Hey there, It is me finally uploading the frst chapter of my first english story. Please be patient with me, if there are way too many mistakes in my text ;0 

I would love to read some comments how you liked chapter 1.

!!! I do not own Fairy Tail. It is from Hiro Mashima!!!

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Everything is soundless. Not a single sound approaches my attention. No, that's not true. The water is running down the raw and wet wall and then dropping on the ground just next to my uncovered feet. I don't know since when I am here now, but I know a particular thing. Even if I cry and even if I scream, nobody will appear. Nobody will liberate me. I am all alone. In truth I never had somebody. Neither when I was a kid nor presently. As I try to drag on the chains, they slice deep into my skin and flesh and make my blood rinse down my arms. The dizziness in my head lures me into unconsciousness while the pain makes me regain hope. The hope to stay alive for a while.

I can't tell what is worse, the bad smell of this cell or the hunger. My stomach growls like a starving bear in spring, but I attempt to ignore that as well. I haven't eaten for days, I guess. When I was brought to this place, he gave me some old bread. It was nasty from the filthy ground, but it was all I got so I didn't care. But some days have passed, and he did not show up since then. In truth, I know, that I will die soon. I don't even feel the cold anymore. Cannot blame me, since I am hungry and thirsty but that doesn't matter now. I just want to feel some peace and warmness.

I slowly close my eyes and feel it. The chains are abruptly disappearing and it feels like I am beginning to fly. Everything becomes so bright, that I can see the light through my closed eyes. A voice whispers softly in my ears, or is it inside of my head? Guess I am dying now, aren't I? But I don't care at all. Then within a second, everything appears to move distant, far away. The last thing I sensed, was the numbness, that crawled up inside me, luring me into unconsciousness. As I open my eyes again, I feel so drained and glance around me. I am resting on a gorgeous wildflower meadow. All around me there are red and white blossoms. They appear to be so perfect. >>Is this heaven? If it literally looks like this, the passing seems to be a better decision. << As I hear a voice behind me, I try to sit up. I can hardly breathe, but that's okay. Now I can see the person behind me. >>No, this is not heaven. Fortunately, you are still alive. I came just in time. Some hours following and you would've died. << Without a single expression in my eyes, I look at him. >>Would not be that bad. I did not even think of being unleashed since I was there for so long. << He sighs and sits down next to me. >>You are saved now. << Suddenly I start to cough. As I look at my hand, I see blood on it. Now it is me who sights. >>Though I will die soon. << He stares at me with confusion in his brown eyes. >>Why? I released you << I begin to giggle. >>I am ill. I can't be cured so I would have died even without being captured. He didn't know. << He looks at me as if I were a maniac, and then without a word, he lifts me up. >>I will bring you to a doctor. I am sure she can help you. She is the best doctor that I know. << So I sigh again. >> As I said it can't be cured. But try your best. It is useless though. << Just a few moments later, I feel how exhausted I am and fall unconscious again.

While waking up, I hear some voices right next to me. One of them sounds so familiar that I have to know who this is. Opening my eyes my sight falls at a growing girl with blue hair. My body begins to tremble in doubt. Tears are streaming down my face as I see her whole face. >>Wen...dy<< She stares at me. >>Huh, what is wrong? And where do you know my name from?<< Just like before, I gasp and cough in agony. More and more blood burns inside my throat. >>You...are alive...<< She tries to stop me. >>No, don't speak or you will die. Our doctor will arrive soon please << With all my endurance I try to touch her face with my shaking fingers. >>I am so relieved... that I...saw you...again...<< She starts to cry as blood flows out of my mouth.>>I...always loved you...my sister...Sorry for leaving you...back then.<< The small girl yells in anger and incapacity. >>Stop talking please <<

