played bad in my way.. I m the king of my business emperor

Stella:.. Why u became like this Jay..

Jay:.. This soceity made me like this anty... I did alot of sins. .... And now .. I m dieing with all that sins...

Stella:.. Whatever the reason.. this is not the right way my dear...

Jay smiled at her...

Jay:.. I know how innicent u are.. but this world is very cruel anty.... whatever it is.. i need to rule this world... His eyes are like Dracula 's eyes...

Stella got a little fear of that look....

Jay went to his ph call...

Stella again got locked in to her thoughts...

Jay came back to her... he placed his head on her lap...

Stella patted his chest...

Jay:.. Anty ... u too hate this beast right???

Stella got tears in her eyes... she hugged him...

Stella:.. Not at all my Jay... u r my son Jay ... yes i m not the one who gave birth to you... but still u r the who saved me from the hell.... U r my saviour... i can't hate u Jay... u are pure in ur heart... but pls.. try to stop all this... i dont want to lose u too...

Jay wiped her tears...

Jay:.. After a long years... now i m feeling like Jay anty... Love u...

Stella :.. Love u too my dear... u feel better its all becoz of  Lilly..

Jay smiled at her...

Jay:.. Mmmm lilly.. i didn't expect her yeaterday... when she came from canada..

Stella:.. She came yesterday evening only... i said that u r coming... she started to jump...

Jay:.. Poor lilly... she is a kid now itself...

Stella:.. Mmmm she is alive its becoz of u only Jay...

Jay:.. Thats not a big thing... I did only what i have to do for uncle... Also she is my little princess na...

Stella:.. But i can see the love in her eyes.. what u think about her..

Jay got up from her lap...

Stella:.. Jay... what happened...

Jay:.. Sorry anty... i can't... she is very nice person... but i m not worth of it...

Stella:.. Jay... how many days you are planning to be like this ahhh.... its almost 2 years jay...

Jay:.. (He walked to the balcony edge... where he can see the falls ... ) But still i can't think anything rather than her...

Stella:. Who is she..????

Jay:.. No anty... dont want to talk about her... (his mind went to recall the yesterday's sudden view of her...)

Stella worried for him...

He is thinking about her where abouts... he has a small feel that ... she  is near him....

He called stephen to get the verification from the ticket booking section of the ceremony... he asked to check for the name of Meera in the list...

He is hoping to find her....

Stella leaved him alone for some time...

Meera POV...

She leaved to sanny's place... Tomorrow morning she will leave this country... .
why she always endup hurting herself... Why always she want to run away from him....

she slept with the thoughts...

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