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To start off, I'm so sorry I didn't post this earlier! So please enjoy the rest and comment of how you feel about this....(?) To be honest, might not post chapters as often from making the 2nd book of Twin Love. Now ignore all my excuses and enjoy the chapter!

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I froze and my eyes were almost threatening to cry. My chest felt like my heart was going to burst out, I didn't know what to do anymore. "Rin... I'm so sorry... Are you going to be okay?" Miku asked with worry.


"Yea, I'll be fine. I'm just going to move on somehow." That was a complete lie, there's no possible way for me to move on.

"Okay, are you sure that you're okay? You're eyes are-"

"It's fine, I'm just really tired right now. It's nothing." I explained, which was also a lie. Miku said goodbye and left while I went up the staircase to my bedroom. Once I heard the door shut and a car door slam closed, I crashed on my bed and cried my eyes out. I couldn't stop crying and I cried harder and harder each second. Len kept appearing in my mind, it hurt so much. I eventually fell asleep crying, waking up at least 2 hours before school started. I quickly washed my face and got ready for school, completely forgetting what happened the night before.

I walked out of the house with an orange in my hand. The path was quick and easy, not that far away my house. When I arrived at school, I saw him but he didn't see me. Len was holding hands with Luka, a girl in my class who's the same age as me. Still not being noticed, I ran and pushed past the people and ran to the bathroom. I cried in an empty stall while silently cursing to myself for falling in love with someone I don't even know. The bell soon rang and I quickly wiped off my tears and cleaned my face, running to my classroom. I sat down and saw Len talking to his new girlfriend, laughing together. A sigh left my lips while I laid my head down, realizing that I was becoming a loner once again, let's just see what happens during roll. "Alright class, sit down in your assigned seats." The teacher announced, watching all of the students scurry back to their seats.



He started the roll, knowing that my name was right behind of Len's, I waited until I heard his name. "Len Kagamine."



"Here."



"Rin Kagami."



"I don't think that she's back yet." A girl said, raising her hand.



"Yea, I didn't see her today." Len added, my heart literally broke.



"I'm here." I announced sternly, raising my voice louder than usual. Len quickly glanced at me and then looked back up front at the teacher. If I wasn't in class right now, I would be crying my heart out and I would be screaming my lungs out, but I'm not going to do that. The rest of class went silent, some of them going back to their conversations. As usual, the class continued on as usual, but my heart was dying inside. It felt like I was impaled by a thousand swords, all fitting into my chest in all different directions. I was drifting off and doing my work and glanced over to Len when he wasn't looking, he never noticed me looking at him.



It was near the end of class and he stood up and walked over to me, but the bell rang and I got up and ran out of the room before he said anything. My chest was so clenched that I cried in heartbreak while on the way to class. I swerved through the people in the hallways and went to my next class, suddenly remembering that neither Len or his girlfriend was in my next few classes. I sighed in relief and smiled to myself, feeling more happier and less stressed. I really hoped that he actually noticed me and that Yuki was here and wasn't busy with being popular. After my thought, the class started and it went on as usual. I spent my day from when I went into school and ignored everybody around me until I felt like everything was perfect and okay, until Lunch that is.

The got up from his desk and told the class that it was time to go to lunch, in which I forgot about Len and Yuki. I made my down the hallway with the rest of my class and felt happy that I get see people who actually care for me. Once I walked into the cafeteria, I froze in realization- that everyone was busy doing something else. Yuki was at the popular table with other people and Len and Miku was at their own separate table with his new girlfriend. I sighed in defeat and got my food, going outside and eating by myself away from everyone else.

Not long after, the bell rung and I went back with injuries on my body. In short, I got beat up for no reason because I was alone and vulnerable. Len passed by me in the hallway and glanced at me, gently grabbing my arm. I pulled my arm out of his grasp and ran to my class. Let's just say the I didn't feel happy after I saw him for the rest of the day. Class was terrible because I had all these new wounds on me, to make my life better, and people kept glancing at me. I was happy when school ended and ran out of the room before anyone could stop me.

The walk home was quiet and it was even more quiet at home, until Len called me about an hour after school ended. I hesitated for a minute, then I gave in and answered the phone. "Hello?"

"Hi Rin, I just called to, make sure that you were okay and that you weren't mad at me."

"Oh no, I just wanted the school day to be over and I thought that you were someone else in the hall grabbing me. Sorry about that." Half of that was a lie.

"It's fine, so how was today?" .

"Good, want to hear about something I learned today?"

"Sure."

"That whenever someone is happy, another one is suffering."

"Wha-"

'Just forget it, it's just something I made up just now. Can you come over if you can? I need help on my homework."

"Uhh, sure. I'll be over in a bit." He replied. I hung up and curled up in a ball, crying on the floor.

Why can't I tell him anything?  

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