As the entrance is slammed open, I look in two faces. One of them is the boy that helped me before, and one is an older woman with red eyes. She uses some kind of magic, and within a second her hands start glowing. >>Please don't die on me can you explain to me why your health is so critical?<< I spill out some blood. >>The poison... It damaged.. my inner body<< Her eyes widen as she hears my words. >>Poison? How much time passed, since the poison invaded your body?<< Repeatedly I feel pain rushing through my body. >>Some.. weeks... I guess?<< A cynical laugh comes over my lips. It sounds so bitter that I kinda am afraid of myself. The woman looks at Wendy. >>Please use your healing magic while I mix some detoxing herbs. << She agrees and does what she's told. I smile as she looks in my eyes. >>You grew.. so big... << She breathes. >>Who are you? I don't recognize you, nor do I know what you are talking about. I can't even remember, meeting you earlier. << My eyes are turning dull. >>Of course... You can't remember that... I took.. your memories.. from you.. << She stops for a second. >>Why would you do that? << A melancholy smile lies on my face. >>You were... In danger..<<

The older pharmaceutical mage comes with a tiny bottle to me. >>Can you drink this? << I hesitantly nod and try to hold the bottle, but my fingers are still trembling, so Wendy grabs it takes a sip and infuses me the medicine with her own mouth. I try to swallow it and gulp. What an awful taste. The brew makes my body feel senseless, so I shut my eyes immediately. As I fall into a light slumber, some people enter the room. >>Who is this? << I overhear Wendy answer. >>To be precise, I don't know that, but she told me that she is my sister, and obliterated my memories when I was younger and in danger. << She sighs. > I guess we have to wait till she feels healthier. For some moments I thought that she would die here.<< The last thing I catch up is the woman talking about the poison.

As I wake up, I realize, that I am all alone. My body feels so light and the pain is gone too. I feel surprisingly good and seek to stand up. My knees are still a little bit unstable while I walk, but that's okay considering that I nearly died. It seems like the medicine really helped. A thought fires through my head. >>Wendy<< My voice is not more than a hum, but I don't bother. As I move towards the door, I open it just to hear loud screams and people teasing each other. Just what kind of place is this? There are so many people here, and they all seem to be fellows. On the bar, there rests the girl I am looking for. >>Wendy<< The requested one raises her head in my direction. >>Oh you are awake, And you seem to feel well today<< I only nod and walk down the stairs. A lady with long white hair comes to me. >>Welcome, my name is Mirajane, I hope it is okay for you, to wear one of my dresses. << I look down at me and nod again. >>Thank you for borrowing it. << I wordlessly look for that boy who carried me here. >>Uhm, the male person with blue eyes who helped me. Do you know where he is? << She smiles brightly. >>I think you mean Hiroki, he is over there. To be honest I don't really know him, because he is a new member, who came to us a month ago with an association of some younger mages. << I nod and look to the table where he sits. I approach them without hesitating >>Good Morning, thank you for rescuing me and bringing me to this place. I truly appreciate your aid.<<

I pause for an instant >>I would be dead by now so just once again thank you << He smirks at me. >>You're welcome. Oh, and my name is Hiroki Yamada, just... who are you? << I try to smile too. >>Lucy, my name is simply Lucy. << He stares at me. >>So, you are Wendy's sibling? << Again I can only respond in silence. >>But she will not remember me till I release her memories. << His eyes look like sharpened knives, so I look elsewhere. >>I am convinced that you won't understand though it is better for her not to recognize me. I will manipulate her memories again, so she forgets my words and even my existence. << he jumps from his chair. >>Why should you do that?<< A bitter smile shows up on my lips. >>I could tell you the reason, but It is not needed because I have to change yours too. Since you know my name, you are in greater danger than you even imagine. I don't want anyone to be hurt because of me. << He slowly takes my hand. >>You will leave her behind?<< I nod and raise my second hand into his direction. >>I am sorry<< A blue light covers my fingers, as I stroke his face. >>We will not meet again. At least I suppose so <<

As everyone is surrounded by the light, they sink into a deep sleep. As I glance at them a thought crosses my memory, but I just cut it off. All alone I go into the room where I came from, to exchange my clothes. My ones are hanging washed over a seat, so I can wear them. Next, I open a window and jump out of it. I run as quick as I can, to leave these people behind. Wendy my beloved sister. If we are destined to remain together, we will meet in a few years, although I don't believe so. The breeze blows the hood from my head, to make my blonde mane fly through the wind. Yes, my name is Lucy, and I am the sister of Wendy, the red thread will eternally connect us mutually.

