♜yandere♜

♜angst♜

♜part 1♜

Muichiro's pov

I was in school sitting on the rooftop eating my lunch while Mitsuri and Giyuu sat next to me. They were talking about having a lover and how amazing it is and I just sat there not knowing what to say.

Mitsuri : so Mui d-

Muichiro : no I didn't get a girlfriend, you ask me every day ,can you stop?

Giyuu : dude seriously ,when will you get a girlfriend. You're almost 15 but never had a girlfriend. Are you gay or something?

Muichiro : I-I AM NOT I-I mean I don't know..... I am just not interested

After we finished our food we went inside. Mitsuri and Giyuu have class together so we split up and I went to my class. As I went to class I heard something behind me so I looked and I saw nothing, when I turned in front of me and I accidentally stumbled over something and fall to the floor. I heard laughing in front of me and when I looked up three guys were looking at me.

Tanjiro : Inosuke,Zenitsu stop laughing!

He said and walked up to me and helped me get up. Other two boys walked away but he stayed with me.

Tanjiro : I am sorry for my friends... Anyways, are you okay?

Muichiro : o-oh yeah I am fine

Tanjiro : My name is Tanjiro by the way. What's yours?

Muichiro : Muichiro, Muichiro Tokito

Tanjiro : okay Muichiro I need to go now it was nice to meet you I hope we see each other again

He said and smiled and then walked away. Something about that smile..... it felt different from other smiles I saw. "what is this feeling.. god this is weird..... ah its probably nothing I should get to class.". After school I wanted to walk with my brother, Giyuu or Mitsuri but Mitsuri walked with Iguro, Giyuu with Shinobu, even my brother walked with his girlfriend . I walked out of school and I heard someone calling my name behind me, when I looked behind I saw Tanjiro running to me.

Tanjiro : Hi Muichiro! wanna walk together?

Muichiro : sure

When I got home I went to my room and sat down at my table and tried to study. An hour passed and I haven't learned anything, for some reason I couldn't stop thinking about Tanjiro. Something about him felt different from the other people I hangout with.

Little did I know I fallen in love with Tanjiro very fast. We would be together every time and we become really good friends. Day by day my love for him got stronger and stronger. "hes so cute... I cant stop thinking about him. I want him to be my boyfriend so bad"

1 Month later

I sat on the rooftop waiting for Tanjiro. I asked Giyuu and Mitsuri to join us but they said something like"ohh no we don't want to disturb you". After some time Tanjiro came and we ate our lunches together. He looked so beautiful I couldn't stop looking at him but then

Kanao : Tanjiro! I finally found you.

Tanjiro : sorry babe, I promised Muichiro to have lunch with him

Kanao : o-oh okay! nice to meet you Muichiro, I am Kanao. Tanjiro's girlfriend

Muichiro : y-yeah, it's nice to meet you too

Tanjiro : Okay I'll be on my way to class now. Bye Mui!

He said and took Kanao by her hand and headed to class. He didn't even finish his food and just walked away with her.... "I am Kanao. Tanjiro's girlfriend". When she said that it made me feel sad?..not... angry. Tanjiro looked so happy to see Kanao ,it made me feel so mad. "I can't believe that, he sees me only as a friend. How can he prefer her over me? I would do anything for him if it means killing myself...or killing someone else"

After school I saw Tanjiro and Kanao split up and that meant Kanao walked alone. I stalked her home and then watched her from the window. After some time her mother went to work and she was home alone. She went into her room and I got in by the window. Then I walked in front of the door to her room and thought what to do next "should I wait? or should I just walk it" before I could decide she opened the door and she screamed

Kanao : W-WHAT ARE YOU DOIN- W-Wait you are that guy Tanjiro was hanging out with. What are you doing he-

Before she finished I pushed her on the floor, sat on top of her and took her by her hair.

Kanao : W-WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

Muichiro : SHUT UP, THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR TRYING TO STEAL TANJIRO FROM ME!

