I Feel Tired, But I Am Restless.
I feel insecure, but no one sees it.
I cry at night, but no one hears it.
I stay awake, but no one knows it.
I want to be heard, but no one listens.
I want to be alone, but feel lonely.
I want to be with you, and you only...
I want to scream, but I don't want you to hear it.
I want you to hold me, but I still fear this.
I fear the worst, I've tried my best, and now I feel it's time I get some rest. 
Can you see me? Can you hear me? Would you even come near me?
I wonder if anyone else feels the same.
I wonder if everyone else's sunshine is simply rain.
I wish that if you knew this, that you would just hug me and take away my pain.

~ Annie