Disclaimer: This may be triggering for sexually harassed victims. Read at your own discretion.

26.01.2016

Wet dreams Wet dreams
Fantasies~
What if they come again if I fall asleep?
Should I just break up nights to day
Or should I just peel my eyes away?

Oh you pieces of shit
Is this why you existed?
Grooming Grooming
A little girl
Little did she know about
Good touch
Bad touch
Feel Good-Bad touch.
Why? My dearest parents
Why did you not warn her?
Why did you not tell her?
Why did you not see her when she was being depraved of a normal future in
Her Home Sweet Home?

Now I want to rip my heart apart
Or at least let myself trip and hurt and remove the disgust and remove the pain and remove and remove and remove and remove till there is nothing left.

Ah. I know that I'm not at fault.
Don't worry.
But she doesn't know how to heal_____get better and live and not hurt herself cuz those pieces of shit are yet to be flushed away.

And I wonder,
How long can I live without hurting myself?____

It's scary_
When will I strangle me in my sleep?

P.S. For people drowning in the depths of confusion-
Yes, increased sexual drive is a common effect of sexual harassment and the victim has nothing to be ashamed of for that. ^^