Kanao : wha-

Then I slam her head against the floor. Then I woke up and

Muichiro : Wow, you're still conscious... I am impressed, let me get something

Then I walked out of the room and tried to find the kitchen. When I found it I grabbed the knife and went back. I got in front of her room and I saw her trying to crawl away. I grabbed her by her shirt and put the knife to her neck.

Kanao : I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I DID WRONG, I AM SORRY! PLEASE I DO ANYTHING

Muichiro : as I said, you tried to steal Tanjiro from me. Hes mine. I would do anything for him if it means killing someone and you are getting in my way

Kanao : YOU'RE LITERALLY A PSYCHOPATH! HE WILL NEVER LOV-

Next day

I got into the school and searched for Mitsuri or Giyuu. After some time I found Mitsuri.

Muichiro : Hey Mitsuri!

Mitsuri : ah..Hey Mui

Muichiro : Something wrong?

Mitsuri : Inosuke told me that Tanjiro's girlfriend died yesterday. They still don't know who did it. I just feel bad for Tanjiro. He looked so sad when I saw him.

Muichiro : aw... how sad

Mitsuri : Maybe you should talk to him, you are really good friends right?

Muichiro : Yeah, do you know where he is?

Mitsuri : Let me think.... I think I last saw him on the rooftop

Muichiro : okay thanks

Then I walked away and tried to find Tanjiro. I got on the roof and I saw Tanjiro sitting with some other guy.

Zenitsu : Hey it will be okay.... I am here for you

"tsk... I aM HerE fOR YOu" I walked up to them and put hand on Tanjiro's shoulder

Muichiro : Hey Tanjiro , I heard what happened. Are you okay?

Tanjiro : Hey Mui... yeah I'll be fine....

I sat next to him and hugged him as he hugged back

Muichiro : it's okay...

I looked at the guy who was with Tanjiro and he walked away. We sat there for some time, Tanjiro still looked sad but it seemed he got better.

Aoi : Tanjiro you're here! I was looking for you. I heard what happened ,I am sorry but anyways to make you feel better I got I got tickets for your favorite movie

1 weeks later

It's been one weeks now since Kanao died. Even though it was Tanjiro's girlfriend he moved on pretty fast. I thought when I get rid of her, Tanjiro will be all mine but no, he's been hanging out with Aoi way too often. Everyday when I got to school I always saw them together and Tanjiro just left me out like that.

It was around 2pm and it was lunch time, I was looking for Tanjiro so we can eat lunch together. I was looking for him for some time but then I found him. He was with Aoi again. "he's been hanging out with girls only... is he even into boys?... it doesn't matter, I don't care about it, I will make him mine" I thought to myself. Then I walked up to Tanjiro and asked.

Muichiro : Hey Tanjiro! Do you wanna eat lunch with me?

Tanjiro : I mea-

Aoi : He already promised it to me so get lost!

Muichiro : ...

Then I walked away. "tsk another bastard trying to steal Tanjiro from me" I thought to myself and then it hit me "well he can't be with her when she suddenly disappears.. right?". After that I stalked them until the end of the lunch, when I heard the bell ring I went to class. In class I thought, what am I supposed to do with that girl?'' Maybe I should ask her to follow me and then lock her in my basement.... Wait, will she even follow me? we don't talk to each other....... Oh ...I know"

After class I went to put my books into my locker and then tried to find that girl who was talking with Tanjiro. After some time I found her and told her if she could follow me. My plan was 1 ask her to follow me 2 take her somewhere there's nobody 3 knock her out with something and then 4 wait until the night so I can take her home and not worry that someone mind saw me.

It was around 7pm now, my plan worked so perfectly. I dragged her to my basement and tied her to a chair. I was about to walk away but then.

Aoi : H-HEY YOU! WHY AM I HERE! W-WAit your are that guy who asked Tanjiro to eat lunch with him

Muichiro : ah yes, you're right

Aoi : What am I doing here ? and why am I tied up?

