Everything was dark.

Everything felt cold, like freezing water covered my entire body, I feel numb.

Everything smelt of the haunting smell of something metallic, that something being blood.

I don't want to be here, please someone get me out of here. I don't like the dark, the cold, or this smell.

I’m scared

PLEASE LET ME OUT!!!

I sit up covered in sweat and tears. I look around my room desperately trying to catch my breath. I curl up in a ball sitting up and my fingers grip my hair. “It's just a dream, just a dream. Calm down, It's fine”. I whisper to myself, try to get myself together. That dream has haunted me for 3 years. Every night it's the same thing. I see them, my family. Blood covers their bodies and I can hear her trying to get oxygen into her lungs but she can't.

Gurgling sounds fill that dark, cold room. They're coming from my sister as she lays there in her own blood. She desperately trying to live. Her eyes open wide in panic as she locks eyes with mine. Her once bright blue eyes were dull and terrified. Then she was gone, the room went silent. The only noise that could be heard was the sound of my pounding heart. My Mom, My dad, May, Miku...All dead in that room staring up at me with their lifeless eyes.

If only I got there sooner.

If only I wasn't so useless

If only I died with them

“Yuka?”. A small hand rests on my shoulder. “You need to stop, You're hurting yourself”. I notice that my grip on my hair was to tight and I was ripping my hair out. “N-Nina?”. Her tiny hands wiped the tears from my face. “It's just a dream, It's okay”. I let out a shaky breath. “I wish it was just a dream...just some nightmare”. Nina hugs me in an effort to calm me down.

I wish this was all a dream.