26.01.2007

I've heard a whole lot of people saying that loneliness feels like the world disappearing from their sight; no one is there anymore.
I, like many felt sympathy and perhaps even empathy towards such.

But, today; tonight, I felt lonely.
And trust me, you could understand that this is how it would feel if the world disappeared; broke all of a sudden. Because, now, it has already inside of you. An asteroid finally crashed and boom! :◇

You know, it's all fun and pretend as long as I'm playing pretense. I've got friends and family who care, a whole lot!¡☆

But the thing is, if I could get someone to understand me in 2 hours, it'd be the greatest pleasure. ^^
Not that it's possible, eh?~~
I mean, loneliness would be lonely then~ ¡¡ :(

I like being alone these days~
I'm not lonely, I'm with myself.

But with others there, it's all fun and play till the play is over.

It's hard *friending* these days, you see..
Not befriending but being a friend.

I can't, you see.
Even if I try......
I'm sorry.
I can't feel anymore.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
So, please leave me, :'( **
My perhaps dearest friends and family.