― act three ―
natural instinct

  Not all girls are made of sugar and spice and all things nice. Some are made of witchcraft and wolf and a little bit of vice.

WIRES,  the neighbourhood

We talked about making it
I'm sorry that you never made it
And it pains me just to hear you have to say it
You knew the game and played it
It kills to know that you have been defeated

DYING IN LA,  panic! at the disco

You looked at death in a tarot card and you saw what you had to do

YOUNGBLOOD,   5 seconds of summer

You push and you push and I'm pulling away
Pulling away from you
I give and I give and I give and you take, give and you take

GOLDEN SLUMBERS,   the beatles

Once there was a way,
To get back homeward
Once there was a way
To get back home

REFLECTIONS,   the neighbourhood

We were too close to the stars
I never knew somebody like you, somebody
Falling just as hard
I'd rather lose somebody than use somebody
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise
I see my reflection in your eyes

WHATEVER WILL BE, WILL BE,   doris day

Que será, será
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que será, será
What will be, will be

SLEEP,   call me karizma

Don't fucking talk to me.
Sorry to be blunt.
You'll probably need one.
To forget all the things you've done to me

I don't know whats got in me.
I guess I'm just over being f*cked over.
And letting you walk on me,
But I love the pain,

And I'm having these fragile dreams.
Every night you haunt me in my head.
As you leave, it's casualties.
I'm scared to close my eyes when I'm in bed

WILSON (EXPENSIVE MISTAKES),  fall out boy

If I can get my shit together
I'm gonna run away and never see any of you again
Never see any of you again

COMIC LIFE,   matt maltese

Everything's going on outside
You take your tiny pills and live your comic life

THE NIGHT WE MET,   lord huron

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Haunted by the ghost of you
Oh, take me back to the night we met

WRITER IN THE DARK,   lorde

I'll find a way to be without you

GASOLINE,   troye sivan

I've done you wrong, I regret it
I write this song, tryin' to forget it
I feel this emptiness in my chest
It feels surreal, but I'm feeling stressed
I need to do something
I fucked up, for nothing
Now I gotta just tell someone
Tell someone what I've done

PREY,   the neighbourhood

Something is wrong, I can't explain
Everything changed when the birds came
You'll never know what they might do if they catch you too early
We need to fly ourselves before someone else tells us how
Something is off, I feel like prey, I feel like praying

MIRRORS,   niall horan

I need love to hold me closer
In the night, just enough
To feel my body come alive
When my bones start breaking, my heart starts shaking
I need love, need love

INTERTWINED,   dodie

Oh, I'm afraid of the things in my brain
But we can stay here
And laugh away the fear

I've pinned each and every hope on you
I hope that you don't bleed with me

SUMMERTIME SADNESS,   lana del rey

Oh my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above
Are sizzlin' like a snare
Honey I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothin' scares me anymore

STARRING ROLE,   marina and the diamonds

You don't love me
Big fucking deal
I'll never tell
You how I feel

MEMORIES,  panic! at the disco

Oh memories!
Where'd you go?
You were all I've ever known!
How I miss yesterday!
And how I'd let it fade away?
Where'd you go?

THE QUIET,   troye sivan

This separation, time and space between us
For some revelation
You didn't even care to discuss
I'd rather be black and blue
Than accept that you withdrew

THNKS FR TH MMRS,   fall out boy

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great

I'M A RUIN,  marina and the diamonds

I played with your heart
And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart
You still mean everything to me
To me
But I wanna be free

VIVA LA VIDA,   coldplay

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone

MISS JACKSON,   panic! at the disco featuring lolo

Climbing out the back door, didn't leave a mark
No one knows it's you, Miss Jackson
Found another victim
But no one's gonna find Miss Jackson

HOLD ME DOWN,   halsey

Selfish, taking what I want and call it mine
I'm helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine
They rush me, telling me I'm running out of time
They shush me, walking me across a fragile line

HOUSE OF MEMORIES,   panic! at the disco

Baby we built this house
On memories
Take my picture now
Shake it til you see it
And when your fantasies
Become your legacy
Promise me a place
In your house of memories

GONER,   twenty one pilots

Though I'm weak
Beaten down
I'll slip away
Into the sound
The ghost of you
Is close to me
I'm inside out
You're underneath

CALL OUT MY NAME,   the weeknd

I said I didn't feel nothing baby, but I lied
I almost cut a piece of myself for your life
Guess I was just another pit stop
'Til you made up your mind
You just wasted my time

SOFTCORE,   the neighbourhood

Sharing my heart
It's tearing me apart
But I know I'd miss you, baby, if I left right now
Doing what I can, tryna be a ma
And every time I kiss you, baby
I can hear the sound of breaking down

A LITTLE DEATH, the neighbourhood

I want you to touch me there
Make me feel like I am breathing
Feel like I am human

I STILL LOVE YOU, call me karizma

I fucking cheated on you
I'm sorry I'm sorry I am
I fucking cheated on you
I'm hardly I'm hardly a man
Now who would cheat on you?
I did and I get that I'm dumb

3AM ANXIETY, lil phag featuring dr. woke

I feel alone but I don't want nobody near me
I want to fit in so I sipped on a pint of that lean
It isn't your fault, in the end I just know it's my brain
It's better you left cause I know that I would leave you in pain

ORDER OF THE PHOENIX
― the bad memories swirl ―