TIMESKIP:

Five years have passed since I met Hiroki and Wendy. In this time I became much more powerful to not come into these situations like before. That's impossible since I am no human. I am a god that cant be harmed by a human. To be precise I am a god slayer and half a god since my mother was a goddess. And Wendy is a Dragonslayer and just like me half a god, but I know that she cant use these powers yet. I need to train her at first.

As I hear somebody's voice right behind me, I turn around. My eyes widen as I see, who is standing there. To my surprise it is Hiroki. I just stare into his eyes and he does the same. A smile comes over my lips as I realize how I missed him. The young man looks at me as if I were a ghost. >>Do we know each other from somewhere? << He asks and I nod. >>Well, we have met five years ago, but I went. << He sighs. >>I was looking for someone or something. And It exactly started five years ago, that I felt like I miss something. Could it be you? << I smile a bit. >> How is Wendy? << He looks at my face to remember who I am, but that's not possible. He sights. >>Wendy is doing great. She trained a lot recently considering she ought the same excitement as me. Just who are you? << My amusement is replacing the silence. >>You asked the same as back then. I think it is time now to release your memories. <<

My face is turning a slight bit red, as I come closer to his face. Memories are flying through my head, as our lips touch. It is just a soft kiss, but my heart starts pounding really fast. Hiroki stares at me again, and then, his eyes start to sparkle. >>Lucy... You came back<< I nod smiling. >>Yes I am back. And I am happier to see you than ever. << He wraps his arms around me and pulls me even closer. >>I missed you. << I silently put my chin on his shoulder and start to cry. To be honest, I don't even know why I do so, but that does not matter. The only important thing is, that I met him here once again. So it was fate, wasn't it? Anyhow, I wish that this moment would remain forever, but it won't.

Hiroki stares into my eyes. >>Why did you take so long?<< I look at him with, not knowing how to explain myself. >>Do you remember the reason, why I left Wendy? << The boy nods. >>You said that it was for our own safety<< I turn around so he can see only my back, while I take off my shirt. I can hear how his heartbeat becomes quicker. >>What are you doing? << My cheeks turn a slight pink. >>Look at me and tell me what you can see. << He hesitantly lifts his face and moves his eyes over my exposed back. >>Where are these scars from?<< His voice sounds like it would break. I turn around, just holding my shirt in front of my chest, to cover it. There is another big scar on my stomach.

>>I got these when I fought against a god, that murdered Wendys and my parents. And to respond to your first question, I trained for four years then I avenged my parents. Even though I survived the fight, my body was too exhausted. After that event, I was unconscious for several months, but when I regained consciousness, it took me quite a while, to recover. As I awakened, I happened to be not capable, of achieving anything on my own. I had to learn wow to speak, how to stand, how to walk, how to eat, how to live. But these concerns were not the biggest evil dwelling inside me. My memories were gone. Neither could I remember who I am, nor what happened to me. And the people who supported me could not tell either. <<Hiroki looks at me with sadness in his eyes. >>Why didn't you inform us about your intentions? We would have supported you. And you would not have these scars now. << I pull my shirt over my head again. >>It was my problem, to deal with that past. And you would have died. I could not deal with the thought of you dying there. <<

He sighs. >>You said, that it was a god, how is it possible that you were able to defeat him? << I sit down and look into the sky. >>My mother was a goddess, and my father a human. So to be precise, I am half a goddess, and since I trained, a god-slayer too. << The boy sits down next to me. >>Do you know, that you are mysterious? << I nod in agreement. >>You are right, but this is me.<< He laughs and puts his hand on my own. >>But please, promise me that you will never leave me alone okay? << I let my sight running toward his worried face. >>Why do you want me to stay?<< I do not expect him to reply since I am certain that he won't have an explanation. He opens his mouth. >>I missed you.<< I again look at him. >>I know. I was not able to remove all of your memories of me. It worked on the others, but neither you nor Wendy forgot everything. << An embarrassing silence rests above us, so I just keep every additional thought for me.

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