Now that had stunned Minho into silence, and Jisung stopped laughing as he stared deeply into Minho's eyes.

"What, you thought I was joking all those times I told you I wanted death?" Jisung hissed, glaring at Minho, "you're not the only one who's been keeping secrets Minho"

Minho didn't know what to say, except mentally slap himself for not noticing this earlier, for not believing Jisung when he said he wanted to die.

"I'm...sorry..." it was obvious Minho had never apologised since he was younger, alot younger.

Jisung sighed, shaking his head at the poor attempt at an apology. Why would Minho apologise anyway? Jisung wasn't really scared of the fact that Minho hurt others for fun. Hell, Jisung had hurt himself for fun before!

"There's no need to apologise Minho" Jisung walked over to the older so he stood right in front of him, "in all honesty, I'd let you kill me instead, because I love you too"

"Sungie, I don't want to kill you" Minho huffed, reaching a hand up to stroke Jisung's cheek, "I want to hurt you, there's a difference, but I also want to love you, and it's so fucking confusing" Minho sighed, annoyed with himself.

"Then hurt me, break me, love me, do whatever you want with me. Anything is better than this constant loneliness I feel" Jisung's tone of voice seemed desperate, as though he was begging Minho.

Minho was hesitant, but he nodded. The two then shared a passionate kiss, and you can probably guess what happened next...