Muichiro : Oh how should I say it... you're getting in way so you're here

Aoi : w-wait what?!

Muichiro : *sigh*.... you've been hanging out with Tanjiro waaay too often and I don't like that, every time he's with you he ignores me. I love Tanjiro, He's min-

Aoi : *laugh* Do you really think that he will love you ? When you tie me up here, do you expect that Tanjiro will suddenly love you? It's about what Tanjiro wants not abou-

Muichiro : about Tanjiro?.... ABOUT TANJIRO?!.... I don't care how he feels.... I don't care if he's not into boys... I'll do everything for him.... I'll sacrifice anything for him.... he will be mine... and he doesn't have a choice

1 week later

I sat with Giyuu, Mitsuri and Tanjiro at lunch. Giyuu was eating his lunch while Mitsuri was talking to Tanjiro about Aoi.

Tanjiro : She hasn't been in school for a week. Her parents don't know where she is either.

Mitsuri : Aw Tanjiro don't be sad. I am sure they'll find her soon or later

Tanjiro : yeah....thank you Mitsuri

After school

I walked out of school and I saw Tanjiro with another guy... Wait, I know him.. what was his name again? .... Ah, right Zenitsu. I hid behind the wall and watched what they would do. They sat there, talking, I didn't mind it that much.. well until I saw that other guy blushing. "w-why is he blushing i-is it because of Tanjiro!? oh no no no no"

Next day

I walked up to Zenitsu and asked him... his answer was

Zenitsu : W-WHAT AM- AM I BEING THAT OBVIOUS?!

Then I walked away, "why does everyone have a crush on Tanjiro!? Every time I get rid of someone another one just appears"

Next day (I am so sorry-)

When I got to school I saw Tanjiro at his locker. I walked up to him and said

Muichiro : Hey Tanjir-.. is something wrong?

Tanjiro : I-... it's just every single person I talk to disappears or is dead. First Kanao, then Aoi and after I talked with Zenitsu yesterday, he's not even at school, he's not answering my calls or my texts and his mother said he didn't come home yesterday. What I am trying to say is I am worried about your safety.... so it would be better if we just stop being friends.

Muichiro : w-wait no no no I'll be fine, please j-

Tanjiro : Sorry I already made up my mind.... it would be better for both of us..

Muichiro : p-please don't...

He then walked away and left me there alone. I felt like crying," I tried so hard to make him mine and only mine. I can't tell him that I did it and now he wont talk to me- oh I know.... I am sorry Tanjiro but there's no other way"

9pm

Tanjiro's pov

I woke up in-... wait where am I ? I looked around the room and I saw Muichiro sitting next to me, probably sleeping. I tried to wake up from the chair but I was tied up.

Muichiro : oh you are awake

He said as he smiled and sat in front of me.

Tanjiro : where am I ? and why am I tied up?

Muichiro : *sigh* soo you are in my basement-

Tanjiro : WAIT WHAT WHY

Muichiro : Calm down, I'll explain. It's because.... *sigh* when you said we cant be friends anymore.... ugh I just can't lose you-

Tanjiro : Muichiro this is stupid.... I just wanted to protect you I d-

Muichiro : I SAID I'LL BE FINE I AM THE ONE WHO K-

He stopped and covered his mouth

Tanjiro : you what?

He stayed silent

Tanjiro : MUICHIRO SAY IT

Muichiro :..... I am the one who killed Kanao....Aoi...Zenitsu.. but I did it for you. I want you to have all for myself.

Tanjiro : I-..... why would you do that

Muichiro : As I already said I want you all for myself because I have feelings for you. When I first met you... I a-

Tanjiro : DO YOU THINK I WILL HAVE FEELING FOR YOU AFTER WHAT YOU DONE! MUICHIRO YOU KILLED SOMEONE.

Muichiro : ....

Tanjiro : now let me go

Muichiro : no

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